Instinctual 2

by Amanda Mackey

  Kate’s back arched off the mattress at the feel of Jake’s well-defined mouth teasing and nipping her peaks. His groans elicited a wave of desire between her legs. She loved hearing those noises from him and responded by calling out his name, “Jake!”

  Gripping his messy hair, she forced his mouth harder onto her breasts, needing that fine line between pleasure and pain, causing Jake to growl. He was deliciously feeding off her, ravaging hungrily like a wild beast and she loved every moment of it. This was what she had missed. Passion with the only person who could bring out her own devilish side.

  “Your breasts were made for me, Kate. They fit into my hand and mouth perfectly.” He looked up at her as he moved down her body, his lips swollen, eyes glassy.

  God, he was so damned hot. She would do anything to have Jake look at her like that for the rest of time.

  “What do you want, Kate?”

  “Hmm?”

  “Tell me! What do you want?” There was nothing gentle about the way he spoke as she suddenly realized he was asking her what she wanted him to do to her.

  “Kiss me.”

  “Where? Show me. Touch yourself in the exact spot.” There was such hedonistic demand in that tone. Dark and dangerous.

  Now that he’d kissed away all her earlier inhibitions she felt like a free spirit that was open to receiving and giving. She wanted what he had to offer and had no shame in showing him. Her fingers found their target between her legs as she rubbed the tender folds.

  “Look at me as you do it. I want to watch you pleasure yourself before I take you in my mouth.”

  What the heck? Her eyes had been tightly shut as she’d rubbed herself into oblivion. Opening them would reveal her soul to Jake and show him the extent of her desire. It would bare her completely. There was nothing more intimate.

  As their eyes connected, she knew she was looking into the man’s essence that she truly loved. The emotion she could see in them mirrored hers as plain as day. Life had somehow managed to drive a wedge between them and keep them apart but when all was said and done, the compatibility and connection that brought them to this moment was unyielding and endless. There was nothing she wouldn’t do for him in that moment if he asked. He looked at her with greed as she fought to keep her eyes open as her fingers found the spot that begged for release.

  “Mmmm. I love watching you touch yourself. It drives me crazy.” Jake kissed Kate’s outer thighs before pushing her hands aside. “But I much prefer to do it myself.” His mouth found the spot where Kate’s fingers had been. He lapped like a kitten until she was thrashing around on the bed.

  “Jake, I can’t take it anymore. I need you. Now!” The ache was so intense it consumed her.

  He smiled against her skin as he kissed his way back up. She could feel how much he wanted her.

  Kate grasped Jake’s back, clawing at his sculptured muscles as he positioned himself between her parted legs and entered her, hard without warning.

  Jake’s almost painful roar as they joined was nearly Kate’s undoing. She thought this moment would never come and yet here they were, together again as if the forces that had kept them apart were no match for the ones that had joined them together.

  Kate wrapped both legs around Jake as he held her waist, fingers digging in. He rolled them both so that Kate was on top. They stared at one another, not moving, just touching each other’s faces, transfixed by the moment, needing to sear every detail about the other into every cell.

  Jake’s eyes held all his emotions. Kate could see right through him and she knew that he loved her. Not only had he told her, she could see it as he looked at her. She could feel it in his touch. It was intoxicating. Never had anyone ever shown her such deep feelings. Jake held back nothing. That’s what she’d always adored about him. His ability to feel, unafraid to bare his all to her.

  “You’re so beautiful,” he soothed, moving his mouth slowly to hers, the earlier frenzy having been replaced by a tender rhythm in sync with the ocean outside.

  Kate wanted to speed up the pace again but Jake kept it slow. “Make it last, baby. Not yet. Take it easy. Just let me enjoy you.”

  “I need friction.” She desperately needed it with everything she had.

  “I know. Soon. Let me savor you like a fine wine. It’s been so fucking long. Do you have any idea what it’s been like for me? Not being able to touch you like this?” He grabbed her ass and kneaded it, pulling her closer and holding himself there, buried as deep as he could go. One hand found its way to her breast where he thumbed her nipple. “And like this! It’s enough to drive any sane man around the bend and then back again.”

  Kate ground herself against Jake’s pubic bone as she sat upright, flicking her hair back, letting it fall down her back, pushing her chest outwards in a show of wanton desire. “I’ve thought about this moment too, Jake, believe me. I’ve tried not to but nothing has ever compared to being with you. I love fucking you.”

  Jake stopped Kate from moving, grabbing her hands tightly. “Say that again!” Jake hissed.

  “I’ve thought about this…”

  “No. Not that bit. The last bit. Tell me!” His eyes were dark and dangerous.

  “I love fucking you.”

  Jake cursed in a deep voice. As if those words had pushed a button in him instantly, hearing Kate talk dirty had forced him to the brink. His hips arched off the bed.

  “Move baby! Now!”

  Taking no prisoners, that was the only prompting she needed. He fisted the satin sheets on each side of him and held on as Kate set her own pace. Hard and fast.

  “Yeah, that’s it! Let me see the real Kate. Just like old times, baby.”

  Kate squeezed her thighs as she moved wildly, taking Jake in all the way. The heat coming off both of them was enough to start a fire. Jake thrust up with each of Kate’s downward motions, matching her rhythm.

  Feeling him so hard and huge inside her was like nothing else. The sensation of him grazing her cervix had her delirious. They’d crossed the boundary to the point of no return when they’d teleported to the mansion. She’d more or less given herself back to Jake on the park bench at the hospital. There had been no turning back. Had it ever been going to end differently?

  Jake massaged her swollen folds while watching Kate, crazed and reckless. She took all the pleasure he had to offer, pleading for him not to stop.

  “I couldn’t stop even if you wanted me to, baby.”

  Jake’s skilled fingers knew just where to stroke to push Kate higher and higher.

  She was so close as her moaning became deeper and more drawn out. A wave gathered momentum from the tip of her toes, moving up her legs and into her thighs as she felt Jake harden and swell even more, if that were possible. She knew he was close, too.

  She twisted on him, hitting the spot that carried her to heaven.

  The climax barreled into her without mercy as she curled her toes, arched her back and cried out Jake’s name. Deep explosions of euphoric seizures sating every atom and molecule that in themselves had been ripped apart by the force of the detonating orgasm. Kate’s body shuddered with aftershocks as her pulsing flesh squeezing Jake’s over-sensitized cock caused him to rupture and let out a wild set of incoherent adjectives. He finally found his own release that seemed to go on and on until all the gushing seed had been drained from him, the head jerking high into Kate as she still throbbed and oozed juices over him.

  Kate fell on Jake’s chest, lost to oblivion.

  “Fuuuccckk,” cried Jake as he wrapped his arms and legs around Kate, still buried deep inside her, pressed against her sweet spot, still semi-hard.

  The scent of sex filled the room.

  “Now that was worth waiting for,” Jake mumbled, huskily into Kate’s ear.

  “I could stay like this forever,” whispered Kate, sincerely feeling that were true. Her fingers ran over his mouth, which happened to be one her favorite parts of Jake’s body. One of many.

  Without so much as
a pause, the next words left Jake in a rush. “I love you so much, Kate, it hurts. There will never be another. Ever. You’re it for me. I never thought I’d be able to hold you in my arms or touch you like this again.”

  Kate didn’t flinch. She already knew how Jake felt. The question was, could she bring herself to say it? Hurt had to be healed. She loved Jake, without a doubt. Deep love but she didn’t know if she could bring herself to commit to him in such a profound way anymore by saying those three words. So much had happened. They’d just had mind-blowing sex, sure. The best. Committing to Jake again was too much to think about with everything else going on. She knew once she declared her love for him, there would be no going back. Was she ready for that?

  “Here’s the thing, Jake. I care about you, I really do—”

  He stiffened, ever so slightly. “I can sense a ‘but’ coming.”

  “My head is so screwed up at the moment. You’ve come sailing back into town again to reveal why it was you had to leave in the first place. I find out my boyfriend is part of some mafia group and practically fall to my death, running from feelings that I still have for you. We’re both on life-support but have just had amazing sex while out of our bodies.” She dis-engaged herself from Jake and sat on the edge of the bed, waving her arms around as she spoke, which she’d picked up from living in Italy for so long. “Can you see my problem, here?

  “I know, baby. I’m sorry. I’m not trying to put pressure on you. You’ve been through so much in the last few days, the last thing I want to do is add to your burden. I just wanted to tell you how I felt. That’s never changed.” He reached his hand out to her arm as he turned on his side to face her. “Hey, come back here!”

  Gently pulling her down, he rolled onto his back again and rested her head on his chest, wrapping his arms tightly around her. “I’m here for you. I’m not going anywhere ever again. As much as I hope you’ll love me again, I can’t ask for that. I don’t even deserve to have you in my arms. I’ll just have to take what I can get, no matter how much more I want.”

  They fit so well together with Jake’s strong arms keeping Kate cocooned against him. He made her feel safe even if it was only temporary at that point.

  Loving Jake was never the issue. Having your heart torn in two and then expecting to pick up where you left off just wasn’t reasonable. She needed time to get over everything that had happened. Sometimes love just wasn’t enough.

  She was comforted by Jake’s words, though. She was going to need to lean on someone with the days and weeks ahead. She hadn’t even begun to deal with Carlos yet and she wasn’t sure how she would, when or if she ever woke up.

  “I’m sorry I can’t offer you something more. It’s too soon.” She ran circles around one of his nipples, softly without even being aware she was doing it. “I want to stay here for a while though until I get my head in order. There’s too much to cope with back home.” It was more wishful thinking than anything else.

  “You can stay as long as you need to but at some point you’re going to have to return to your body. You won’t have a choice and neither will I.”

  Kate knew deep down that staying at Jake’s mansion for any great length was an impossibility as much as she yearned for the solitude. She needed to find a way to save Jake before it was too late. Time was running out for him as well.

  “We need to figure out how we’re going to get you out of that hell-hole. Have you got any bright ideas?”

  “Well, I seem to be pretty good at getting your father’s attention. Maybe we could use that approach again.”

  “We could always write him another note.”

  Jake toyed with his chin and then laughed. “There’s only one problem with that, my dear Watson. Your dad has taken up permanent residence at the hospital. How is it going to look when a piece of paper, apparently levitating in the air, moves through the ward with no one holding it?”

  Kate hadn’t thought of that. People would be able to see the piece of paper moving but no one holding it. That would surely put a few more patients into the cardiac ward.

  “So what do you suggest?”

  “I don’t know yet. Right now I just want to spend some more time here with you, like this. Can we just forget about everything and be happy, even if it’s just for today?”

  Kate kissed Jake’s neck, absorbing his smell into her. Even out of his body he had an alluring scent. She’d recognize it anywhere. Woodsy and spicy with a hint of something else she couldn’t quite put her finger on, but it was unique to Jake. She needed him without commitment. To forget for a while and just be in the moment.

  “I’m sure we can think of something to keep us amused.” Kate smiled and looked up at Jake through her lashes as she ran her index finger over his shoulder in large circles, feeling the muscle underneath.

  “Hmmm. I like how you think, Kate.” Jake went in for a kiss but was met with Kate giggling as she turned her head and pulled away from his embrace, getting out of bed and standing up.

  “I wasn’t talking about sex, either. I was talking about a swim!” Kate had a mischievous, lazy grin plastered on her face. She wasted no time turning and running straight through the bedroom doors, out onto the sand and down to the water’s edge.

  Jake followed her and caught up just as Kate stepped into the water. Tugging on her arm, he pulled her, causing them both to over-balance and fall into the water with a splash.

  Rather than be offended, Kate laughed fully, enjoying the carefree moment, something she hadn’t experienced in such a long time. She felt like she were on some glorious holiday as she boldly splashed Jake in the face.

  “Oh, you want to play that game, do you? Well, okay then!” He picked her up and strode out deeper, throwing her as hard as he could into the water. Her squeal of delight had him glowing brightly and produced a radiant smile. She loved to play and he loved to play with her.

  They were compatible in so many ways, not just in the bedroom. Kate loved to be spur-of-the moment just like Jake, and together they had had some wild adventures in their time together. His face was painted with joy as he watched her swim towards him. She hoped he couldn’t read her mischievous smirk.

  Without warning she disappeared under the water. It was nearly impossible to see in the briny haze but she could make out Jake’s shape, so she latched on to what she thought was his thighs and pulled hard, hoping to make him lose his balance and fall into the water with her. It worked to some degree but he regained his balance. Two hands fumbled under the water, feeling her shoulders, and then they made their way under her armpits to haul her up.

  She playfully struggled, not really wanting to pull away, but not making it easy for him, either. She splashed some more water in his face as she broke the surface before he grabbed both her wrists and held them together with one hand, while keeping her steady with his other hand on her waist. Without warning his mouth hungrily found hers, moving sensuously, his tongue played with just the tip of hers. She responded without even having to think about it, and as Jake let go of her wrists, her hands found his wet hair, fisting it in an attempt to get closer.

  The sun’s intense rays felt glorious even though they didn’t need the extra heat. The energy emanating from both of them was enough to power any city for a year.

  “Why can’t I get enough of you, Jake?” Kate was panting.

  “You never could, baby. That’s why we’re so good together.” Jake’s feet touched the solid, sandy bottom as he leveraged Kate so that his erection was just touching the tip of Kate’s primed opening.

  “Tell me you want me,” Jake crooned, teasingly playing with her ass.

  “I. Want. You,” Kate said in between kisses on Jake’s muscular neck. “Always.”

  Jake slammed into her, the water making them both feel weightless.

  Kate cried out as she threw her head back so that the tips of her hair touched the water behind.

  She was ready to erupt then and there but carefully contained herself as Jake
held her still until the searing heat eased somewhat. He knew exactly what he did to her.

  “Put that mouth on me, Jake! God, I love everything about your mouth!” Kate forced Jake’s parted lips onto her breasts, pushing her chest forwards, not waiting for a reply.

  He bit her nipples, working them hard until they ached, Kate’s abandoned whimpering eliciting a husky rumble from him that she could feel vibrate through her.

  “I can’t get close enough. I need more! Give me more, Jake!” It was an urgent plea.

  As if that were even possible. He was inside her as far as he could go, branding her with love bites, his hands brutally pulling her closer. His lips looked bruised from sucking her skin, his fingers red from their possessive kneading.

  Jake’s mouth moved to Kate’s open mouth, filling it with his tongue as she thrust herself against his hips again and again.

  “Move to the shore. I want you to take me from behind!”

  Jake didn’t need to be asked twice as she kept him attached to her while he walked to the shallow edge where he placed her down gently then disconnected for a second while Kate turned over onto all fours.

  “Now that’s a sight to behold,” Jake growled, running his fingers over her bare backside that was pointed upwards before crashing into Kate.

  He seemed to be able to get deeper from that angle, pleasing Kate as she moved onto her forearms so she could angle herself higher for Jake.

  “Ahh, yeah! That’s it! Mmmm. Harder, Jake! You won’t break me.”

  He upped the pace to breaking point. “Is this what you want, Kate? Is this what you need?”

  “Yessss,” she keened, never wanting to stop. When one of his hands started rubbing her at the front, she nearly let go. “Don’t stop. Nearly there!”

  As Jake slapped against her, cursing with pleasure, Kate let go with such force she blacked out for a second as a tsunami of sensation rocketed through her from head to toe. She jerked violently, screaming at Jake how much she loved the feel of him, head flailing about backwards and forwards.