by Cameron Jace
WHEEL OF FORTUNE
I Am Alive Series
Episode 2
a novel by
Cameron Jace
Edited by R J Locksley, Susan Hocking
The characters and events portrayed in this book are fictitious. Any similarity to real persons, living or dead, is coincidental and not intended by the author.
Copyright © Akmal Eldin Farouk Ali Shebl 2012.
All Rights Reserved
US Copyright Registration Number
TX 7-525-458
ISBN-13: 978-1475076509
ISBN-10: 1475076509
“And these children that you spit on
As they try to change their worlds
Are immune to your consultations
They're quite aware
of what they're going through”
~ From David Bowie's "Changes"
“Readers of Battle Royale (by Koushun Takami), The Running Man, or The Long Walk (those latter two by some guy named Bachman) will quickly realize they have visited these TV badlands [ meaning Hunger Games ] before.”
~
Stephen King’s review of the Hunger Games
Author’s note:
The Stephen King quote above explains that the plot device of children fighting on live TV in the arena is not exclusive to the Hunger Games books. In fact, they were originally invented in Battle Royale ( book and film ), written by Koushun Takami 1999, who has honorably mentioned having borrowed the idea from several Stephen King novels before. I Am Alive uses that plot device as well.
Table of Contents
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 14
Let me Breathe
Woo is skating on the ice like a professional. How in the name of…?
My eyelids surrender. The muscles in my neck flatten. My head falls on one shoulder.
I hear someone break the glass. I think I can hear him call my name. Maybe I am dying and hallucinating. My eyes are closed between heaven and earth…
I feel something soft and gummy touch my lips. It sticks to my sealed lips for a moment, then it parts my lips. It feels so good. So good, as if I am blooming like a flower. It feels dreamy. Is that the kiss of death?
Buh-bye world?
Hallucinations?
Air fills my lungs again. I can see the air in my mind’s eye, spreading into every vein in my body. It is blue, the color of the serene sky on summer days.
My eyes flip open.
I am breathing.
It’s not Woo.
I see Leo in front of me with his serious look. He is holding me. We are standing outside of the booth with all the mess around us. He knocks a Bully down and gets back to me. There is something sticking to my face. I touch it. I am wearing a gas mask. So was that what I felt on my lips?
“I got you a mask from the Bully,” Leo says. “Are you functional? There are four more to kill.”
I have to teach this homeless lion someday that you can never ask a girl a question like: Are you functional? What is that supposed to mean? It’s as if I am a robot or something.
I move the mask a little to talk to him. “How can you skate?” I know it is not the right time to ask, but it is never the right time when you’re about to die.
“That’s how fast men can learn.” He bumps me with his fist and winks. It hurts. “Take this.” He hands me a sword. “Don’t say you can’t use it. It is like chopping carrots. Easy.”
I take it and pull the mask back. It’s amazing when you can breathe. Such a gift.
“Stay here,” he says. “I need to find a mask for myself.”
Most of the survivors are wearing masks. Leo has given his to others.
I suddenly remember Bellona, and the blue tube.
“You don’t need to find a mask,” I yell at Leo. “Follow me.” I skate toward the first blue tube I see. “Just kill anyone who tries to kill me.”
“Wait!” He sounds upset behind me.
I slice a blue tube open with the sword. This one, and that one. I tell everyone I meet to cut the tubes open. It will take a while until the dome is filled with the oxygen from the tubes, but since most of the booths have been damaged, the survivors can breathe right into the blue tubes. I use all my strength to push the Bully off Bellona, then I pull her to an open blue tube and stick her face to it. She is blue and motionless. I don’t know what else to do. I keep giving her oxygen from the tube and hit her lightly on the back.
There is a bloodbath all around me. Survivors keep slicing the blue tubes.
Bellona is breathing again. Coughing repeatedly, but breathing.
We’ll be able to breathe easily in the dome within minutes, once the from the tubes fills it.
Only one Bully left.
We have to finish him to win the game, before the dome’s floor turns into a big hole of ice-cold water.
Leo finishes the Bully. When Leo kills the last Bully, I notice they have some kind of mechanical bones under their skin. Are they all cyborgs? How do they bleed?
“How is that possible?” I ask Leo.
“Some genetically human-slash-android sick creation by the Summit,” Leo says. “If I’d known earlier, I would have looked for their batteries and taken them out. Philip K Dick would’ve seen that coming.”
“Philip who?” I wonder.
“Zick,” Leo says, as if I am a little kid he just wants to shut up. “Philip Zick. That’s what he must be called in this world.”
“Who is that?”
“Oh—” He raises his eyebrows. “Never mind.”
“You mean Philip Nick? The science fiction author?”
“So he is a Nick now?” Leo looks angry. “Unbelievable.”
We hear the horn again.
Timmy announces that the Bloodbath on Ice is over. A whole lotta advertising follows.
Four million viewers have watched us survive the Breathing Dome.
“How did you come up with the blue tubes idea?” asks Leo.
I give him the look he has been spreading around all day long. “That’s how fast girls can think.”
We laugh. We are exhausted. We are back from the dead. Leo, Bellona, and I.
Only eleven of us survived.
Chapter 15
Generation Z
After collecting all we can from the dome, we walk to the forest, watching the sun set over the Dizny Battlefieldz.
Leo starts a fire. He is experienced with stuff like that. Bellona and her friends bring over a set of sleeping bags and other stuff they’d kept hidden in the unexploded bus. I have to know who those guys really are.
We have water, but we have no food. I wonder how long we can survive without food. Leo found a bag full of ammo with one of the dead Bullies. I guess plan B was to shoot us in the dome. Leo shoots all the nearby cameras. ’Nuff said.
***
We are sitting in a circle around the fire. The skaters made a deal with Timmy to let us fill the bottles of the deceased so that we have more than enough water. Still, the idea of drinking water that belongs to those who died in the game feels like drinking their blood. There is a huge, yet blurred, line between the moral world I used to dream of and the harsh world h
ere in the Playa.
There is no food though. All we have is candy bars we found in the pockets of the deceased. So it’s not just me who is a chocolate addict. We can keep up until tomorrow. I would like to get some sleep. Strangely, I am not waiting for the next episode of my favorite series on TV. I don’t care about homework, and I am not speculating about whether I should attend college or not. I don’t worry about how to please my mom, be a good child, make my bed, help the family, avoid sneaky boys, make friends, figure out why I haven’t been invited to some party, mourn over my bad luck, be bored and think about trying cigarettes or drinking for a change. None of that matters anymore. I wouldn’t care if my mom burst into my room, yelling at me for all the troubles I have caused her and my dad, and how I ruined their relationship. My teachers could send me to detention and call me on my behavior. I wouldn’t care, not a bit. I wouldn’t even acknowledge anything they say. If they want to call me a Bad Kid, so be it. I have a life now. A scary and deadly life. Yes! But at least I get to defend who I am and who I want to be. No one can control me and decide my future anymore.
It’s true that I don’t have enough time to find Woo, but I am sure I will. To find Woo – that’s if he is still alive – I’ll have to stay alive.
But if he is still alive in here, why doesn’t he contact me? Maybe he doesn’t want to be exposed to the Summit. If there is a way to survive the Playa by hiding in it, he wouldn’t want the Summit to know with all those cameras everywhere, or they will kill him.
Had Eva Hutchinson been a Monster, she would have enjoyed killing the bullies today. I enjoyed it. I am not going to lie. If the law prohibits you from fighting back against a bully in real life, then the best place to lay it on the line is here in the Playa. We gave’m hell in the dome, and oh, it felt good.
Bellona sits next to Leo, showing him her family photos which she has popped out of her military wallet. I turn away and occupy myself with something else.
I am surprised Shoegirl survived the dome. She believes that what happens to us is our destiny, and that it’s for the best interest of the nation. It turns out that Shoegirl’s real name is Pepper.
“So what’s everyone’s story?” I ask.
“We’re all Monsters.” Bellona sharpens the edges of her sword with a rock, now that Leo seems uninterested in her photos. Leo and a photo album? Are you kidding me? “That’s everyone’s story,” she says.
“I am not,” I snap. I wish I could take it back. Claiming I am not a Bad Kid might sound offensive. Besides, why would I expose myself? Who would believe me?
“Is that what your iAm says?” Pepper is curious. “Because you don’t—”
“What?” I feel defensive. “I don’t look like one?” I wish I could take this back too. Pepper is the least good-looking, the least educated, and the least enthusiastic. Her skin is covered with some sticky brown stuff as if she hasn’t washed for years. She has yellow teeth, and her stiff hair looks like a broom’s bristles on top of her head. Plus, the ear-to-ear dental bracing she wears. I feel for her in a world where she could be bullied and hurt repeatedly for wearing those.
“You don’t behave like one,” remarks Bellona. “I saw what you did in the Breathing Dome.”
Leo is silent and observant.
“I think most of you don’t behave like Monsters,” Pepper elaborates. “Bellona and the skaters, too.”
“How about Leo?” Bellona puts a slight smile on her face.
“Leo is a Nine. We all know that,” intercepts Pepper, almost envious, chewing on jelly cola she has found in a dead kid’s pockets. She is not sharing with anyone. “I just don’t know why he is here with us.” She stares at him suspiciously.
We look at Leo. We want to know, but he doesn’t flinch. He isn’t surprised or embarrassed, not showing the slightest need to explain himself. He glances at me for a second though. I am surprised, unable to interpret the meaning of that look.
“He is exhausted,” says Bellona. “Let me tell you about us, the ones you call the skaters.” She addresses Pepper.
Six of the eleven survivors are skaters.
“Were you in the army?” asks Pepper.
“Yes,” Bellona confirms. “We were ranked Sixes two years ago. We spent six months in the military and found out what horrible things the Summit makes the Sixes do as soldiers. We invaded cities outside Faya to conquer one more town and add it to Prophet Xitler’s empire. We were ordered to kill women, children, execute and burn, without the right to ask why. All in the name of the Burning Man. They told us these people were our enemies, and that they threatened the survival of our nation, like Bad Kidz do.” I swallow hard. Did my dad do any of that? “The world outside Faya is mostly wastelands, all sands and dust. Still, there is something precious out there that Xitler is looking for. We just don’t know what.”
“But the world outside isn’t like that,” objects Pepper. “I have seen it on TV. The world is so big. There are countries of different ethnicities in every continent. They watch our games and pay for it. They have technology, not necessarily like ours, but enough to let them watch the games.”
“That’s the world beyond the oceans,” explains Bellona. “Faya is located in a continent that was once called North Amerika. We occupy the west coast only – our country is designed after the shape of a Decagon. The rest of the continent is deserted and has a harsh climate. We’re not allowed out there. It’s called the Wastelands, and they never talk about it. This is where the real rebels are. Sometimes, they’d send us to the Wastelands to find certain people who the Summit were interested in. They seemed to be regular teens. We arrested them. The Summit tested them or something, and then we never heard about them again.”
“Oh. Sounds creepy.” Pepper isn’t convinced. If I didn’t want to sleep so badly, I would ask Bellona to elaborate, but since no one asks, I pass. “So back to you. What’s your story? I have had friends who were Sixes. They all died,” Pepper says.
“Sixes and their families barely make a decent living. If you disobey orders as a soldier, you and your family get punished.” Bellona gazes into nowhere for a moment, as if daydreaming, as if she is seeing an invisible ghost, then she comes back to life. “We skaters are a faction of soldiers who refuse to cooperate. We have decided to oppose and expose the Summit, but we couldn’t find help. Since everyone in Faya’s main concern is getting ranked, no one pays attention to such things. That’s when we heard about the Breakfast Club.”
“You know about them?” Pepper sounds eager.
“What is the Breakfast Club?” I ask, remembering Timmy claiming Leo was from the Breakfast Club at Grand School.
“The Breakfast Club is the revolution,” says Pepper. “The Breakfast Club is our only hope. You could call them the real Bad Kidz. Prophet Xitler and the Summit are afraid of them. It’s rumored that they live in the Wastelands.”
“True. That’s why we were ordered to hunt them and kill them and their families,” says Bellona. “They are led by a great leader who is as young as we are. They’re building an army of youngsters, real Bad Kidz, who want to unlearn the bad ideas and habits of Faya. They talk about things I have never even heard about.”
“Selflessness, fearlessness, hope, abundance, strength, courage, loyalty, honor—” Pepper counts on her fingers. “I know a little about them. My brother was once arrested for downloading the Breakfast Club’s manifesto on his iAm.” I have underestimated Pepper. She knows a lot.
“Bravery, unity, and belief,” Bellona continues. “There is much more actually. The bottom line is that they believe in a no-rank, no-Monster society. They know that Utopia is a lie.”
“My brother used to say that they don’t live in the Wastelands,” says Pepper. “It’s just a rumor. In fact, it is said that their hideout is so clever you wouldn’t figure it out.”
“Sounds crazy,” I say. Leo screws up his face at my comment.
“It’s not. They have inspired us to oppose the Summit. To say no to what we don
’t believe is right,” says Bellona.
“So were you punished and downgraded to Monsters?” asks Pepper.
“Yes,” says Bellona. She doesn’t seem to regret it in any way.
“You fools,” says Pepper.
Bellona chuckles. “What’s with you, girlie? You sounded like you liked the idea seconds ago.”
“I do, but I don’t like it when someone does something brave and finds out it was only foolish. Either you have a real solution, or you stick to the system.”
“We are no fools,” says Bellona. I notice the many tattoos on her arms. Leo has a couple of tattoos. “Although we know we’ll probably die in here, a soldier dies with honor, standing, not on her knees, never ashamed as long as she stands for what she believes is right. We know the Summit is an evil dictatorship. We believe that repeated actions of oppositions and uprisings will lead to salvation. Honestly, you don’t know how good it feels being here.” Bellona exchanges serene looks with the other skaters. “We will give’m hell.”
Sometimes I feel like I am the only one upset that I am going to die in here. Not that I am in any way saner than them. I have changed the iAm’s results, for God’s sake.
“That’s exactly why they call every sixteen-year-old under the rank of Five a Bad Kid,” a skater-friend of Bellona explains. “Because if the iAm ranks you low enough to cause trouble, then you’re a threat to the Summit. The slightest hint of you being a teen capable of speaking your mind freely endangers the Summit’s existence. Look at the things they sell while broadcasting the games. Look at everything they make money from. It’s sold basically to the teens. We, the teens, are the number one consumers of their products in the whole world. How can they control us if we have free minds of our own? The iAm knows how to spot a rebel.”
“Since you Sixes seem to know a lot…” Pepper picks up the jelly she spat out earlier. Yuck. “What’s Generation Z?”
“Good question,” says Bellona. “You know the Amerikaz ended with what we call the Great Disease, right? The Great Disease started as a war, a one-hundred-year-long war between the governments of the Amerikaz and Generation Z.”