“This was my father’s,” she said, as she brought it to him— “It’s soft and cosy. Get off your wet clothes and slip into it, while I go and make your bed ready.”
She spread the dressing gown before the fire to warm it, and was about to turn away again, when Helmsley laid a detaining hand on her arm.
“Wait — wait!” he said— “Do you know what you are doing?”
She laughed.
“Well, now that is a question! Do I seem crazy?”
“Almost you do — to me!” And stirred into a sudden flicker of animation, he held her fast as he spoke— “Do you live alone here?”
“Yes, — quite alone.”
“Then don’t you see how foolish you are? You are taking into your house a mere tramp, — a beggar who is more likely to die than live! Do you realise how dangerous this is for you? I may be an escaped convict, — a thief — even a murderer! You cannot tell!”
She smiled and nodded at him as a nurse might nod and smile at a fanciful or querulous patient.
“I can’t tell, certainly, and don’t want to know!” she replied— “I go by what I see.”
“And what do you see?”
She patted his thin cold hand kindly.
“I see a very old man — older than my own dear father was when he died — and I know he is too old and feeble to be out at night in the wet and stormy weather. I know that he is ill and weak, and suffering from exhaustion, and that he must rest and be well nourished for a few days till he gets strong again. And I am going to take care of him,” — here she gave a consoling little pressure to the hand she held. “I am indeed! And he must do as he is told, and take off his wet clothes and get ready for bed!”
Something in Helmsley’s throat tightened like the contraction of a rising sob.
“You will risk all this trouble,” — he faltered— “for a stranger — who — who — cannot repay you — ? — —”
“Now, now! You mustn’t hurt me!” she said, with a touch of reproach in her soft tones— “I don’t want to be repaid in any way. You know Who it was that said ‘I was a stranger and ye took me in’? Well, He would wish me to take care of you.”
She spoke quite simply, without any affectation of religious sentiment. Helmsley looked at her steadily.
“Is that why you shelter me?”
She smiled very sweetly, and he saw that her eyes were beautiful.
“That is one reason, certainly!” — she answered; “But there is another, — quite a selfish one! I loved my father, and when he died, I lost everything I cared for in the world. You remind me of him — just a little. Now will you do as I ask you, and take off your wet things?”
He let go her hand gently.
“I will,” — he said, unsteadily — for there were tears in his eyes— “I will do anything you wish. Only tell me your name!”
“My name? My name is Mary, — Mary Deane.”
“Mary Deane!” he repeated softly — and yet again— “Mary Deane! A pretty name! Shall I tell you mine!”
“Not unless you like,” — she replied, quickly— “It doesn’t matter!”
“Oh, you’d better know it!” he said— “I’m only old David — a man ‘on the road’ tramping it to Cornwall.”
“That’s a long way!” she murmured compassionately, as she took his weather-beaten hat and shook the wet from it— “And why do you want to tramp so far, you poor old David?”
“I’m looking for a friend,” — he answered— “And maybe it’s no use trying, — but I should like to find that friend before I die.”
“And so you will, I’m sure!” she declared, smiling at him, but with something of an anxious expression in her eyes, for Helmsley’s face was very pinched and pallid, and every now and then he shivered violently as with an ague fit— “But you must pick up your strength first. Then you’ll get on better and quicker. Now I’m going to leave you while you change. You’ll find plenty of warm things with the dressing gown.”
She went out as before into the next room, and Helmsley managed, though with considerable difficulty, to divest himself of his drenched clothes and get on the comfortable woollen garments she had put ready for him. When he took off his coat and vest, he spread them in front of the fire to dry instead of the dressing-gown which he now wore, and as soon as she returned he specially pointed out the vest to her.
“I should like you to put that away somewhere in your own safe keeping,” — he said. “It has a few letters and — and papers in it which I value, — and I don’t want any stranger to see them. Will you take care of it for me?”
“Of course I will! Nobody shall touch it, be sure! Not a soul ever comes nigh me unless I ask for company! — so you can be quite easy in your mind. Now I’m going to give you a cup of hot soup, and then you’ll go to bed, won’t you? — and, please God, you’ll be better in the morning!”
He nodded feebly, and forced a smile. He had sunk back in the armchair and his eyes were fixed on the warm-hearth, where the tiny dog, Charlie, whom he had rescued, and who in turn had rescued him, was curled up and snoozing peacefully. Now that the long physical and nervous strain of his journey and of his ghastly experience at Blue Anchor was past, he felt almost too weak to lift a hand, and the sudden change from the fierce buffetings of the storm to the homely tranquillity of this little cottage into which he had been welcomed just as though he had every right to be there, affected him with a strange sensation which he could not analyse. And once he murmured half unconsciously:
“Mary! Mary Deane!”
“Yes, — that’s me!” she responded cheerfully, coming to his side at once— “I’m here!”
He lifted his head and looked at her.
“Yes, I know you are here, — Mary!” he said, his voice trembling a little as he uttered her name— “And I thank God for sending you to me in time! But how — how was it that you found me?”
“I was watching the storm,” — she replied— “I love wild weather! — I love to hear the wind among the trees and the pouring of the rain! I was standing at my door listening to the waves thudding into the hollow of the coombe, and all at once I heard the sharp barking of a dog on the hill just above here — and sometimes the bark changed to a pitiful little howl, as if the animal were in pain. So I put on my cloak and crossed the coombe up the bank — it’s only a few minutes’ scramble, though to you it seemed ever such a long way to-night, — and there I saw you lying on the grass with the little doggie running round and round you, and making all the noise he could to bring help. Wise little beastie!” And she stooped to pat the tiny object of her praise, who sighed comfortably and stretched his dainty paws out a little more luxuriously— “If it hadn’t been for him you might have died!”
He said nothing, but watched her in a kind of morbid fascination as she went to the fire and removed a saucepan which she had set there some minutes previously. Taking a large old-fashioned Delft bowl from a cupboard at one side of the fire-place, she filled it with steaming soup which smelt deliciously savoury and appetising, and brought it to him with some daintily cut morsels of bread. He was too ill to feel much hunger, but to please her, he managed to sip it by slow degrees, talking to her between-whiles.
“You say you live alone here,” — he murmured— “But are you always alone?”
“Always, — ever since father died.”
“How long is that ago?”
“Five years.”
“You are not — you have not been — married?”
She laughed.
“No indeed! I’m an old maid!”
“Old?” And he raised his eyes to her face. “You are not old!”
“Well, I’m not young, as young people go,” — she declared— “I’m thirty-four. I was never married for myself in my youth, — and I shall certainly never be married for my money in my age!” Again her pretty laugh rang softly on the silence. “But I’m quite happy, all the same!”
He still looked at her intently, — and al
l suddenly it dawned upon him that she was a beautiful woman. He saw, as for the first time, the clear transparency of her skin, the soft brilliancy of her eyes, and the wonderful masses of her warm bronze brown hair. He noted the perfect poise of her figure, clad as it was in a cheap print gown, — the slimness of her waist, the fulness of her bosom, the white roundness of her throat. Then he smiled.
“So you are an old maid!” he said— “That’s very strange!”
“Oh, I don’t think so!” and she shook her head deprecatingly— “Many women are old maids by choice as well as by necessity. Marriage isn’t always bliss, you know! And unless a woman loves a man very very much — so much that she can’t possibly live her life without him, she’d better keep single. At least that’s my opinion. Now Mr. David, you must go to bed!”
He rose obediently — but trembled as he rose, and could scarcely stand from sheer weakness. Mary Deane put her arm through his to support him.
“I’m afraid,” — he faltered— “I’m afraid I shall be a burden to you! I don’t think I shall be well enough to start again on my way to-morrow.”
“You won’t be allowed to do any such foolish thing!” she answered, with quick decision— “So you can just make up your mind on that score! You must stay here as my guest.”
“Not a paying one, I fear!” he said, with a pained smile, and a quick glance at her.
She gave a slight gesture of gentle reproach.
“I wouldn’t have you on paying terms,” — she answered; “I don’t take in lodgers.”
“But — but — how do you live?”
He put the question hesitatingly, yet with keen curiosity.
“How do I live? You mean how do I work for a living? I am a lace mender, and a bit of a laundress too. I wash fine muslin gowns, and mend and clean valuable old lace. It’s pretty work and pleasant enough in its way.”
“Does it pay you well?”
“Oh, quite sufficiently for all my needs. I don’t cost much to keep!” And she laughed— “I’m all by myself, and I was never money-hungry! Now come! — you mustn’t talk any more. You know who I am and what I am, — and we’ll have a good long chat to-morrow. It’s bed-time!”
She led him, as though he were a child, into a little room, — one of the quaintest and prettiest he had ever seen, — with a sloping raftered ceiling, and one rather wide latticed window set in a deep embrasure and curtained with spotless white dimity. Here there was a plain old-fashioned oak bedstead, trimmed with the same white hangings, the bed itself being covered with a neat quilt of diamond-patterned silk patchwork. Everything was delicately clean, and fragrant with the odour of dried rose-leaves and lavender, — and it was with all the zealous care of an anxious housewife that Mary Deane assured her “guest” that the sheets were well-aired, and that there was not “a speck of damp” anywhere. A kind of instinct told him that this dainty little sleeping chamber, so fresh and pure, with not even a picture on its white-washed walls, and only a plain wooden cross hung up just opposite to the bed, must be Mary’s own room, and he looked at her questioningly.
“Where do you sleep yourself?” he asked.
“Upstairs,” — she answered, at once— “Just above you. This is a two-storied cottage — quite large really! I have a parlour besides the kitchen, — oh, the parlour’s very sweet! — it has a big window which my father built himself, and it looks out on a lovely view of the orchard and the stream, — then I have three more rooms, and a wash-house and cellar. It’s almost too big a cottage for me, but father loved it, and he died here, — that’s why I keep all his things about me and stay on in it. He planted all the roses in the orchard, — and I couldn’t leave them!”
Helmsley said nothing in answer to this. She put an armchair for him near the bed.
“Now as soon as you’re in bed, just call to me and I’ll put out the light in the kitchen and go to bed myself,” — she said— “And I’ll take the little doggie with me, and make him comfortable for the night. I’m leaving you a candle and matches, and if you feel badly at all, there’s a handbell close by, — mind you ring it, and I’ll come to you at once and do all I can for you.”
He bent his eyes searchingly upon her in his old suspicious “business” way, his fuzzy grey eyebrows almost meeting in the intensity of his gaze.
“Tell me — why are you so good to me?” he asked.
She smiled.
“Don’t ask nonsense questions, please, Mr. David! Haven’t I told you already? — not why I am ‘good,’ because that’s rubbish — but why I am trying to take care of you?”
“Yes — because I am old!” he said, with a sudden pang of self-contempt— “and — useless!”
“Good-night!” she answered, cheerfully— “Call to me when you are ready!”
She was gone before he could speak another word and he heard her talking to Charlie in petting playful terms of endearment. Judging from the sounds in the kitchen, he concluded, and rightly, that she was getting her own supper and that of the dog at the same time. For two or three minutes he sat inert, considering his strange and unique position. What would this present adventure lead to? Unless his new friend, Mary Deane, examined the vest he had asked her to take care of for him, she would not discover who he was or from whence he came. Would she examine it? — would she unrip the lining, just out of feminine curiosity, and sew it up again, pretending that she had not touched it, after the “usual way of women”? No! He was sure, — absolutely sure — of her integrity. What? In less than an hour’s acquaintance with her, would he swear to her honesty? Yes, he would! Never could such eyes as hers, so softly, darkly blue and steadfast, mirror a falsehood, or deflect the fragment of a broken promise! And so, for the time being, in utter fatigue of both body and mind, he put away all thought, all care for the future, and resigned himself to the circumstances by which he was now surrounded. Undressing as quickly as he could in his weak and trembling condition, he got into the bed so comfortably prepared for him, and lay down in utter lassitude, thankful for rest. After he had lain so for a few minutes he called:
“Mary Deane!”
She came at once, and looked in, smiling.
“All cosy and comfortable?” she queried— “That’s right!” Then entering the room, she showed him the very vest, the possible fate of which he had been considering.
“This is quite dry now,” — she said— “I’ve been thinking that perhaps as there are letters and papers inside, you’d like to have it near you, — so I’m just going to put it in here — see?” And she opened a small cupboard in the wall close to the bed— “There! Now I’ll lock it up” — and she suited the action to the word— “Where shall I put the key?”
“Please keep it for me yourself!” he answered, earnestly,— “It will be safest with you!”
“Well, perhaps it will,” — she agreed. “Anyhow no one can get at your letters without my consent! Now, are you quite easy?”
And, as she spoke, she came and smoothed the bedclothes over him, and patted one of his thin, worn hands which lay, almost unconsciously to himself, outside the quilt.
“Quite!” he said, faintly, “God bless you!”
“And you too!” she responded— “Good-night — David!”
“Good-night — Mary!”
She went away with a light step, softly closing the door behind her. Returning to the kitchen she took up the little dog Charlie in her arms, and nestled him against her bosom, where he was very well content to be, and stood for a moment looking meditatively into the fire.
“Poor old man!” she murmured— “I’m so glad I found him before it was too late! He would have died out there on the hills, I’m sure! He’s very ill — and so worn out and feeble!”
Involuntarily her glance wandered to a framed photograph which stood on the mantelshelf, showing the likeness of a white-haired man standing among a group of full-flowering roses, with a smile upon his wrinkled face, — a smile expressing the quaintest and most complete satisfac
tion, as though he sought to illustrate the fact that though he was old, he was still a part of the youthful blossoming of the earth in summer-time.
“What would you have done, father dear, if you had been here to-night?” — she queried, addressing the portrait— “Ah, I need not ask! I know! You would have brought your suffering brother home, to share all you had; — you would have said to him ‘Rest, and be thankful!’ For you never turned the needy from your door, my dear old dad! — never! — no matter how much you were in need yourself!”
She wafted a kiss to the venerable face among the roses, — and then turning, extinguished the lamp on the table. The dying glow of the fire shone upon her for a moment, setting a red sparkle in her hair, and a silvery one on the silky head of the little dog she carried, and outlining her fine profile so that it gleamed with a pure soft pallor against the surrounding darkness, — and with one final look round to see that all was clear for the night, she went away noiselessly like a lovely ghost and disappeared, her step making no sound on the short wooden stairs that led to the upper room which she had hastily arranged for her own accommodation, in place of the one now occupied by the homeless wayfarer she had rescued.
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