Off Limits: MMF Bisexual Romance

by Bianca Vix

  “That’s not what we meant to do.” Cory rubs gently at her arm. “Not at all.”

  “It’s just that I’ve known so many people who cheated. They were all dishonest about their relationships, and they kept secrets for those reasons. For bad reasons. It just started to feel that way to me, that our relationship was something like that. Something to keep hidden because it wasn’t right. I’ve never been in a threesome before. And hiding it made it feel like I was doing something wrong. Like there was something wrong with us being together. I couldn’t live with feeling that way.”

  “I guess that makes sense.” Cory sets his mug down on the coffee table, finally giving up on his tea. “I guess neither one of us gave enough thought to how this secrecy would affect you.”

  “Yeah. We were too wrapped up in how it would affect us. I’m sorry, Sarah.”

  She shakes her head. “I’m not saying that you should’ve done anything differently. I get that it’s different for both of you. Cory has a high-profile career. And Ash, I know people have to hold doctors to a different standard.”

  “But that doesn’t mean we shouldn’t have made it comfortable for you too.”

  “It’s not your fault. I didn’t know myself how much it would bother me until time went on. And everything built up. I felt like I wasn’t telling anyone anything, like I had to watch what I was saying all the time. Not just about us, but about everything. Even meaningless things. It was exhausting.”

  I frown. “That’s no good.”

  “But being apart isn’t worth it. I’d rather go back to the way things were. Being without you was awful. I miss you both so much. I want us to be back together. If you’ll have me.”

  Hope rises up inside of me. We can go back to how we were. This is what I’ve been wanting from the moment she walked out on us.

  Cory’s face is lighting up too. Before either one of us can say anything, Sarah drops another bomb.

  “I want to be with you. But I need to know that someday, we can be more open about our relationship. Even just a little bit. I need for that to happen eventually if we’re going to be together for a long time. Because that’s what I want. I don’t want this to end. But we can’t hide it forever, either.”

  Cory and I exchange a look. He and I are on the same page. We both want to get back with her. But is the price too high?

  I’ve been hoping and waiting for this moment for awhile. I was going to give Sarah some more time and then approach her again about getting back together.

  I liked her first idea better, about going back to the way things were. I don’t know what to say to her now. It could be a huge price to pay. But the idea of losing Sarah again is far, far worse. Especially after tonight, where we could have lost her permanently.

  I do believe it would negatively affect my profession. And my whole life has been geared towards becoming a successful doctor and running my own clinic. Being openly in a threesome relationship threatens all of that. How could it not? It’s way too unconventional. And people like to judge for no reason, even over something that doesn’t harm anyone.

  I’d be risking everything. My whole life’s work.

  I don’t know what to do.

  Chapter 21

  Ash

  Cory’s jaw tightens. “I’ve been thinking about that myself. Because things have a way of coming out no matter how hard you try to keep them secret. So I’ve been considering what would happen if people found out about us as a threesome. Or just Ash and I. That would be shocking enough.”

  “So what are you saying?” Sarah asks him.

  “I’m saying that it occurs to me that I’ve taken the risk before. Awhile ago I had a thing with the team’s physiotherapist. We were careful, of course. But if secrecy was really that important, I could’ve hooked up with any random guy. Yeah, it wouldn’t be easy to come out about being with a man and being in a threesome. Who knows what would happen. I could get hassled off the team. They could easily decided not to renew my contract. Lots of things.”

  He straightens up in his seat. “But it wouldn’t be so easy to pull something like that nowadays. If anyone tried to fuck with me, I’m in a position to make it a massive public relations nightmare for the entire league. I could probably come out okay on the other side. If I didn’t, there are other things I can do. So yes, Sarah. I could take that chance.”

  The things Cory said are making me remember something that happened with my sister when we were kids. We were young and our parents went out, leaving me to take care of her. And something went wrong. She started struggling to breathe, out of the blue and for no apparent reason. It was scary as hell for both of us, but I fixed it. And then Laila said something I’ve never forgotten. That no matter what, I’d always be her hero.

  And now I know what I need to do. As much as I want to help others, there has to be room for myself in there too.

  “I was just remembering something. One time, my sister told me I was her hero.”

  “I can see why she’d say that. You were pretty heroic tonight. Both you and Cory saved me from a really dangerous situation.”

  “I don’t want to think of what might have happened to you, Sarah. And I know I don’t want to live without you. The only thing that’s ever made me hesitate is my career. It’s really important to me. Almost more than anything else. But nothing’s more important than you.” I look over at Cory. “Or you.”

  “There has to be room for me too. I can’t put my entire life on hold for my work. It’s important to me, of course. But there has to be space for other things too. And that’s why I remembered what my sister said, that I was her hero. Me. No one else.”

  Both Sarah and Cory are looking at me in confusion. I’m not sure if I can explain how I feel. But I’m going to try. “I know there’ll be people who will have a problem with us. And they won’t want to work with me because of it. But I’m thinking that there are a lot more people out there who’ll want to benefit from what I have to offer. And I have to trust that they’ll find me. The ones who have a problem can go elsewhere. And the ones who need me will come to me. I’ve never been one to mix my personal life with my professional one. I’m not big on PDAs. Even if the details of our relationship come out in a big, public way, the ones who need me will find me. I can be the hero to the people who appreciate me for my skills. The ones that I can use to help them.”

  I drink some more of my tea. I’m getting used to it. “So yes, Sarah. I think I can do it. Be open about us. I want to ease into it though. Do it slowly. That’s not an excuse to try and put it off or get out of it. I will take the steps. I just want them to be slow steps. Would you be okay with that?”

  For the first time in a very long time, I see a hint of Sarah’s smile. “Of course I would. We can ease into it for as long as you want. Just as long as we’re doing something. I mean, if I could just tell Jill. She’s a friend of mine. If you’re okay with that, Ash. Because obviously she works for you too. Or I could work up to it by telling some friends who aren’t connected to the clinic first.”

  “We can figure out the details later. But yes. I think I will be okay if it all comes out eventually. There’s definitely something to be said for a living and honest authentic life.”

  Cory snorts at that. “That’s very nice, man. So are we back together?”

  Sarah’s smile lights up the entire room. “Yes. If you’ll have me.”

  “Of course we will.” I tighten my arms around her once again. Cory hugs her too, his arms reaching me too. “Of course we will.”

  There’s no one in the world that I want more than Sarah and Cory. We belong together, all three of us.

  My thoughts are interrupted by someone’s hand running up my thigh. It’s not Cory. It’s Sarah.

  “We don’t have to do anything. Not now.” As much as I want to, but I don’t want to rush anything. She’s been through a lot tonight.

  “I know. But I want to.”

  “Really, Sarah?” Cory sounds concerned. �
��Are you sure, especially after what happened?”

  “I’m very sure. I’ve missed you both so much, I can’t even tell you. And after tonight at the clinic, I’m even more sure. We wasted enough time when we were apart. There’s no need to waste anymore. You never know when something bad might happen. It’s a cliché, but it’s so true. We can’t predict tomorrow.” She slides her hand even higher up my thigh. Her voice lowers. “But we can predict what will happen tonight.”

  I swallow hard as my cock swells. “Fair enough.”

  Cory catches her up in a passionate kiss. I nip at her neck, dropping light kisses on every part of her exposed skin that I can get to. I know how much she loves that.

  Her hand goes to my straining cock. She turns to me and our kiss rivals the one she just got from Cory.

  “I don’t ever want to be without you again. Either one of you.”

  “What do you want now, Sarah?” I ask when we come up for air.

  “Right now, I want to see you guys kiss. Of everything I missed, that’s at the top of the list.”

  “The top? Really?” Cory stands up and comes over to drop down beside me.

  Sarah’s normal, pretty smile is back. “Maybe top five. Okay, top ten. Whatever. I can’t get enough of seeing that.”

  It’s not like she has to convince me. Or Cory either. The moment he’s here, our mouths crash together. A deep hunger surges up inside me. Our hands are roaming freely all over each other’s bodies, and it doesn’t take long before they settle on our cocks. We both fight to claim each other.

  We both win.

  It’s a damn hot kiss. Made even hotter when I catch a glimpse of Sarah. She’s gotten up and is standing in front of Cory and I.

  Topless.

  I twine my fingers through Cory’s. We end our kiss so we can both enjoy the view of Sarah, pulling her jeans off. He and I grab for her panties at the same time and we drag them down her hips and off of her.

  That’s better.

  Cory leans forward to bury his face between her legs. I ease a finger inside of her, then another. My other hand traces over her inner thigh.

  Her breath catches. “You guys are going to make me come.”

  “That’s the idea.” I kiss her leg. And in moments, she does, holding onto Cory and I for support as she floods his mouth.

  Sarah’s gasping as Cory and I turn to each other for another kiss. “So hot, you guys. You know, the bedroom’s not that far away. Although I don’t know if I can walk there yet.”

  “Not a problem.” We stand up and Sarah laughs in surprise as Cory catches her up in his arms. I torture him by fondling his ass all the way to the bedroom.

  Cory sets her down on the bed and she stretches out. He and I take a moment to admire her sexy curves.

  “This would be a lot more fun if you were both naked too.”

  I drag my eyes off Sarah and over to Cory. He’s already coming to me, pulling my shirt out of the way so he can get to my belt. I shrug my shirt off as he undoes my zipper. He makes sure to give my cock a good rub as he gets my briefs out of the way.

  I do the same for him. Fast and efficient. Someday we’ll take this slow and really enjoy every moment.

  Not today.

  I can’t wait and Cory’s on the same page. We’re both about dive onto Sarah in our hurry to get to her. The three of us take turns kissing while we touch each other.

  It’s more than I can take. I’ve missed us three being together so much, I’m way too impatient to enjoy this as much as I normally would. I pull back, but I don’t know what to say. I want everything. And right now.

  Sarah beats me to it. Her eyes gleam. “I want one of you inside me.”

  I grab for a couple of condoms, tossing one to Cory. I’m not waiting for anything. Not now.

  Cory grabs at the back of my head, turning me to face him. We kiss one more time and my pulse goes into overdrive.

  “After you,” I tell him.

  His lips curve into a slow grin. “Whatever you say, friend.” He covers Sarah’s body with his own and she looks between him and I with a big smile on her face.

  I go back to the night stand’s drawer again and find what I’m looking for. A bottle of lube.

  I spread it over my latex-covered cock and then move over to Cory. He’s holding back, trying to go slow with Sarah even as she’s encouraging him to speed up. Once she sees me start to lube up Cory’s ass, she stops.

  Cory holds perfectly still as I position myself behind him. My cock throbs but I pause for a moment, stroking his ass. Somehow this feels like a big deal. It is. As much as I’d hoped we would all be back together again, I didn’t truly believe it would happen. And now that it has, the flood of emotions washing over me is almost overwhelming. It’s not just the sex. It’s everything I feel for Sarah and Cory, all bubbling up at once.

  It’s the kind of thing I’d normally ignore. Now that I’m here with them, it’s okay. Everything’s okay. Better than okay.

  It feels great.

  A tremor goes through me as I start to enter Cory. I’m going slowly, really slowly, until I’ve filled him up. He groans as he adjusts to my cock being deep inside of him. Sarah’s eyes are wide. And I can see something like what I’m feeling reflected back in them. If only I could see Cory’s expression too.

  “Ash. I’m ready. Do it. Fuck me good.” His words are rough, but his tone isn’t at all. I can hear it in his voice. He’s right there with me and Sarah. This is more than just sex for all of us.

  “Yes. That’s it.” Cory starts moving along with me, pumping into Sarah in time with my slow, easy thrusts.

  “You’re so damn tight.” If I wasn’t feeling so many things I’m not used to, I would have come already just from the way Cory feels.

  Sarah makes a sweet, sexy sound. I speed up and so does Cory. Sarah moves in time with us too. Our rhythm’s matching and we really are all connected.

  My hips slap into Cory as I pound into him. He’s taking everything I’m giving him and the way he grips me tightly is about to push me over the edge.

  “Cory.” Sarah’s eyes are closed as she calls out our names. “Ash.” She coming, her orgasm flooding over her rushing waves.

  Cory speeds up. I imagine her squeezing him and that must be what’s happening because he groans, long and low as he erupts.

  My own orgasm is mounting uncontrollably now. I’ve been ready to come since we started back on the sofa. There’s no way I can last now. Not with as good as this feels. Not with the three of us connected like this. It’s like I’m making love to both of them.

  I thrust into Cory one last time as my orgasm shudders all over my entire body. Every single shot is overwhelming, and time stretches out until I’m completely, totally spent.

  We separate, but only for a moment. We’re just as tangled together as we all lie down and get comfortable, all of us touching each other as much as we possibly can be.

  “That was better than anything.” Sarah shifts around between Cory and I.

  “You haven’t seen anything yet.” I nuzzle into her hair. “Just wait.”

  “I love you.” Sarah squeezes my hand, and then Cory’s. “Both of you. You know that, right?”

  It’s the first time she’s said it. It’s something else to hear those words out loud, even when you know it’s true.

  “I love you.” My words come out softly, but she hears them.

  I look over Sarah to catch Cory’s eye. “You too.” I swallow hard. It’s harder than I thought it would be to get the actual words out for him. “I love you, Cory.”

  A surge of relief washes over me. I don’t know why I never told him that before. Now that I’ve done it, it’s no different than saying it to Sarah. Because it’s true.

  Cory gets it. He’s silent for I don’t know how long, then he takes a deep breath. “I love you, Ash. And you, Sarah. So much. This is better than anything. Ever.”

  I’m right there with him. I never expected anything like this to happen f
or me. Finding love with the two people in the world who are perfect for me. The only two who I used to believe were off limits.

  They’re here with me now and if I have anything to do with it, they’ll be here forever.

  Life couldn’t be better.

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