Shifter Wonderland: Twelve BBW Paranormal Holiday Shape Shifter Romances

by Christin Lovell

  “It’s, umm,” Susie grimaced, “it’s blue food coloring in water.”

  “Oh my God! I knew it was all bull crap!”

  “Well,” Susie gave a light tap to my tummy, “is it? You’ve got a baby in your belly, after all. So when are you going to tell Zane?”

  “I’m not.” I felt stupid. It wasn’t the damn potion that made me feel so free the night of my encounter with Zane…it was my sexual desires raging out of control.

  “What?! You’re not going to tell him! Don’t you think he has a right to know?”

  “Susie, this was all my doing. It was something I wanted. I plan to raise this child by myself and do a damn good job of it.”

  Susie shook her head. “Well, I don’t think it’s right not to tell him.”

  “You better not say anything!” Susie had a tendency to blurt things out and I really didn’t want Zane to know. Thankfully, Zane had disappeared after our heated night together. I hadn’t heard from him at all.

  “Anyway, he’s probably boinking some other chick right now. I haven’t seen or heard from him since the party.” Of course I should have been happy. After all, I had just been looking for a sperm donor, but in a way it hurt a little that he hadn’t called me.

  “You haven’t heard from him?” Susie said, widening her eyes. “When I saw the two of you talking at Janet’s party he seemed so into you.

  “Right, but that was before we had sex. Men only want one thing. He got what he wanted and moved on. I’m not interested in him anyway.” Zane was just another user loser like the rest of them.

  “Hmmm, well I guess that means you don’t want to wait on him?”

  “Huh?” I followed Susie’s gaze to the front store window to see Zane outside.

  “Why is he coming in? Didn’t he already get a ring for his mom?” I asked, frowning.

  “Duh, he’s coming in to see you, of course.”

  “Shit! Well, I am going to go to the back and just make myself scarce if you don’t mind.”

  “Go, go,” Susie waved me off. “I’ll take care of him.”

  I walked briskly to the back of the jewelry store. No way did I want to see Zane. But as I neared the back office, I turned around. Why should I hide away? I was sure I would run into Zane off and on in our social circle now that he’d attended one of Janet’s parties…there would be others he’d be invited to also. May as well face the music and act polite like it was just any other one-night stand. And if he ever saw me pregnant—he would never have to know it as his.

  Susie’s brows shot up as I walked back. “Changed your mind, huh?”

  “You take care of his business. It’s really too busy this time of year to just leave you alone on the floor.” Sam, our boss, was out for an essential doctor’s appointment so it was only the two of us. “Just tell him I’m busy working on orders for other customers.”

  As I said the words, the door to the shop opened and Zane walked in. I felt my heart flutter as I looked at him—he was so handsome. However, today he looked tired. I busied myself behind a jewelry case and pretended not to notice him.

  Susie walked quickly over to him. “Zane, it is good to see you again. What can I do for you?”

  “I need to talk to Anne,” Zane looked over at me. “Anne, could you give me a few minutes? I…I really need to talk to you.”

  My heart started to race. Despite my decision to use Zane strictly as a sperm donor—and why not when I knew he was using me—I had to admit I found him very attractive. I’d enjoyed the time we’d spent talking and more than enjoyed the time we’d spent in the car. He looked so forlorn.

  “Of course, Zane, what do you need?”

  “Can we talk in private, if you don’t mind?”

  I was afraid, afraid to be alone with him, afraid of what I would do…how I would act.

  “Please, Anne?”

  I rubbed my neck and deliberately stroked my finger quickly along the side. “I don’t need anymore bite marks. Susie’s a friend. You can just say what you need to say in front of her.”

  Zane let out a sigh. “Alright, Anne, I…I’ve been trying to stay away. You made it pretty clear you were just into the sex. But I want you…”

  I gasped. “I was all about the sex?!”

  Zane nodded. “Well, you made it pretty apparent what you were after.”

  Oh, if he only really knew that I had been looking for a sperm donor and not sex. Well, I wasn’t about to tell him that. I rolled my eyes. “You bit me, Zane. You fucked the hell out of me and then bit me!”

  Chapter Seven

  “I…I got carried away.”

  “So it would seem. Do you make a habit of biting all of your partners?”

  “No…no…of course not.”

  “Zane, at Janet’s party, you point blank told me you wanted to fuck me. I mean come on…you’re just a party boy.”

  “No...I mean...yes. I did say that, and I admit I was coming on to you. But when we got together we clicked…clicked in a way that has never happened to me before. In that moment I couldn’t control my desires. I…I felt that you were my intended. I still feel it.”

  “Brilliant,” I said. I knew my voice was rich with sarcasm, but what did he expect? He sure knew how to sweet talk. He’d gotten what he wanted, I got what I wanted, and now he needed to just leave me the hell alone.

  “I just feel this connection, Anne, and I think you feel it too.”

  “No, I don’t!” But I couldn’t deny it. The chemistry between us was so strong it was palpable.

  Susie’s eyes were wide as she listened to us ping-pong comments off of one another. I couldn’t imagine what a customer would think if they were to come in.

  “I guess you’d better come back to the office, Zane. Susie, can you mind the store?”

  “Of course,” she replied.

  I led Zane back to the office and cleared my throat. “So, what is this all about? You got your sex…move on.”

  Zane shook his head. “I can’t stop thinking about you. I tried to stay away. I know you were just looking for a physical hook up. But we had more than that. I know there is something deep between us.

  “Bull fucking-shit!” But as I looked into Zane’s dark eyes, I knew he meant every word of what he was saying.

  “Would you give me a chance, Anne?”

  “Well, I…” before I had a chance to finish my sentence, Zane pressed up against me.

  “Just say yes,” Zane said, then gave me a deep kiss.

  I could feel a rush flash through my body. I wanted to keep kissing him so badly. But then he pulled back, his brow creasing. “There’s something different about you.”

  Shit! Did he know? How could he tell? There was no way Zane could have found out I was pregnant…just no way. The only person I’d told was Susie and I had just told her minutes ago.

  “What are you talking about?”

  “There’s just something about you that’s different from when I saw you before. I like it. I like it a lot…but it’s different.”

  “I, um, styled my hair differently.”

  “No, that’s not it.” Zane stared at me, his dark eyes intense. “I can’t put my finger on it. Hmmm.”

  I squirmed a little under Zane’s direct gaze.

  “It’s your scent. Your smell is different.”

  I had heard shifters had an incredible sense of smell, but was their sense of smell that acute they could detect a pregnancy—especially this early? I had to get him out of here. “Thanks for saying I smell.”

  “Anne, I didn’t mean…”

  “I know, Zane,” I said. I could feel my shoulders sagging.

  “I know you want me, Anne, as much as I want you. I just know.”

  I wanted this man. But after what I’d done, I didn’t know what he would think. “Zane, please just go. I need some time.”

  Zane shook his head. “I need you, Anne. I’m not leaving till you agree to give me a chance.”

  I steeled myself and looked down a
t the floor. This was so hard. “Zane, I…”

  In a flash, Zane lifted my chin up and stared directly in my eyes. “Do you hear me? We were meant to be.”

  “Zane, I…I need to tell you that…” Just as I was about to tell him, there was a sharp rap on the door.

  “Is everything all right in there?” Susie called out.

  “Yes, yes…we’re fine.” I replied, “We’ll be right out.”

  “What is it you wanted to tell me?” Zane looked at me quizzically.

  “I’ll tell you later.” How could I rush telling him something like this?

  ***

  “Come here, baby doll,” Zane motioned towards me. We were standing near the couch in his apartment, and I knew in just minutes we’d be all over one another. He was shirtless and I couldn’t wait to run my fingers over his muscular bare chest and arms.

  I’d been dating Zane for just a couple weeks but it was intense. The sparks that flew between us were electric.

  “You look beautiful,” he whispered sexily.

  Zane was looking at me with those bedroom eyes of his and I was melting. Being just a few weeks pregnant had only increased my sexual desire. Every time I looked at him I wanted to jump his bones, and he was more than happy to oblige. We almost always got together at his apartment and we’d made love everywhere there; the kitchen table, the couch, on top of the washing machine, at night on the porch, and in his bedroom.

  But as much as I enjoyed being with him and making love to him, I felt sick inside. We’d been getting along so well, but I still hadn’t told him about my pregnancy. My guts told me he would take it ok, but what if he didn’t? The thought made me queasy. I’d have to do it soon. I would be showing.

  I forgot everything as Zane pulled me next to him and ran his tongue along the top of my lips and inside my mouth. As we kissed, I could feel his erection pressing against me through his jeans.

  “Mmmm.” I slid my hands along the top of his pants and stroked him. He was so big and hard. Just touching him made me wet…hell, just looking at him.

  “Get on your knees, Anne. I need those sweet lips of yours wrapped tightly around my cock.”

  He didn’t have to ask me twice. I couldn’t wait to get a mouthful of what he was offering, and I knew my mouth was going to be more than just a little full.

  “Look at me,” he demanded.

  Capturing his gaze, I lowered myself so I was kneeling on the carpeted floor in front of him. My panties were creaming as his dark eyes burned into mine; his gaze was so intense. I could feel his animal bristling with desire as I undid the button at the top of his jeans and pulled his zipper down. He pulled his jeans the rest of the way off and stepped out of them. Zane was commando under the denims and his huge cock was fully erect.

  “Just look what you do to me,” Zane growled, pushing his dick closer to my face. He stroked the length of his dick. “You’re responsible for this big hard on I’ve got so it’s only right you take care of it. Suck it.”

  “You’re so demanding,” I teased, but I couldn’t wait to taste his throbbing cock in my mouth. Holding his shaft with both hands, I licked the pre-cum from the cap, swirling it slowly around my lips. Then slowly, I licked along the vein that ran the length of his cock.

  “God that feels so good!” Zane held the back of my head and pushed me gently but firmly into his cock so I was sucking more each time.

  It was so big and thick I knew I couldn’t fit it all in my mouth but I wanted to try.

  “Damn, Anne…” Zane stretched his neck back.

  Bobbing my head back and forth, I sucked up and down as much of his length as I could, relishing the feel of his member between my lips. I cupped his heavy balls, squeezing and playing with them as I licked.

  Zane groaned and pushed me gently away.

  For a moment, I felt like I had done something wrong. Maybe he didn’t like the way I licked him? Was I too rough or too gentle? But Zane quickly put my fears to rest.

  “You’re going to make me explode baby doll. That hot tongue of yours on my cock, damn.” Zane shook his head. “But I’m not ready to come yet. I need some of your sweet body first.”

  A shiver rolled through me. I couldn’t wait to give him everything he needed—and then some!

  Chapter Eight

  Zane pulled me quickly to my feet. There was intensity in his movements and tone. “Get naked for me, Anne.”

  I hesitated for just a moment.

  “Now, Anne…I need you fucking naked in front of me.”

  I yanked off my tank and bra. For a moment as I unzipped my jeans, I worried about if my belly was still flat or if I was showing. What if he noticed something? But my pants had barely hit the ground before Zane swept in. It’s obvious his mind was not focused on any bump in my belly, he was thinking of something else. He pushed me firmly against the wall.

  “Hey…” I giggled.

  “Now I got you where I want you,” he grinned, leaning in to kiss me. But though there was a grin on his lips, I could see and feel the intense desire in his gaze.

  His big hands stroked the side of my neck as his raspy tongue hungrily sought mine. His lips felt a little chapped as I returned his kisses, running my tongue along them. I lightly nibbled and licked his lip tissue to soften them.

  “Mmm…you feel good baby, and you smell so sweet and juicy. God, you’re fucking hot.”

  “I love feeling you too, Zane,” I said softly. Oh yeah, did I ever. I ran the tips of my fingers along his muscular chest, feeling a little bit of hair. He was so brawny and buff, and had a woodsy smell that lingered on him even after he showered. It was from his constant exposure to the outdoors in his man and in his animal.

  I closed my eyes, relishing his touch as one of his hands rolled down my shoulder. His tongue roamed along the side of my neck and back up to my mouth again. I wrapped my hands tightly along the sides of his neck.

  “...and mmm…I love kissing you too.” I licked Zane’s upper lip and sucked a little of it in my mouth.

  Zane grunted, kissing me harder. He wrapped one arm around my back to support me as he rubbed my breasts with his hand, tugging and squeezing on the buds. The sensation drove me wild.

  “Your tits are fucking perfect,” he grunted. His mouth searched my breasts, and his tongue felt so warm as he lapped against the tender flesh. I loved the way his teeth teased, lightly biting and sucking my nipples.

  My nipples perked up like pencil erasers as he slid down my body and got on his knees. Reaching his hands up, he rubbed my breasts and licked my belly. Then, he moved his wet tongue down to my thighs.

  Zane lifted up my right leg and put it on his shoulder. “I love your hot body, baby.”

  “You don’t mind that I’m a little curvy?” I asked sweetly.

  “I love that you’re curvy,” Zane growled, “your body was made to be squeezed, played with, and fucked by me.”

  My pussy was eye level with his mouth and I was spread wide open. I pushed my hands back against the wall. I knew what was coming and I couldn’t wait.

  He dove right in, his tongue swirling around my pussy and then probing deep into the folds as he held me even wider apart, one hand on the back of each thigh.

  “God, you taste and smell so good.”

  He tilted my pussy a little so he could eat me even easier and the tip of his tongue would have direct access to my clit. He was slurping me up…devouring me… I was so wet and knew I was dripping all over his face.

  “Delicious. Your cunt is absolutely delicious,” he breathed.

  “Yessss, it feels so good! Don’t stop, don’t stop…” I dug my nails backwards, clawing them into the wall.

  Zane grinned up at me for a moment, his face gleaming with my juices; eyes dark with lust. “Oh no baby, no way I’m stopping. I’m going to lick every drop of you and then fuck you deep and hard.”

  He buried his face back between my legs. The sensation from his warm breath and tongue sent shivers through my body as he lick
ed and licked. He pulled on my clit with his mouth and I closed my eyes as the pleasure enveloped my body.

  “You’re going to make me come!” I screamed. I was so ready to explode all over his face.

  But Zane had other things in mind. Just as I was on the verge, he pulled away and stood up.

  “Zane! I need to come…please…” I couldn’t help but plead with him. I was right on the edge and my body was aching for relief.

  “I’m going to make you come all right, don’t you worry about that,” he moaned. Cupping my ass cheeks tightly in his hands, he squeezed the flesh and then ran his hands up and down my butt. He lifted me up in the air like I was as light as a feather. I put my hands on his neck and wrapped my legs around his waist, crossing my ankles to steady myself.

  “This cock needs its home,” Zane rumbled. He plunged his penis deep inside of me.

  I was worried about being too heavy, but it was obvious from the blissful expression on Zane’s face that he was excited and it appeared to be no effort for him to lift me up. I tightened my thighs around him as he thrust his shaft in and out of my dripping pussy.

  “God, you’re so fucking tight and wet! I love it!” Zane pushed deeper inside me.

  Secure against the wall, I dug my hands into his hair, grabbing tufts as if it would help release some of my aching need. Zane rocked my body back and forth as he plunged deeper and deeper into me.

  “I’m going to come!” I screamed. Spasms wracked through my body as waves of my orgasm swept through me.

  Zane leaned his head back as he thrust a few more times. “I can’t hold back. I’m going to blow my fucking load.” His face contorted as he came. “God just look what you do to me, Anne.”

  Creamy sperm oozed down my legs, coating my thighs. I loved what I did to him.

  Chapter Nine

  “Zane was certainly in a festive mood yesterday. You got a keeper there!” Susie bubbled.

  “Yesterday—when did you see Zane yesterday?” I asked. “Zane told me he couldn’t get together with me because he was playing a gig.”

  “Oh…um…I just ran into him…maybe he was on his way to the gig, or maybe I got my days mixed up.”