by Tina J
“Jai, I don’t like living this way. I can’t go out and...” Sade started getting upset and I hated that. I walked over to her on the bed and lifted her head.
“I know you are but you’re alive. Why can’t you be satisfied with that?”
“I am and I love you for protecting me but baby, I’ve had enough.” My thumb swiped the lone tear falling down her face.
“You and my son mean more to me than I can ever say Sade and the thought of losing you fucks with me. I know you want him and so do I, but we have to be careful and move cautiously.” She nodded.
“What you doing?” I stared down at her unbuttoning my jeans. We haven’t indulged in any sex since she delivered my son. The thought crossed our minds when we were at the doctor’s office; however, all that shit popped off and it never happened.
“It’s been a long time and the birth control has definitely kicked in by now.” She smiled. We wanted more kids when Junior turned two, but we also knew condoms weren’t an option. Therefore; the best thing to do is get on something.
“Oh yea.” I let my hand run through her hair as her freshly manicured hands pulled my boxers down.
“I missed you.” My dick twitched when she said it.
“And he damn sure missed you. Damnnn.” My head went back, toes started curling and my ass couldn’t hold the moan in.
“I’m cumming Sade. Fuck!” I watched her suck and swallow all I had.
“Now that, that’s outta the way. How about to please your fiancé?” I had no time to strip her because she did it for me. My mouth watered and body yearned to be inside the minute I saw her naked. I always see her that way but because the mood is set it’s different.
“Adjani, I’m about to cum in your mouth. You want it baby?” She moaned out with her back arched and hands gripping the sheets.
“Mmm hmm.” I moaned in her pussy and seconds later she exploded. Wasting no time, I stood and inserted myself inside.
“You feel so good Jai.” Her legs were on my shoulder while I dug as deep as I could go.
“This my pussy Sade?” I pulled out and rammed back in.
“AHHHH!” She screamed out and dug her nails in my arm.
“You like that?” I put her legs down and pressed my lips against hers.
“Yes baby. Yes.” She moaned out and the two of us went at it until we couldn’t take no more.
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“Must be living it up with that whore.” I snapped my neck and stared at Gina who was standing at my office door looking pregnant and pitiful. I would’ve thought she had the baby by now. It only proves she was lying about how far she was.
“Whore...? Not at all. Living it up... You have no fucking idea.” I smiled thinking about how happy I am with Sade.
“She’s not all that.”
“Oh but she is and I have you to thank for that.” She sucked her teeth like always.
“What?” I put my bag down and took a seat in my chair.
“The day you came here and I embarrassed her by saying she wasn’t my girl, she left me. I didn’t see her for weeks and my heart ached for her.” She waved her hand on the air as to tell me whatever.
“I’m serious. I thought it was too early for me to fall in love with Sade until I realized the part of you and I being in love, was already over and had been for a while. I was in denial because I did still love you.”
“Jai.” I put my hand up.
“When she came back to me, I swore I’d never let her go. She gave me a son and soon she’ll be my wife.” Gina crossed her arms with an attitude.
“So thank you for sleeping around because it led me straight to her.”
“I never meant to hurt you Jai. I’m not even sure why I did it when you were nothing but good to me.” She started crying.
“Why are you here?” Those tears weren’t moving me one bit.
“He’s cheating on me with a co-worker and...” I busted out laughing.
“Did you really believe he’d be loyal to you when he saw you weren’t loyal to me. If you stepped out on me, it’s a guarantee you’d do him the same.”
“Yea but I’m pregnant with his kid and we had plans.” I stood and walked over to her.
“No. You thought the money I had to pay him for beating his ass he’d share with you. I mean that’s what the plan was, right? For me to catch him there, and beat his ass because you knew I would and then settle.” She turned her head the other way.
The case never made it court because my lawyer is the shit. My neighbor settled for 75k and signed a non-disclosure.
After he received the check, his lawyer called us in and told everything. The two of them were supposed to split the money but it looks like he reneged and it’s exactly what her ass gets.
“Women get so caught up in the thrill of fucking different men and not getting caught they don’t worry about the consequences. It’s fun, exhilarating, and your adrenaline is at an all-time high. But when you get caught, shit goes downhill. You lose out on the best thing that’s ever happened to you, end up pregnant by a man who can care less and then you’re left alone.” I tilted her head back to look at me.
“How does it feel?”
“Hey baby.” Sade walked in wearing some fitted slacks showing off her plump ass and her V-neck shirt showed some of her cleavage which I’m not happy about. Her badge hung around her neck and her energy alone made me smile.
“Hey. You look fuckable.” She started laughing.
“You always say that?”
“Because you always do.” I pulled her in between my legs totally ignoring Gina’s presence.
“Since we agreed on my party, I can’t wait to show you what I’m wearing.” I didn’t agree on shit.
She whined, gave me some banging sex and then started discussing it. I wasn’t feeling it but Kenji said, if it’s what she wants then go ahead because she’ll find another way to draw him out and we may not be around.
“Party?” Gina questioned and Sade turned around.
“Still pregnant huh.” Gina rolled her eyes.
“I guess you weren’t as far along as you stated in the store that day. I should beat your ass for lying.” I grabbed Sade’s waist.
“Relax.” I whispered in her ear. I wasn’t about to let Gina take her there and then, make her lose her job. Sade loved being a detective.
“Anyway, why the fuck you here?”
“I dropped the rape story.” Gina told her and my girl walked over to her.
“It should’ve never been said in the first place.” Sade mushed her.
“That’s what’s wrong with you stupid bitches. A man don’t want your ass so you scream rape, abuse and everything else to keep him locked up and away from other women. What you need to realize is, women like you make it harder for real victims to be heard. Real victims are always second guessed and all it takes is one person to lie and then everyone else must be too.”
“I’m sorry Jai.”
“Sorry won’t fix shit.” I had to grab Sade again.
“Make this the last time you visit my fiancé.” When Sade flashed that big ass ring, Gina was definitely in her feelings but it’s her fault. She could’ve had everything Sade had but she wanted to be a ho.
“I just stopped by to say I’m sorry.”
“You said it, now beat it.” Sade was being mean as hell to her.
“Jai.”
“Bye Gina.”
“Don’t think because this badge on my neck, I won’t whoop your ass and get away with it.” I kissed the back of Sade neck and smelled the lavender body wash she uses. I loved how it smelled on her. Gina walked out and Sade locked the door.
“I think you have some serious making up to do.” She unbuttoned her pants.
“For what?”
“Allowing the bitch to stay in here longer than a minute.” She stepped outta her pants and showed me the sheer panties she wore. My dick rose to the occasion.
“You lucky as hell you’re on birth control bec
ause you’d be pregnant again. Got damn.” I smiled looked at her naked.
“Come take care of your fiancé.” I hopped off the desk quick as hell and gave her what she wanted.
Kenji
“Let me see.” I told the doctor when she placed the stick in Nyana’s pussy. I hated to see it done but to know my seed is inside her and it’s the only way to lay eyes on it, had me on a whole other level.
“That little spot there is your baby.” She pointed and I’m not gonna lie, I teared up a little. We lost the first one and now here we are expecting another.
“You are seven weeks and three days.” Ny squeezed my hand and started to cry.
“We didn’t even know about the last one and here we are staring at the screen with our second child.” I wiped her tears.
“With all the shit we had going on, I truly believe it wasn’t our time.” I told her.
“But she’s still out there.” I knew she was referring to Lizzie because her stepfather is gone.
“She’s no threat to you Nyana. The only thing Lizzie thinks she has over you is a baby and truth be told, I don’t think it’s mine.” The doctor pulled the tool out and gave us a few minutes.
“Haven told me Lizzie was sleeping with Kerron too. How much you wanna bet it’s his kid and she tried to pin it on me?” I pulled her up and sat on the table with her.
“If it were my kid, we would’ve worked it out but just know, I still wouldn’t have spared her.” She nodded.
“You by far, are the best thing that’s ever happened to me. I’d do anything for you; include kill which I’ve already done.” I made her look in my eyes.
“You are my other half baby and I don’t ever want you second guessing your spot in here.” I pointed to my chest.
“It’s taken and I’m not allowing anyone else in here; except our little one on the screen.” I pointed to the monitor.
“I love you Nyana Simpson. You wanna be my wife?” I removed the ring out my jeans and placed it on her finger.
“Oh my God Kenji. Are you sure?” She shouted and stared at the ring.
“As sure as my heart beats.” My hand went behind her neck and both of us moved in close until our tongues were dancing together.
“Everything ok in here?” The nurse popped her head in the door.
“We good.” I told her and she went to get the doctor.
“Yes we are.” The doctor returned with a prescription and the next appointment. We walked in as a couple and walked out as expecting parents and fiancée. Life was great.
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“Kenji are you sure marriage is what you want right now? You and Robin were together for seven years and...” I cut my mother off.
“This is gonna be the last time addressing you over my fiancé.” I put my phone on the kitchen counter and gave her my full attention. My father and sister were at the table and Rodney was sitting on top of the island. The only reason I’m here is because my mother wanted all her kids here for a brunch and my pops asked me to appease her.
“Nyana is no longer my girlfriend but my fiancé and soon to be wife. She doesn’t disrespect you until you start, which is every time you’re in her presence. She’s pregnant with my child; your grandchild and I’m telling you right now, if she decides that you’re a toxic person in her life and doesn’t want my kid around you, you’ll have no one to blame but yourself.”
“Kenji.”
“I’m not finished.” She shut right up.
“You brought your ass to her house attempting to fight and call a truce, only to find out someone from your past was in her present.” I didn’t wanna bring up the rape in front of my sister.
“Had it not been for her, pops would still be searching for a ghost since his last name was changed.” She rolled her eyes.
“You don’t have to fuck with Nyana at all; ever. However; you will respect her and our relationship or you can kiss being around me goodbye.”
“What has she done to you? When you were with Robin...”
“That’s another thing. Stop bringing that bitch up in front of her. Those two are nothing alike and like I told you before; they fuck different.”
“KENJI!” My pops shouted.
“Nah pops. I’m tired of her comparing the two.” I went over to my mother.
“What, you mad because she doesn’t let you run her life? Or maybe it’s because Nyana will go toe to toe with you. You have no reason to dislike her and we all know it.” She glanced around the kitchen. Rodney and my sister had their arms folded across their chest and my pops was shaking his head.
“FINE! Robin was my puppet and I could get her to do whatever I wanted. Do you know the bitch was about to let me create y’all entire wedding and I picked out the honeymoon.” All of us busted out laughing.
“Exactly why she wasn’t a good match. She was too scared to challenge you, which showed her weakness.”
“So are you gonna learn to get along with Nyana now?” Rodney asked.
“I guess. You think she’ll let me plan her baby shower? You know she’s an orphan an all.” My mother just couldn’t keep her comments to herself.
“MAAAA!” Rodney and my sister shouted. Me and my father shook our head.
“Did you ever take the time out to think maybe she needs a mother figure around?” I said to hear her response.
“Where’s her real mother?”
“Those are questions you should ask but her foster mother let that man violate her. They speak here and there but it’s not a mother, daughter relationship.”
“Oh.”
“And stop calling her an orphan. It’s disrespectful and if you disrespect her, you’re disrespecting me. I’m not gonna tell you again.” I picked my phone up for Haven.
“Were you able to get the person?” He’s been here for about a week searching for Kerron. I sent him a location of someone and asked him to get the person for me. I needed to deal with my mother first and didn’t want the individual getting away.
“Yup.”
“Say less. I’m on my way.” I hung up and turned to mother.
“Stop the shit with Nyana or you won’t ever see your first grand baby. I’m not gonna say it again.” I kissed her cheek.
“Ok Kenji.” She had the nerve to catch an attitude.
“Where you going?” Rodney asked walking me to the door.
“Got shit to handle.” I looked at him.
“Do me a favor and go check on Ny for me.”
“For what? That heffa don’t do shit but eat and sleep all day. I can stay home and do that alone.”
“I’ll make sure the child service people know you smoke weed when they come to the interview to adopt.” He smoked here and there but not enough to call him a weed head.
“Kenji really?”
“Go check on my girl.”
“Whatever and I’m telling her you threatened me about that.”
“Got damn snitch.” I laughed walking to my truck.
Some lady contacted me the other day about doing a family interview because Rodney wanted to adopt a kid. I knew he did for a while but with Jasir over all the time now, he really wants one.
As he says, Adrian made him miss out on Jasir being a newborn so now he feels Adrian should accommodate his request. Like the strung-out man Adrian is, it’s exactly what he’s doing, and my pops know a lotta people so it’s 100% chance they’ll be approved.
As I drove to my next destination, my thoughts drifted off to the past year or so. I left a woman who I was with for seven years and planned on marrying, only to stumble across a woman much better.
Nyana is everything I thought Robin was and more; plus, she doesn’t back down from my mother and is giving me my first child. What else could I ask for?
Pulling up to the spot, I noticed Haven, Colby, Jax, Bran and Reg smoking. I shook my head because Haven or as some call him The Reaper lives states away and still managed to look out.
I have to admit when we first met a few
years back at an event, neither of us were feeling the other. He had a fucked up attitude and I wasn’t beat.
Low and behold we were both looking for the same individual at one point. We linked up and been tight ever since. Being states away mean nothing when y’all have an understanding. I’ve met his family and vice versa. Actually, he loves fucking with my mother. He said she bougie but hood and it’s how his wife Ariel is. I didn’t see his wife that way, but I do know she calmed his ass down a lot.
“What it do?” We all embraced one another, finished smoking and stepped inside.
“Damn, what happened to her?” Lizzie’s face was fucked up. Her eyes were swollen but not closed, and her lip was busted. He had her laid out on a table and strapped down like I asked.
“The bitch tried to fight me, and I had to knock her ass the fuck out.” Haven said and we all laughed.
“You brought the stuff Bran?” He nodded and handed me a pair of gloves.
“Who is this?” I pointed to the other chick next to her. She was in a chair tied up.
“When I found her at the house, they were in a 6’9 position. I mean I sat back and watched for a minute because they were doing the damn thing.” Haven said.
“Her dumb friend thought it was ok to scream and run so she had to come too.” Colby said. This nigga already had a pair of goggles on and a chainsaw.
“He loves doing this.” Jax said shaking his head.
“Please don’t kill me.” The other chick shouted and I stopped Colby.
“Hold up. I want her to witness what I’m about to do and then you can kill her. That way, Lizzie can see her die too.” He shrugged and put the chainsaw on the floor. I lifted Lizzie’s shirt up and stared. She wasn’t big either. Her and Gina had to have lied about how far they were because its no way Lizzie should be this small, and from what Jai told me, Gina still pregnant too.
“Whose baby is this?” She was shaking and crying.
“Whose is it?”
“Kerron’s.” I nodded.
“That’s what I thought. Had my girl stressing over the dumb shit you did.” I opened the container and had everyone take a step back in case he splashed a little.
“Kenji, I’m sorry. Please let me have the baby and...”