But mostly because I’m fucking jealous. She’s staring up at Kade, a man I’m trying to keep at bay, and she wants him. I know she does.
I’m fucked up in the head for being jealous, but I am.
I rip my hands away from hers and scoot back so that my back hits the wall behind me and I pull my legs into my chest.
He brought her in here to hurt me. That fucking bastard.
“Angel?” Kade says my pet name, but I ignore him. I can’t respond right now. I’ve worked so hard to be good. I was even going to suck him off! Tears prick my eyes. I was going to be his good slave, and he brought in another because why? I didn’t move fast enough for him?
“What’s wrong, Olivia?” Kade asks, but his voice is stern.
“Did I hurt you?” Talia asks with sincerity.
“Yes,” I croak out and harshly wipe at the unshed tears before they have a chance to show themselves. Try to be good. Earn your freedom. Somewhere these thoughts are in the back of my mind, but fuck them both is the voice that takes over.
“Why don’t you just take her if you want her?” I sneer at Kade. My eyes snap to his, and I instantly regret the decision.
His eyes narrow and heat with anger. Talia’s eyes go wide and she folds in on herself, bowing and lowering her head to the floor. She’s completely submitted.
My heart races as Kade’s hand whips down and grips my mouth. My heart beats frantically in my chest.
Stupid! Stupid! What the fuck is wrong with me? Fuck! My breathing falters.
“You will apologize to me and to Talia, or you will be punished.” Kade’s voice is low and threatening. He rips his hand away with such force that I nearly topple over.
“I’m sorry.” I’m quick to spit out the words as my palms smack against the concrete and I brace my body and move into a bow like Talia. “I'm sorry, Master K. I'm sorry, Talia.” I mimic her position as perfectly as I can.
Blood rushes in my ears as I watch Kade pace the room. His hand runs through his hair with frustration.
“I didn’t bring her in here for me. I brought her in here for you!”
I can hardly believe what he’s saying. What the fuck was he thinking? A long moment passes, and finally I hear Kade drag a chair across the room. The feet scratch against the concrete until he moves it directly between Talia and me.
“Talia, do you enjoy getting off?” Kade asks. My heart races faster. I’ll never forgive him if he touches her. Never.
“I do.” Talia’s answer is simple.
“Do you want to help me train angel?” he asks and quickly adds, “It would please me if you would.”
“I do, Master K.” Talia uses his name again, but the anger hardly registers this time. My mind races with possibilities.
“Talia, kiss my angel.” Kade gives the command, and I tense.
Talia rises, her blonde hair swinging in front of her shoulders. She crawls over to me and gentles her hand on my back, petting my hair before leaning down and kissing my forehead. Her lips are soft, and the motion is over quickly. It's almost like a mother kissing her child good night.
But I don’t see the point.
Kade stands and walks to the shelf in the back of the room. He comes back with what looks to be a microphone at first, but it’s not. It’s a huge ass vibrator.
“Thank you Talia, but that’s not going to work.” Kade sets the vibrator on a low speed, and I can hear it humming as it comes to life.
“Lean back and pleasure yourself,” Kade says as he holds out the vibrator but doesn’t give it to her as she tries to take it. “But don’t you dare cum until you’re permitted to,” he says before letting her accept it.
Talia nods her head once and obediently says, “I understand.”
She pulls her dress up slightly and lies on the floor with her legs spread. She isn’t facing either of us, so I can’t see her pussy and I’m grateful for that.
She lets out a low moan and starts moving the vibrator against her clit in slow circles.
“This can be pleasurable.” Kade moves to the ground next to me. “There’s no shame in enjoying this.”
I try to stay still as his arm wraps around my waist. “Watch her, angel.” I swallow thickly and look straight ahead. Talia’s pebbled nipples show through the thin material of her dress. Her eyes are almost closed, and her lips are parted as she takes shallow breaths.
She bites down on her bottom lip and her legs snap back as she pulls the vibrator away from her clit. Her eyes open and she looks to Kade. “May I cum, Master K?” she asks with desperation.
The sight of her on edge makes my body heat.
“Ask my Olivia.” Kade’s words make my heart race. What the fuck?
“Mistress, please, may I cum?” Talia’s blue eyes hold my gaze.
“Yes,” I answer quickly and then look up at Kade, but he scolds me.
“Keep your eyes on her.” His words are hard.
I grip my fingers in my lap and watch as Talia rocks her hips in motion with the vibrator. It doesn't take long before her back bows and she lets out a soft cry as her orgasm shoots through her body.
She starts to set the vibrator down, but Kade stops her with a firm, “No.”
She doesn’t hesitate to move the vibrator back to her heat. Her brow furrows, and her head thrashes. She’s already primed for another.
“Please, Mistress,” she begs me.
“Yes,” I say and turn toward Kade. “Can she please stop?” I ask him.
I feel hot all over. And I can’t help that the sight of her own orgasm turns me on. I have no interest in her whatsoever, but the sight of her finding her pleasure is tantalizing.
“If you’d like,” Kade replies simply.
I nod my head and watch as Talia cums again. Her eyelids flutter, and her legs shake as she finds her second release. She gently lays the vibrator on the floor and rises to the waiting position. Her skin is flushed, and her hands tremble slightly.
“Good girl, Olivia.” I look up at Kade with confusion. “Would you like Talia or me to give you your reward?” he asks, and I look between the two of them, not knowing what to say.
My mouth opens and closes. I hesitate. We’ve been over this, and hesitation isn’t okay. I need to respond. With anxiety shooting through me, I answer, “You.”
Kade gives me a stunning smiles and nods his head.
“Lie back then, angel.”
Nearly numb, I gently lower myself to the floor. Talia’s eyes are trained on the ground, somewhat giving us privacy. My cheeks heat with a violent blush.
“Grab your knees so I can see you better.” I do as I’m told and pull my knees back, exposing my glistening sex. I'm so turned on and desperate for a release, but it still feels wrong.
“You enjoyed watching her before.” Kade talks as he pushes my legs open even farther. The cool air touches my heat and makes me even more aware of how ready I am.
“I thought maybe it was Talia.” He pushes two fingers into my hot, wet pussy. My mouth parts and my back bows as he strokes my G-spot and presses his thumb against my clit.
“I would have given you as many women as you wanted,” he says as he pumps his fingers in and out of me. A strangled cry leaves my lips. As I turn my head to the side, I see Talia watching. Her fingers dig into her thighs and she’s practically panting as she watches Kade finger fuck me.
Her eyes widen as Kade’s head lowers and he takes a languid lick of my pussy.
“But it wasn’t her, was it?” Kade asks before blowing on my clit. The chill makes my legs shake with the need to cum. I’m so close.
“No,” I answer without thinking.
“No, it was how the men fucked her one after the other.” My pussy clenches around his fingers, and I cum. I hold my breath and close my eyes as my body trembles. Waves of pleasure move from my core and shoot outward.
“Oh,” a deep voice says from behind me. I whip my head up to look at the door. It’s open, and Gabriel is standing there. I’m still on
my back, naked and because of that he’s upside down. I’m quick to look back down at Kade.
Fuck! I swallow hard and wish I could disappear.
“Well, if you ever need help...” A shudder runs through my body at his words. I want to close my eyes, but Kade’s gaze is holding me. I’m trapped in the heated look he’s giving me.
“I didn’t plan on sharing,” he says with his eyes still on me. I hear Gabriel’s shoes smacking against the concrete as he walks over to Talia. Kade finally looks up to Gabriel, and he clenches his jaw and adds, “But then again, I didn’t think she’d want that.”
Gabriel chuckles as he pets Talia’s hair.
“Come esclave, I need you.” He holds his hand down and she slips her small hand in his. She’s graceful to stand, but her legs are still shaky. He gives her a warm smile and puts his arm behind her back, wrapping it around her waist.
I turn to look away as he moves his gaze to me. I want to cover my body since I’m naked and I don’t want him staring at me, but I don’t. I can’t. That's not allowed.
I only breathe once the door clicks closed.
“How do you feel, angel?” Kade asks as he scoops my body into his arms. He holds me against his chest and sits back in the chair.
How do I feel? Confused, scared, aroused. I’m tired because I’ve barely been able to sleep on that damn pillow. The first night I finally slept with him holding me in bed. But he hasn't brought me back to bed with him since. He's asked me every night, but I refuse.
“I don’t know,” I answer honestly. It feels like there’s a hard lump in my chest. It's pressing against my heart and making everything uncomfortable.
A small voice inside my head is whispering to just let go. That if I stop fighting and just put my faith in Kade, everything would be easier. It would be. Everything would be easier. But then I’d lose myself. I can already feel that I’m on the brink of a steep cliff. If I fall, I’d shatter at the bottom, completely beyond repair.
I move my hand to my throat and tilt my head into Kade’s chest.
He’s so warm, so strong. What’s worse is I feel safe with him. I don’t feel on edge. It’s not how I thought it would be. He’s in complete control, and there’s no doubt in my mind I have to listen to him for my very survival. But the commands are few, and mostly common sense.
Kade takes a deep inhale and I look up into his eyes. I can see he wants to say something, but instead he leans down and he kisses me.
His lips press against mine. His tongue glides against the seam of my lips and I part them. His hand splays across my back and he pushes me closer to him. My breasts press against his chest. He moans into my mouth. I can feel his hard dick pressing into my ass.
And I want it. I want him. As sick as it may be, desire stirs low in my core.
His power may arouse me, but it’s this side of him that makes my defenses crash hard around me. His soft touch makes me weak. It threatens to destroy my very being.
He pulls away from me and I slowly open my eyes. My breathing is ragged, and my skin hot. “Not yet, angel. Not yet.”
Olivia
I hear the doorknob click and it’s enough to wake me. My eyelids open as I hear the door creak open. I move quickly to get on my knees and kneel for Kade. I can’t help the yawn, but luckily my face is down so I doubt he can even tell.
I don’t think he’d mind much if he did see. Kade doesn’t seem to mind much at all, really. He’s held up his end of the deal. I behave, and he teaches me how to be a good slave. A shudder runs through my body as I think the word. Slave. I’m not much of a slave though. Not in the way I thought. He rewards me when I’m good, which is every day. I don’t have a chance to run, and I’m not going to push him until I have that chance.
Instead it seems like I’m watching everything from afar. Like I’m not really here. It’s not really me that he commands, Spread yourself for me. My body obeys, but in my mind I’m simply surviving. It’s not my body that he lights aflame with desire. When he pushes his fingers inside of me and tells me to beg him to let me cum, I’m only doing what I need to do. Even if I enjoy it. Even if I crave it. I can’t deny that I look forward to him touching me. I love seeing the desire and lust flicker in his eyes. His hands on my body are like a drug. Every day that passes I have to remind myself this is all just an act. Isn't it?
But it feels so good. I can’t deny how I look forward to it now. With every position that exposes me to him, he makes me cum over and over.
He hasn’t made me do anything to him though. I know it’s coming. It has to be. That’s the point of what I am. Still, he hasn’t even hinted at it. It’s almost like that first day he pulled out his cock never happened. At times I felt him on me and my body pushes me to give him pleasure, but I can't. I have to wait for his command. I'm eager for it as I wait on edge for my own release.
But then training ends and I seem to remember everything. It's like a switch. Only now I don't much fear the darkness.
Kade’s hand gentles on my head and I know that means I can get up, but I don’t want to. I’m tired. I’ve been sleeping on this damn pillow every night to stay away from him as best I can. My body is pleading with me to sleep in bed with him. To beg him. But I don’t want to risk it. If I lie next to him, I’ll want more. And so will he.
I pull my body up and look into his soft blue eyes. My core heats, and I’m already growing wet for him. He did that. He trained me to be this way.
“I need you to be a good girl while I get ready for dinner. I’m taking you downstairs.”
My heart races, and I’m instantly awake. I haven’t been anywhere other than the training room and the bedroom for however long it’s been. Maybe a week now? No, longer. I'm not sure.
I nod my head, keeping my eyes on his although apprehension races through me.
“I got you something to wear tonight,” he says and smirks at me, “but I want you in it now.” My heart speeds up. I have no idea what he means. When we’re alone, I’m naked. Maybe it's a collar or cuffs. Nothing else. Outside of this bedroom, I wear what he tells me to. Which is usually a short thin dress.
“Get on the bed, Olivia.” The way he says those words makes my pussy clench.
I sit on my knees with him behind me.
He shows me the wide, black leather collar with several silver loops on it. It’s new. He fastens it to my neck, the smooth leather gently sliding across my tender skin until it’s in place. I stay still as he attaches a thick silver chain to the back of it. My hair tickles my shoulders as he lifts it out of the way. It’s a leash.
He bucks his hips into my ass and I slide forward on the bed with a small gasp. His hard dick is still pressed against my pussy. Only the thick fabric of his pants is between us. Shamefully, I feel myself heat for him. I want him. I want to know what it’s like. He tempts and teases me every day and night, never taking from me.
My hands slip across the soft sheets, and the cold chain lifts from my back but before I can bow completely, he pulls the chain and I’m pulled back slightly by the collar around my neck. It tightens, but not to the point of pain or limiting my breath. I stay exactly how he has me positioned, my back arched and my fingers digging into the mattress to support this pose.
I hear him groan in satisfaction as his fingers gently glide down my waist, hip and then thigh, leaving goosebumps along the way. He shifts behind me and a chill runs up and down my spine. I hear the chain fall before I feel the cold metal on my back. He lays it down against my spine with care and then over my ass, letting the remainder pool between my legs and onto the mattress.
He splays a hand on my lower back while his other cups my pussy. I close my eyes in shame, knowing just how hot and wet I am for him.
“You’re such a good girl, angel.” He bends down and plants a kiss on my lower back. He moves the long chain between my pussy lips and up my stomach. I hear the clinking as he threads it through one of the silver loops in the collar and then tightens it.
My lips
part with a gasp as the cold metal presses against my throbbing clit.
“Stay,” he commands me and I obey. The bed dips, and I resist the urge to turn and look as he opens and then quickly closes a dresser drawer.
He moves back behind me and settles a hand on my lower back.
My forehead pinches as he slips an egg-shaped device into my slick pussy. It has a curve on the end that just barely touches my clit and bumps up against the chains. If I’m still, there’s hardly any sensation, but the slightest movement feels so intense. Every nerve ending is on edge and ready to explode. I’m already primed from the training session today.
“Be a good girl and keep this in while I get ready.” He starts to leave, but then he asks, “Do I need to chain you? I don't want you to move at all.”
“No, Kade,” I answer quickly. I almost said Master. I almost forgot we're in the bedroom.
“I mean it, angel. Be a good girl and just enjoy this.” I turn slightly to meet his eyes as he clicks a button on a remote.
My mouth opens with a gasp and my body almost collapses as the device starts to vibrate in my pussy and against the thick chains. The humming movement of the chain makes my body heat, and pleasure stir within my lower belly. I drop my head to the mattress and moan into the sheets.
I’m on edge and dying for a release within seconds.
I lift my head to plead with him to make it stop or to give me more, I’m not sure which one. But he’s not here. As my toes curl and the pleasure rises, the urge to grind against the chains is strong.
I moan Kade’s name with desperation.
But he’s already gone.
Kade
I don’t think I’ve ever showered so quickly in my life. I spent more time jerking off than anything else. I've had to ease my baser needs myself. I can’t be hard around Olivia. I want to fuck her every second of every day, but she’s not ready for that. I can’t take advantage of my sweet angel. She’s trying so hard, and doing so well. I only need them to see how good she is. She can do this. She’s still holding back, but she trusts me. She’s even turned on by being my pet.
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