by Nancy Thayer
Millicent spoke up. "I thought you were thirsty."
"I just needed to stretch my back." Emma hurried back to hand the older woman her tea. Now Millicent was awake, and eager to hear Emma read. She would have no more opportunity to check out the baskets. But in the back of her mind, she worked on the puzzle: Why were the lightship baskets different?
36
Lily
Emma rapped on Lily's bedroom door. "Hey, Lily. I just got a phone call from someone who needs a babysitter tonight."
"Sorry, I'm busy tonight." Lily was on her knees, digging into the back of her closet for a pair of strappy open-toe sandals that were torturously uncomfortable but killer sexy.
It was the middle of August, and the island was caught up in the full force of summer activities. Beaches, stores, restaurants were crowded and so many boats were moored in the boat basin you could practically walk from the harbor to Monomoy without getting wet. Lily had never been so busy, and she loved it, loved all the parties, luncheons, receptions, events. Her boss at the magazine piled the work on and she did it all, and so well he actually praised her.
Her days were full. She would wake early to make love with Jason, rush home to shower and dress, type up her notes and email them to the magazine, then bike over to Eartha's. She'd help Eartha with her wardrobe or her correspondence--she was teaching the older woman how to use a computer and the Internet--then bike home to change her clothes and head off to a gallery opening or party. Late at night she'd go to Jason's, where they lay in bed, recounting their days for each other. And they would make love again.
When she had the chance to think about it, Lily admitted to herself that she was not doing her share of the household chores. On the other hand, she hardly ate anything at home, and she did all her own laundry, when she found the time.
Emma persisted. "She needs someone for every night this week, actually. I could do a couple. Can you do any?"
"Emma, I really can't. I've got parties to cover for the magazine."
"I thought you wanted to be part of Nantucket Mermaids," Emma snapped.
"I do! But Emma, you know I have to work almost every night!"
"Right, and you can't work in the morning because that's your time with Eartha, and you can't do afternoons because you have to do your nails or something."
"That's not fair!" Lily found the shoes and stood up, holding them in her hand. "Oh, no, I'd forgotten, the heel's broken." She almost wept. "Emma, can I borrow those open-toe high heels of yours? Just for tonight?"
Emma put her hands on her hips. "You are just hopeless."
"Please?"
"No." Emma turned her back on Lily, stalked off to her room, and slammed the door.
Lily's thoughts were all in a tangle. Emma had never been as caring to her as Abbie was but now Emma was just being mean. Her sisters had ganged up and started a "Let's Count Lily's Flaws" campaign. She wished she hadn't begged Abbie to come home.
Now Lily pounded on Emma's door. It was locked. Lily said, "You just don't respect the work I do! You know you had to dress well for your precious money job in Boston. Well, I have to dress well for my job, too! I'm not just some vain little idiot!"
No response.
Lily leaned her forehead against Emma's door. "Emmie ..."
No response.
"Well, see if I ever do anything nice for you!" Lily shouted. She heard how childish she sounded, and it embarrassed her. She wanted to cry, but more than that, she wanted someone to hold her and comfort her and at least tell her she was hot no matter how old her shoes were.
She went back to her own room, plopped down on her bed, and mentally scanned her clothing. Carrie! she thought with a hit of excitement. Carrie's shoe size was pretty close to Lily's, and Carrie had lots of great shoes. And Carrie had a baby, so she wasn't going out much. She snatched up her cell phone and called her friend.
She spent two hours at Carrie's, two duty hours from Lily's point of view. Carrie gladly loaned her several pairs of drop-dead shoes from her carefree single days, but she also talked endlessly about baby Olivia, who was teething, and not sleeping through the night, but was still pretty cute with her drooly little smile. Lily tried to tell Carrie about her job, but her friend hadn't seemed very interested, and why would she be? Carrie never went anyplace anymore.
With her backpack full of shoes bumping against her back, Lily biked home. She wheeled her bike into the garage and went up the steps and into the kitchen. It was after five, and she had to be at a cocktail party at six.
"Hello!" she called out as she always did, letting the screen door slam behind her.
"Hello," Marina said.
Surprised, Lily stopped dead.
Marina was at the stove, stirring something. Her blond hair was tied up high with a shoestring and her feet were bare. Her slip of a sundress showed off how slim she was, but Lily could see the lines at her eyes and the beginning of lines around her mouth. Marina was old.
"What are you doing here?" Lily demanded.
Marina smiled. "Fixing dinner. I hope you can stay. It's my favorite new recipe."
"Why aren't you fixing dinner in the cottage?"
"Because your sisters and your father are joining me, and the cottage is too small for us to eat in comfortably. Plus, this meal is too elaborate to be prepared in the little kitchen." She opened the freezer door and gestured inside. "I made baked Alaska for dessert. So scrumptious and cold, perfect for a summer evening, don't you think?"
Lily turned away, pretending to have difficulty slipping her backpack off, but really to hide her irritation. Who did this woman think she was, cooking in their kitchen? Opening the freezer door as if she had every right to use it?
"You look hot," Marina said. "I made sangria. Would you like a glass to take up while you shower?" Opening the refrigerator, she took out a pitcher full of fruit and rose-colored liquid.
"Okay." Lily grudgingly accepted. What had been going on here while she was so busy with Jason and Eartha and her work? Her sisters hadn't told her anything, but for the past two weeks Lily hadn't had a moment to sit down with them and talk.
Anyway, how could she ask it? Are you sleeping with my father?
Marina filled a glass with ice, poured the sangria over it, and handed Lily the glass.
"Thank you," Lily said quietly.
"Hello, ladies!" Lily's father came in through the kitchen door. Seeing Lily, he gave her a quick peck on the forehead.
Then he crossed the room and gave Marina a quick peck.
On the mouth.
"God, this smells good." Lily's father was covered with sawdust and his arms and face and neck were sunburned. "I'd better take a shower."
Marina held up the pitcher. "Would you like some sangria?"
Lily's father's expression was skeptical. "Um, what's in it?"
"Red wine, a little brandy, a little club soda, and lots of healthy fruit." Marina leaned against the kitchen counter as she talked, as if she were offering herself as well as the drink.
"I think I'd rather have a beer." Jim reached into the refrigerator and grabbed a Heineken. "Okay, ladies, see you later." He took off for the upstairs and his shower.
"You seem very chummy with my father," Lily said.
"Oh, well--" Marina began to reply but stopped when Emma swept into the kitchen.
"Hi, Lily, how's it going? Oh, wow, Marina, that smells fabulous!"
"Paella," Marina told her. "And--" she held up the pitcher triumphantly. "Sangria."
"You are the best," Emma said. "And man, do I need a drink." She took the glass Marina offered and plopped down in a chair at the kitchen table. After a long sip, she said, "I need your advice on something."
Lily's eyes went back and forth between her sister and this strange woman who seemed to have enchanted everyone. Why would Emma need advice from Marina? Why didn't she ask Lily? Lily was family!
Marina poured herself a drink and sat down at the table. "Shoot."
Lily sat down, too.<
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"You're making a lightship basket with Sheila Lester, right?"
"Right."
"Well, you know I'm reading every afternoon to Millicent Bracebridge."
"Yes, you've spoken about her a lot. And also about her grandson, Spencer." Marina waggled her eyebrows teasingly.
What the hell! Lily thought. When did Emma tell Marina all this?
"You know Millicent has a lot of valuable Nantucket heirlooms. Oil paintings. Sailor's valentines. And seven lightship baskets, very old, probably by Jose Reyes, probably worth thousands of dollars. I mean each one. She has them arranged according to size on the windowsill in her living room."
"I'm with you so far," Marina said.
"Well, today while I was reading, I glanced at the collection and it seems to me, no, I'm sure of it--five of the baskets have been exchanged. Five of them are lighter than the others."
"Have you asked Millicent about them?"
"No. No, I haven't for several reasons. For one thing, she has macular degeneration, so she wouldn't have noticed the change. For another, she treasures all her Nantucket antiques, and I'm sure she'd never sell them or give them away. I think someone is stealing them and replacing them with cheap reproductions."
"That's a pretty serious accusation," Marina said. "Do you have any idea who's doing it?"
Emma looked grim. "It's got to be Sandra. I've gone over and over this in my mind. I know Cathy Evans, she's the housekeeper, and she would never steal anything. Nor would Patty LaFleur. She's the home health nurse who comes in to help Millicent every evening. Feeds her dinner, gets her into the shower, in and out of her clothes, into bed, spends the night with her and gets her up and going in the morning. Both these women have been on the island forever and have sterling reputations and great families. They just wouldn't steal. I'd stake my life on it. No, it's got to be Millicent's daughter-in-law, Sandra."
"What are you going to do?" Marina asked.
"Well, that's what I wanted to talk to you about," Emma answered.
Lily shot up from her chair. "I've got to get to work." She left her drink on the table and stormed from the room. Why did Emma want to talk to Marina about this problem! Why didn't Emma want to talk to Lily? Or at least wait and talk to Abbie! What was going on? Emma was acting as if Marina was a good friend. Confiding in her. Asking her advice.
Emma was almost acting as if Marina were her mother!
For sure, Marina was driving a wedge between Lily and the rest of her family.
At the cocktail party, Lily's thoughts about Marina revolved on an obsessive hamster wheel, hampering her work. She forgot to write down the names of a couple she'd just met and worst of all, she missed the opportunity to snap a photo of a television anchor who briefly dropped in to the party. But Eartha arrived, with much drama, as always, and Lily cheered up. She loved the way Eartha embraced Lily and whispered in her ear. She knew others were watching them, wondering what fabulous bit of gossip Eartha had now.
"I'll get you a martini," Lily told the older woman, once Eartha was ensconced on the sofa.
"Thanks, dawling." Eartha spread out the skirts of her fuchsia silk dress and flashed a welcome smile to the friends who were flocking to see her.
Jason had told her he was bartending at this party, still it gave Lily a little shiver of delight to see him there behind the table, handsome in his white shirt and black tie, flashing his great smile at people. A willowy brunette approached Jason to ask for a drink, leaning forward over the table so he could hear her--and so he could catch a view of the remarkable cleavage exposed by her dress. Sorry, honey, he's taken, Lily thought smugly.
"Ah, Lily. How nice to see you here."
Lily turned. Bancroft Stone stood there smiling at her. She'd met Bancroft the night Eartha took her to the dinner party on the yacht. Bancroft had just finished at the London School of Economics and was working with a hedge fund company based in London and New York. Even though his hairline was receding, he was handsome enough. And his British accent--genuine, one of his grandmothers lived in England--thrilled Lily. She returned the greeting and easily fell into a conversation with him. He hadn't paid special attention to her at the dinner party, so she was surprised at how he lingered next to her now, treating her as if she were the center of the universe, leaning toward her--of course, that could be because the noise level was so high all around them. Still, she thought he seemed to be flirting with her. What would it be like to date this man? He was smooth, cultured, cosmopolitan. The kind of man who could take her to the opera in New York, to polo matches in Connecticut, to ski at Vail. He would never marry Lily, she was certain he was from the sort of family who only married among their narrow social set, but she wouldn't want to marry the man. Date him, yes. Sleep with him? Perhaps.
"Want to go out to dinner later?" Bancroft asked.
Dumbfounded, Lily blinked and stammered. "Well, I-I ..."
Jason loomed up. "Hi, Lily. What can I get for you?"
She turned, flushing like a schoolchild copying from a friend's paper. "A martini for Eartha, all gin, and I'll have a white wine, or red if it's easier." She knew she was babbling. She couldn't tell whether or not Jason noticed Bancroft's attentions, but really, that didn't matter. Lots of men flirted with Lily, just like lots of women of all ages flirted with Jason.
"Coming right up." Jason set to work and quickly handed Lily the glasses.
"Is the martini for Eartha?" Bancroft asked.
Lily nodded. "I'll just take it to her."
"I'll join you in a minute." Bancroft turned to Jason. "Waiter, I'd like a martini just like that one."
Lily's thoughts spun as she squeezed her way through the crowd to Eartha. One of the reasons her boss liked her work was that she knew how to schmooze, to make connections with the wealthy and the slightly famous and infamous. Last year she'd charmed her way into doing a photo essay on a billionaire's waterfront estate. This year--well, imagine who Bancroft Stone knew! Couldn't going out to dinner with Bancroft be considered work? Of course it could! She certainly wasn't going to go to bed with him.
Was she?
37
Marina
Marina and Jim lay entwined in each other's arms, even though this August night was really too hot for such intimacy. They were in the loft of the Playhouse, with a fan playing over them, slowly sweeping back and forth, humming hypnotically. The drift of cool air across her bare skin was just another sensual pleasure for Marina. The world seemed full of sensual pleasures now.
She lay with her cheek on Jim's chest. Idly, she ran her finger through the hair on his belly. When he spoke, she could hear his words rumbling.
"I've got a question, Marina."
"I've got an answer," she replied. She felt him smile.
"You might want to take awhile to think about this," he said. "What I want to ask you is--why don't you move in with me?"
She was glad he couldn't see her expression. She knew she was smiling, probably ear to ear. She cleared her throat before speaking. "For how long? The rest of the summer?"
"Yes. And the fall. And the winter. And the spring." Gently he lifted her away from him, changing positions so they could face each other. "I know it's too early to ask you to marry me. I know you're still raw from your divorce. Perhaps you think this has all gone too fast for us. Perhaps it has. But I trust it, what we've got between us. I want you to be in my life."
Marina couldn't control the tears that suddenly flowed down her cheeks. "I don't know what to say." She sat up, reached over to the bedside table for a tissue, and blew her nose.
Jim sat up, too. He studied her face. "Well, have I terrified you? Freaked you out?"
"No. Oh, no. No, Jim, you've made me happy. But moving in with you--it's a complicated subject. I mean, what about your daughters? It was only a few weeks ago that you were upset when I invited them to dinner with you."
"I know. And I apologize. I was afraid to hurt them. Sometimes I forget that they're grown women, not little g
irls."
"We're all probably a little child deep inside," Marina said. "Maybe we should wait until they're settled in their own lives before doing something so drastic."
Jim chuckled ruefully. "Believe me, I've thought about that. I don't know if we'll live long enough for all three of my daughters to be settled in their own lives. I mean, Emma came home because she lost her job and her fiance, but I don't know if she wants to stay on the island for the rest of her life. I don't have any idea why Abbie came home or how long she wants to stay. As for Lily ..."
"Lily doesn't like me," Marina said bluntly.
"Lily's always been pretty self-centered," Jim told her. "She acts like a brat around you, but she's a good kid, really. And I'm not about to let her ruin any chance I have of happiness."
"All my things are in Missouri," Marina said. "All my friends are in Missouri."
"Really? Seems to me you've made a few friends here. Sheila Lester, for one. And I think you can count Abbie and Emma as your friends, don't you?" He put his arm around her and nuzzled his mouth against her temple. "Not to mention, I feel pretty friendly toward you."
"What would I do here?" Marina asked, adding, "I'm just thinking aloud, Jim. I mean, I intended for my visit to Nantucket to be a kind of holiday, a time away from real life, when I could think about the future."
"Maybe it could be the beginning of a new life," Jim said. "Maybe it could be the beginning of your future."
"I think I'm overwhelmed," Marina told him honestly. "Let me think about it?"
"Absolutely. Take all the time you need. No deadline. No penalty."
The next evening, Marina fixed dinner again, in the Fox kitchen, preparing enough barbecued chicken for however large a group showed up for dinner. Jim was working hard--August was a prime month for him--and so were his daughters. Marina found she really enjoyed shopping for groceries, making not just a meal, but a delicious meal, a treat for everyone after a long hot day.