by Lee Killough
The dog run occupied most of the back yard. Garreth pushed open the gate and walked inside. “Kennel up, guys.” When the alpha paused again at Loxton’s curses, Garreth raised his voice. “Kennel up!”
The dogs followed him in. He gave them a last hurried pat, backed out, and latched the gate tight. Then sprinted for the front door desperately wondering how to enter the house. Maybe stand at the door and shout in asking if they needed him?
To his relief, he dodged the bullet. Duncan was dragging a cursing cuffed male down the front steps, Loxton’s red face and eyes squeezed tight in pain testifying he had received the pepper spray Duncan could not use on the dogs. “You’ve blinded me you fucking bastard! I’ll sue you. I’ll have your badge for killing my dogs!”
On the porch Nat struggled with the victim, who despite a bloody nose, swelling eyes, and bruises forming on her throat, was trying to claw at Nat’s eyes. She had connected once. Three scratches crossed one of his cheeks.
“Let me go you nazi bastard! I’ll kill you!” She tried to kick him. “Tom, Tom baby! I love you! Let him go! Don’t hurt him! He hasn’t done anything wrong! It was my fault!”
Garreth leaped onto the porch and behind Nat. Did the woman still have enough vision to see him? Could he even get her attention in her hysteria?
Before he could try, she suddenly ran out of steam and sank to a sobbing heap on the steps. “My fault. I just upset him. I know better. Please don’t hurt him.”
Duncan, meanwhile, had Loxton almost to his patrol car. “You’re not blinded and you know it. We didn’t kill your fucking dogs, either!” He shoved Loxton onto the edge of the rear seat and brought a bottle of water from the trunk. “Look up and open your eyes!” And poured the water into Loxton’s eyes to wash out the pepper spray.
He had finished and was pushing Loxton the rest of the way into the back seat, when a Chevy Malibu wagon pulled up behind him.
Chief Danzig climbed out and assessed the scene. “I take it we lucked out and the dogs weren’t loose.”
“Oh yeah they were,” Duncan said, “and ready to eat us alive…until the California Kid here worked some kind of voodoo that turned them into pussycats.”
Danzig started. “You’re joking.”
A chorus of neighbor voices swore to the story.
He eyed Garreth in amazement. “No one but Loxton has ever been able to control his dogs.”
Garreth shrugged in pretended modesty. “Dogs like me.” Or he had been damn lucky.
“You’re full of surprises.” Danzig turned to Nat, who had the wife on her feet again, still sobbing, and was steering her down the sidewalk. “You about to take her to the hospital?” At Nat’s nod, he said, “Then I’m stealing your ride-along. Hop in, Mikaelian, and let’s talk.”
Not immediately, however. Danzig drove in silence, pulling finally into a parking area in Pioneer Park. Still saying nothing, he led the way down the sidewalk and over a swinging bridge to an artificial island created by a loop of the Saline River. They sat on the steps of the bandstand in the middle of the island, where Danzig lit a thin cigar from a box in his jacket pocket. The sweet smoke curled around Garreth, mixed with Danzig’s blood scent.
“Do you want a job here?”
Shades of Phil Mikaelian, cutting to the chase. And as with his father, Garreth decided to answer in kind. “I already have a job back home.”
“Which I understand you have reservations about.” Danzig took a puff. “Yet here you’ve demonstrated yourself a capable officer, so…what’s the story?”
“Didn’t Nat tell you?”
“Let me hear it from you.”
Always be straight with him, Nat had said. Okay. Leaving out only mention of vampires and his real reason for being here, Garreth told Danzig everything…from Lane’s attack to Harry’s shooting. Danzig listened without comment to the end, smoking his cigar and leaning back against a post supporting the bandstand roof.
With the cigar smoked down to its plastic mouthpiece, he ground out the butt on the steps and dropped it in his pocket. “Assuming you’re right about trust of you being forever tainted out there, which I’m not convinced is the case, what’s holding you back from taking a job where you have a clean slate? The admittedly big hit in salary? Reluctance to let go of the familiar? Trying to make family and friends understand why you’d trade a Cadillac department for a Go-cart?” He smiled wryly. “I ran into that, taking this job. From my wife, too, at first, though now she’s glad we’re here.”
“I never thought about salary,” Garreth said. “The rest, yes.” But he might as well confess the strongest reason. “At Loxton’s, when I knew Nat and Duncan were having to fight the wife as well as Loxton and thought they might need me inside, I couldn’t even think of trying to go through the back door. They didn’t need me but what if they had? Can this department risk me freezing up again at a door?”
Danzig eyed him. “Are you going to let fear cripple you and keep you from a job it seems to me you enjoy?”
If only there were a way to ensure entry into dwellings when he needed to be there. Maybe there was, he thought suddenly. What if he volunteered to conduct free home security checks for everyone in town. Use his own time to do it, even when it meant suffering daylight. It would be good public relations for the department, good for the homeowners, and good for an invitation in everywhere.
Danzig’s brows rose. “Did I just see a light go on over your head?”
Why not answer. “Thinking about going into homes gave me a public relations idea.”
Danzig listened to it, and smiled. “That sounds like a yes, you want the job.” He sobered. “After dealing with Hepner and Loxton I don’t have to tell you this job is just as hazardous as in a city, but you ought to know it can be worse. Remember the Clutter murders in Truman Capote’s book In Cold Blood? Those were here in Kansas. We also had a pair of spree killers named York and Latham come through in 1959. They were tried and convicted over in Russell. We’re on the drug traffic pipeline and almost every year there’s a highway patrol trooper killed making a routine stop on 1-70. Sometimes there isn’t much backup.”
“Nat’s told me.”
Danzig stood and stretched. “I also want to tell you if you do prove psycho and present a danger to the your fellow officers, I’ll shoot you down like a mad dog. Come in Monday, then, and fill out an application and we’ll go from there.”
8
“From there” launched an intense two weeks…applying, being fingerprinted to prove he was who he claimed, sliding through a physical with a Dr. Staab tut-tutting over the usual low blood pressure and heart rate, hypnotizing a lab tech into reading normal values in the blood work, being tested for a Kansas drivers license, interviewing with the mayor and city council. No one hires on to a new department in two weeks, Garreth would have thought, but they seemed to be fast-tracking him, as if afraid of him changing his mind. They apparently considered his records from the SFPD enough of a background investigation.
Every night he continued riding along with Nat, learning the radio codes the department used, memorizing the town and people. He saw how the cruise traffic changed Fridays when the Baumen Timberwolves had home games. Sparse early — everyone went to the games — it ramped up afterward, game-goers howling and waving banners as they circled up and down Kansas. Especially when Baumen won, Nat said.
Riding along, he wangled invitations into homes when possible, and learned to recognize the voices of various sheriff departments’ personnel on the radio. Including a Trego County dispatcher named Lila, with whom their own night dispatcher Doris Schoning, though thin as Sue Ann was plump, exchanged recipes in the wee hours. After the shift he studied the Kansas Criminal Code and Vehicle Code until dawn.
All the while feeling wretched. Sending the SFPD his resignation left him gutted, despite the conviction he must be here. Phone calls home, full of lies, made him feel even worse. On Saturday he laid groundwork by telling Harry and his father he was in Kansas�
�having met a police chief who invited him deer and turkey hunting here. When talking to Harry, he said the meeting occurred in Davis; talking to his father, it happened on the fictitious Montana hunting trip. Late in the week he called home enthusiastic reports of the hunting and the area. The next Tuesday he broke the news of being so taken with Baumen he had applied to the department here.
An exasperated Serruto said, “I think you’re totally screwed up and thank god you’ll be someone else’s headache now. But I hope the new job works out for you.”
It baffled Harry, moved now to rehab. “Don’t do this. You’re over-reacting. You’re too hard on yourself and you’re underestimating the understanding of your fellow officers. What are you going to do when you wake up a few weeks or months from now and realize what a mistake you made? ”
He told Lien the truth about joining this department, but it baffled her, too, even as she agreed to put his personal belongings in storage and sublet his apartment. “I understand how much you want to catch Lane but why must you give up everything here to do it? Isn’t your leave of absence enough time to stake out this town?”
“Remember I Ching,” he told her. “Acting to re-create order must be done with proper authority. This badge gives me proper authority.”
“Doesn’t your San Francisco badge? The rest of that text warns against setting yourself up to alter things according to your own judgment, which can end in mistake and failure.”
That disturbed him. Was he doing that? “I’m trying not to do that.”
“And if or when you do catch her, what then? How can you come home again.”
He could not of course. He could never go home again. With luck, though, that would never be an issue. He would be…crumbled to dust or something. “I’ll just have to wait and see.”
The most difficult call of all was to his parents, worse than telling them about Judith divorcing him. The phone lines fairly melted from his father’s anger. “I swear I don’t know what the hell is going on in your head! You want throw away your whole career with the SFPD for a one-horse department because you’re buying a load of bullshit from this hick police chief on the basis of him being a good hunting host! What is it, you think it’s going to be a soft job where you’ll never face another situation like the one with Harry? That isn’t starting over. It’s burying yourself!”
A fitting choice of words if only his father knew it. Garreth hung up in abject misery.
“I take it the news didn’t go down well at home,” Nat said when Garreth walked into the station that night.
It showed that much? “Not exactly.”
As usual Maggie Lebekov remained after her shift typing reports. She looked up. “I can see why it’s hard to understand you giving up a being a detective in a city like San Francisco.” Though the frost had been melting since that first meeting, her attitude remained: what was he doing here. “It’s a job most cops would die for. What!” she said as Nat choked.
“He did die for it.”
She frowned. “What?”
Garreth sighed. Some general details were bound to leak out. “After being assaulted by a suspect I was mistakenly declared dead.” She wondered why he wanted this job. Let her consider this. “There’s nothing like waking up in cold storage to make you examine your life and priorities.”
Her eyes widened. “You were actually in the morgue?”
“Ewwww!” Sue Ann waved her hands in front of her face like someone shooing flies. “That would freak me out!”
A statement hardly touching the horror of it. Garreth clamped down on the memory and gave them a shrug. “Sometimes it’s enough to realize you’re still alive.”
He followed Nat out, with Maggie staring thoughtfully after him.
In the car, Nat made a right turn out of the parking lot instead of the usual left toward Kansas Avenue. “I have one piece of good news for you. You know how you’ve been wanting a place of your own?”
Oh yes…somewhere with privacy, without Violet, friendly as she was, watching his coming and going. Even at local prices, a house was out of his range, and the closest Baumen came to apartments were duplexes…currently all occupied. “You know of something?”
“Helen Schoning, cousin to Doris’s husband, has an apartment over her garage. The widower renting it before married a woman in Russell and moved there. It’s just three blocks from the station when you want to walk to work. Helen invited us to come look at it this evening.”
Garreth liked the house…two stories, built of the native sandstone with a driveway running under a portico on the side. He liked the woman who appeared in answer to Nat’s push of the doorbell, too…an attractive, slender woman in her late forties with only a trace of grey in short chestnut hair.
She extended a hand to Garreth. “So you’re the Frisco Kid. It’s a pleasure to meet you. Call me Helen, please. I’m Miss Schoning only when we meet while I’m on duty as clerk of the municipal court. The garage is this way.”
Out a side door into the portico and back along the drive to a large two-car garage.
She led the way up a set of steps on the side to the second floor and after unlocking the door, stood back to let them enter first. “This used to be my father’s den.”
It looked like a man’s place, wood-paneled with built-in bookcases and a large leather chair and a leather couch that opened out into a bed. A rear corner had been partitioned for the bathroom. Between that and a set of french doors leading out onto a deck above the garage doors stretched the cabinets and small appliances of an apartment kitchen. Including a small refrigerator! No more need for the ice chest. Too bad it could not be a basement apartment but with the French doors blocked by heavy curtains, which he would buy tomorrow, it ought to serve his needs. It only remained to buy a few non-perishable food items and some cooking utensils and tableware at the thrift store so, in case of visitors, his kitchen did not look as oddly bare as Lane’s.
Helen said, “I can provide sheets and blankets until you buy your own. The phone is an extension from the house. You can use that and pay part of the bill or put in a private line. Half the garage is yours to use, too.”
She took them downstairs and raised one of the garage doors.
“This is your side. If you want to work on your car, feel free to use my tools. Just ask first and put them back afterward.”
Garreth stared around the garage. With these tools, Helen Schoning could open her own auto repair shop. “You use these?”
Nat grinned in his peripheral vision.
She smiled and went over to stroke the fender of the car in the other half of the garage. “Someone has to keep this baby running.”
A gleaming old Rolls Royce. He felt his jaw drop.
“My father bought this in 1955 when his first oil wells came in. He was so proud of it. It was the only car like it in Bellamy County. Still is.” She paused, chin down, looking at him through her lashes. “Mr. Mikaelian, I do have one favor to ask.” She pulled him to the other side of the Rolls and dropped her voice. “If you should come home some night and find a car in your side, will you please park on my side of the drive so the other car can get out? And say nothing about it to anyone?”
He felt himself staring again and closed his mouth with a snap. “No problem.”
She smiled. “I hoped you’d understand. I enjoy being single but I also like companionship from time to time. Discretely, of course. This is a small town and some of my friends are married.”
Garreth regarded her with amazement. She was not what he expected to find here. “You don’t miss the stability of a long-term relationship?”
She smiled. “What stability? Nothing ever says the same. People, either. Each of my relationships has suited my needs at the time. There’s a quote by Henry Ellis I like: ‘All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on.’ It seems to me you’re practicing some of that yourself.”
Except his mingling felt more desperate than fine.
9
On Monday the job became official. Having been duly sworn, uniformed, and equipped, Garreth started six months of probation and re-acclimation to the bulk of body armor and weight of the gear belt. The sun setting before the shift started made it a comfortable patrol — no need for his glasses — but it felt odd riding alone. Yes he wanted this and it gave him freedom to pursue his own agenda, but he also missed Nat. Whom from here on he would likely see only when he came on duty and Nat briefed him about the day’s activity and wants and warrants.
Solo worked well, though, when he went looking for three minors who managed to steal a bottle of peach brandy from Hartzfeldt’s Liquor. Luckily the clerk recognized two, not by name but as boys he had seen skate-boarding on south Beach. Reasoning the boys wanted to hide but remain close to home where they felt safe and comfortable, Garreth slipped on foot around the Hammond greenhouses, which sat behind houses on the east side of Beach’s 200 block. No need for a flashlight with his night vision, and soon he just followed his nose, tracking the mixed brandy and blood scents to the trio squatting between bushes and the rear wall of one greenhouse. Garreth Mikaelian, semi-human bloodhound, he reflected wryly.
Twenty minutes later their parents met him at the station. With the brandy paid for, the store owner declined, against Garreth’s advice, to press charges. Watching the boys being dragged away by parents apparently less outraged by the theft and drinking than by the lies that let each think the boys were studying at another’s house, Garreth wondered if juvenile proceedings might not be more humane than the verbal flaying and grounding for life that awaited them at home. If those parents were anything like his father and Grandma Doyle.
As the shift wore on, he found himself welcoming passing contact with Duncan…pulling up window to window with him a couple of time to pass on information…or just listen to Duncan complain about the “little Dreiling shit” flipping him off again, or reveal he was switching shifts with Maggie on Friday in order to watch his nephew play in the big Homecoming game against arch rival the Bellamy Cougars.