by C. J. Sansom
'I liked and respected him. I would not say we were close.'
'Did you know that Michael tried to prevent Master Hobbey from obtaining your wardship?'
'We knew there were some arguments. But we did not care where we went.'
'You barely knew the Hobbeys.'
He shrugged. 'We knew they were friends of Father's. As I said, we did not care.'
'Did you care whether Michael Calfhill came with you?'
He considered the question for a moment. 'He was good to us. But Emma and I thought only of each other then.' His voice wavered and he clutched his hands together. I was sorry for the pain my questions must bring, though the boy tried not to show it. He said, very quietly, 'Emma and I could communicate by looking across a room, without words, as though we had been taken to our own private sphere of the universe.'
'We are upsetting Master Curteys,' Dyrick said. 'Perhaps we should adjourn—'
'No,' Hugh said with sudden fierceness. 'I would have this over and done.'
I nodded. 'Then can I ask, Hugh, were you and your sister well treated by Master and Mistress Hobbey?'
'They gave us good food and clothing, shelter and learning. But no one could replace our parents. No one could feel that loss save Emma and I. I wish people could understand that.'
'It is indeed understandable,' Dyrick said. This deposition was going his way.
'A last word concerning your poor sister,' I said quietly. 'Michael Calfhill said you had a fight with David over some improper words he used to her.'
Hugh smiled tightly and humourlessly. 'David is always saying improper words. You have met him. Once he made a coarse suggestion to Emma. I struck him for it and he learned not to do it again.'
'Was there ever talk of Emma marrying David?'
A fierce look sparked in Hugh's eyes for a moment. 'That would never have happened. Emma never liked him.'
'Yet you and David are friends now?'
He shrugged. 'We go hawking and practise archery together.'
'Michael Calfhill's mother said Michael first taught you and your sister to pull the bow.'
'He did. I am grateful to him for that.'
'Yet Master Hobbey dismissed him. He says he feared impropriety between him and you.'
Hugh met my look, then shook his head slowly. 'There was nothing improper between us.'
'But Master Hobbey must have thought he had reason to dismiss him,' Dyrick put in sharply.
'Perhaps Master Hobbey believed he saw something. But I have no accusations to make against Michael Calfhill.' Hugh looked at Dyrick, and now there was a challenge in his eyes.
'Perhaps you do not care to remember,' Dyrick suggested.
'I have nothing to remember.'
'I think that is quite clear, Brother,' I said. 'Now, Hugh, after Michael left you had other tutors. They seem to have come and gone.'
He shrugged. 'One got married. One went to travel. And David did not make life easy for them.'
'And then this Easter Michael suddenly reappeared, running up to you in the garden?'
Hugh was silent for a long moment. He looked down. 'That I do not understand,' he said at length. 'He appeared like a thunderbolt. He must have been hiding among the headstones in the old cemetery, watching David and I shoot our arrows. He pulled at my arm and demanded I come away with him, said I did not belong here.'
'Master Hobbey says he told you he loved you as no other,' I said quietly.
The boy looked up, challenge in his eyes again. 'I do not remember him saying that.' He seeks to protect Michael, I thought. Is he speaking the truth or not?
'You were upset,' Dyrick said. 'Maybe you did not hear.' He smiled encouragingly. Hugh stared back at Dyrick with a cold dislike that discomfited even him for a moment. Then Dyrick said lightly, 'Master Hobbey tells us you would go for a soldier?'
'Truly I would.' Hugh stared at him, emotion entering his voice. 'Less than ten miles from here our ships and men make ready to fight. What Englishman would not wish to serve in this hour? I am young, but I am as good an archer as any. But for my wardship I would serve.'
'You forget, Master Hugh, you are responsible for a large estate. A gentleman with responsibilities.'
'Responsibilities?' Hugh laughed bitterly. 'To woods and badgers and foxes? I have no interest in those, sir. David has his family to consider. But I have none.'
'Come,' Dyrick said reprovingly, 'you are part of the Hobbey family.'
Hugh looked at me. 'The family I loved are all dead. The Hobbeys—' he hesitated—'can never replace those I lost.'
'But you are young,' Dyrick said, 'and quite rich. In time you will marry and have your own family.'
Hugh continued to look at me. 'I would rather defend my country.'
Dyrick inclined his head. 'Then I say, young man, thank heaven for the Court of Wards, and Master Hobbey's authority over you. Do you not agree, Brother Shardlake?'
'I applaud your honourable nature, Master Hugh,' I said quietly. 'But war is a matter of blood and death.'
'Do you think I do not know that?' he answered scornfully.
There was silence for a moment. Then Dyrick asked, 'Are there any more questions?'
I repeated my formula. 'Not for now.' Hugh rose, bowed, and walked from the room. Dyrick looked at me triumphantly. Hugh had not accused Michael, but neither had he accused the Hobbeys of anything, anything at all.
* * *
AFTERWARDS I invited Barak to my room to talk. 'Well,' he began, 'so much for our main witness.'
I paced up and down, frowning. 'I don't understand it. Hobbey and Fulstowe were practised, but Hugh—'
'It was almost as though he did not care.'
'Yet he did not endorse what Hobbey said about Michael. Neither that Michael behaved improperly when he was a boy, nor that he said he loved him this spring.'
'He said nothing against the Hobbeys. You can see he thinks David a fool, but who could think otherwise?'
'Why does he care nothing for his estates?'
Barak looked at me seriously. 'Maybe he just never got over his parents and sister dying.'
'After all this time? And if he despises David, why spend so much time with him?'
'There is no one else his age here. We don't choose our families, nor our adopted ones.'
'There is more to it than that,' I insisted. 'He bit down hard on his feelings when I mentioned Michael.'
'Maybe he is trying to protect his memory. For Mistress Calfhill's sake.'
'He barely knew her.' I looked at him. 'I swear he is hiding something. They all are. It is just a feeling, but a powerful one.'
Barak nodded slowly. 'I feel it too. But if Hugh will make no complaint, there is nothing to be done.'
'I must think. Let us go for a walk after dinner. I'll come to your room.'
'Meantime I suppose I'll have Feaveryear arguing every dot and comma of the deposition again.'
Barak left for his quarters, and I lay down to rest. Yet my mind was too agitated for me to settle. After a while I decided to go and see if dinner was ready. A little way up the corridor a door stood open. It was dark within, the shutters must be drawn. I heard quiet voices, Nicholas and Abigail.
'He will be gone soon,' Nicholas was saying in impatient tones.
'I can't stand the sight of his bent back.' Abigail sounded utterly weary. 'And that snarling cur Dyrick is loathsome. And I still don't want to have the hunt.'
'Wife, I cannot stand this isolation any longer,' Hobbey replied angrily. 'I tell you, it is safe.'
'We are never safe.'
I started as a little face appeared at the bottom of the doorway. Lamkin came out and waddled towards me, tail wagging. I stepped quickly back into my room, quietly closing the door on the dog. I stood there, thinking hard.
* * *
ALTHOUGH the birds taken by the boys were served in more rich sauces from the Hobbey kitchen, dinner was a miserable meal. Abigail was last to arrive, pale and obviously still in pain from her he
adache. As she entered, Fulstowe, positioned behind Hobbey's chair again, bowed. Dyrick and I stood and Hobbey half-rose, but neither Hugh nor David troubled to rise for her. It was an insult to the mistress of the house, but Abigail seemed hardly to notice. She had taken no trouble over her appearance today, her long grey-blonde hair drooping from the back of her hood. She said nothing during the meal, picking at her food and wincing at the clatter of plates. Hobbey engaged Dyrick in talk about the conversion of the nunnery. He tried to draw David into the discussion, but the boy seemed to have no interest in the house. I saw Hobbey look at him both lovingly and sorrowfully. Hugh sat opposite me. I took the opportunity to lean forward and speak quietly. 'I am sorry if my enquiries stirred sad memories, Master Hugh. Unfortunately asking difficult questions is a lawyer's lot.'
'I understand, Master Shardlake,' he said sadly. He hesitated, then added, 'I promised to let you see my copy of Toxophilus. I will have a servant fetch it to your room. I would welcome another view on it.'
'Thank you. That is kind.'
I saw David had been listening to us, caught a strange look on his heavy features. He met my eye and said loudly, 'Where were you and your servant coming back from earlier, Master Shardlake? Was it the village?'
'Yes.'
Hobbey gave me a sharp look.
'Did you see any of those jumped-up serfs?' David asked with a laugh.
'We just went for a walk.'
Ursula, the old servant, was reaching forward just then to pick up an empty dish. David leaned back and his shoulder caught her arm, making her drop the dish on the table with a clatter. Abigail wailed at the noise and put her hands to her ears. 'Will you be careful?' she screeched. 'You foolish booby!'
'Abigail,' Nicholas said warningly. A smile of cruel amusement crossed Fulstowe's face, instantly suppressed. Abigail glared at her husband, then rose from the table and left the room.
'I am sorry,' Nicholas said quietly. 'My wife is unwell.'
I looked at the boys. Hugh's face was expressionless again. David looked crushed.
* * *
AFTERWARDS I went round to Barak's quarters. The summer evening had begun, casting long shadows over the lawns. The old stones of the priory looked warm and mellow. Barak was in his room, reading Tamasin's letter again. We walked round to the front of the house, where Lamkin lay dozing on his back under a tree. We went past the butts and into the little graveyard. It was very overgrown. I saw a flash of colour among the greenery. Flowers had been laid by a headstone. Sister Jane Samuel, 1462-1536.
'Probably one of the last nuns to die here,' I said. 'I wonder who put these flowers here.'
'Ursula perhaps,' Barak suggested. 'Hobbey would not approve.'
'No. Listen, I overheard something earlier.' I told him about the Hobbeys' conversation. 'Abigail is frightened, she said she and Hobbey would never be safe. And why is she afraid of having the hunt?'
'You sure you heard right?'
'Yes. I have a duty to find out what is happening,' I said firmly. 'It is what the Queen would wish.'
He shook his head. 'You and the Queen. I just want to go home.'
* * *
I RETURNED to my room. A book had been laid on my bed. Toxophilus, by Roger Ascham. I lay down on the bed and opened it. It began with a flowery dedication to the King, and his 'most honourable and victorious journey into France'. Victorious, I thought. Then why are we poised against a French invasion? And honourable—I recalled what Leacon had said about the waging of war on women and children in Scotland. I leafed through the text. The first part was a dialogue in which Toxophilus—clearly Ascham—described the virtues of archery to an appreciative student. Archery, as an exercise that trained all parts of the body, was contrasted to the risks and dangers of gambling. Ascham praised war: 'Strong weapons be the instruments with which God doth overcome that part which he will have overthrown.'
I thought back to my childhood. I had tried pulling a bow at our village butts just once, my father had taken me when I was ten with a little bow he had bought for me. My deformity had meant I could not take a proper stance with the bow; my arrow, released, had dropped to the ground. The village boys laughed, and I ran home in tears. Later my father had said, in the disappointed tones I had already come to know, that I was not formed for the art and need not go again.
I took up the book once more, persisting. I passed to the second part, where the dialogue changed to a discussion of the skills and techniques of archery: what to wear, how to stand, the types of bows and arrows—thorough and detailed knowledge.
I laid down the book and went to stand by the open window, looking out on the lawn. What was happening here? Hobbey might be creaming off the profits from felling trees on Hugh's lands, but there was more to it than that. Yet Hugh seemed to have complete freedom. I knew from long experience that families will sometimes make one member a scapegoat for their troubles, but from what I had seen it was not Hugh but Abigail who had that role here. What was she so frightened of?
* * *
TO MY SURPRISE I slept well. A servant woke me at seven as I had asked. Outside the spell of fine weather seemed over; it was cloudy, close and sticky. I dressed once more in my serjeant's robes. I still had Emma's cross round my neck, I should give it to Hugh. I remembered Avery saying he wore this gruesome heartstone.
There was a knock at my door. Dyrick stood there. He too had put on his robe, and slicked down his coppery hair with water.
'Fulstowe says we may have a storm before the day is out. Perhaps you should postpone your ride through the woods.'
'No,' I answered briefly. 'I shall go today.'
He shrugged. 'As you wish. I came to tell you Mistress Hobbey is better, she is willing to be deposed. Unless, having seen Hugh, you will end this nonsense now.'
'No,' I answered. 'Can you ask Fulstowe to have Barak fetched?' Dyrick made an impatient sound and turned away.
* * *
WE GATHERED again in Nicholas's study. Abigail was already there, sitting under the portrait of the abbess of Wherwell. She had taken care of her appearance today, her hair was tied up, her face powdered. Lamkin sat on a little rug on her lap.
'I hope you are feeling better, Mistress Hobbey,' I began.
'Better than I was.' She glanced nervously at Barak and Feaver-year, their quills poised. 'Then I will begin,' I said. 'I wonder, madam, what you thought when your husband suggested buying Hugh and Emma's wardship.'
She looked me in the eye. 'I was glad of it, for I could have no more children. I welcomed Hugh and Emma. I had always wanted a daughter especially.' She sighed deeply. 'But the children would not let me close to them. They had lost their parents. Yet do not many children lose their parents young?' Her look had a sort of appeal in it.
'Sadly they do. I understand Reverend Broughton, the Curteyses' vicar, opposed the wardship. You and he had words.'
Abigail raised her chin defiantly. 'Yes. He defamed my husband and me. Everything about the wardship was done properly.'
'Master Shardlake cannot dispute that,' Dyrick said. He was watching Abigail carefully, anxious I guessed lest she lose control.
'It must have been terrible when all the children took smallpox. I understand you took care of David yourself, despite the danger.'
A flash of anger in her face. 'And neglected Hugh and Emma, is that what you imply? Well, sir, whatever Michael Calfhill may have said, that is not true. I constantly visited Hugh and Emma. But they only wanted to see each other, only each other.' She lowered her head and I realized she was weeping. Lamkin whined, looking up at his mistress, and she stroked his head as she reached for a handkerchief. 'I lost Emma,' Abigail said quietly. 'I lost the girl I wanted for my daughter. It was my fault, all my fault. God forgive me.'
'How was it your fault, Mistress Abigail?'
Her tear-stained face suddenly closed and her eyes flickered away from mine. 'I—I sent for some red cloth, it draws the bad humours out, but I had left it too late, there was none—'
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br /> I said, 'But yesterday Fulstowe told me he managed to get some.'
Dyrick looked quickly at Abigail. 'Perhaps you meant to say he got it too late to save Emma.'
'Yes, that was it,' she said hurriedly. 'I was mistaken, it was too late.'
'You are leading the witness, Master Dyrick,' I said angrily. 'Barak, make sure his intervention is entered in the record.'
'I apologize,' Dyrick said smoothly. Abigail took deep breaths, visibly bringing herself under control. I thought, why does she really hold herself responsible for Emma's death?
I asked how she and Hugh got on now. She answered curtly, 'Well enough.' Finally I asked her about Michael Calfhill. 'I never liked him,' she said defiantly. 'He tried to drive a wedge between me and the children.'
'Why would he do that?'
'Because he wanted them to cleave to him, not to my husband and me.'
'Both Hugh and Emma?'
'Yes,' she answered quietly. Then she said in a rush, her voice shaking, 'But Michael Calfhill had such a terrible, agonized death. God pardon him, God pardon him.'
'Do you know why he was dismissed?'
She took a deep breath, bringing herself under control again. 'Only that it was for impropriety. My husband told me the reasons were such as a woman should not know. That is all.'
'Is there anything else, Master Shardlake?' Dyrick asked.
'No.' I had plenty to digest already. 'I may have further questions later.'
'Master Shardlake always says that,' Dyrick told Abigail wearily. 'Thank you, Mistress.'
Abigail wrapped the rug round Lamkin, rose from the chair, and carried the dog out of the room, hugging it to her bosom. I thought of her fear of the servants, her endless snappish battling with her son, her husband's impatience with her and Hugh's cold indifference. Poor woman, I thought. That dog is all she has left to love.
Chapter Twenty
AFTER LUNCH Barak and I fetched two of the horses we had hired in Kingston, and set out to look at the woodland. I took Oddleg, the strong, placid horse that had brought me from London. The pall of grey cloud had thickened, and the air was uncomfortably heavy. We took the Portsmouth road south; Hobbey had told us that in that direction trees were being cut on both Hugh's estate and his.