by J A Fielding
“I need you. I must have you,” he said in a hushed whisper. She got up from his lap and in one swift move, he had her on top of him. He looked up at her with his hand around her neck. He was holding back, trying to savor every moment as he looked at her. Having her with him at this moment was all he wanted, all he needed. She moaned when he suddenly filled his hand with her breast, kneading roughly. She was moaning and shivering on top of him. It was too much for him and for her too. He raked his fingers through her hair before he grabbed a lock of it and gently tugged on it making her roll her head upwards. A small moan escaped her throat and he used his spare hand to spank her again. He put his hands on her ass and stood up. She instinctively wrapped her legs around him as he walked them to the bed. When they got there, he dropped her on the bed and quickly took off his shirt. She expected him to take off more than just his shirt but he kept his pants on for some reason. She looked at him as he climbed on the bed, settling in between her legs. He looked at her and slowly caressed her long legs before he gently caressed her wet opening with his thumb. She gasped and sighed, shivering as she waited to feel his long finger inside her.
“Oh fuck!” she gasped when she felt his long finger inside her. She raised her head and looked up at him as he worked his long finger in and out of her. He pressed his thumb against her clit making her shiver on the bed. She was trying hard not to explode all around his finger. Her mouth was slightly open as she felt the tension building up in her pussy. She was just about to explode when he pulled his hand away and held it against her lips. She was shivering when she licked her juices off his finger.
“Tell me what you want,” he said in a soft voice.
“You,” she said in a whisper.
“What about me?” Daniel asked as he teased her pussy, gently caressing her. She looked at him for a long minute before her gaze dropped down to his bulging crotch.
“Everything,” she said. He brought his head down and kissed her softly before he pushed his fingers into her pussy again. She moaned and reached for his fly. She needed to have him inside her but as soon as her hand was his fly, he spanked her hard making her gasp loudly.
“Not yet,” he said as he fingered her hard and fast. She could not hold herself back any longer. She screamed loudly when she suddenly felt herself letting go all around his finger. She opened her eyes to look at him. He pulled out his finger and turned her over before he spanked her over and over making her moan loudly. It was almost too much for her. He pulled back and took off his pants before he entered her from the back. She gasped loudly and bit into the bedding, muffling the sounds. She loved the feeling of his cock filling her up. It was a feeling like no other. She moaned as he began moving himself in and out of her. Her ass was still stinging from his spanks. She arched her back and raised her ass to him as he slammed up against her over and over. He was going faster and harder into her until she cried out again. This was it. She cried out when she engulfed his cock in a new kind of heat causing him to explode into her, just seconds later. Daniel collapsed on her as his cock slipped out of her. He got off her and she rolled over to look at him.
“That was amazing,” she said in a whisper. He smiled and put his arm over his head.
“Honestly, I am surprised I even pulled that off,” he said. And suddenly everything dawned on the. He looked down at his cock which was glistening with her juices. As soon as she saw it she knew exactly what kind of mess they had potentially put themselves in.
“So surprised you forgot to put on a rubber,” she said as she looked at him. That alone was enough to spring him out of the moment, as if he was not already totally out of his coital trance. He looked at her in a panic almost regretting what had just happened.
“Shit,” he said under his breath. “What…what are…” he started saying before she put her hand on his cheek. “I’m sorry, Erica. I’m so sorry,” he said in a regretful whisper.
“Hey, I’m freaked out too. But this happens and we can…you know. Get the pill or something,” she said.
“I shouldn’t have done that,” he said with his eyes closed. The honest truth was that Erica was freaked out too but if she showed it then they would have been two freaked out people, two blind men leading each other to a ditch. She forced out a smile and pressed her lips to his forehead mostly to hide the fact that her lips were now quavering.
“We’ll be okay,” she said in a soft voice. She looked at him and suddenly adored his perfectly big eyes. “We’ll be okay,” she said again even though she was sure that was not the mindset she had. Her heart was beating hard in her chest and she was almost too sure that she was hyperventilating…
Chapter 14
Erica had no idea how long her post coital nap with Daniel had lasted by the time she finally got up. She looked at Daniel who was still sleeping and slowly walked to the bathroom where she quickly got cleaned up. She then put on a t-shirt and a pair of shorts before she tiptoed to the living room. She pulled out a ten Euro note and then shrugged.
“Maybe it costs more,” she thought before she pulled out a fifty and then another fifty. She then put on a pair of flip flops and walked out of the suite. She could feel her heart pounding hard as she walked towards the elevator. She had never had to take the morning after pill before. That was always Emily. As far as Erica was concerned, condoms had always been her first choice. When the elevator got to the ground floor, she looked around and tried to recall where she had seen the pharmacy. She could feel her palms sweating as she walked to the reception.
“Hi. I’m looking for the drug store. I saw it here somewhere…” she started before the receptionist pointed to the right.
“Second door. You can’t miss it,” the receptionist said with a smile in a heavy Greek accent. Erica walked to the direction she had been pointed to and when she got to the door, she took a step back and took a long deep breath. She then walked in and began walking up and down the aisles. When she finally got to the section she was interested in, she sighed when she noticed four different companies.
“What the hell?” she wondered as she looked at the choices in front of her. She had absolutely no idea what she was supposed to be doing there. She sighed and grabbed all four packs before she walked to the counter. She noticed the weird look the cashier was giving her as she rang her up.
“Eighty six Euro,” the cashier said. Erica handed her the two fifties and began walking out. “
Your change…” the cashier called out when Erica got to the door.
“Keep the change,” Erica said before she practically ran out of there. She quickly made her way to the elevator. She walked into the elevator and took long deep breathes. She was hoping that Emily was still in her room. When she walked out of the elevator, she walked straight up to her sister’s room and knocked softly. “Please be in,” she prayed quietly as she knocked again. She suddenly banged her fist on the door a bit louder than she had anticipated and Emily opened the door.
“Erica, what the hell?” she asked as Erica walked into the suite. She walked straight up to the couch and sat down. “What’s going on?” Emily asked as she walked up to where her sister was.
“I thought you were going to the spa,” Erica said as she rubbed her hands together.
“I was…I am. I was about to head out,” Emily said before she sat down next to her sister. “What is it? You look like you need a drink or something,” she said.
“I do need a drink…a stiff one,” Erica said. Emily stood up and walked to her minibar before she came back carrying two glasses of rum.
“I’m all out of ice,” Emily said as she handed Erica a glass. “Whoa there,” she said when she saw Erica flashing down the contents of the glass. She barely had enough time to process what had just happened before Erica reached for her glass and flashed that down as well. “Okay, now that we have that out of the way, will you tell me what the hell is going on with you?” she asked as she took the glass from Erica and put it aside. Erica looked at her sister and then hand
ed her the paper bag she got from the drug store. “What’s this?” Emily asked as she looked inside. “What the…what the hell is this? Are you…did you…” Emily was having a hard time understanding just what Erica was up to.
“I don’t know what I’m supposed to do. Which one I’m supposed to take…” Erica started as she looked at her sister.
“Wait. You went raw with Daniel? You’ve only known him for like three weeks,” Emily said.
“I don’t need any judgment right now. All I want is to know which one I’m supposed to have,” Erica said as she leaned back in the couch.
“Okay, chill. For starters, you don’t need every drug known to man out there,” Emily said as she took one of the packets and handed it to her sister. “And thank God I just split a shot into two glasses,” she added as she got up and grabbed two bottles of water from the minibar. “Have that. Every last drop. You need to dilute that booze,” Emily said as she handed Erica one bottle.
“Thanks,” Erica said as she took long gulps of the water. She looked at Emily and shrugged. “I’m sorry I’m freaking out but all this is so new to me and I have no idea how I am supposed to handle it,” she added.
“So, how exactly did the ever careful Erica end up here?” Emily asked. Erica rolled her eyes at her sister. “Okay, I’m really sorry if I am coming off as judgmental. I don’t mean to, I’m just really surprised.”
“We were just catching up...” Erica started.
“Literally,” Emily smiled.
Erica looked at her and took another long sip of her water.
“Yes literally and I guess things just spiraled out of control. We didn’t even realize until it was too late.”
“And by too late you mean…” Emily started saying but Erica looked at her just in time, forcing her to cut her sentence short.
“You know exactly what I mean,” Erica said. She took another long sip and sighed.
“What the hell have I done, Em?” she wondered out loud.
“Okay, you have to snap out of it. You are trying to read too much into a situation that isn’t even a situation,” Emily said.
“That doesn’t make any sense,” Erica sighed before she took another long sip.
“Okay, I think you are freaking out because you like this guy and you are scared that it might be all about a rebound,” Emily said. Erica looked at her and shook her head. “I have known you all my life, Erica. You cannot bullshit me,” Emily added with a smile as she lifted the bottle up to Erica’s lips forcing her to take another drink. The half-liter bottle was now a quarter full. Erica looked at Emily and sighed.
“Damn it. I’m so fucked,” she said in a low tone.
“No you’re not. I like him…a lot and you know very well that usually doesn’t happen with me,” Emily said making Erica laugh. She took one last gulp and put the bottle down. “So, from the way you are freaking out, I’m guessing you haven’t DTRd,” she said.
Erica laughed again. “DTR? What are we teens?”
“You know what I mean. When are you going to stop playing this God awful game and just do it already?” Emily pointed out with a smile.
Erica looked at her and shook her head. “I don’t know whether I want to rush all this.”
“Has he given you any sign that maybe he is into you as much as you are into him?” Emily asked.
Erica took a long deep breath. “He told me he loves me,” she said in a whisper.
Emily raised an eyebrow.
“Whoa, he sure works fast,” she said with a smile. “And you have been exclusive with each other for almost a month. Just take the pill and get him to the clinic just to make sure everything is okay and then just sit back and enjoy the ride.”
Erica was still not convinced. She could not just sit back and relax. That was not who she was, that was not her M.O.
“But I am really scared. This could all be a mistake…this could all just be one big mistake…” Erica said.
“Right now you are just feeling like this because the possibility of having little Daniel babies with beautiful green eyes is a possibility, but the truth is that you should not be freaking out,” Emily said as she popped a pill out of the pack she had handed Erica earlier. “Have this,” she gave Erica the pill and opened the other bottle of water. “You are probably going to be nauseated and fatigued so I recommend rest for the next twelve or so hours, okay?” Erica nodded before she put the pill in her mouth and washed it down with the water Emily had given her. She put the bottle down and exhaled loudly.
“How did you ever do this?” Erica asked.
“Do what?” Emily asked raising an eyebrow.
“This. Unprotected sex so many times…” Erica began before Emily put a hand up.
“Hey, there. You make it sound like I was just sleeping around with every Tom, Dick and Harry,” she said. Erica shrugged and Emily’s eyes grew wide. “Come on. It was a lot of unprotected sex with one person, who I loved,” she said.
“But the freaking out and everything?” Erica asked.
“Oh ye of limited knowledge. Ever heard of safe days? I trusted Finn and he trusted me. The emergency pill only came into play when we got a little careless and then I switched to the daily pill,” she said. Erica shrugged. “And yes, I did remember to take it every single day.”
“So you never had a pregnancy scare?” Erica asked.
Emily shook her head.
“Never. Not once,” she said almost too proudly. “The diaphragm was my next move before Finn and I parted ways. I have been seeing things your way for a while now,” she added. For the first time since she walked into that room, Erica smiled and shook her head.
“Seeing things my way?” she echoed. Emily nodded.
“I know you always thought that I was the loose one but apart from Finn I never really went raw with anyone else,” Emily said.
Erica looked at her and shook her head in surprise. Twenty eight years and this was the first time her sister was thinking of coming clean about such a thing. She raised an eyebrow.
“What?” she asked in surprise.
“Yeah. I guess Finn was just the one and when he went to Mayo I guess I just felt like we couldn’t survive the strain – and we didn’t,” Emily said.
“So all the other guys…” Erica started and Emily shook her head. “Joe?”
“Never even saw the color of my panties,” Emily said.
Erica laughed.
“Mickey?” she asked.
“Got all the bases covered except the one,” her sister said.
“Rudy?” Erica asked as she looked at Emily. Each answer was surprising her more and more.
“Too German. His idea of phone sex was telling me how much he wanted to watch me take a shit,” Emily said.
Erica frowned and shook her head.
“That is my cue to leave,” she said as she got up. Emily stood up and threw her arms around her sister. “Thanks for talking to me. I really needed that,” Erica said.
“Yes you did. Just do what I told you. Take that trip to the clinic and just take a chill pill,” Emily said as she pulled away.
“See you tomorrow? Brunch maybe?” Erica smiled.
“Sounds great,” Emily responded before Erica walked out of the suite.
When Erica walked into her suite, Daniel was still asleep. She took off her shorts and tiptoed to the bathroom. After relieving herself, thanks to the water boarding session her sister had given her earlier, she climbed back into bed and looked at her sleeping prince.
“Wait. Did I just think of him as my sleeping prince?” she wondered as she looked at him. She gently touched the side of his face and his eyelids fluttered open. “Sorry. I didn’t mean to wake you,” she said in a whisper as she looked into his eyes.
He gave her a groggy smile. “That’s okay. I like waking up next to you.”
“Hungry?” she asked.
“Not yet,” he said as he moved close to her. She smiled and turned around before he draped an arm around
her and they both slept through the night.
When she woke up the next morning, Erica’s heart was pounding. After sleeping on it, she decided to take Emily’s advice.
“Wait, where are we going?” Daniel asked when Erica told him where they were going. Erica had just told him to get dressed and had just now told him where they were headed. She looked at him and nodded.
“We are going to the clinic,” she said as she turned her attention back on the road.
“Well, you could have told me or something. I mean, I don’t mind it and everything but seriously, Erica,” Daniel said as he looked at the road ahead. “Wait, what happened? When we woke up you were totally okay. Very much unlike last night,” he said.
“Last night, I went down to the drug store and got myself an emergency pill. Apparently I am going to be really fucked up in a few hours and I really want to get this clinic thing out of the way,” she said.
“This clinic thing? You make it sound like it is some weird thing we have to get over,” Daniel said as he looked at her.
“It is a dumb weird thing we have to get over,” Erica said. “I mean, we are going to have our sexual lives literally opened up in front of each other and I have nothing to hide but you don’t know where I’ve been and my ex…” she started before she shook her head.
“You don’t know where I’ve been either,” he said in a soft voice.
“Yes, and that is why I have to do this. We have to do this,” she said as she looked around. “The hospital is supposed to be here somewhere,” she said in a low voice.
“Right ahead,” Daniel said as he pointed at a big building on their left. Erica pulled over in front of the building.
“So, I’m scared. I’m really, really scared. I mean I haven’t had a check-up ever since I found out Eli was cheating and God knows what…” she trailed off and he unbuckled his seatbelt before he leaned forward and gathered her in his arms.
“Why do I have a feeling that there is something more to this?” he asked. She pulled away from him and looked into his eyes. Her eyes were glistening and she knew that any time now, a tear would roll down her cheek.