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by David Gascoyne


  MEISTER ECKHART

  1

  The Son of Man is in revolt

  Against the god of men.

  The Son of God who took the fault

  Of men away from them

  To lay it in himself on God,

  Has nowhere now to lay God’s head

  But in the heart of human solitude.

  2

  The way to Life is through the entrance into Night:

  The recognition of the Night wherein each man

  Must have at first existence: knowing not

  The Whole, and yet believing that he knows,

  And through such blind belief made blind to Truth.

  Truth is that Truth must first remain unknown to me:

  That in the unknown dark I feel alone.

  In this state only can true being wake

  To knowledge of itself through consciousness

  Of the non-entity that it is born from and of the desire

  For Being, Truth and Light and Human Day.

  3

  Dear Nameless God, must I say Thee

  When I address you? or should I now try

  When speaking in close intimacy to friends

  To call them Thou, and make sincere and true

  What has become archaic in a world of falsity?

  An overwhelming contradiction rends

  Apart all possibility of our addressing You

  Until we have within ourselves made one

  The will to self-exist and our desire to be:

  To be with God, and not pseudo-divine

  Scorn-inspired self-deceivers dreading most to be alone.

  4

  This world remains ‘the World’,

  An empire under rule

  Of a confederacy of lone wolf-hearted birds:

  Imperial eagles, each unrecognized

  Except by his own world.

  No self-reliant haughty bird of prey

  Can rule the world wearing an Emperor’s crown.

  The ancient eyrie-world remains grimly convinced

  That no society can thrive without ‘religion’;

  And every now and then duly inaugurates

  Another mission drive to raise the same old corpse.

  5

  That there is Justice in the world

  Even the fool who hath said in his heart

  There is no God

  Would be unlikely wholly to deny:

  But if he did, even he would not be such a fool

  As the man who declares that there is Justice in the world

  And that he can not only see it plainly but must proceed to administer it with perfect justice.

  There is no perfectly just man

  Because the vision of Justice is the pleasure of God alone.

  And that is why the divine part in all men

  Longs to see justice and to live by it;

  While the enemy of God that is in each of us

  Is always trying to make us satisfied with what we can see of Justice without God,

  As though He were bound to ratify automatically

  Whatever a man-made judge with his own reason decides is just

  Provided a sufficiently large number of other men be persuaded to agree with him.

  6

  There are no harsh laws,

  Only laws that in a self-respecting society would be regarded as unnecessary.

  There are harsh souls and law-encumbered spirits

  Who inflict their conception of decency

  On men and half-animals and human beings alike;

  Who expect our respect

  And would not seriously believe it if told we could feel none for them.

  7

  Really religious people are rarely looked upon as such

  By those to whom religion is secretly something unreal;

  And those the world regards as extremely religious people

  Are generally people to whom the living God will seem at first an appalling scandal;

  Just as Jesus seemed a dangerously subversive Sabbath-breaker

  Whom only uneducated fishermen, tavern talkers and a few blue-stockings of dubious morals

  Were likely after all to take very seriously,

  To the most devoutly religious people in Jerusalem in Jesus’s day.

  Let the dead continue to bury the dead as they did then,

  And let the living dead awaken and greet with joy the ever-living.

  8

  Always, wherever, whatever, however,

  When I am able to resist

  For once the constant pressure of the failure to exist,

  Let me remember

  That truly to be man is to be man aware of Thee

  And unafraid to be. So help me God.

  9

  Christ was hung up to die between two thieves;

  And much mirth did the spectacle arouse

  Among the populace who’d heard Him say

  That He was One with God and their true King:

  Look at Him now! It’s strange that God allows

  His Son to come to grief like that, they cried;

  All such pretentious scoundrels end that way!

  God’s Son! Whoever heard of such a thing?

  There hangs our King, a thief on either side!

  For Christ was executed by the general will,

  Officially and popularly execrated, thrust

  Out of this life in ignominy, put

  To death outside the righteous City’s wall:

  An unsuccessful outlaw and a grim warning to all

  Who would disturb Pax Romana with thought,

  With the unmanly doctrine that all men

  Should love fraternally their fellow man

  Instead of warrior-like despising him.

  10

  Though towards the suburbs the city becomes wan

  And dark with the weariness of the women who have to queue

  Outside the horse-butcher’s or for the home-bound bus,

  On even the busiest days the sun sometimes paints propaganda

  For the possibility of the Kingdom of Heaven on earth

  Over the prices scrawled in white on the shops’ plate-glass,

  And the attic window-boxes above the market

  Offer tribute of happy beauty to the omniscient Heavenly Eye.

  c. 1950

  THE SECOND COMING

  In the dream theatre, my seat was on the balcony, and the auditorium had been partly converted into an extension of the stage. Several little Italia Conti girls ran forward past my seat from somewhere behind me, and one of them clambered over a ledge and seemed to fall (she must have been suspended by a wire) to the floor below. She gave a small scream: ‘God is born!’ On a little nest of straw on the ground close to where she had fallen, a baby doll suddenly appeared. At the same moment, a hideous scarecrow-like Svengali-Rasputin figure, mask larger than life-size and painted rather like an evil clown in a Chagall apocalypse, playing an enormous violin which somehow contrived also to suggest the scythe of Father Time, rose upon the circular dais in the centre of the auditorium. I realized at once that he was the personification of Sin and Death. ‘When I play my tune, there is not a single one of you all who does not join the dance!’ I was most painfully moved by the strident yet cajoling music and by the knowledge that what he had said was nothing less than the truth. Everything then began to move around confusingly. On the darkened stage, thick black gauze curtains had lifted, and one saw a squat black cross outlined against a streak of haggard white storm light across the back-cloth sky. Finally, the stage was full of menacing, jerkily swaying bogies, thick black distorted crucifixes with white slit eyes, covered with newspaper propaganda headlines, advancing towards the audience like a ju-ju ceremonial dance of medicine men. At the very end of the performance, a clearly ringing voice, representing the light which must increasingly prevail against these figures, cried: ‘All propaganda that is not true Christian revolutionary propaganda is sickness an
d falsehood!’

  c. 1950

  A LITTLE ZODIAK FOR KATHLEEN RAINE

  ARIES

  Augustly awe-inspiring creature, whose famed Fleece

  And cornucopiae-like Mosaic Horns of gold

  Foreglimmer from afar the Great Year’s harvest of pure peace;

  Entangled in the thicket of the World Roof-Tree’s dense leaves,

  Immortal Ram, like Absalom dangling his slain youth’s gold

  Caught on an oak bough in the wood, for whom the Father grieves:

  Suspended is your splendour in the domed space of the dark,

  O scion of the sacred flock, in scripture spelt of gold

  The legend of your leap ever recorded in mid-arc.

  GEMINI

  Each looks towards his brother and sees yet one more than him,

  In friendship with each other sealed, they both remain unmet.

  Their eyes still gaze towards the misty heights that precede Time;

  Whatever one of them looks on, the other will forget.

  TAURUS

  Lunging Beast,

  Bulging hide,

  Fatalist

  Ruby-eyed,

  In coiled maze

  Or sordid ring

  Blood betrays

  Butcher King.

  CANCER

  This fishy thing that sideways crawls

  But neither swims nor flies,

  Elects to dwell in shellac walls

  And has protruding eyes.

  About this sign I’ve nothing more to say.

  I’m not born in or near it anyway.

  LEO

  No smaller than the Sun amidst the mid-day sky,

  With oriflamme-spiked ruff of red mane stands

  This calm carnivorous King

  On tufted turf among

  The gentle field-flowers of his wild domain; And brands

  With tawny patch of scorch

  The green herbaceous velvet ground on which

  The leonine supremacy is thus embroidered plain.

  VIRGO

  Where waterfalls and willows and interstices

  Of nightblue undissolved by day perform

  The offices of backcloth and of trellises

  For briars in bloom to climb upon and swarm

  With emblems white and red

  About her uncoiffed head,

  A young lady sequestered and immaculate,

  Scarce asking whether any less hermetic state

  Await her, may be seen

  Plaiting a garland green

  For Chastity to wear when she is dead.

  LIBRA

  O unjust man behold

  How she must stand blindfold

  Who personates the word

  Justice, and in one hand

  Wield naked sword as wand

  Who with the other lets

  Two equidistant plates

  Dangle, while she forgets

  Which yours is, which your fate’s.

  SCORPIO

  Here is a beastly jewel!

  Its tail can cause to groan.

  If scorned or feared it will

  Lurk under every stone

  On the wide avenue towards Success

  That seems to lead out of the wilderness.

  SAGITTARIUS

  I, Father, with my little Bow

  Plant my munitions high and low;

  Trusting, should they shoot up by night

  The buried dragon will not bite.

  CAPRICORN

  Alone alike elect on heights of prophecy

  And exiled on the darkling plain of Chance,

  Trailing the guilt that makes worlds wildernesses, he

  Performs his tragi-comic limping dance.

  AQUARIUS

  This burly bent, much burdened figure, who

  Is he, I wonder, and what does he do?

  Old Atlas, is it, staunchly straining still?

  Atlas? Oh, no. This man’s about to spill

  Into some hold from his pot lots of sea.

  Of sea? I see. – Unless it’s Hippocrene. –

  But it’s not pink, I think, as that would be.

  Perhaps it’s just plain drinking-water? – Yes,

  That probably would be the wisest guess.

  PISCES

  They glitter, but they sing

  Seldom; rather than swim

  They slide through that thick element the waves

  Roof in; swing the slow loop

  Of a lassoo through which

  In reflex they can swoop

  And thus with cunning catch

  In their own track themselves. And then they sweep

  Down sheerest slopes

  And swerve

  Round sharpest curves

  And leap abruptly up, like swift sea-larks,

  To burst through their sky’s rolling clouds of foam

  And briefly warble, before sinking home,

  A stave of bubble-song; to which no sailor harks.

  p. 1950

  AFTER TWENTY SPRINGS

  How vehemently and with what primavernal fire

  Has there been voiced the seasonal conviction that new birth,

  Aurora, revolution, resurrection from the dead,

  Palingenesia, was about to be, was near,

  Must surely come. Of course it shall, it must.

  The bones shall live, the dust awake and sing.

  I hope and trust I shall be there. But seriously,

  If it has not already come, and it is we

  Who lack the faith to recognize it, if the sun

  That shone upon the just and unjust does not shine

  This spring upon the risen dead, then what a long

  Business this getting born again must be. We dead

  Are living, really; and the living are asleep,

  Lawrence; and gladly in their sleep they read

  The Twentieth Anniversary reprint of your writings, stirred

  Fitfully for a while to more impassioned dream.

  For many love you now, Redbeard, and wish you had not died

  In bitterness, before your time. On dead man’s isle,

  We who survived you and are struggling still today

  (If very feebly and unostentatiously)

  For life, more life, new life, fine warm full-blooded life,

  Are reconciled with patience, on commemorating you.

  p. 1950

  LIGHT VERSE

  AN UNSAGACIOUS ANIMAL or THE TRIUMPH OF ART OVER NATURE

  The Master of The Monarch of the Glen

  Was making once a sojourn ’neath the roof

  Of an admiring Peer, Lord Rivers, when

  Occasion rose which put to sternest proof

  That intrepidity and tact which had

  Secured for him familiar intercourse

  With Nature’s greatest gentlemen and made

  Him reverenced alike by man and horse.

  For while his fellow guests one afternoon

  Were raptly gleaning Landseer’s dicta, sound

  Of lawless canine truculence, which soon

  Became intolerable, made him pound

  With sudden fist the tea table and cry:

  ‘What insolence of importuning cur,

  What rumour as of kennel mutiny

  Is this? Shall Man the Master then defer

  To a hound’s ill-bred fury? Follow me:

  Let’s to the stable-yard whence these barks come,

  And I will prove to you that Art can be

  A force more sure than blows to make dogs dumb.

  I who not seldom with forbidding gaze

  Have known how to persuade huge Highland kine

  To emulate the Southern cow’s sweet ways

  And made whole shaggy herds hang on the line,

  Will there, if it amuse you, demonstrate

  A sovereign power yet stronger than the eye’s:

  That of the Human Voice, which is so great

  That it can Lions strike d
umb with surprise!’

  Some of the painter’s intimates had been

  Already privileged to hear his skill

  In imitation of the less obscene

  Sounds with which animals are wont to fill

  The atmosphere of jungle, swamp and glade

  When moved by meal-time longings or by bliss

  To self-expression. For some years he’d made

  The feat his study, and could bellow, hiss,

  Roar, bark, snarl, with a realism which

  Was quite astonishing, till in no part

  Of all Victoria’s realms was known so rich

  A repertoire of Imitative Art

  As that perfected by the great R.A.

  In view of this, it hardly will seem queer

  To any that all present there that day

  Excitedly accompanied Landseer

  Out to the stables, craning and agog,

  To watch him stride, masterfully serene,

  Towards the kennel out of which the dog

  Surveyed defiantly the crowded scene

  With jaws aslaver and keen fangs exposed.

  Then, not without surprise, they saw him fall

  Down on his knees! It was by some supposed

  This was in order piously to call

  On Providence for aid; but they were wrong.

  His aim was to confront the renegade

  As man to man (or – dog to dog?). Ere long

  That wretched animal’s vile din was made

  To seem the fretful yap of Pekinese

  By an appallingly hyenine bark

  Which evidently made the dog’s blood freeze,

  For his rebellion ceased at once, and stark

  Terror replaced the murder in his eye.

  The artful mimicry of Landseer proved

  So awful that the beast which recently

  Had rivalled Cerberus himself, now moved

  With such violence away from the advance

  Of the superior barker, that his chain

  Snapped, and he crossed the yard swift as a glance,

  Leaped o’er the wall, and never was again

  Seen anywhere on Lord Rivers’ estate.

  Landseer, on rising, found that only one

  Of those who’d watched him still remained to fête

  His triumph. ’Twas his host, who breathed: ‘What fun!

  How good of you to teach them how, dear old

  Dog-lover! But come now, your tea’s quite cold.’

  p. 1949

  LE DÉJEUNER SUR L’HERBE: A PASTORAL

  LA BELLE-DAME-SANS-MERCERIE:

  Thank goodness, mes chers amis, that you do not

 

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