I was about to walk back into the house when another thought occurred to me. We had never learned why she attempted to borrow forty thousand dollars from Tetzel, when she could have asked for ten and probably would have been more likely to have her request honored.
She must have intended to repay the forty thousand she and Mark had stolen together so long ago. It was her only defense against unending blackmail from him, and she must have been convinced from his letters that Mark was not going to wait whatever time it might take for Mr. Woodstone’s new will, benefiting her, to be revealed.
When Tetzel continued to put her off, she must have become desperate. And then along came the little note concocted by Edwin and slipped under her door by me.…
That night, neither for the first time nor the last, I dreamed of the Cabots dancing, and woke up in a sea of perspiration, wondering what would have happened had I obeyed my instincts and warned them before it was too late.
There has been little change in the neighborhood, with the exception of the sight of more and more uniforms in the streets and the sound of cannon going off at the arsenal, which brings great annoyance to some of the older residents. I don’t believe anyone pays much attention to the fact that King William Street—originally named for the Prussian ruler Wilhelm—has been changed to Pershing Avenue. People still refer to it as King William, regardless of its new official status. It does cause a great deal of confusion over the delivery of packages, however.
Keith stayed in school until graduation in May, then took the direction we all expected—into aviation. Mr. Butler, both his sons now in uniform and with no likelihood of having anyone to take over his business upon his death, has arranged for the sale of his store to a large chain of grocers here. I think he has felt it less painful to take care of this now than to await Keith’s return and be told it is his heart’s desire to go on flying aeroplanes forever instead of taking over the family business. Keith took his preliminary training close by in Austin, then went overseas to train with the Royal Flying Corps. He was quartered at Queen’s College, Oxford, for a while, and from his letters it didn’t seem such a bad place to spend the war. Now he’s flying an aeroplane called a “Pup,” which seems an odd name for a plane. However, I don’t suppose it’s any worse than a “Jenny.” I miss him.
Just before he left, they opened the new Japanese Sunken Gardens in Brackenridge Park, and we went there one Sunday afternoon, along with several hundred other curious people, to walk among the beautiful flowering plants and cross the bridges built in the shape of a dragon which lead up to the pagoda tearoom. It seemed to me that the sunken gardens embodied the spirit of San Antonio—a man disturbed by the unsightly quarry hole left when a cement company moved out thought it would be nice to plant exotic trees and flowers there instead, and went over to Japan to pick them out. I suppose that’s the reason I’ve always liked it here. With all the desecration inflicted overseas by the war, and all the beautiful things which have stood for centuries being destroyed, it is nice to live in a place where people go out and do things just for the sake of beauty, instead of progress or money or anything else. I told Keith this while we were on the bridge in the gardens. He said he’d like to have a look at that dragon walk from the air. I told him he had a single mind. As we stood on the bridge, someone took our photograph together. I have it on my desk at the Red Cross.
It is very strange about Electra Cabot.
On two occasions I thought I saw her. Once was at the train station on the day Arnold Stuttgart departed for duty. I was there with the Red Cross, handing out cookies and punch to the soldiers. I saw Lyla say good-bye, holding the infant in her arms, its long lacy dress spilling down past Lyla’s knees. The other Stuttgart children took their father’s kisses in turn, and Lyla stood there waving a handkerchief with her free hand, looking so very grieved at the parting. I always wondered if she was sincere.…
Just then I saw a woman walking away, in one of those big Gainsborough hats Electra wore so beautifully. Her pace was smooth, her carriage erect and regal. I ran up behind to see if it was her, but then she’d disappeared among the crowd before I caught her up.
Another time I saw the profile of an elegantly dressed woman as she crossed Santa Rosa. She was pretty close into town at the time, but headed down toward the red-light district. I followed her three or four blocks, more sure with each step that I was almost within reach of Electra. But then I was stopped by a convoy of troop trucks passing by, and when I could see again, she was gone.
By far the most peculiar incident occurred this morning, though, when I got the mail. A letter from Mother, who’s now in Washington pushing hard for the Susan B. Anthony amendment, came at the same time as a letter from Keith in France. I read Mother’s letter first and saved Keith’s until I could stop my work and read it several times, which is my custom.
He said he saw someone who resembled Electra, dressed in a volunteer’s uniform at a military hospital. Somehow these lines really put a lump in my throat. She always felt so bad about the war, and what it did to Mr. Woodstone … maybe she also felt guilty for her husband’s part in helping the other side, and joined a Red Cross chapter somewhere under another name, trying somehow to make it up for all that happened.… Maybe I’m just becoming too much of a romantic again.…
Keith wound up his letter, “I miss you,” and signed it, “Love, Keith.” I folded it tenderly and pushed it back into its envelope. Then I put the letter into my pocket and went on about my work, praying as I do time and again that, through all this, his life will be spared, and he will get back to me.
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
The background information necessary for writing this novel could not have been gathered without the help of many people. For assistance in finding important documented material, I am particularly indebted to:
Conrad True, Administrator, and Alice Johnson, Librarian, San Antonio Conservation Society;
Ann Maria Watson, Assistant Librarian, Daughters of the Republic of Texas Library, San Antonio;
Marie Berry, Head Librarian, History and Reference Department, San Antonio Public Library;
David S. Bingham, former Director/Curator, Fort Sam Houston Military Museum, San Antonio;
Virginia Wong, Supervisor, and staff of the Interlibrary Loan Department; Helen G. Jones, and all other staff members of the Bibliographic Information Center, Houston Public Library.
Also of great help were Mary V. Burkholder of San Antonio, author of The King William Area—A History and Guide to the Houses, and David N. Johnson of San Antonio, who allowed me the use of his thesis, “Exiles and Intrigue.”
I am grateful to the following people for their generosity in sharing personal and family recollections:
Margaret Cousins; Martin Giesecke; Eileen Pike; Mrs. Ferdinand P. Herff, and Mr. and Mrs. William A. Watson, San Antonio;
Vie McKinney and Bryan York, Lufkin;
Espy Baumbach and my parents, Mr. and Mrs. Frank M. Page, Houston.
Edward H. Frank, Assistant Vice President, Bank of the Southwest, Houston, was especially kind in sharing with me his vast knowledge and experience in banking.
I want to express my thanks for the continued friendship and valuable assistance in proofing and typing to Karen Giesen, Houston, and Nancy Rhudy, League City, Texas.
Suzanne Morris
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