by Linda Jacobs
CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
September 7
In Karrabotsos’s Huey, Deering acknowledged radio communication. If this was a blanket call to set down, he was way ahead of them. Controller Jack Owen knew it.
“Deering,” Jack spoke directly to him. “I need you on Nez Perce Peak to pick up some hikers. Word is they’re trapped on a ridge by fire.”
“I’m trapped on the ground by one,” Deering replied. “You got any idea what’s going down at Old Faithful?”
“I thought the worst was over.”
“I can’t take off in this wind.” He repeated what he’d told Garrett. “I’d crash.”
Clare’s daughter had blue eyes that weren’t a thing like her mother’s. They went wide. Maybe he shouldn’t have used the ‘c’ word, but he did want to make his point with Owen. “Where’s Johnny Arvela?”
“Way north. Look, those hikers were spotted by a fixed-wing over an hour ago. God knows what’s happening up there.”
Deering wasn’t ready to fly again, but with a sinking feeling, he gauged the wind’s velocity and direction. In the past few minutes, it had shifted so that the full brunt did not bear down on the inn. “Where is it again?”
“Either Nez Perce or Saddle Mountain. The pilot wasn’t sure. Two or maybe three guys.”
Clare’s kid clutched his arm. “Can’t we get out of here?”
A few minutes ago, it hadn’t seemed possible that the inn would not burn, but now the roof merely smouldered. It looked as though the firestorm’s front had passed, already cresting the ridge with the lookout.
A nasty ache rose in his throat. The wind was still a hazard, each gust rocking the chopper, but it was subsiding rapidly. “Okay,” he told Jack. “It looks like the worst is over here, but I was flying Garrett Anderson.”
“I’ll see that he finds out where you are.”
That settled it, except for Clare’s daughter. “Look …”
“Devon.” That was going to be a nasty burn on her chest. She cradled a swollen wrist and hand that was turning blue.
“Look, Devon, I’ve got to fly out of here now. You need to find a medic.”
“Take me with you!”
“I thought you wanted to find your mother. She’s here somewhere.”
“I’ve looked for her all morning. I don’t have any money to even get something to eat.” Her voice was a wail. “Besides, everything’s closed.”
Deering calculated. He shouldn’t take on a passenger like this, especially for a rescue mission. But there was no way he could fly and open the rear door if the hikers had to board while he hovered. No telling what kind of terrain they were on, but Jack had mentioned a ridge.
He decided to relent. He could easily carry three hikers and Devon and she might be useful. The trip out to the eastern part of the park wouldn’t take long, and he’d have her in the hands of a West Yellowstone medic within the hour.
“Okay,” he told her. “You can hook up with your mom at Fire Command.”
“Now, what in the …?” Garrett Anderson frowned. Clare thought the annoyance in his voice odd, when he should have been pleased to see the inn unscathed.
Away across the parking lot, the Huey’s rotors turned, the engine revving up in a whine. Only a few moments before, they would not have been able to hear it over the screams of the North Fork.
“Where in hell is he going?” Garrett pulled his Motorola from his belt and tried to raise Deering in the cockpit.
“I thought it was too windy to fly,” Clare said.
“It’s still touch and go.” Garrett groused.
“I’ve flown with Deering,” Steve began.
Clare heard the venom in his voice and silenced him with a look.
“Yeah?” Garrett asked suspiciously.
Steve started to speak, but Clare cut him off. “I was with Deering the day he rescued a Smokejumper on Bighorn Peak, and the night he ferried over fifty firefighters out of the Mink Creek spike camp, just ahead of a firestorm. He did one hell of a job.”
Garrett stepped away from them and used his Motorola. “Hello, West Yellowstone?”
As soon as they were alone, Steve’s hard look challenged her defense of Deering. After last night, she’d thought they had that straightened out.
“Steve, Deering is a good pilot, with guts. Are you certain that your feelings about flying aren’t getting in your way here?”
Their eyes held, but before either could speak, Garrett was back. “Buddy, it’s gonna be one hell of a drive,” he said to Steve, “but could I trouble you for a lift to West Yellowstone?”
“Sure. Moru is driving the kids back to Mammoth.” His gray eyes remained on Clare. “You coming?”
She thought of Devon and shook her head. “I have to find my daughter. She’s been missing since last night.”
Garrett jumped on the new emergency with the same alacrity she’d seen in him since July. “Okay, I’ll need a description, and a photo if possible. We’ll get it out to all the rangers and the heads of the fire crews as well, since most of the park is closed to tourists.”
“I’ve got a picture in my bag at the cabin.”
“Get it then, so we can head out,” Garrett said.
It wasn’t far, but before she’d covered half the distance, she saw smoke coiling up from behind the first row of rough wooden roofs. A pale swirl compared to the black tower over the North Fork. Despite layers of foam laid on thick, at least seven of the small dark buildings had burned.
Approaching on leaden feet, Clare found she didn’t need her key. The ceiling had collapsed, covering the smouldering ruins of the twin mattresses. Burned and half-burned timbers lay about like pick-up sticks, some precariously propping up portions of the roof. She almost leaned against the door-jamb to support herself, but felt the heat of charred timber just in time to pull her hand away.
She was losing it. Almost two months of inhaling enough to equal two packs a day, and she had had enough. If … when she found Devon, she was going to take her home.
The things she’d bought in Jackson were on her bed, with Devon’s picture inside her checkbook. Peering though the drifting smoke, she saw the synthetic bag, a melted lump of plastic. Thankfully, she carried her wallet in her trouser pocket.
Her foot crunched on fallen shingles as she advanced carefully into the cabin. The inn might have survived, but how old was this building that had seen many seasons of employees and their families come and go? With a thickening in her throat, the ruin reminded her of the falling down homestead of the Suttons.
There was more to lose here than a photograph of her daughter. Clare had only begun to know Laura Sutton through words penned long ago and she wanted more. To know the hardships and triumphs of a life that had ultimately led to her creation.
The small table where she’d left the book still stood between the beds. There was nothing on it except the lamp, lying on its side with the shade burned away. She started to move toward the table, stepping over fallen boards.
Her foot slipped on the pile of rubble and she fell against the bathroom wall. Looking down, she saw that her boot had uncovered the diary. With a sigh of relief, she snatched it up and headed back to where Steve and Garrett waited.
“There’s Nez Perce,” Deering told Devon.
Straight ahead of the Huey rose a high peak with a broad, jumbled slope of blocky rock facing them. Sharp ridges splayed out in three directions. The summit was above timberline, with scrubby grass growing in the fractures between dark rocks.
Jack Owen had said the hikers were being trapped on a ridge by a fire. Seeing a rising smoke column behind the mountain’s shoulder, Deering zeroed in on a potential area.
He put the chopper into a dive. Then he leveled off and flew along the west spine. From a few hundred feet away he noted that the rocks were as big as houses. There was no sign that the hikers were sheltering on the barren slope.
“Help me look for these guys,” he told Devon through their headphones.
She swiveled her blond head. From the corner of his eye, Deering noted long tanned legs in tight shorts and surmised that Devon’s father must have been a big man. Her mother was certainly a lot smaller.
He climbed again, heading up to the ridge crest. The top flashed past and the forest on the east side dropped away beneath. There was the fire, eating its way up the slope.
Deering swung in a wide arc and came back. This time he flew only about a hundred feet off the promontory, fighting the wind that swept up from the valley and mixed dangerously above the spine.
Devon’s hands were twisted together in her lap.
The narrow ridge dropped away on either side. The west was barren talus, the east studded with evergreens, the tops of their tall trunks below a rocky patch near the crest. Deering began to whistle tunelessly through his teeth.
He tapped the radio button to call Jack Owen, but the wind surged up from the west slope. Even with both hands fighting the controls, the chopper swept over the east side of the ridge.
Deering couldn’t fucking believe it. He struggled to stabilize, to achieve some lift. It wasn’t happening.
Jesus, why had he brought Clare’s daughter? In twenty-twenty hindsight, that was another of his brilliant hotshot moves.
The tail rotor caught the trees and the Huey whipped around. The main rotors sliced at the tops of the pines. The upper part of the slope was steep, dropping away so that there was at least a hundred feet to fall.
All he could do was watch it happen and wait for impact.
The chopper nosed over. It seemed to take a long time, yet he also had the impression of tree limbs flashing past.
Clare’s daughter screamed.
Rocks rushed up. The windshield shattered.
For an instant after impact Deering kept falling, then his seatbelt and shoulder strap seemed to crush his chest. Metal screeched on rock as the rotors smashed to a stop. The Huey came to rest on its left side and he thought it was over.
Then the chopper seemed to feel the slope. Very slowly, it began an almost gentle roll.
Through a haze, Deering registered that he had to do something. Help, they needed help. He reached to the radio, “Mayday, Mayday.”
Things speeded up fast. Once over, the chopper’s ceiling became the floor. His seatbelt eased, then tightened.
“West Yellowstone, come in. Mayday.” It was bad enough that he’d crashed twice in one season, but he’d promised Georgia he’d be home tonight. In a just few hours, he was supposed to be eating Greek meatballs and opening a nice jug of red. Everything would be back in place, including his wife in his arms.
The chopper continued its roll. He’d once had a nightmare like this, about being in an elevator that escaped its shaft and swung in a dizzying arc.
He had to get the message out, so that at least Georgia would know what happened.
“Mayday, Mayday.”
The familiar words reminded him of landing under fire. The tattered shreds of falling foliage marked where bullets ripped the lush green jungle. How many times in years since, had he dreamed the controls failed to respond to his handling? No matter how he pushed the pedals or moved the cyclic and collective, the Huey hovered, directly in the line of fire.
Another trip upside down and then upright. He tried to focus in the midst of tumbling chaos and saw the shattered state of the machinery in the dash.
“West Yellowstone, I am down on Nez Perce Peak,” he tried. Dead air told him all he needed to know.
CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
September 7
Clare did not look back as they left the burned-out heart of Yellowstone. Garrett drove in deference to the pain in Steve’s knees and she sat between them in the front seat of the tired Park Service truck. In her lap, she carried her great-grandmother’s journal.
On both sides of the Grand Loop Road, flames glowed crimson in a ten-mile stretch between Old Faithful and Madison Junction. If these dry weather fronts didn’t break soon, the entire two million acres of Yellowstone would end up like the trees that were torching tonight.
July 25th seemed a year ago instead of six short weeks. At Grant Village, she had never seen anything like the tunnel of flame on the narrow, deeply forested road. Tonight, she was deeply weary of watching fire’s relentless advance.
Garrett had radioed Ranger Shad Dugan about Devon and received a more satisfactory response than Butler Myers had offered during the siege at Old Faithful. All over the park, radios were crackling to life with a description of a blue-eyed blonde.
Somehow, that didn’t help. Even with a day’s high in the eighties, nights grew cold. In just a few hours, the bloody sun would set for the second time since Devon had left in shorts and a tank top. A shrill admonition echoed from when Devon was two and Clare’s mother found her clearly unable to mother her own child. “Don’t you let that precious darling go out without a jacket!”
A jacket … when it might already be too late.
They rode in silence for miles. Clare felt sorry for Steve who grimaced each time the worn out suspension took on a pothole.
Garrett tuned the truck’s radio to the press conference that North Fork Incident Commander Duncan Rowland was conducting at Old Faithful. With a deeply obvious sense of relief, Rowland revealed the inn’s narrow escape. He reported the loss of fourteen cabins along with a gasoline tanker truck and storage shed, and gave thanks that no one had been seriously hurt.
When the press conference ended, Garrett shook his big head and snapped off the radio. They left the fire behind and drove through the false twilight of smoke.
Leaving the park’s deep forest and broad meadows beside the Madison River was as startling as plunging into cold water. West Yellowstone shone with neon signs advertising Exxon, the Red Wolf Motel and the Saloon next door. When he passed Fire Command, Garrett did not slow. “I thought we’d go on to the hotel. We’ve got a block of rooms.”
From Yellowstone Avenue, he turned onto Dunraven Street, passing two troop transports. Farther down, the Stagecoach Inn, with Swiss style dormer windows on the second floor, covered an entire block.
Inside the high-ceilinged lobby, a group of uniformed military had staked out the conversation pit before the fireplace. From the hotel bar came the raucous talk and laughter of enlisted men and firefighters. Business boomed even if the townsfolk were livid about lost revenue from the fires.
Garrett shouldered his way to the checkin and doled out keys. Clare noted that Steve’s was 218 to her 220. Nodding toward the bar, Garrett said, “We can get something to eat in there after we freshen up.”
Clare turned to speak to Steve, but he was limping toward the broad staircase without saying whether he would meet them. Garrett caught up and assisted him while Steve leaned with one hand on the polished wooden rail. She started to follow, but figured on seeing him later.
Caught without belongings for the second time in three days, Clare bought toiletries and a T-shirt with a grizzly logo in the small shop off the lobby. After a moment’s deliberation and weighing her own negative reaction to Deering’s coming prepared to Mink Creek, she picked up a discreet small box of condoms. She wasn’t sure yet about sleeping with Steve but a powerful wave of temptation surged.
With the box in her bag, she wondered if Steve had been a Boy Scout.
Going upstairs, she appreciated the Stagecoach’s rustic flavor with its western style artwork and bronzes, imagining a visit when the carpet was not stained by the tramp of sooty boots.
As she put her key to the lock, she noted that Steve’s room was indeed the one next door. Once inside hers, she heard the rush of his shower through the connecting door.
Clare placed Laura Sutton’s diary carefully on the chest of drawers. She pressed a hand flat to it as if communing and thought how nearly she’d come to losing her tenuous connection to her great-grandmother in this afternoon’s fire. Her hand came away a little sooty so she got a tissue and wiped the leather.
Stripping off h
er dirty clothes, she went into the bathroom.
Back in July, her reflection had stared at her in the College Station Ramada Inn. At the time, she had believed her day running training sessions at Texas A&M had been a difficult one. Her cheeks had been pink and full from the day’s heat, her muscles reasonably fit from lifting weights at the fire station. They had called it an emergency when Jerry Dunn of Toro Canyon had been burned, a minor second-degree blister.
Tonight the woman in the mirror was a stranger.
With skin as nut-brown as her Nez Perce ancestors, her face had gone gaunt and the cords in her neck stood out. Her breasts looked smaller than she could remember since puberty and her hipbones defined her flat stomach. More dark roots and a bit of silver showed in her hair.
Somehow, the blond highlights didn’t belong to her anymore. In the lobby shop, she had purchased a manicure kit, hoping to clean up the ragged edges of her cuticles. Instead, she used the tiny scissors to attack her bangs.
A pile of clippings mounted on the porcelain sink. With each cut, Clare felt as though she left behind the woman she had been in Houston, emerging like a butterfly from its chrysalis. She imagined that the natural dark shades in her hair were her great-grandfather’s gift of heritage.
When she had finished, she stared at a ruffled little boy’s cut.
What she saw in her eyes still scared her.
In the Stagecoach’s Barrel Bar, the knotty pine walls bounced back the sounds of a country music duo playing guitar and keyboard. Clare had caught their act one night with Sherry and Hudson. Then she’d felt differently about the exuberant exhilaration of the fire crews, listening eagerly to each new story of beating back a fire front, getting run out, or rescuing someone in trouble.
Wearing clean fire clothes, Garrett waited for her at a table. He looked at her new T-shirt and the filthy pants she’d put back on. “Something for you from down the street.” He nodded toward a fresh yellow shirt and olive trousers folded neatly on the chair next to him.
“You’ve saved my life.” Clare thought of going to change right away, but she was starving. The Coke and candy bar she’d had was a long time ago.