“Is there a reason you are hesitant to have a deeper physical relationship?” She needed to know what he was thinking, “Our dates have been really fun. Don’t get the wrong idea that I don’t enjoy spending time with you.” She hurried to add, “But the idea of dating and getting to know one another is that you eventually make a physical connection.”
“I did research on Earth when I was there on the romantic ideals of women in different cultures, that way I could make the questionnaire for McPherson Match Making specific to our needs.” The music stopped and he slowly moved away from the crowd, holding her hand in his. “Seeing the data on what women find appealing, isn’t the same as trying to be romantic.” He moved along the paths until he came to a private bench. They could still see the lights and hear the music, but would have some privacy. “Would you like to sit here?”
“Sure.” Gwen sat down with Kneus next to her and his arm draped along the back of her shoulders. His hand fell to her upper arm and he rubbed absently as he talked.
“I want you to understand I just don’t know where to start.” He sighed.
“Start where you feel like.” Gwen didn’t know what he was holding inside so didn’t know how he could get it out in the open.
“Ever since my mission to Earth I have held back from being close with the women.” He spoke hesitantly at first, and then it all came out in a rush. “At first because I didn’t know how long I would be away from Terraneu, and that is where they were going. Then when it all fell apart and I was home again, I hesitated because there always seemed to be another emergency to handle. Something important for me to do.” He looked down, “Not that I don’t realize that those are just excuses, because I do. When I kissed you after the twins’ birth, it was the most incredible feeling to hold you.” He smiled wryly and drew in a deep breath. “I guess I am just afraid.”
Gwen sat in shocked silence for a moment taking in Kneus’ words. He was afraid...she had to ask, “What are you afraid of?”
“Everything...well not everything!” He moved his arm from around her shoulder to face her. “I am confident in my abilities with technology, and working with the male council. All of the things I’ve done successfully for thousands of years.” His eyes became stormy, “I am not confident in my ability to please you. I see the happiness my brothers have, and I’m afraid to mess up my chances for the same by being a horrible partner. I feel like I am under such enormous pressure to get it right.” Kneus had color flushing his face and shrugged nervously before adding. “What if I am a horrible lover?”
Gwen didn’t say anything for a few seconds. That Kneus was uncertain about pleasing her as a life partner was laughable. He was the most intelligent, funny, wonderful person she had ever worked with or dated. That he was hesitant about his ability to please her as a lover wasn’t as humorous. Having never had sex before she could understand his apprehension. She needed to find a way to make him realize that all couples had doubts, even if they were with their hundredth lover.
“You need to forget all the things that you ‘researched’ and focus on what I’m saying right now.” Gwen moved closer and decided to be brutally forward. It couldn’t possibly hurt and maybe that is how Kneus needed her to communicate, “When we decide to become lovers, we will work together to make the experience enjoyable. It is not solely on me to please you, and it is not solely on you to please me. The fun part is getting to experiment until you know what your partner likes.”
“I don’t know.” Kneus started but Gwen interrupted.
“I know you Kneus. You will try to think it through when some things are best experienced.” Gwen stood up and grabbing Kneus’ hand started for her dome. She wasn’t going to let him try to reason or excuse his way out of becoming closer to her. Then she laughed softly at the circumstances. If someone had told her a year ago that she would be dragging a smoldering hot, smoky eyed, entirely too virile for her peace of mind, male off to bed to try to seduce out of his virginity, she would have had them institutionalized for insanity.
Reaching her dome she pulled Kneus inside, then using the settings on her door she locked it so no one could interrupt them. Moving to have him sit on her chaise, she left him to go get two glasses of water. Upon returning she saw Kneus frozen in the same spot. Sitting straight as a lance, his hands drumming nervously on his knees. Smiling to herself at the picture he made she handed him his glass and set hers on a table. Kneeling between his legs, she reached for one foot to take off his boots.
“What...” Kneus jumped when her hand touched his leg.
“I am just taking off your boots so you can be more comfortable.” She lowered her head so that he couldn’t see her smiling. “Relax and drink your water.” With quick movements she had released the clasps on his boots, and pulling and tugging got the first one off. “See, one down and one to go.” She couldn’t resist running her finger along the bottom of his foot. His whole leg jerked and he choked on some water he had just taken a drink of.
Coughing and sputtering he gasped, “Gwen.”
“Sorry. Just testing your reflexes.” She lied. “Now to get the other boot off.” She made short work of the other boot. Then climbed up on the chaise to sit on the backrest, her knees on the outside of his shoulders. Pulling him back ever so slightly, she pushed the vest off his shoulders and down his arms. “Relax Kneus. Remember our kiss from before. How it felt to be together.” The muscles under her fingers bunched and trembled. When the vest was tossed to the side of the chaise she moved to massage his shoulders. They were so tense it was like rubbing marble. He had regained his former musculature and currently his shoulders, back and biceps were bulging from tension. She could only image how his abs would be hard and flexing. The thought that soon she would be touching all that tanned perfection, and if she was lucky being touched back, made her nipples tighten and dampness start between her legs.
“Keep drinking your water.” She whispered soothingly. “Just close your eyes and enjoy the massage.” Working her fingers harder into his skin, she moved them over his shoulders and arms until finally they relaxed under her touch. Happy with her success so far, she leaned away from his back so she could add that part of him to her massage as well. Whew she thought to herself, seducing a virgin is hard work! She just stopped the burst of laughter from escaping. That would ruin the mood for sure, and she was just getting started. Over his shoulders, back and arms then around again. After a few passes she added his chest into the circuit until it was shoulders, arms, back and chest. His head was laying forward, his eyes closed in pleasure. Leaning forward again, she let her fingers go from his shoulders down his chest to his abs. running her fingers down his sides and around to play on each muscle of his stomach. Sliding behind him, she put her knees next to his hips, and wrapped her arms under his. Her front was now pressed into his back, her hands able to reach and play with the whole front of his body.
“Now.” She pressed her lips to the sensitive skin just under his ear, “Don’t you feel much better?” She let her tongue flick out to play with his earlobe, and then took the skin between her teeth for a playful nibble. She felt Kneus shudder against her.
“Uh, Gwen I’m not sure...” Kneus wasn’t able to finish because Gwen’s hands were still busy. She had been playing absently with his abs, but just when Kneus went to say something she had moved them between his legs.
“You may not be sure.” Gwen teased, her tongue playing with his ear, “But your body has a mind of its own.” She had managed to get his pants unclasped and the flaps open. His body was definitely interested judging by the massive erection he was sporting. Gwen’s excitement was growing faster than the bulge in his pants. She remembered what he felt like in her hand. The heat of his soft skin would be in sharp contrast to the steely hardness. She wouldn’t be able to get her fingers completely around him, but that didn’t stop her from trying. Grabbing him at the base she flexed her fingers around him as far as they could go. Moving her lips from his ear to lick and bi
te his neck, Gwen heard him groan softly. Climbing up from the chaise, she moved to stand in front of Kneus. She admitted that it gave her a certain thrill to know that Kneus had never been with another woman. She would be his first, and if she had her way only, sexual partner.
Pulling him to stand before her, she put her hands on either side of his hips and pushed his pants down his legs. He managed to step out of them on his own, kicking them halfway across the room. Laughing at his over zealousness she pulled him with her to the bedroom. She had requested a slightly lower bed frame, so when she pushed Kneus back onto the mattress his knees were at hip level to her. Spreading his legs she stepped between them. “You can prop your head with a pillow if you want to watch.”
“Watch what?” Kneus moved to grab a pillow just as she bent to place her lips against his stomach. Gwen looked up to see Kneus had grabbed the pillow then froze. His eyes were flashing purple flames, then he blinked and his lashes brushed his cheeks to fly open again when she licked his belly button. Without warning she moved lower, sucking one of his balls into her mouth her fingers playing with the other. Her hair fell forward to brush against his stomach. When she was done torturing that ball with her tongue, she moved to the other one. Laving both balls with her tongue until his erection was rock hard and straining. That was the problem when you started with the balls she lamented to herself. Now he was so large, there was no way to get all of him into her mouth. Smiling to herself Gwen came up with a new plan. Placing her cheek flush against his stomach, she opened her mouth against his shaft as far as she could. This only put her lips about halfway, but she was able to move her mouth up and down his length making him wet. Using her teeth and tongue to excite Kneus as much as she could. Her fingers keeping busy playing with his balls. She moved to the other side and repeated the process. Kneus’ shaft was nice and lubricated, now it was time to play with the tip. Moving her mouth over him, she sucked in as much length as she could. Pulling him as deep as she could before she gagged, she moaned with him at the back of her throat. She knew this would feel good against his sensitive tip, and when he grabbed her hair and groaned himself, she knew it had. Moving along his shaft, her tongue playing with the tip, she worked on him until she was just as excited as he was.
Releasing him from her mouth with one last, hard suctioning...Gwen climbed the bed to rest her knees next to his hips. Leaning forward so she could rub her breasts into his chest. One hand reached and placed his arm over his head. Then she positioned his other arm over his head. With her hands framing his face, she kissed Kneus with all the passion she felt. She nibbled and sucked his lower lip into her mouth until he opened his lips to accommodate her tongue.
Pressing back with her hips she was able to slide the first few inches of his shaft into her welcoming warmth. Groaning against his mouth at the stinging sensation, she pulled forward a fraction then pushed back again, it was slow going. He was much larger than any male she had known before and the stretching was almost painful. Working forward and pressing back she was finally able to take all of him. Widening her legs just a bit, she adjusted one last time and he was as deep as he could go. She was fully seated on his pulsing shaft. Twining his fingers in hers, with her elbows next to his head on the mattress, she started to move her hips rolling and flexing them. In this position she was able to rub her breasts against his chest as she rode him, the dual pressure and friction on both pleasure points was driving her mad.
“You don’t have to move in this position, just feel.” Gwen was taking gasping breaths, Kneus matching her in his excitement. His fingers flexed harder on her own.
“This feels so good Gwen.” He rasped out. “You are squeezing me so tightly, and your body is so warm and wet.” She clenched her muscles in a Kegel exercise she had learned about.
“How about that?” She couldn’t help the shudder that ran down her spine. It felt good to her too.
“It’s like a glove.” Kneus ground out, “It feels so tight.” His head was straining on the pillow. Gwen knew she was close to climax and wanted Kneus to find his release with her. Pushing herself to sitting she put his hand on her hips.
“You can move me in a way that feels best to you.” She groaned when he pulled her forward, then pushed back. He was a fast learner. “If you flex your hips, go slowly.” She was panting in her exertions and excitement. “You are rather large in that area.”
“Is that a good thing?” Kneus asked uncertainly, “Am I doing this right?”
Gwen laughed breathlessly, “It’s a very good thing.” His hands tightened on her hips, “You are doing everything right.”
“Good.” Kneus flexed his hips, pushing up into her just as he pushed her hips back. “I want to be good at this.” He flexed again, pushing her back and forth.
“If you get any better I might not make it.” Gwen tried to laugh but ended up gasping.
Kneus thrust harder, “My balls and shaft are tightening.” He gasped, “It feels like they are going to break off.” His voice was heavy with alarm and passion.
“You are close to a climax that is all.” Gwen was sweating and panting. Her heart felt like it was about to jump out of her chest. “Let it happen.”
With a few more deep thrusts Kneus shouted. His shaft gained thickness and Gwen could feel his warmth spread inside her. Her body responded by breaking apart in release. Her muscles clamping down on him, twitching and trembling in ecstasy.
“Gwen. Is that your release?” Kneus was taking great deep breaths trying to regain himself.
“Yes.” Gwen just sighed and collapsed against Kneus’ chest.
“It is like what you did before, only tighter and instead of once, it fluttered over and over.”
“I thought most guys just rolled over and fell asleep.” Gwen laughed. “I get one that is a talker.” She was teasing him, but didn’t know if he could tell. She didn’t mind if he wanted to talk after sex.
“You mean like this.” Kneus went slack and started making the snoring sound. “Zzzzzz.”
Gwen laughed and rolled into his side. He tucked his arm around her, his hand rubbing her arm. “Is that what I have been missing out on? Since my release from the sexual block we could have been doing that?”
“Yes. That is one of the ways we could have been doing it. We can try others after you recover.”
“Recover?” Kneus sounded offended that she thought him lacking in stamina.
“Your body needs time to build another erection.” She wanted to laugh but she was just too sated to make the effort. Her limbs felt heavy and limp at the same time.
“I am not totally ignorant of the facts of lovemaking.” Kneus stated, rolling up on his elbow to look into her face.
“Really. Did you watch porn when you were on Earth?” Gwen pictured Kneus with his hand wrapped on his own shaft watching porn. The idea gave her a small thrill and her nipples tightened. His eyes went to her breasts and then back to her eyes.
“Does the idea of me watching porn excite you?” His voice had turned to smoked whiskey and she found it very arousing.
“Not the idea of you watching porn. What you would be doing while watching it.” Gwen licked suddenly dry lips.
Kneus thought about it for a second, “You mean masturbating? I could not have done anything sexual on Earth, I still had the block on me then.” He glanced at his body then back to hers. “The idea of me pleasuring myself gets you sexually aroused?”
“Yes.” Her voice came out in a whisper. This conversation was getting her excited.
“Well I aim to please.” Before Gwen could ask what he meant, he had moved to his knees. The conversation must have been arousing to him as well, because instead of being flaccid as she would have thought, his shaft stood out proudly. Gwen tried to warn him that he needed some type of lotion, but he must have know more than he let on because he squeezed the base of his shaft and with one stroke the tip was soaked. Taking the moisture from there, he spread it along his shaft again and again.
“Is this what you pictured?” Kneus was working his hand up and down. His gaze was intense his eyes were a deeper shade of purple than she had ever seen. The flecks in them were sparking like an electric current. “Would I be working myself gently and slow?” He moved his hand to match his words, “or would it be hard and fast like this?” Gwen’s eyes flew to his hand to watch as he stroked hard up and down.
Rising to her knees Gwen kissed Kneus frantically. Watching him play with himself had been a completely arousing experience for her. With their mouths fused, Gwen wrapped her legs around his hips and dragged him down until she was on her back, with him between her legs. Kneus wasn’t sure how to prop himself at first, then with his hands just above her shoulders he settled his lower body onto hers.
Kneus didn’t need any encouragement to find her welcome wetness and drive himself deep. With one fierce thrust he was completely sheathed in her warmth. Gwen adjusted to the stretching much faster this time, and once the sting went away she relaxed her knees toward the mattress spreading her thighs wider, causing Kneus to settle even deeper. Both of them groaned at how good it felt, Gwen was marveling at the incredible fullness she felt with Kneus inside her. He pulled back, taking his shaft to the tip then thrust back. Gwen panted, “Again.” Kneus half groaned, half laughed.
“Anything for you.” He pulled back then thrust again. This time Gwen was moving too. She raised her hips to receive the incoming thrust causing his balls to slap against her butt. Gwen saw the astonishment on his face. “There are a lot of ways to feel good. We are going to try them all.” Putting her hands around to grab his thickly muscled ass, she gripped hard. “Keep doing that.” When he complied almost knocking her teeth together with the force of his thrusts, she dug her nails into his back. Kneus kept moving, drawing himself along nerves she didn’t know she even had.
When Gwen couldn’t take it anymore she raised her legs to lock them around his upper back. Putting the soles of her feet together she pulled her at the ankles until her heels rested further up his torso. Reaching up and holding her feet with her hands, Gwen couldn’t move against Kneus but she didn’t need to. In this position he was as deep as he could go, his balls were slapping against her butt with every thrust, and she was rocking and grinding against him.
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