Well, its not jail either, pal.
But that doesn't mean I can't miss that sweet hotel room; maybe some room service for a steak, some tequila, and possibly some hot young thing in a bikini. My thoughts instantly drift back to Chelsea's full tits in that white bathing suit; the sarong slung low across her hips-
I suddenly look around, more awake now. Speaking of Agent Sugar-tits; where the fuck is she?
I stand, covering my eyes to peer through the trees at the shore as I start to make my way towards the beach. I'm pushing aside ferns and branches and just about to step foot onto the sand, when I finally see her.
Holy fucking shit.
She's swimming in the easy waves of the protected cove; ducking her head under and coming back up to push the water and the hair back over her head and down her bronzed back. It takes me a full five seconds to realize what's missing from the scene, and when I do, I'm instantly rock fucking hard.
It's her bathing suit; her white, thin little bikini is sitting on a rock right next to the water.
Which means I'm watching C.I.A. Agent Chelsea Archer swimming utterly naked, not thirty feet away from me.
She ducks under again and comes up, half turning towards me as she pushes water out of her face. Holy fuck this girl is gorgeous. I can only see her from the waist up and at an angle, but it's just enough of a look to catch a glimpse of the curve of her breast, and just a peek of a soft, pink nipple; rosy and hard in the chill of the water.
My cock throbs in my shorts. The old me, the younger, crazier me, might've stepped out right then. I would've walked right over and made my move. A girl like that needs to be handled right, and I'm willing to bet uptight, prim, frosty little Agent Archer hasn't been “handled right” in her whole life. I also decide right there that I’m just the type of scoundrel to show her how its done.
Except, that’s the old me. You grow up a bit getting stabbed in the fucking jugular and going to jail though.
You grow up a lot.
And you learn more about how the normal world works outside of the fucking insanity and chaos that I’ve lived in all my life. You learn things like knowing that she'd lose her shit if I did anything remotely like jumping out and telling her we should fuck. Sure, the old me might've even welcomed the smack - hey, its a reaction. But I'd like to think I've maybe grown up a little.
Just a little.
I mean I want to step right out, grab her by the waist and pin her to the sand. I want to kiss her deep, run my hands over every inch of that fucking insane body, and bury my cock into what I'm positive is a pussy as tight as that attitude of hers.
But, yeah, no. The new me understands how fucking weird a thought that is. Also, beyond how predatory the idea sounds, this girl is off fucking limits.
She's the C.I.A.; the enemy. This bitch is here to put me away, probably for a very long time, and I'd do good to fucking remember that.
I might be dropped head-first into chaos right now, but I need my routines to stay normal; to stay focused. My routines usually include a long, muscle-burning swim in the pool at my gym, so when I first wake up, the shore is the first place I go.
That and I really need to bathe after the insanity of yesterday and sleeping on the sand.
There’s a guilt about leaving Javier still sleeping when I head down; guilt because my first thought is wishing I had something to tie him up with so I could walk away without thinking he might run. But then I’m just mad at myself for even thinking weak thoughts like those. Guilt? The man is a criminal, and an escaped one at that; running away is what he does.
But its also quite early, and I know most people aren't up anywhere close to my normal waking schedule. I weigh the possibilities in my head for another minute, watching his muscled, tattooed chest rise and fall with his sleeping breath. His hands are still behind his head, his eyes closed, and I let my eyes wander down over the tightly wound body of the man I'm in charge of. I look down over the ink and muscle of his chest and shoulders, my eyes lingering for a moment on the scar on his neck from Quinn; now covered by a tattooed rose.
My eyes drop further, down those chiseled abs and the deep grooves on his hips; in general the body built for sin. I follow the trail of hair leading down his abs under the waist of his shorts, and suddenly I gasp as I notice the huge bulge there.
Oh my GOD, he's hard.
He's actually very hard, apparently, and I blush furiously as I wonder just what sort of dreams Javier Toro is having at this moment.
Yeah, I need to get this man and that body out of my head.
He's not going to run.
I shake my head and quickly make my way down to the water's edge, taking off my sarong and laying it on a rock by the water. It's absurd that I'm thinking about Javier Toro like that. It's unforgivable, really, after what he did to our family.
Well, and what our family did to him.
Oh shut up, the voice inside chides me, making me frown.
I start to strip off my bathing suit, realizing how bizarre it is to do that before a swim, but also knowing that I don't exactly have a change of clothes, and the idea of spending all morning in a wet bathing suit is just uncomfortable to think about.
The water is surprisingly cool as I dunk under, the chill of it tingling across my sun-warmed skin. I suppose I’m just overwhelmed a little with the adventure of the last twenty-four hours, which is why I'm not thinking clearly. I'm out of my element, and pent up, and just confused. And I blame my sex life back home, or rather, lack thereof. Boyfriends? Yeah, right. I don’t have time for life, let alone a relationship. I don't even have time for just going out for something casual, even if wanted to. Working for who I work for is like having the most overbearing father-figure in the world monitoring your dating life. There's just too many levels of security around me.
I realize as soon as the thought crosses my head that I mean that both literally and metaphorically.
I guess I’ve just learned to be insular. I learned to add layers and levels around myself to keep me safe; to keep me protected. I was the youngest when our dad died, and my sisters were there for me of course, but they were also older, and moving forward with the rest of their lives.
Me? I had to stay. I had to process being alone more than they did, I suppose.
I shake my head as I stare at the gentle ocean waves before me. Of course, fucking none of this matters, because it’s all stemming from horrible thoughts about him.
Jesus, just, no.
I dunk under the waves again, letting the ocean clear my thoughts for me as I come up and push the hair from my face. There are bad boys; I mean I get that whole “rebel with a problem with authority” thing. Both my sisters are with tatted-up Marines who flaunt authority and rules like it’s their second job for crying out loud.
But, Javier isn’t a bad boy.
He’s a man.
A very, very bad man.
I step out of the waves, knowing its probably not a good idea to be so naked and exposed like this. But he was out like a light back at the campsite, and again, it's not like I have a change of clothes. The sun and the edge of my sarong dries me quickly, and I step back into my bikini before heading back to the campsite. Time to wake up Javier and get going with getting out of here.
My heart drops like a rock though as soon as I step through the trees: The sleeping, muscular and hunky fugitive is no longer snoozing under the tree where I left him. He's just gone.
You fucking idiot. The thought hits me like a rock to the head as I whirl around, manically looking around for him as if I’ve somehow missed him standing right there.
Of course he's not here, you moron. He probably wasn't even sleeping, he was just waiting for his moment to strike, like a snake in the grass. I somehow trusted him, like a complete fool, and that piece of shit ran off.
There's a trail of sorts leading through the underbrush and up the hill from the beach, and I wildly jump into the foliage. What am I doing, chasing him? With what, exactly? A sens
e of righteousness and a half-damp bikini? What exactly am I going to do if I even do find him?
I'm shoving branches aside and starting to run further up the forested slope, when suddenly, I hear it.
I hear my name.
I freeze in the stillness of the trees, trying to push the sounds of birds out my ears as I strain to hear what there is no way I actually heard. But there it is again; my name, whispered quietly and whispered lowly. It’s followed by a groan and more growled words in a Spanish.
There's a large boulder covered in moss on the trail beside me, and every muscle in my body tenses as I start to creep around the side of it. I can hear my name again, the sound of what almost sounds like struggle, and then a sharp gasp.
Oh shit, he's in trouble.
I dash around the boulder, pushing past a fern, ripping aside a branch and then-
Oh. God.
He's not in trouble, but I might be.
Javier's eyes are squeezed shut as he leans back against the mossy slope of the boulder. His teeth are bared, and the muscles of his arms and shoulders bunch and strain along with the heave of his chest.
But that’s not at all what catches my eye first.
Because what my eyes immediately lock onto is the fact that Javier's hand is wrapped around his simply enormous cock and stroking it up and down while he moans my name.
Holy. Shit.
My first gut reaction is to be furious, or horrified. But thats only because I know it’s what I should be feeling. But what I should be feeling is in very sharp contrast to what I'm actually feeling.
Because instead of being mad or offended, or anything like that at all, I find myself very much, very uncomfortably, and very utterly turned on.
The man is like some sort of Greek god; his muscles standing out as he grits his teeth and moans. His cock throbs in his hand, the head pulsing red as his hand shuttles up and down the thick girth of it. I'm wet, instantly, and it's not from my swim. There's a dull, burning need between my legs as I find myself captivated by the scene in front of me.
His hand moves faster and faster, his breath coming shorter and quicker, and as he moans my name one more time, I realize my hand is on my breast, rubbing my nipple through my bikini.
And thats when he looks up.
We both gasp at the same time as our eyes lock; me from utter shock, but him for an entirely other reason.
Because that very moment is when he comes.
My name groans from his lips as the shaft in his hand throbs and twitches and erupts into the air between us
"Chelsea-”
The sound of my name - directed at me this time - has me snapping out of my frozen state, and suddenly the moment is shattering around me as I come to my senses.
"Oh! I-” I’m sputtering as I back away from him; "I'm so sorry!"
And then I'm running as fast as I can back to the campsite; my heart beating a mile a second.
Yeah, I am officially in no way in control of this operation anymore.
What the hell am I going to do now?
Well, fuck; that could have gone better.
I actually laugh out loud, standing in the middle of the forest like that with my cock still out and half-hard.
Shit.
Yeah, Special Agent Chelsea Archer definitely just watched me come and definitely heard me moaning her name as I imagined her lips and her hands wrapped around my dick. Part of me feels like I should be embarrassed, and if I were normal - which, I'm not - that might be exactly how I'd be feeling right now. I mean, someone normal might actually find some sense of shame there.
...I should probably work on that whole normal thing.
I mean there's no way she doesn't have every idea of what she just walked in on. It'd only have been more in her face if I came on her or something.
Well, there’s a thought.
I'm still chuckling as I tuck myself back in and head back down the trail to the beach. She's going to flip when we're face to face again; that is, if she's even still there. I grin again, wondering if all it would take to get agent uptight spy-girl off my tail would be waving my cock at her. I should've thought of this yesterday!
But of course, she's still there, tucking that stupid unloaded gun into her sarong and avoiding my eyes as I traipse back through the underbrush.
"We need to get going." She's curt with her words, not only not looking at me, but looking everywhere else but me; as if there's something in the empty stretch of sand that just needs her attention. She’s trying to play it cool and play it coy, but I know the second I look at her that she’s barely keeping it together. I grin to myself; I kind of like the idea that I have the power to make this girl fall apart like this.
"What, no pillow talk?"
Her face goes bright red and though her eyes meet mine for a split second, she hastily looks away; "Let’s- let’s just go, OK?”
"Hey, princess."
She finally looks up at me, her cheeks an adorable shade of pink. I might be enjoying the power trip of clearly having this sort of effect on her, but that doesn’t mean I’m not confused why the fuck she’s the embarrassed one here. I mean I'm the one that got caught with my Goddamn pants down; literally.
She stammers, looking at the ground between us; “I’m- I'm sorry for-"
"Oh, for what, babe,” I say with a smirk, rolling my eyes; "For seeing it or for lingering?"
Her eyes go wide and her jaw drops; "I did not linger,” She huffs out.
"Oh, sure you didn't." I roll my eyes, enjoying the look of absolute frustration on her face; "Did you get a good enough look? I mean I can show you again if you need me to.”
"You're disgusting.”
I grin, definitely enjoying making her squirm way more than I should be here; "Hey, a man has needs. I was in prison you know."
She wrinkles her brow and makes a face like she just bit into a lemon.
Dios mio, this girl is easy to fluster. This is going to be way too much fun.
"Look, I'm sorry, OK?”
I nod, letting the silence stew for a second. Hell, I still don’t know why she’s apologizing, but if this the only way uptight, stick-up-her-butt Chelsea Archer feels we can move past this, than so be it. She opens her mouth, and then quickly closes it; still acting like its her job to be embarrassed, or apologize, or whatever is going through that entirely wound-too-tight head of hers.
I let her twist on the line for another second before I shrug, like it's nothing; “You know, I really am happy to show you whenever you want to see it agai-”
"Enough, Javier."
I laugh as I turn to scan the beach; "Get your things spy girl, we need to get moving."
The walk along the edge of the cliff-side road at the top of the bluffs is quiet as we make our way towards the next resort village. Islands like Aruba are like this; long stretches of wildly beautiful, empty roads, followed by little bursts of towns and resorts.
We’re walking in silence, of course, with me trailing behind him. I find myself zoning out as I follow, thinking about the day so far.
I can't believe I saw his cock; I cant believe I saw him come like that. The image of it is absolutely seared into my head and it’s embarrassing and just so not OK how turned on it has me.
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