“No, I’m glad you did. What happened out there?”
“Jenna was kidnapped by her dickhead ex-boyfriend. I don’t want to get into too many details about that. It’s not my place to talk about her private life.”
Such a gentleman.
Her heart warmed. “I completely understand and respect that.”
“Jenna is Gideon’s mate. They’ve been seeing each other. Again, I don’t want to get into that.”
“Gideon isn’t one of the elite ten? It is against the rules for him to be dating Jenna. Again, I understand.” She held up a hand. “I really do.”
There was a knock at the door. “I’m sorry. That would be my dinner. Didn’t feel like going out.”
His eyes darkened and his jaw tensed. “I’m glad you didn’t. I only wish you had gone to my place.”
She chewed on her lip for a few beats. “I probably would have.”
There was another knock.
“Coming.” Jenna said, raising her voice.
It was another gorgeous vampire woman, this time in a tiny little black dress complete with a little frilly, white apron. She wore dangerously high heels and had the reddest, shiniest lips Alex had ever seen. In short, she was a stunner. “Your dinner.” She held onto the tray in one hand.
“Um… Thank you. Come on in.”
Lazarus glanced at the woman who nodded her head in greeting. He didn’t check her out like Alex expected. Not even one little bit. His eyes stayed on her the whole time. Even when the woman bent over to put down the tray.
“I appreciate that.” Alex said as she walked back to the door and let the other woman out.
“My pleasure.” She gave a little curtsy and left.
“I’m sorry…you were saying?” Alex moved over to the bed and sat down while watching as Lazarus folded his arms across his magnificent chest.
“So, her dickhead boyfriend kidnapped her. Jenna thankfully managed to convince him that the vampires would want her back and that we would be willing to pay big money to make it happen.” He ground his teeth. “Gideon organized the rendezvous point and went in alone. Then he went against our entire plan and went after the fucker himself instead of waiting for backup.” He uncrossed his arms and walked to the other side of the room.
It was really bad of her to notice in the situation, but she couldn’t help it. His back was beautiful. Broad and muscular. Dripping with water.
Lazarus turned around. “He was shot. The bastard used silver bullets. One of the bullets nicked his femoral artery and Gideon very nearly bled out. Fucking idiot.”
Alex could see that he cared for Gideon. “He did survive though, right? And what about Jenna? I take it that she’s okay?”
“Aside from a couple of bruises and some scrapes and scratches, his female is fine. Gideon will be down for a couple of days but at least he will survive.” Lazarus’ eyes narrowed in on her. So intense in that moment that he almost looked angry. “I thought about you the entire time. What if it had been you instead of Jenna? What if something had happened to you? I know it is soon, Alexandra, but…” He shook his head, looking agitated. He scrubbed a hand over his face. “I shouldn’t be feeling things that I am already, but I can’t seem to help it.”
Alexandra’s heart was pretty much beating out of her chest. It felt good to hear him say that but it also scared her, mostly because she felt the same way. “I know what you mean.” She bit down on her lip.
Lazarus closed the distance between them but didn’t touch her as he stood before her. “I am touched that you were so worried about me.”
She nodded. “I really was very worried…I also pictured all these scenarios of what could happen.” Shit, they were having another moment. A moment that would end with kissing which in turn would lead to so much more.
“I’m glad, Alexandra.” He cupped her chin. “I’m sensing that we are moving forward. That it is no longer a case of forwards followed by backwards. I sense that you are onboard with us being together and that you really mean it this time.” He stared deep into her eyes.
“I’m onboard.” She practically whispered. “I mean it. I was so worried about you. I was scared that something had happened to you. It made me realize that I want to see where this goes.”
He smiled. “You do realize that this cuddly teddy bear can take care of himself? Humans don’t stand a chance against us. I’m a good warrior. One of the best.” Lazarus’ cheeks heated just a smidgen.
He was so cute. So utterly adorable. Here he was, trying to prove to her that he wasn’t a teddy bear. Even after earlier today on that training field. Her statement had obviously gotten to him. She pressed her lips together to stop herself from giggling. “Um…about that.”
His eyes narrowed but his grin widened. “Yeah…about that…we will be discussing how you view me but not right now. Now is most definitely not the time.”
“No?” Her heart leapt up into her throat. “We just had a moment didn’t we?”
“Oh yes…one hell of a moment. I want you, Alexandra.” She had a feeling he wasn’t just talking about her in general but her body as well.
She bit down on her lip. “I guess I still owe you a blowjob.” The thought of taking his cock back into her mouth had things puckering and clenching again. She didn’t care that he would be able to smell it.
His eyes wrinkled in the corners before they turned serious. Lazarus shook his head. “No.”
“No?” A breathy sigh.
“I’m going to kiss you now, Alexandra.”
“We had a moment so it stands to reason that we need to kiss.”
“I’m not giving you a sweet, we-just-had-a-moment-kiss though.” A rough growl.
“You’re not?” She sounded like some virgin teenager, her voice all breathy and high pitched. Everything that came out of her mouth was a copy of what he had said directed as a question.
“No way.” He moved in closer, his legs touched her legs. Alex was forced to fall back onto her arms so that she could maintain eye contact with him.
He climbed on top of her, keeping his weight on his knees which were on either side of her. “We’re going to have a we’re-about-to-fuck-kiss and then we’re going to have a we’re-all-out-fucking kiss.”
She swallowed hard. Oh god, they were really about to do this. She should be running. “Sounds good. I could totally get onboard with—” His hot mouth covered hers and his tongue breached her lips. From the onset, it was clear that Lazarus wasn’t messing around.
There was a tugging feeling and then a ripping noise. Goodbye dress! Both his big hands squeezed her boobs in unison. There was more tugging and another ripping noise and her breasts were in his palms again, this time skin to skin.
Lazarus growled. “So damned soft.” He gripped her under her arms and pulled her up the bed so that she now lay in the center.
He ripped off his own damp towel and lay more firmly on top of her. Alex opened her legs, wrapping them around him. She could feel his cock, hard and heavy, against her inner thigh and against her core.
Alex rubbed herself up against it. The cotton of her underwear abraded her clit. “You feel so damned good.” She was panting. Already halfway to coming.
He dipped his head down and cussed. Lazarus pulled himself onto his elbow. His gaze firmly on her boobs. His eyes were dark and a little wild looking. When he finally got himself under control, she could feel that he was breathing hard. “Your mamm…breasts…are…” He squeezed his eyes shut and actually looked really pained. “They are so utterly…” He squeezed her twins together and then let them fall. She could feel how her flesh wobbled before they settled. Lazarus cupped them again, this time squeezing a bit harder, making a grunting noise. “I’ve never…I…” he grunted. “Fuck!” he growled, lowering to savor her nipples with his mouth and tongue.
Holy damned hell!
Her back bowed as her body attempted to get closer to his mouth. He suckled her harder, taking more of her inside his mouth. Not enough! Wan
Lazarus chuckled against her. “I need to make sure you are ready.” He cupped her mound, pushing the fabric to the side. “Good to know you are eager. You are some female, Alexandra, most humans would have been afraid.” With one swift move, he thrust a finger inside her.
Alex felt so wet it was almost embarrassing. “Ooohhhh.” It felt so good it was scary.
“You’re just so damned tight. I hope you were right when you said that your pussy will stretch.” He began to pump his finger in and out of her, while continuing his assault on her boobs. Sucking and nipping.
It was hard to think clearly. There was something she needed to do…or say…there was something important other than coming. There was nothing more important than coming. Nothing whatsoever. She rocked against his hand.
Shit! Oh yes! What if she was about to ovulate? That was it. Although she really wanted kids one day, it was still too soon for that. The plan was to date for a while, to be married for at least a year and then to think about kids. She groaned both out of sheer pleasure and frustration.
He instantly stopped. “Are you okay? What’s wrong?”
“Do you have a condom by any chance? It’s just that I would prefer it if you wore one.”
“A human covering?” He sounded disgusted. “Not a fuck…no. I mean, I have them back in my room, we were given some at the start of The Program, but we don’t need one.”
She held his gaze for a few seconds. Damn, she wanted this so badly. Sarah was sure that he would be able to tell if she was ovulating or even if she was about to ovulate.
He swallowed hard. She watched as his Adam’s apple worked. “I will go and get them or we could both go back to my place. I want you to feel comfortable.”
“No, it’s fine.” She nodded.
He huffed out a breath. “Are you sure…I wouldn’t mind…”
“Fuck me already.” She growled.
“Thank fuck.” He growled back and ripped off her underwear. As in, ripped them clean off with one big grab of his big hand. He helped her pull off her ruined dress.
“Let’s do this.” She wrapped her legs around him.
Lazarus began to move down her body, kissing her intermittently as he moved south.
“Wait.” She threaded her fingers through his hair. “Where are you going? In order to have sex, we need to be aligned.” She pointed from his cock to between her legs.
Lazarus smiled. It was a tight-ass looking smile. “I know the basic mechanics of sex, Alexandra, I assure you. I need to prepare you some more. Make you come a couple of times first.”
A couple?
She swallowed hard. Her hand fisted his hair as he tried to move down.
His eyes looked upwards to where she had him by the hair. “Do you like it rough?” He growled. “I don’t mind if you do.” His smile was almost feral.
Alex choked out a laugh. “Rough…what? No…I just want you and right now. I want to come all over your cock and I’m not a patient girl.”
“I think I just went from liking you to being head over heels in love with you.”
Her heart skipped a beat. No, make that two beats.
His eyes clouded. “I’m sorry…don’t get scared…don’t run or take backward steps. I just—”
“Shut it…I’m fine. I’m good.” At least her heart had gone back to beating. Normal rhythm and everything. At least normal rhythm for being horny as hell.
He brushed her lips with his. Soft and sweet. “Good,” he growled. Lazarus lay down on his back and picked her up so that she was straddling him. “You take control. I don’t want to hurt you.”
Her eyes widened as they landed on his thick, long cock. Some guys had good girths while others had length going for them. Lazarus had the best of both those worlds and in spades. “You mean I get to ride you?”
“Don’t keep talking dirty like that or I might just come before you get anywhere near me.”
“I think I might just really love this.”
Lazarus gripped the headboard. “I’m all yours. I plan on making sure that you fucking love it.”
His eyes were dark, his jaw clenched. His biceps bulged. His abs popped. There was no way in hell she was lasting long. No way in hell.
Alex was seriously wet. More turned on than she had ever been. Lazarus was both sweet and the sexiest guy by far that she had ever been with. A winning combination.
He bit down on her lower lip as she rose over him. He hissed as she took ahold of his cock. Her fingers couldn’t close all the way around. Not even close.
She rubbed herself up and down his long length until she was all out panting. Holding on by just a mere thread. It hadn’t taken more than a few seconds. At least his dick was well coated in her juices. Easier that way.
Lazarus looked like he was in agony. His knuckles were white. His traps were like ropes on either side of his neck. In short, he looked freaking good enough to eat.
The eating would have to wait. Alex positioned his cock at her entrance. She had to sit up and forward on his body.
Lazarus released the headboard and gripped her waist. “I’ll help you a little bit but I won’t thrust into you from below.”
Alex nodded. They both groaned as she pushed down on him. After a few seconds, the stinging became too intense so she waited it out.
Sweat beaded on his forehead. His fingers dug into her.
When the worst of it subsided she pushed down on him some more. His cock slid in a little more. Alex whimpered. Again, she stopped when it became too much and waited a few seconds for her vagina to stretch out.
Sarah had been right. After having a guy like Lazarus, she would be ruined forever more. No one else would make her feel this full, this stretched, so utter fucked and she wasn’t even moving yet.
Alex pushed down some more, by now the sweat was dripping off of Lazarus and his lips were a thin white line.
“Are you okay?” She was panting.
He nodded once. “You feel so fucking good.” He licked his lips. “All I want to do is to flip you over and to fuck the hell out of you.”
“We’re almost there.” She eased off of him and dropped back down. He threw his head back and growled.
“Just a little more.” Her voice sounded strained as she eased back up and let herself drop. “I told you I would stretch for you.”
“Yeah you did.” He grinned. His skin was so taut. Desire shone in his eyes, which had lightened up. He helped her lift up and down. Up and down.
His breathing was labored and rasping. “I’m so glad that we are compatible. Now that I’m inside of you, I’m fucking staying. I hope you have stamina, Alexandra.”
She arched her back as he slid home. “You’re touching places inside me that have never been touched before.”
“You had better fucking believe it.” He flipped her onto her back in a move that left her breathless. His cock slid in even deeper making her gasp.
Alex hooked her legs around him, feeling his solid ass beneath her heels. His hips undulated, his breath was hot and heavy against her throat. Then he cursed. “We have to stop.” He pulled out. All the way out and she made a whimpering noise.
“I’ll use my mouth on you. I’m sorry we can’t.” He began to move down her body but she cupped his cheeks.
“What’s wrong?”
His eyes were glowing as they locked with hers. His fangs were big and sharp looking. They looked bigger than before but it was probably just her imagination. He shook his head. “I can’t fuck you and not drink from you. I can’t do it…I’m sorry.” His eyes clouded. “I’m not strong enough…not around you, Alexandra. You drive me crazy. It’s been a while since I…took blood…from the vein. It’s an instinctual need. I can’t lose it inside you without following those instincts any more than I can stop myself from breathing.”
It touched her deeply that he was willing to stop for her. Most guys would’ve just done it in the heat of the moment and asked for forgiveness later. She pulled him to her and kissed him. His lips were so soft, so perfect.
“What was that for?” His voice was deep and rich.
“We just had a moment, and because I want you to carry on.”
He shook his head. “That would mean…” His eyes lit back up. His jaw tensed for a few moments. “That would mean that you don’t mind if I drink from you?”
She smiled. “I don’t mind. I need to talk about it first though…” Alex cringed. “Will it hurt? I mean your fangs are really big…like damned huge.”
Lazarus laughed. “You didn’t mind my you-need-a-license-for-that-cock inside of you, but you’re worried about these?” He flashed his fangs and she felt her eyes widen.
“Damn straight.”
His smile widened and he crawled back up her. Alex automatically put her legs around his waist.
Lazarus thrust back into her. They both grunted. “Oh hell!” He kissed her neck. “You feel too damned good.”
She rocked against him when he didn’t start moving right away.
“You greedy, little human.” He growled and nipped at her neck. It tickled and it felt good. Oh god! He wanted to bite her, to drink her blood. What had she just agreed to?
“I wasn’t supposed to tell you about Jenna. Not one word. Her kidnapper was not only her ex-boyfriend but part of one of those fascist groups. I wasn’t supposed to tell you any of this. I trust you, Alexandra, and I want you to trust me. I would never do anything to hurt you.”
“I trust you.”
He kissed her, tenderly. One thrust later and the kiss turned downright carnal. Two more thrusts and she was coming. It was unexpected. It was spectacular. Her G-spot didn’t stand a chance against what he was packing. Her back bowed, her hands dug into those spectacular muscles on his back. Her heels dug into his even more spectacular ass. He fucked her hard and deep.
She expected him to slump over her as she came down but instead he picked up the pace and she realized with a gasp that he hadn’t come yet.
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