by Polly Carter
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“Ow! You little hellion. You’ve been asking for this.” Grabbing her wrist, he pulled her to the car and pushed her over the side of the bonnet, pinning her firmly down. “I’ve been warning you that your behaviour was going to get you a spanking, and now it has.”
“Let me up, you big lug,” Harley squealed, wriggling and squirming trying to get away from his grasp, but he was bigger and stronger than when they’d last wrestled and she was lighter and weaker. He had no trouble holding her in place as his big hand rose and fell. It quickly became obvious that her dress and bulky over-blouse were affording enough protection to make his punishment more show than anything else. He scrunched them both up to her waist, holding them in place with the arm that was pinning her down leaving her bottom protected by nothing but tiny lace knickers less than adequately covering her cheeks.
Now as he spanked her, she could feel the sting. He had spanked her harder, much harder in the past, but this was almost like a first time again. He was holding back, she knew, and she was too, but she could feel herself gradually letting go. He paused to see her reaction. She didn’t struggle. He spanked her again, twice on each cheek, and paused. Still she didn’t move, just buried her face into her hands. He spanked her again, twice on each cheek and paused. This time she moved, arching her back and raising her bottom. She needed this as much as he did.
With a grunt of desire, he pulled her knickers down and stood back a little. She’d told him through her actions that she would keep still while he punished her, and she desperately craved the cathartic release. Putting his hand on her back, he started spanking her properly, not fast but rhythmically, each smack increasing the sting and requiring more effort from Harley to hold her place. Her breath was coming in gasps and moans as she allowed him to replace some of her emotional pain with physical pain.
“You should never have left me, Hal,” he growled as his hand turned her skin a deeper shade of pink. “I would have taken care of you. You wouldn’t have been in the mess you are now if you’d let me look after you.”
And the pain of his loss caused his hand to fall harder and faster until Harley was sobbing with her own physical and emotional pain, but she managed to cry out through her tears.
The Lawyer’s Secret Baby
Polly Carter
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The Lawyer’s Secret Baby
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Contents
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
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Prologue
Sitting in her car outside the small suburban supermarket, Harley Brand was feeling happier than she had for a long time. The spring sun was shining, and her car was deliciously warm. After a long period with too much sadness and worry, the clouds finally seemed to be lifting and letting some sun back into her life as well. She leaned against her seat and closed her eyes, a contented smile playing around her lips.
She had a good job as a social worker, including time off every Friday for her to continue her volunteer work at the drop-in centre, and her broken heart at last was starting to feel it might be almost ready to contemplate loving again. It had been a long hard road, but at least she had had a very precious shining light to help her overcome the darkness.
Her reverie was interrupted by the rear door opening and a bag of groceries being dumped on the back seat. Harley turned as the man who’d put them there climbed into the passenger seat alongside her.
“All sorted,” she said with a smile, starting up the car.
“Yep,” he replied with a wink. “We’re good to go.” He held out a hand, the dirty fingernails and tattooed knuckles of which were currently hidden by the black gloves he wore whenever he was in her car.
She took the bank card the grubby, gloved hand was holding out to her and slipped it into her pocket.
“Mum says to say ‘cheers’ too,” he said. “She’s sorry she keeps not hearing the door.”
“Well, you can tell her it’s fine,” Harley assured him. “I’d love to meet her someday, but meanwhile it’s good to know she at least has enough to eat. You going over there or shall I drop you at home?”
“Yeah. Would you mind, hey? I saw her yesterday and Col’s letting me use his computer this arvo for me job search stuff.”
“Sure, that’s fine. I’ll just knock, and leave it by the front door like I usually do if she doesn’t answer,” Harley said, turning the car out of the car park.
“Sweet. I appreciate it, hey. And I will pay you back. Nah, for sure. When I get a job. It’s not easy though. You know, when you’ve got a fuc… sorry, a record and all.”
“It’s okay, Gaz,” she stressed, turning to look at him and smile supportively. “I know you’re trying. I don’t mind helping at all. Someone will see past who you were to who you are now and give you a job. It’ll happen.”
Harley turned her eyes back to the road. It probably wasn’t just his criminal record putting potential employers off. Although she didn’t judge him on his appearance, she couldn’t help sometimes wishing he would let his hair grow a bit to cover those weird symbols inked on his head, and that the ones on his cheek, temples and neck could just be washed off. She had tattoos, too, so she wasn’t about to condemn him for his, but she could hide hers if need be and if they were in view, at least they were pretty.
“See ya soon then, doll. And cheers again,” Gaz said fifteen minute later, closing the car door and tapping the roof of the car.
“Hopefully soon,” Harley said with an encouraging smile, then turning her attention to the traffic, pulled back out onto the road and headed towards the Darling Scarp, the ancient hills running along the east side of the Perth metropolitan area.
At the bottom of Greenmount Hill, she turned left and headed into a small enclave of older houses. She turned onto a small street and then into the driveway of a tatty, untidy and neglected white weatherboard cottage. She pulled up next to the old battered and rusty, black Ford panel van that was always parked on what might once have been the front lawn and, noting with interest the much newer Ford Falcon also parked in the drive, collected the plastic bag of groceries off the back seat and went up the two wooden steps leading to the porch and front door. Gaz’s mum must have a visitor. She knocked loudly and waited. No-one had answered the door on her previous deliveries, but perhaps they would this time. She was very much looking forward t
o meeting Mrs Mellors.
To her delight, the door opened, but it wasn’t Gaz’s mum standing there. It was two men in suits.
Chapter 1
Five months later
Harley blinked and slipped on her sunglasses as she came out of the air-conditioned building into the heat and glare of the blistering, dry Perth heat. Although it was well into March, the month’s usual humidity hadn’t arrived and the sun still had its blowtorch February feel.
After waiting inside for nearly three hours for her turn, when her name was called at last she had been in and out in a matter of minutes. It had all gone as she’d been advised it would, and she now knew the exact date on which her fate would be sealed. In two months’ time, the nightmare would be over, or a new, even more horrific one, would be starting. Fear and fury, her ever-present companions, bubbled up leaving her shaking and light-headed. Coffee was needed before the thirty-minute trip home. She had no need to rush; apart from Toby, the dog, the house would be empty. Harriet, her real estate agent mother, was at work, and Lyddia, her three-year-old daughter, at kindergarten.
She crossed Hay Street to the crowded cafe on the opposite corner, waited in the queue, ordered a soy flat white and took a small stand bearing the number seventeen. Spare tables were hard to come by, but as luck would have it, one by the window and right under a ceiling fan became available at just the right moment. Still trembling but trying to force herself to relax, Harley sat down and stood the number on the table, took off her sunglasses and placed them next to it, and pulled out her phone.
“Hey, Jess,” she said when she heard the voice of her best friend, Jessamy Lushpin, answer her call.
“Quick. Quick. I’m dying here. What happened?”
“27th May.”
“Oh! No! You’re kidding, right? They didn’t.”
“Nope. Not kidding. They did.”
“For crying out loud, Hal. What’s wrong with them? Someone should blow them up. Where are you? Are you okay? Should I dump work and come get you?”
“Aw, thanks, babe. No. I’m fine. I just got out. I’m in the cafe across the road. Just going to have a coffee to steady my nerves and then I’ll head home. I’ll be okay. Honest. You don’t have to leave work. What are you doing tomorrow?”
“Seeing you of course. Usual place? Eleven? We need to plan. Shall I swing by and pick you up?”
Harley gave a small sad snort. “Not sure what there is to plan, but, yeah, I’ll see you there for sure. No need to pick me up. I’ll bring my car.”
“You sure you’ll be okay till then. Don’t worry, Hal. It’ll never happen. I promise.”
“Yeah, I’ll be okay. But thanks. See you tomorrow.”
Putting her phone down and turning her face away from her fellow diners, Harley looked out the window at the passers-by. Being the east end of town, with few shops, they were mostly professional people from the surrounding office buildings on lunch breaks or conducting business meetings over coffee, so there were far more suits, skirts and high-heels than shorts, jeans and T-shirts. Bringing the focus of her eyes in slightly, she could see her own outfit reflected in the window: trim navy suit with pearl buttons and pure silk silver blouse underneath. The low-heeled, strappy Italian sandals weren’t visible, but she could feel them as she wriggled her toes to remind herself they were there. The outfit had been bought specifically for these appointments in the hope that a more demure and elegant style than was her usual choice of clothing might somehow help. So far it hadn’t.
Her eyes moved to meet themselves in the window. She’d told Jessamy she was fine, but that was a lie. Did she look calm and fine or could everyone see the shame and emotional disarray as clearly as if they were stamped on her forehead? She gazed dispassionately, unable for the moment to connect the oval face with its wan complexion with herself. The last few months had taken their toll. Loss of appetite, sleeplessness and worry had left her thinner, paler and with permanent dark circles under her big, double-lidded green eyes. At least her thick, curly, black hair had lost none of its sheen. Hanging past her shoulders for the better part of the last twenty-seven years, it had recently been cut and styled. The fringe had stayed, and she hoped the way her hair now softly framed her face helped her look ingenuous and vulnerable. Maybe her appearance couldn’t make a difference, but anything was worth a try.
Her thoughts were interrupted by a young woman wearing black jeans, black t-shirt and black apron.
“Soy flat white?” she asked holding out a cup.
“Yes, thanks,” Harley answered.
“Are you waiting for anything else?” the waitress asked, putting the coffee on the table in front of Harley.
“No. Thanks, that’s all.”
The waitress took the number seventeen and left.
Harley picked up her cup and sipped the coffee while it was hot. She may as well enjoy it; sitting in a cafe drinking coffee might be a pleasure soon to be denied her for a very long time. Nausea, panic and fury rippled through her again. Quickly putting her coffee down before her shaking hands spilled it, she clenched her fists tightly, digging her fingernails into her palms, trying to mask her emotional pain with physical pain. Closing her eyes, she focused on her hands and forced herself to take long slow breaths.
Her flailing emotions rounded up and brought back under some semblance of control, Harley turned her face back to the window, staring sightlessly at the people passing outside. For the millionth time at least, she went over everything that had happened. Could she have avoided it? Why didn’t she see it coming? What should she have done differently? How could she have been so naive, so trusting, so silly? And did that matter now anyway? She couldn’t turn back the clock. What was done, was done. The moving finger had writ and moved on. The future was what mattered now, but she seemed as powerless to change that as she was to change the past. Like a mouse cornered by a cat, her mind desperately searched for an escape path to safety, but found nothing. She’d never really believed it would get this far, that long before this she’d be told, with profuse apologies, that it was all just a ghastly mistake. But with the inevitability of mortality, without a miracle she couldn’t even begin to imagine, her fate was starting to look unavoidable.
Her eyes stung and she blinked. She didn’t want to cry here, but she had to fight back tears as she thought of Lyddia. She could almost feel her little girl’s soft, sweet, chubby, dimpled roundness and smell the freshness of her dark brown curls. Her heart pounded. In two months, she might be separated from Lyddia for years. Harriet had promised to look after her granddaughter for as long as it took Harley to return but knowing Lyddia was safe and loved wouldn’t compensate Harley for missing out on watching her child grow. She might not be there for Lyddia’s first day of school, the first tooth she’d leave under her pillow for the tooth fairy, the first time she rode a bicycle.
And then her wildly thumping heart stopped altogether for a beat, the breath caught in her throat and she shivered as an icy chill swept over her body. What if the absolute worst came to pass and something happened to her mother? Who would look after Lyddia then? Would she be handed into the care of strangers? Would her life be a revolving door of foster homes?
Harley rubbed her eyes as though she was desperately trying to wake herself fully from a nightmare. But this was no bad dream; she was wide awake. It wasn’t fair! It just wasn’t fair!
“Excuse me, dear, are you all right?”
Startled from her reverie by a stranger’s voice, Harley looked up in bewilderment at the smartly dressed, middle-aged woman with a kindly face who had stopped by her table.
“Excuse me?” she echoed the stranger’s question.
“You banged the table with your fist,” the other woman said gently.
“Oh,” Harley paled. “I’m sorry,” she stammered in confusion and embarrassment. “I don’t know what to say. I was just… just…”
“Poor love. Can I help?”
“No. Thank you. You’re very kind, but I’m f
ine. Really.” Harley shook her head and tried to smile.
“If you’re sure,” the Samaritan pressed.
“Yes, I’m sure. Honestly. But thank you.”
The would-be helper looked at her for a moment as if reluctant to go, then patted Harley’s arm and left. Harley’s eyes followed her out the door while, like a tongue probing an aching tooth, her mind drifted away again. Just a few short months ago her life had really felt like it was finally on track. Her work was going better than she could have hoped, she had Lyddia, and she felt like she had fully come to terms with her father’s horrid abandonment of his wife and teenage daughter.
Her anger toward Arian had subsided as well, and she’d started to think it might have been a mistake walking out of his life. At the time, still too hurt by her father’s cruelty, Arian’s behaviour had looked and felt to her like further treachery and leaving him had seemed like the right thing to do. But, as time passed, the Arian-sized hole in her heart grew bigger, not smaller as her anger toward him dissipated with maturity and understanding. His phone number was still in her contacts, and if he was still in the States, it probably hadn’t changed. She’d thought about sending him a text. And if that didn’t work, there was always email. If he was still single and thinking about her, maybe they could get back together and everything would be wonderful again.
Then Gary came into her life. A clammy sweat broke out on her brow and cold fingers wrapped around her heart as his ugly, mocking spectre appeared on the seat next to her. Those black gloves hiding his hands… She wanted to rip them off, stuff them in his mouth and choke him to death. She had still been psyching herself up to contact Arian when the horror began, but from that first dreadful moment, the pretty, shiny dream of reconciling with Arian burst and vanished like a popped bubble, and the newspaper article her mother showed her shortly after about him arriving in Sydney with his wife was just the sticky residue it left behind. Looking at the colours shimmering in the cafe window now, it was almost as though she could see a mirage of the blissful alternate life she might have had. Once again, she felt the gnawing pain in her belly and the bile rising in her throat. Once again, the blood drummed in her ears as helpless panic, despair, and murderous rage threatened to overwhelm her.