by Jessie Dame
“Good,” she replied, “we met at his place and drank a bit before things got intimate. Everything went well though; you know I like him a lot. Do you have any issues with your feelings? Are you ok?”
I thought to myself for a moment. “Was I ok? How am I feeling about him with her? She’s never had good sex outside of our marriage except for with him, and she’s never really talked about it other than just saying it was good.”
“I feel good about things. I had some emotions start creeping up last night, but with Allyssa to take my mind off you and him, I was able to bypass the emotions pretty quickly.”
I walked over and sat down on our large, leather couch. “I want to try something. Tell me about your experience with Mike. I really want to gauge my feelings and emotions about you having good sex with someone else without me being distracted.”
“I can do that, let me grab something to drink then we will talk. I need a smoke; meet me outside?” she said while walking into the kitchen.
I got up off the couch and headed outside, picking up my cigarettes and lighter on the way out the door. I flicked the lighter as I placed one in my mouth. “Nothing like a morning smoke after a good night,” I thought to myself.
Jessie walked outside as she sipped on something. “Ok. How detailed do you want me to be?” she said as she sat down grabbed a cigarette and lit it. Taking a deep hit she tilted her head back and blew it towards the stars.
I looked up into the sunrise and watched the clouds as I thought to myself, “How detailed... I felt my emotions rise last night when I thought about her getting fucked, but details? Jesus. I never thought about that.”
“Tell me everything” I said, half grimacing.
She took a deep drag and blew out. “We started in the living room; we were snuggling on the couch catching up. With his arm around my shoulder he leaned in for a kiss, so I reciprocated. I grabbed the back of his head and pressed him towards me, kissing him deeply; our tongues flipping back and forth. We kissed for several minutes before he slipped his hand up my shirt feeling my body. I felt myself starting to get wet as his other hand went down my pants. My hips started moving involuntarily as he ran the palm of his hand over my wet panties—”
I cut her off, “I’m actually feeling quite well listening to you tell me how everything happened. If anything, it’s turning me on listening to how wet you were when he was touching you.”
“Continuing on…” –she winked— “I felt myself get wetter as he ran his hands over my panties. I felt his fingers slowly pull them to the side as we continued to make out; his other hand slipped under my bra as he twirled my nipple between his fingers. I grasped the side of the couch with both hands, unable to control my body as I felt energy course through my body; my fingers tingled as I stretched my legs out straight as my toes curled up. Feeling him inside me was amazing; his fingers were twirling around as I had never felt before as a smile crept across my face. I grasped the sides of my pants and pulled them down to my knees then kicking them off with my feet, watching him do his work. His fingers were still doing their thing, making my body shutter as I unclasped my bra and slipped it off to the floor.”
She stopped for a moment as she took a drag on her cigarette “How do you like my story?”
I smiled, “Love it; keep going, please.”
“He pulled my panties down to my knees and ran his thumb in circles on my clit as I felt him penetrate me with his fingers. I felt his fingers go deeper into me as my body convulsed in orgasm. He pressed his thumb hard on my clit as he arced his fingers within me, milking my spot.”—she looked at me and smiled—“I came for him harder and harder as he slipped his pants down to his ankles and got on his knees in front of me as I laid on the couch. He pulled his hand out and grabbed my hips as he plunged his cock deep into my pussy. Grabbing his ass, I held him inside me as I came on his cock.” –She took a drag on her smoke then flipped it off the balcony—“I continued to cum as he ran himself in and out of me; my juices were running down my leg as he fucked me.”
She looked down at me and smiled, “Jesus,” I said as I noticed myself running my hand over my crotch as she was telling me about her evening. “So what happened next? Do tell.”
“I felt him fucking me harder and harder; which he does just before he is about to cum. I felt his cock straighten within me as his balls slapped against my ass. His cock pulsed once… twice… then the hot cum started to fill up my pussy as he slowed his movements. I watched as he fell forward onto me, grabbing my tits in his hands and squeezing hard as he continued to pump his load into me. I was turned on so much I felt myself start to cum as well as my walls tightened around his cock, squeezing it tighter and tighter. My body trembled with pleasure as he finished, then I told him I loved him. Lastly he then grabbed my head between his hands and drew me in for a deep kiss.”
I lit another cigarette as she sat down next to me. “That was hot” I said as I smiled at her and put my hand on her neck, kissing her lightly on the lips.
“I’m glad you thought it was hot, but what are you feeling? Jealousy? Any insecurities? I know for me, I occasionally feel insecurities, possibly even jealousy when I think about you with Allyssa. I think the reason may lie in the fact that she is able to provide you things that I cannot, such as the whole kink thing you two have going on. You know I’m not a big fan of that kind of sexuality, but still, I feel like you may want her more because of what she can provide that I can’t. Know what I mean?”
I stood up and stretched my arms upwards as I thought about what she just said. “I do have some insecurity in the fact that he is able to pleasure you so greatly, however, outside of sex… I’m really not feeling anything about it other than happiness for you. I’m happy you are able to find enjoyment out of our relationship because there will be things that I simply can’t provide to you, and it’s true. I mean… can any one person completely fulfill the desires of any other one person?”
“That’s true,” she replied, “I suppose it would be foolish to think that one person can fulfill everything that another person needs within the bounds of a relationship, even needs outside of sex of course. I know I’m a morning person and you prefer to sleep in late, so it’s nice to know I can have morning coffee with someone else and not have to feel like an ass waking you up to have that need met.”
“Exactly!” I replied enthusiastically, “So when it comes down to it, sex is only one piece of the relationship, and my need for the sort of kink lifestyle that Allyssa has, is able to be met by her. This way you don’t have to feel pressured to enter into that sort of lifestyle with me and I won’t hold resentment towards you for not doing so.”
I felt like the conversation was making good progress; we were both getting our feelings out there. It’s been a long time since we were able to talk this intimately, but within polyamory, open communication and honesty is key to making things work.
“Allyssa has a thing for you,” I blurted, not thinking twice. “She’s mentioned a couple times now she would like to have an evening with you and me together. I’m actually going to be going down to the Dungeon Games here shortly if you would want to come with me. I know you aren’t really into that kind of stuff, but it may be fun to come. You two may connect.”
“That would be cool with me, I don’t have any other plans tonight and I’m not really in the mood to be hanging out by myself right now. When are you heading over there?”
“I’m heading out here in about,” –I looked at my watch—“30 minutes, give or take. I’m going to go jump in the shower now, want to hop in with me?”
“Sure, I’m going to finish his smoke then I’ll be right in.”
I nodded and stood up. “Good talk, I’m glad she’s coming tonight. Hopefully they bond together and are able to have a good time. I know Allyssa really isn’t into the whole Dungeon Games, but at least she will be able to get a feel for Allyssa and see if there could be any sort of relationship or connection there.”
Making my way tow
ards the bathroom I felt myself getting excited for the night ahead of me while still thinking about the conversion we just had. “Jealousy is a difficult emotion to get past if misunderstood or simply felt for the first time.”
Walking into the shower, I turned on the water and put my face into the stream. I heard the sound of the door closing from the balcony as I soaped myself up and rinsed off. The shower door slid open as Jessie stepped in and put her arm around my waist, positioning herself under the water with me. “Hey babe,” she said as she smiled.
“Hey to you too; you sexy thing you,” I replied as I tickled her side and laughed. “I love you, thanks for talking with me about all this stuff, I know it can be difficult, but I think it’s for the best. I’m truly happy for once in my life. This polyamorous lifestyle is really amazing; I just don’t think some people are built for monogamy.”
“Agreed,” she said as she ran her hand down my chest and pulled me close to her. “Of all the people I’ve been with, I want you to know you’ve been the best,” –she grabbed my butt— “sexually and emotionally of course!”
I felt her slide her hand down to my cock and grabbed it firmly. “Want to have some fun before we go out tonight?”
I laughed, “Of course, when have I not wanted to have fun with you.” I felt her hand hold tighter on my shaft as her other hand grabbed onto my sack, slowly massaging me. “You sure are amazing with your hands babe.”
Her hands moved swiftly and firmly across my cock as I felt myself harden. Her face withdrew from mine as she got down on her knees. I watched as my head entered her mouth, then slowly the shaft, all the way to my groin. “Ohhh… shit,” I whispered as my entire body tingled with excitement. Grabbing her hair, I firmly held her head in place as I felt my cock rubbing against her throat.
She pulled it out and stroked my cock slowly then looked up to me and smiled “Just like that?”
“Just like that babe,” I said as I pulled her head up to mine and kissed her deeply. I grabbed my cock and flicked it up and down her pussy. She moaned as I focused my tip on her clit. I ran my head in circles on her spot as she embraced me, our tongues dancing within each other’s mouth.
I slowly ran my cock within her, then back out and in again as she moaned with pleasure. She pulled back and bent over against the far wall, then backed her pussy onto my cock. “God you feel so good, why is it that you feel better than anyone else I’ve been with?” I asked as she slid her pussy back and forth on me.
“Emotions babe, we have a great connection. In the past, anytime I’ve had a one night stand with someone I didn’t have a lot of emotions for other than sexual chemistry; the sex has been decent but not great. I really think a deep emotional connection is what makes sex so good, at least for me anyways.”
I thought about it for a moment, “I bet she’s right. It makes total sense.”
Grabbing her ass, I pulled her all the way against me as I felt my shaft straighten within her tight wet pussy. Her walls constricted on my cock as I felt myself wanting to cum. She moaned again as she pushed herself off me then rammed it back on. She started fucking me harder and harder as I watched her start to play with herself as we fucked.
Her walls were my cock harder as I felt her start to cum, “Cum with me! Oh god, cum with me!” she yelled as she grabbed my leg, wanting it deeper. I held tightly on her ass and slipped my finger into her anus as she came. I felt myself gathering energy from every part of my body as I started to release within her.
“Fill me up, oh god, yes fill me up,” she half moaned as I squirted deep inside her. I lifted my hands off her butt as I felt her slide up and down on my shaft. My body immediately felt drained as my half hard cock was still inside her.
“I really needed that,” she said as she stood up and wrapped her arms around me then kissing me on my neck. I felt her hand wrap around my cock again, slowly stroking the shaft as her thumb pressed tightly on my front vein.
“Let’s finish up, we need to head out here shortly,” I said as I kissed her on her forehead. I turned around in the shower and rinsed off.
I hopped out of the shower, grabbed the towel and dried off. Walking out of the bathroom, I glanced back at her as she washed herself. The water ran down her tight body making a stream between her tits. “God she is such a beautiful woman; how did I end up with such an amazing person?” I thought to myself as she caught me staring.
She smiled back at me; I returned it as I walked into the bedroom, my mind now focused on what to wear for tonight. “I need something sexy and dominant.”
I grabbed a tight black button down out of the closet with a pair of my favorite jeans. I slipped them on and looked in the mirror. “Not bad…” Grabbing a silver bracelet and small chain necklace, I put them on and looked in the mirror again. “Perfect.”
I heard Jessie turn off the water and get out of the shower. I walked into the bathroom, “Thoughts?” I said as I turned around for her.
“Looks good! I’m planning on wearing my loose red top with lingerie underneath, just in case I want to join in,” she said smiling ear to ear as she dried off her hair.
She walked into the bedroom as I sat down on the bed and watched her get ready. As she slipped into a black with red lace lingerie she turned looked at me. “I like it, the frills are sexy as fuck,” I said. She picked out a short black skirt from the closet, stepped into them and pulled them up to her waist.
“Yes?” She said.
“Oh yeah,” I replied as she bent over exposing her slit to me. “No panties?”
“Nah, I figure if we are going to this event, I may want to have some fun too. I love it when my skirt is pulled up and someone just starts fucking me.”
I nodded as I watched her put on her red top. It was a see-through top that revealed the sexy lingerie underneath. Just enough to get someone turned on while still hiding all the important parts. I walked up behind her and spanked her ass hard as she was adjusting the top.
“Oooh!” She yelped. “I’m going to put on some makeup. Want to give Allyssa a ring and see what time she is heading over?”
“Sure. I’ll be in the living room whenever you are ready.”
I headed into the other room while dialing Allyssa on my phone. Holding the phone up to my ear, it kept ringing, and ringing; finally voicemail. “Hey Allyssa, we are heading over to the Dungeon Games, see you there hopefully,” I said.
“I wonder if Allyssa is bailing, although she’s not one to bail. She always gets so excited about these Dungeon Games and we have been looking forward to this one for quite a while. Now that I got Jessie coming, if Allyssa bails it could be kind of awkward. I won’t know anybody,” I thought to myself as I slipped on my shoes and sat on the edge of the couch waiting for Jessie.
“Alright! I’m ready!” Jessie said as she came around the corner.
She picked up her purse off the floor and the keys off the entry table. “Let’s do this.”
Jessie looked good. Real good. I noticed the dark red lipstick she put on, which she never uses unless she’s really trying to impress someone. Her red top went well with the black eyeliner she put on too.
I looked over myself one more time, “We both look great tonight! I’m excited. I couldn’t get a hold of Allyssa, but she should be there. She always says she shows up early to these things, and it should be starting about now.”
We walked out the door and Jessie closed it behind us, turning the key in the lock. I followed her down the hallway to the elevator, “Want to see if Amy and Dave would want to come hang out this weekend?” I said as we walked into the elevator and started heading down.
“That would be great, I miss Dave a lot. I was considering on meeting him halfway tomorrow to grab a bite to eat.”
I grabbed her hand, twining our fingers together, “Sounds good to me, I’m cool with that. Have you two been talking much?”
“We talked on the phone a bit today on my way back to the house from Mike’s place; other than that, we text
a bit here and there. Is that cool?”
“Yeah, it’s all good,” –I smiled—“I just wanted to know how much you two have been talking. I haven’t spoken to Amy since we left, but I miss her a lot. As a matter of fact, I should shoot her a text right now.”
I pulled out my phone and started texting Amy: Hey babe! How are things on your end? I’ve been thinking about you since we left and I still can’t wait to see you again. Perhaps we can all four get together this weekend? xoxo
I slipped the phone back in my pocket, glanced at Jessie, and walked outside to the car, hand in hand. Jessie jumped into the passenger side as I sat down in the drivers.
Jessie looked good. Real good. I looked over at her as she rolled down the window and we pulled out of the parking spot. Everything always had to coordinate with her, which is partly why I fell in love with her to begin with. She had a sense of style that just... separated her from everyone else. She would be that person walking down the street in the outfit that everyone else wished they could rock as well as her.
I pulled in to a parking spot, just a couple blocks from our condo, “We’re here,”—I looked out the window at the small tavern—“Ellio’s, let’s do it! Wait, there’s Allyssa!” I spotted Allyssa walking into the tavern.
“Allyssa!!” I called out over the traffic; she turned then looked my direction and waved. She was holding hands with her husband, a tall African American man dressed in a full suit, jacket and tie. He was muscular and from the looks of the guy, he knew style. His tie was silver as was his watch and shoes. Everything about the guy screamed money. Guys like that tend to bug me.
Allyssa ran through the traffic carefully as she came towards me, “Babe! Hey!”—she glanced over at Jessie—“Jessie! Why hello there again friend!” She hugged me then walked over and embraced Jessie. I noticed Jessie’s embrace was slightly longer than mine as I shut the car door and locked up.
“Shall we head in?” I said and started walking across the street as the light changed. Both Jessie and Allyssa walked quickly behind me.