She sinks down in the chair, “The first guy I ever let see me naked was my first high school boyfriend. After months of him pestering me, I finally gave it up to him and he told me that I was chubbier than he expected and that my tits were too bouncy. He broke up with me.” She swipes a tear from her face. “The next guy was my senior year in high school. After we had sex a couple of times, he broke up with me and told me that he just didn’t like my body. He talked about it at school and my body became something that people laughed and talked about.” She shrugs, “So after that, I decided I’d be the one to dump people. Until Drake, I’d only had one night stands for almost six years. Don’t think I’m a slut, it was still a relatively low number of people, but I figured out guys are a lot nicer to you if they knew they didn’t have to worry about the fat girl calling them again. Drake acted like he loved me, like he only wanted to be with me. He called me pet names and I fell for it. Eventually, he made jokes about how my body jiggled when we had sex. How if he didn’t love me, it would gross him out.” She buries her face in her hands.
I reach down and lift her up, pulling her into my chest. I walk her over to the mirror on the back of the door. “Open your eyes.” She does. “I’m going to take this off and show you something.” I say while pulling at her robe. She shakes her head and sniffs. I wipe the tears away from her face. “I want to show you something.” I turn her around so that she’s facing the mirror. Standing behind her, I open her robe slowly, sliding it down her shoulders and letting it drop to the floor. “These tits,” I caress the sides of her boobs while I run my lips on the top of her shoulder, “are the most beautiful tits I’ve ever seen in my life.” I slide my hands down her sides to her ass. “This ass does things to me, I want to caress it, I want to spank it and I want to grab it when I’m slamming into your pussy from behind.” I run my hands up and down her body. I hear her breath catch when I graze my finger over her clit, and I work her clit with my finger. “I told you I love women, but you are one of the most genuine, beautiful women I’ve ever laid eyes on.” I intend to prove it to her every day as long as she’ll let me.
Finally, I see a smile come across her face and she turns around facing me. Her naked body is brushing against me and I can feel her nipples through my shirt. She looks up at me with hooded eyes. I brush my hand down her face. “You’re so beautiful. Those other assholes just didn’t know true beauty.”
I feel the chill bumps break out on her skin with my hands. She looks up at me with heavy eyes, “Thank you.”
I can’t hold back anymore, my dick is about to bust out of my shorts. I slam my mouth onto hers. She moans and puts her arms around my neck. I kiss down her neck and then back up, as she giggles I reach under her ass to lift her legs around me. “Stop, I’m too heavy.”
“Nope. This has been a long time in the making.” I sit her down on the bed and reach behind my neck to pull my shirt over my head. “If you really want to stop because you don’t want to, I will, but I think you want this as much as I do. So I’m going to ask again. Do you wanna stop?”
She shakes her head. “No.”
I dip my head between her legs and blow against her pink glistening center. She squirms on the bed. I kiss the inside of her thighs, finally running my tongue up her wet pussy. “Damn, girl, you’re intoxicating.”
“Sly,” comes out of her mouth in a moan.
I take my time licking, kissing and sucking, making her cry out. I add a finger to assist my tongue. I feel her contract around my finger as she screams out my name. I move up her body, sliding my shorts and underwear down. As soon as I’m settled over her, I remember. “Shit.” She looks up at me. “Do you have a condom in here?”
“Bedside table.”
I reach in the table and grab one, tearing the foil package. I roll it on. Back over her, I look into her eyes. “Are you sure?”
“More than anything.”
I slide into her, “Are you okay?” She nods. I lean down, taking her nipple in my mouth. Sucking hard on it, I let it pop out of my mouth as I slowly rock in and out of her.
“Oh Sly, harder,” she pants out.
Oh yeah, I’m going to make her keep crying out my damn name for the rest of her life.
I bring her legs up over my shoulders and slam into her harder. “Like that, baby?”
“Yeah, yeah, yeah.”
Twisting my hips as I thrust, she screams and I pick up my speed. I flip us over so she’s on top. “Ride me, baby.”
She rolls her hips and starts to move faster. I reach up and grab her tits, tweaking the nipples.
“OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD SLY!”
Her pace picks up and I grab her hips, slamming harder into her. “Fuck, baby. I’m coming.”
She nods as she moans my name again. I slam into her one last time. She drops down on top of me and I wrap my arms around her, rolling on to our sides. “Oh shit, baby. That was crazy.”
She nods. “Yeah.”
I laugh. “You can’t say much right now, can you?”
“I’m catching my breath.”
I look down. “I gotta go take care of this.”
She laughs as I jump up and run to the bathroom. Cleaning up, I grab a washcloth and wet it with warm water. Walking back in the room, I see she’s about to fall asleep. I reach down and press the warm cloth to her center. “I know we got a little crazy, I just don’t want you to be sore.”
She gives me a soft smile. “Thank you.”
I toss the cloth into the laundry hamper and lie down beside her. “Is this okay?”
“Yeah. Do you wanna sleep here?”
“Yes, but I’m hungry. I’ll be right back.”
I run to the kitchen and grab the chicken alfredo I made and dump a bunch of it into a bowl, grabbing two forks and a couple of waters.
She laughs when I come back in the room. “So you thought room service was needed?”
I notice that she’s slipped a sleep shirt on while I was gone. This irritates me, I want her naked always, but I’m not going to push my luck tonight. “Yes, I’m starving and I may wake you up for round two in a little bit so you need your energy,” I say, setting the bowl between us and we both dig in.
She groans. “So Huck isn’t the only one with killer culinary skills?”
“Nope, Elaine taught us all how to cook. Yes, Huck is a little better than Lox and me, but we’re both still pretty good with certain dishes.”
She winks, “Did I ever tell you a guy that can cook is hot?”
“Nope, but I’m very happy to see that your inner flirty girl has made a return. I missed her.” I wink at her.
After we finish the pasta, she takes the dish to the kitchen and comes back to bed with me.
“Thanks for tonight, Sly.”
“I should be the one thanking you.” I kiss her nose.
“No, I needed to hear all of the things you told me tonight. I saw a therapist years ago for depression, my body is a trigger, and the one night stand thing was my way of coping. I didn’t give anyone a chance to hurt me. The insecurities lessened, or well, they were buried a little deeper. Drake was the first person I’d let in in a long time. Then he said awful things to me about my body and brought all of those insecurities to the surface, along with so many other things he did. Tonight, you made me feel beautiful. I needed that.” If that son of a bitch wasn’t in jail, I’d go kick his ass again.
I caress her hair in my hand. “I shouldn’t need to make you feel beautiful because you are beautiful, but I will.” I pull her into me, “Good night, sexy.”
She sighs. “Mmm hmm.”
CHAPTER 11
KARA
“Sly! Seriously, what in the fuck is your problem?” I am jolted awake by Huck’s angry voice. I then realize Sly is in the bed beside me and Huck is standing in my doorway.
Sly sits up. “Dude, what the fuck is your problem? We were sleeping.”
Huck points his finger at us. “Sly, you know she’s going through shit, she doesn’t
need your bullshit.”
The sound of Huck yelling makes me panic. The harsh tone has me tense. Calming quickly as I realize it’s Huck and he’s just looking out for me, even against his brother, I settle a little.
Sly goes to say something but I stop him. “Huck, I appreciate you worrying about me, but this was both of us.” I move my finger between us. “It may be something, it may have just been sex, I don’t know, but it was right at the moment. We didn’t do anything wrong.”
Huck storms out, slamming the door. Sly looks over at me. “This was more than just sex, but we’ll go slowly. Huck’s right, you’ve got shit to deal with.” He stands up, slipping back on his shorts from last night. He leans over and kisses my lips. “I’m gonna go fix us some breakfast.”
After he walks out of the room, I look at the clock and see it’s past nine. Shit, I never sleep this late, but Sly did wake me up one more time last night so I guess we were both kinda tired. My phone is blinking with a message.
I hit the voicemail icon.
“Ms. Chambers, this is Vicky, Dr. Coleman’s nurse, he’d like for you to come in today. We’re here on Saturday’s from nine to one. We got your blood work back and there are some things he’d like to discuss with you. Just stop by, today is mostly walk in appointments.”
I break out into a cold sweat as my mind races. Oh God, I have something. Drake gave me something.
I grab my trash can and throw up last night’s late dinner.
Sly comes in the door. “Are you okay?”
I shake my head back and forth.
“What’s wrong?”
I hold up my phone, still shaking. Sly takes the phone and hits replay on the message. He automatically turns and grabs some clothes out of my dresser. “Come on, let’s get you in the shower.” He walks me to the shower and takes care of me. I dress quickly, still not saying anything.
Once we’re in his truck, he looks over at me. “Where is this doctor’s office?”
“It’s in the doctor’s building on Mahan, by the hospital.”
I don’t know what he told Huck, if he told him anything. I can’t do anything on the ride over but stare out the window. My life is over, or it’s just going to be miserable, because I wouldn’t be lucky enough for Drake to give me something that antibiotics would kill, he probably gave me a disease that will kill me.
When we pull into the parking space, Sly gets out and walks around the truck. “Come on.”
Once I sign in, we walk into the lobby and he looks around, then back to me. “Shit. I didn’t know it was this kind of doctor.”
I can’t help but snort because he looks like he’s either going to run away or pass out.
“Sly, it’s just a doctor’s office.”
He shakes his head. “Yeah, but there are pictures of weird shit on the walls.”
“You said women are beautiful, just remember that in here.” I pat his chest.
“Kara Chambers,” the nurse calls out. My heart starts pounding.
He looks at me. “Do you need me?” All I can do is nod. I feel like I’m walking to my execution, but I feel like if Drake gave me something, Sly needs to know. We used a condom last night but I’d rather he know.
As soon as I get to the exam room, Dr. Coleman walks in behind me. “Kara, I’m so sorry. We had a mix up with the blood work yesterday. We think we got all of the units straightened out but we’d like to be sure. I’m sorry to seem so unprofessional and the person who caused the mess was terminated. I’m just glad we caught the mix up.”
“Okay, so what do I need to do?”
“We are going to draw your blood again and run all the tests before you leave. It was just the blood vials that got mixed up so we won’t need to redo your pap smear.” I look over and see that Sly is turning red. At least my heart rate has slowed down.
I look back to the doctor. “Okay, let’s get this done.”
The nurse walks in with the blood kit. She sits down, wrapping the strap around my arm. She pokes at my vein, “Okay, squeeze this.” She places a foam ball in my hand. “Okay, big stick.” She sticks the needle in and releases the strap, “All right, now open your fist.” She draws a couple of vials and removes the needle, then folds my arm up. “Sit here and we’ll get this done as quickly as possible.”
I tip my head to the side. “Thank you.”
I look over at Sly. “Are you embarrassed to be in here?”
“Don’t tell the guys I accidently ended up in your gyno appointment. They’d never let me live it down.”
I smile. “Well, look on the bright side, at least my pap was okay and I don’t have to redo that.” I shove his shoulder lightly.
“Why were you so scared?” He touches my shoulder.
“Well, I had the doctor do tests for STDs and everything since Drake was, well, crazy.”
He nods. “Yeah, I get that. I’m always careful, but we get tested every six months for work.”
“I mean I think it’s okay, but when I got that message, I felt like my world was being snatched out from under me.” I climb up on the exam table.
He looks around at the walls. “You guys have a lot of shit going on inside there.”
I laugh. “Yeah, we do.”
“So how does this table work?” He starts looking at stuff and pulls out the stirrups. His eyes light up. “Oh this could be fun.”
“Dude, that’s sick. I don’t need to think like that while I’m in here.” I laugh and Dr. Coleman comes back into the room.
He chuckles. “Son, you know they can get you for practicing without a license.”
Sly looks like he was caught with a hand in the cookie jar. “I’m purely recreational.”
The doctor laughs. “Okay, well I need to discuss some stuff with Kara.”
Sly and the doctor both look at me. “Sly is my friend, he’s my support system, he can stay.”
The doctor sits back in the chair. “Well, I know given your recent experiences you were worried about STDs, that all came out negative and generally, like I said yesterday, you’re healing great.” I notice Sly tense, worried about what we did last night. “As a routine, we went ahead and ran a pregnancy test. It came back positive.”
I look at him like he’s crazy. “Excuse me? I have that implant thing. I can’t get pregnant.”
“It’s not very common but some people do get pregnant while the device is in.” I see Sly sit down. “Now, if we hadn’t done bloodwork you probably wouldn’t have known for a few more weeks. We need to get that implant out and do an ultrasound to see how far along you are. Then I’m sure you need time to let this sink in. For your safety, we need to go head and get that implant out today.”
All I can do is nod. He stands up. “Okay, well the nurse will be in to prep you. We can take the implant out right here, then I’ll have them bring in the portable ultrasound.”
Again I nod, that really must be all my body is letting me do. I must look like a fucking bobble head.
Once he walks out of the room, Sly wraps me up in a hug. The dam breaks and I start sobbing. He just keeps stroking my hair saying, “Shh, shh, shh, shh. It’s going to be okay. Whatever you decide, we’re behind you.”
I look up at him. “Sly, you don’t have to stay. You didn’t sign up for this much crazy.”
He smirks. “No, I didn’t, but this is just an added bonus.” He raises his eyebrows. “Here, the nurse said to use this.” He hands me the small sheet. “I don’t know what you’re going to do with a sheet that small, but whatever.”
“I guess you get to see how things work in here today after all,” I say softly, trying to lighten the mood, but it’s not working for me.
I slip off my pants and underwear, sliding back up on the table.
Sly looks at me. “So what are they going to do?”
“Well, it only took a second to put this thing in, so it’ll probably take a second to pull out.”
A soft knock on the door alerts me that the doctor is coming in. He and h
is nurse come in with the ultrasound machine. He sits down on the stool. “Okay, Kara, slide down for me.” He places my feet in the stirrups.
Sly is standing next to my head and is squeezing my hand. I would say holding, but he’s squeezing.
“Sly, you can ease up a little.”
I feel the little pinch from the removal. “Okay, that’s out. Now, let’s see what we can see.”
He pulls out the vaginal ultrasound wand and Sly’s eyes bug out. “What in the hell is that?”
The doctor laughs. “Son, I’ve been doing this for twenty years. That reaction never gets old. She more than likely isn’t far enough along to see the fetus in a traditional ultrasound, so we use a vaginal one this early. Most men get a little uncomfortable when I bring it out.”
Sly looks at me. “Are you okay with that thing? I mean I know I’m big, but that damn thing is huge.”
I shake my head. “Yes. I’ve had one done before for other reasons.”
The doctor inserts the wand and moves it around. “Okay, so you’re almost five weeks. Like I said, it’s still pretty early, but it’s there. I don’t see any problems from the implant so everything should be good.” He turns the sound on and I hear a steady thump. “That’s a good heartbeat right there.” He clicks some stuff on the screen and takes out the wand. “I’ll print these out for you.”
He prints them out and hands them to me and I start crying.
Dr. Coleman hugs me and rubs my back. “Kara, I know this isn’t what you planned and I’m fairly certain it’s not with the person you wanted it to be, but it’s all going to be okay. You’re a grown, intelligent woman, you know your options so call my office when you decide. If you want to keep the baby, we’ll see you in a month. If you have any questions or concerns, you call me.”
He leaves the room for me to get dressed. Sly swallows hard. “So this is Drake’s baby?”
I nod. “Yeah.” I shake my head. “He just keeps fucking with my life.” I stand up, not caring that I don’t have pants on. “He took this joy away from me. The joy of finding out I was pregnant, by a man who loved me. I want kids, I want kids so bad.”
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