“You’re gonna be tight, chéri, but you are made to take me. You will grip me good, won’t ya, Zoey.” Bending, he takes a nipple again into his mouth and I can feel the moisture run out coating his finger, but Wolf shifts and kisses me, covering my body with his and I feel the tip of his cock press into me. It doesn’t hurt, but I feel pressure as I become filled with him. He keeps himself in check and slides in and out until he slides home, feeling his balls hit me. “Fuck me, you feel amazing.” His kiss makes me forget about everything, and he starts to move. In and out, a slow steady rhythm, but it doesn’t seem enough. I can tell he is holding back.
“Harder, Wolf,” I urge him.
“No, slow, I don’t wanna hurt you.” But I don’t want slow and sweet. I want him to give me what he wants, what I know he needs too.
“I won’t break, let go, I want it, Wolf, all of it.” I rank my nails on his back, knowing I might be drawing blood. His hiss is encouraging and then he moves, really moves with purpose. He starts to pound me, holding me down. Wolf shifts, taking my legs up and on his shoulders and he feels so much deeper. But he doesn’t stop this pounding. My head hits the headboard as he gives me exactly what I want. I can’t keep quiet, and I let out small gasps, moan, whimpers, and noises I didn’t think I could even make. I feel the building deep inside and I’m waiting for something to set me over.
“I want you to come, now.” The voice sounds familiar, it’s not Wolf’s gravelly voice, but the soothing one that sounds like melting chocolate. Hawk is in the room. I feel another set of hands and he pinches my nipple and I fly, crying out some known sound and I swear I could have heard a damn dog howl outside. I blink a couple times and Wolf finishes grunting as he comes in the condom deep inside me. I can feel the warmth before he pulls out, heading to the bathroom. My breathing is ragged and I’m still panting as my climax starts to come down. I look and see the ripples of my stomach and my breasts start to fall to the side from the weight. Shifting, I go to grab the covers, but Hawk stops me.
“I don’t think so, baby. I love looking at this body. I didn’t see it well enough last night and now I want to look at you, all of you. Damn, your tits are great.” He proves it by palming one and holding it up. “A perfect fit, and I have rather large hands.” He takes a nipple into his mouth and sucks, hard, before biting and making me cry out. The pain/pleasure mixture is unfamiliar but damn if it doesn’t feel good. “As much as I wanna fuck you raw right now, we have work to do. So get up.” He kisses me chastely and he is gone, leaving me panting and wanton all over again. Then the realization hits me like a brick wall. I just had sex with Wolf while Hawk was in the room, and when did he come in the room? Wolf walks out of the bathroom that very moment and makes his way to me.
“Shower is free, we can pick up breakfast.” He comes over and kisses me softly before winking, and walks out grabbing a pair of jeans and a T-shirt. I have no clue what to do. None of my books ever described what would happen the next morning after lead female had sex with two men. But I didn’t have sex with two men, just one, and the other was in the room. Shit, does that mean I’m an exhibitionist? What is wrong with me? Just then, Hawk walks back into the room. Grabs my arm, pulls me, naked, by the side of the bed. He twists my body and smacks my ass, hard before pushing me into the bathroom.
“Shower now, woman, I’m hungry,” and stalks out. Um, okay, guess that answers what I should do now.
I shower in record time; well for me it is, being extra careful to clean my tender parts. I knew he was big, but yeah, rough sex is good, but when you haven’t had sex in a long time. Tender for sure. I dress in a simple teal color dress Shay said made my girls look good. I have to admit, they do. Smiling at myself, I slip on some cute wedge heels that match and walk out. Both men are sitting down at the table looking at me.
“We want coffee, come on, chéri.” Wolf stands and grabs my hands. He seems to have an extra pep in his step. Guess men get happy when they get laid.
“Why didn’t you make any?” Then I remember why. Both of them suck at making it. “Okay, let’s get some coffee.” We make our way to the small café both men prefer and order two blacks and one with sugar and cream for me, along with some pastries. Smiling he takes my hand as we get in the truck. It’s a short drive and Wolf kept asking if he could have his bear claw now, but I said no. It doesn’t take long and Wolf pulls into the parking lot of the building, rushing me out of the truck and unlocks the office door and Hawk pushes me inside. It seemed they didn’t want me to be seen outside very long. I do my best to ignore their odd behavior. Making my way to the front desk, I try to start with my daily duties. And I see four different messages. I grab my pen and paper and try to calm myself before hitting the play button. I am terrified to hear that one of them might be Andrew, but none were. I take the information down then get them all entered into the system for Hawk and Wolf to deal with. I check the emails, and anything else that is needed. Once complete, I head back to the office to see Hawk and Wolf sitting at their desks.
“I forgot my breakfast.” Hawk looks down at the bag and pulls out mine and hands it to me, but he doesn’t say anything. Is he mad at me, did I do something wrong? Hell, I don’t know. I reach and take it, but Hawk moves quickly and grabs my wrist, holding me still.
“We need to talk.” Oh shit, this is it. I messed up by sleeping with Wolf, but I look at Wolf who is smiling and leaves the room. I try to act professional, smiling back and wait for him.
“Okay.”
“Very good, at least you are using your words now.” I make to nod and then stop.
“I’m trying,” I say in hopes he understands this is all new to me.
“This morning, I know you’re confused, but I don’t want what happens at home to affect what happens here at work.”
“Oh, I would never do that,” I quickly reply.
“I know you wouldn’t try to, but you see, Gunner, one of the other bounties, who you might meet today, well, he slept with our last office manager. Needless to say it didn’t work out, and she left.” Oh, I see where he is going with this.
“I understand.”
“I don’t think you do. I wasn’t saying I don’t want what happened this morning to not happen again. In fact, I want it to, several more times in fact. But I don’t want it to happen in the office, or for us all to be seen as some type of couple outside of the home. You have become very valuable here in the office, but it’s just, we need to keep appearances up.” I nod at that one. Except he raises an eyebrow at me and I respond with a yes.
But the other thing I got out of that is, sure they like to sleep with me, but I can’t be seen in public with them in any sort of intimate fashion. It hurt more than Andrew stalking me. I was a secret fuck toy. At least Andrew wanted me to be seen with him in public areas. I kept trying to tell myself that it meant nothing, but I don’t just sleep with people on a whim. I tend to throw my heart with everything I do, and right now, my heart was hurting, while my head was screaming I was an idiot for thinking both men would want me for more. They owe me nothing, and only promised to help me and keep me safe. But it seems I will have to continue to do what I always do. Only rely on myself.
Chapter Thirteen
Hawk
I don’t know why Zoey looks so mad. It’s not like we are a couple. Sure, we all played together and such. I admit, I want to see where this goes, but for the case with Andrew, if he sees us with her in something other than working, he might escalate. I want to try something with her, but after this case. It’s not like I am going to come out screaming she is mine, well ours. I don’t do the whole cave man thing, and beat off every man who looks at her. That’s just not me, but she will be mine. I will make sure of it after this case is over. Hopefully she knows that. I am just not sure if I fully believe what I was saying though. Huh, maybe I should have Wolf talk to her later. He seems to understand how to talk to her without her looking like I upset her. But right now, I need to make a phone call. Grabbing the phone, I
dial a number.
“Speak.”
“Hey, dipshit, you comin’ in today?”
“Yeah, should be there in about twenty. Want me to bring lunch?”
“Nah, we can go out when ya get here.”
“Gottcha.” And he hung up the phone. Gunner was a pain in the ass, but he was efficient as was Snake. We all work in pairs for various reasons, but mostly because of safety. It’s hard to go after people in non-city areas. The swamp is no joke, and people need to remember that when they step foot into the bayou. If you aren’t from around here then good luck surviving.
Turning to face the screen in front of me, I read over all the messages Zoey took this morning and yesterday. She is extremely efficient at her job and I’m glad we kept her as an office assistant. Although I don’t think we talked about how much she makes. I hear the door open and know it’s Wolf.
“Everything okay?”
“Yup, it’s all taken care of. Gunner and Snake are coming in today. Should be anytime. We will go grab some food then. Wanna fill them in about Eddy and see what they found out about their bounty. Since we don’t have them into the system now, we need to show them what we are doing. Zoey can do that when we get back.”
“Okay, sounds good.”
“Yup.” I ignore whatever he is doing, but from the corner of my eye I see him playing with pins on the map board. We really do need to find out what areas he likes to hide in. Maybe even go out there. Been a while since we were out on the water. Might even be fun.
I don’t know how long it’s been but I hear voices talking outside the door. But as I make to stand, I hear Zoey yelling out.
“I don’t know who the hell you are, but you can’t go back there. How did you get inside anyway?”
“Listen, sweet cheeks, why don’t you get your pretty little ass over there and make me a coffee or something.”
“Excuse me?” Zoey’s voice takes on a whole new tone.
“Don’t think I stuttered.” Damn Gunner.
“Come on, suga, he’s not that bad. He’s all bark and no bite, but me, I’ll bite ya if ya want.”
“I don’t think so, buddy.” I snicker and listen some more.
“Oh, I’m sure a woman like you could use a little lovin’ from a man like me.” Okay, so they both are starting to cross the line.
“Look, dipshit one and two, I don’t give a flying fuck who you two are, but you will leave and leave now, or else.”
“Or else what?” Gunner growls.
“Or else, I’ll umm get Wolf and Hawk to um do something to you?”
“Well, sweet cheeks, that might be kinda hard to do. You’re replaceable, just a little pet to them.” Fucking Gunner, Wolf is up and out the door as am I, and find all three of them standing in the hall way.
“I’m sorry, Hawk, Wolf, but these, I hate to call them this, but gentlemen seem to lack manners, but they are here to see you, I think. I don’t know how they got in and they refuse to tell me their names.”
“New bunny in the play house, boss?” Snake asks, pointing to Zoey.
“New office girl. Don’t worry about her. Zoey, this is Gunner and Snake.” I watch as recognition comes crawling across her face.
“Oh, I’m so sorry. I didn’t know they worked here. I really didn’t know. I’m sorry, gentlemen. Can I get you something to drink? Coffee, water?”
“No need, Zoey, we are going out to eat. I have some papers that need filed on my desk. We should be back in a bit.” I only have a few, but she nods and heads inside. I nod to Wolf who turns and follows Gunner and Snake out the backdoor, locking it tight behind them.
Neither of them say anything as we make our way to the small diner across the street. I can see the front door of our office and the blinds are closed. The back is all locked up so the only way in and out is through the front and I have that covered.
“So the new office girl. She up for some playing?” Gunner asks while he orders a Coke.
“No, she works for us right now. She is the chick I told you about with the stalker we are hunting. Since her apartment was broken into and her other home set on fire, we figured we would bring her here.” At least that was the excuse I was going to use for them.
“So she is crashing at a hotel?” asked Snake
“Nah, he would find her. We want to get him, but not before he gets her. She is staying with us right now,” I responded instantly.
“So you three are fuckin now.” Damn I wish Gunner would shut his mouth and not fucking talk.
“Nah, she is in Wolf’s room. We are just using her to help clean and cook, and work in the office,” I say. Though I know it’s more than that, these idiots don’t need to know that.
“And for getting your dick wet in some sweet pussy too, huh.” Damn, now Snake won’t shut up. For the first time in my life, I want to tell him to fucking leave it alone she is mine, but it seems I’m acting like a scared little pussy and go with my rules.
“She’s not like that. You know my rule about fucking anyone who works for us.” I haven’t broken the rule either, well yet anyway. But I promised myself, and my cock that will change, and the sooner the better.
“Sure. Whatever you say, bossman.” Snake grins and Wolf is glaring at me. What fucking ever.
“Tell me what you got.” And like that, the subject is dropped.
Zoey
Office staff, a pet, a damn woman to fetch coffee like a good little girl. Well fuck him and the broom that’s stuck up his tight ass. I understand needing to remain professional, but he kinda hit below the belt with this one. But whatever I do from now on, I tell myself, I’m not sleeping with them again. I’ll save what money I can and get the hell out of dodge, or Louisiana at least. The phone rings, making me jump. I wait for the recorded message.
“Hey, chicky, go to the back, I got us some grub and I hate eating alone. Open up.”
I laugh and walk to the back. I knock and she knocks twice more. I unlock the top two locks and open it for her.
“Just so ya know, bitch, I should totally kick your ass for yesterday, but I’m sure Wolf and Hawk probably chewed your ass out already. But I got food. Figured you wanted something good, so I even brought some beignets to sweeten you up.” I giggle and take the bag. Inside she had some yummy po’ boys for us both, some sweet tea, and dessert. I swear I am in love with this woman. I thank her and clear a spot at the front desk for us to eat. With the food put out, I dig in, even though I had breakfast a few hours ago. Plus, when I’m upset, I eat. However, with everything going on before, I never had enough food to eat. And that makes me laugh. Shaylene looks at me and then shakes her head.
“So how you holding up?”
“As good as can be expected. I mean when you have a crazy psycho male on your ass who either A) wants to fuck me, or B) kill me then fuck me, or c) scare the crap out of me so I can make it easy for him to complete A and B. So yeah, doing peachy.”
“Oh cut the crap, I know you’re wacked in the head about that shit, nothing I can do to help you unless I find the son-of-a-bitch and cut his dick off with a pair of rusty loppers and feed them to the gators. I’m talking about with the guys.”
I freeze. Do I tell her, or keep it to myself. I don’t want to get in trouble and it was only one time. “Nothing but work stuff. They talk about the cases, I organize them, that’s about it. Kinda boring really.” I lie.
“Suurree it is. But whatever, it is what it is. So I’m thinking that if we have enough guys we can go out for a beer tonight or something.”
“You mean at like a bar?”
“Yup, I need a wing man, or woman.”
“I don’t know, you and I both know the guys will say no and that will be the end of it.”
“You’re right, okay fine then, how about you come stay with me tonight and we get smashed and say fuck you to the world.”
“That I can do.” I giggle and eat my food. About forty-five minutes have passed and Shay has to go back to work. I clean up our mess
and make a fresh pot of coffee when I hear the clicking of the locks at the backdoor. Sounds like the guys are back. Everyone is laughing and joking when they enter.
“So we are gonna go out tonight, heard about a new place that is amazing. Lots of sexy tourist for us to play with. You both coming.” I hear, who I now know is Gunner, say.
“Nah, just gonna stay in tonight,” Wolf says, and smiles at me. “Hey, Zoey, have a good lunch?” I nod and go back to what I was doing.
“Come on, man, don’t be a fucking stick in the mud, come out already,” he hounds Hawk now. I ignore them all. At my desk, Wolf sits on the edge.
“So whatcha doing tonight?” He acts normal to me, well at least that’s good.
“Actually, Shaylene wants me to come over and have dinner and a few drinks. I said yes.”
“Say what?” Hawk overhears us and is now glaring down at me.
“I’m going to Shaylene’s house tonight,” I say with a little more attitude. Shit, he’s not my dad, or even my lover; he has no say what I do.
“I don’t think so,” Hawk growls.
“Hawk, lets listen to her,” Wolf says calmly.
“Look, we both wanted to go out, maybe get a drink or two, but knew with everything going on it would be a bad idea, so we came up with this one.”
“No,” Hawk says and starts to walk away.
“Listen, Hawk, I don’t care what you think. I’m going, I am just being courteous in letting you know.” I smile sweetly, plastering a I-don’t-give-a-fuck-what-you-think look on my face.
“Zoey, enough, I said no.” He looked like he was going to say more, but just shuts his mouth and looks at everyone in the room. My tempter snaps. I’m tired of acting like I have to do what he says, or act like he even cares for me. He doesn’t. I’m just some office pet, something to keep his paperwork down, someone to keep his dick wet at home. But what about my damn heart, he doesn’t want it, and right now, I am done. With all of it. He hit the last of my nerves, and this is my breaking point.
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