A fat vulture landed on the windowsill with a screech. Its sudden appearance sent Ned recoiling in shock. The staff found its way between his legs and tripped him up. He fell backward, banging his shoulder against the sharp point of his desk. A few inches higher and to the left and the blow would’ve cracked open his skull. This was going better than expected since he didn’t die. Not much of an accomplishment for most people, but Ned grabbed all the little victories he could.
The black vulture squeezed its way through the window, hopped onto a chair, and stared down Ned with its merciless, ebony eyes. Its head bobbed sideways. It opened its hooked beak, rasping quietly. Black wings spread, casting a shadow of death over Ned.
Luckily for him, he didn’t believe in omens.
He rose, rubbing his sore shoulder, and used the staff to encourage the cruel bird back out the window. The vulture wasn’t so easily discouraged. It snapped at the staff’s tip. Ned gave up after a minute. He locked stares with the forbidding harbinger.
“Get lost.”
The bird ruffled its feathers and swayed side to side on the chair. It didn’t go anywhere. Nor did he expect it to. He shrugged, feeling a twinge in his shoulder.
“Fine. But if you’re looking for a meal, I’m not going to be it.”
The vulture shrieked once, then settled in as if perfectly willing to wait. Ned sat back at his desk, resolving this time not to move until absolutely necessary. Hard to get yourself killed just sitting around, he reasoned. He wasted a minute trying to stare down his unwanted guest, but abandoning that, he leaned back and closed his eye.
Someone knocked on the door.
“Come in.”
Frank stepped inside. He carried a canvas sack in one hand. The contents squirmed. “Ah, there you are, Ned.”
“Where else would I be?” asked Ned.
“Not you, sir. I was speaking to the vulture.”
“His name’s Ned?”
The vulture screeched, flapped its wings, nearly tipping over its chair.
“Nibbly Ned,” said Frank. “We usually just call him Nibbly to avoid confusion. Sort of the company mascot, sir. Ward’s been looking all over for him. Worried sick. Thought the poor little guy might’ve been killed in the confusion. He’ll be glad to know otherwise.”
“Grand bit of luck,” agreed Ned.
“You shouldn’t be in here, Nibbly. Go on. Get out, get out.”
The vulture flew back to the sill, cast one last hungry glance at Ned, and jumped out the window. Ned was simultaneously pleased and annoyed to see it go. Glad to be rid of it, but irritated that nothing in this citadel, not even the mascot, took him seriously enough to follow his orders.
“Something I can do for you, Lieutenant?” he asked.
“Yes, sir. I was wondering what you’d like me to do with the platypus.” Frank placed the squirming canvas sack on the desk.
“Get rid of it, I guess.”
“Is there a special way you’d care to have that done?” asked Frank somewhat vaguely.
“You can eat it for all I care.”
The platypus made a fearful noise and struggled all the more in the sack.
“Is that safe, sir?” asked Frank.
“I don’t know. I’ve never eaten a platypus.”
“Not that,” said Frank. “I mean, is it safe to eat a wizard? Even in platypus form?”
“Hadn’t thought of that,” said Ned. “I guess it’d be safer to destroy it.”
“Yes, sir. Shame. It’s been years since I’ve enjoyed a good roasted platypus.” He threw the sack over his shoulder and moved toward the door. He paused as he touched the handle. “And don’t worry, sir. Your secret is safe with me.”
Ned almost didn’t ask, but some small voice, some stifling masochism compelled him. “What secret?”
“You don’t have to pretend with me, sir. I already knew all about secret wizards. I just never thought I’d meet one. Well, actually I did think I’d meet one. I just assumed I’d never know.”
Ned considered correcting Frank but didn’t see any point in it.
“But you needn’t worry, sir,” added Frank.
“Glad to hear it.”
“And I’m sure the others won’t let anyone know either.”
That spurred Ned’s attention. “How many people know?”
“Oh, just myself, Regina, and Gabel. They didn’t believe me either when I first told them. But I knew all along. But mum is the word, sir. You can trust us. Rely on our confidence.”
Ned nodded. So his ranking officers thought him a wizard. He couldn’t see the harm. It might even get him some respect.
“Although I’m not too sure about Ace,” said Frank. “Hate to say it, since I like the little guy, but he might let it slip.”
“Ace knows?”
Frank held up his hands. “I didn’t tell him anything, sir. But it was kind of hard not to notice, what with your talking to birds and turning dragons into platypuses. Goblins are a chatty bunch, sir. I’d offer to squish him for you, but I don’t squish friends. Maybe you could have one of the other ogres do it.”
“That won’t be necessary.”
“Oh, I see. Going to erase his memory, eh, sir?”
“First thing in the morning, Lieutenant.” Ned tapped the maroon staff twice on his desk.
Frank winked, and Ned winked back. Although with one eye, it was difficult, if not impossible, to distinguish his winks from his blinks. But Frank seemed to get it, and he left to dispose of the platypus.
Ned passed the next few minutes quietly not dying in his office, and was pleased with how well it was going. He’d stayed alive longer, but now that he was concentrating on it, it felt more like an accomplishment. Although he still couldn’t make a bit of sense of the Red Woman’s sacrifice, which seemed utterly pointless. Ned couldn’t die, but the universe could. So why bother to save him?
“Why?” he wondered aloud.
“Why not?” someone replied.
Ned jumped, toppling out of his chair and rolling onto the floor. The chair jostled a polearm leaning against the wall. The weapon swung down and buried itself just above his head. An inch to the right, and it would’ve split open his face. He wondered if his office was such a safe place after all. He viewed the world with a new eye now. Everything was sharp and pointy and eager to drive itself into his brain apparently. He considered cowering under his desk, but he wasn’t quite ready to throw away all his pride.
A quick glance confirmed that the office was empty. “Is someone here?”
“Someone, no,” said the new voice. “Something would be more technically accurate.”
“Where are you?”
“Here.”
Ned stood, bracing himself on the desk. “Where?”
“Here.”
“Where?” he asked.
“Why don’t you ask again? Because if you ask the same question three times, you’re sure to receive a more accurate answer.”
“Where?” asked Ned again.
“I was being sarcastic. Of course, if you’d like to ask me again, go right ahead. But as I can’t see nor can I feel, I can’t really help you out. Or instead of asking the same ridiculous question over and over again, you could try another.”
Ned, who’d grown tired of being mocked, sat back down. “Are you a ghost?”
The voice chuckled. “No. If I’m anything, I suppose I’m a memory.”
“What’s that mean?”
“I don’t know.”
“You don’t know?”
“I don’t know.” The voice sighed. “Must you insist on asking every question more than once? Do it again, and I won’t reply. In fact, I don’t think I’ll bother with any pointless questions from now on.”
“You won’t?” asked Ned.
No reply. The voice before had seemed to be right in his ears. He waved his hands around his head and felt nothing. Not a cold spot or invisible speaker or chatty horsefly.
“Are you still there?”
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No reply.
“Hello? Still there?”
“Yes, I’m still here.” The voice sounded outright irritated now. “Where else would I be? I can’t move on my own now, can I?”
“You can’t?”
The voice grunted, but said nothing else.
“I must be going mad.” It seemed time for that. A trifle behind schedule. He considered searching his office but just didn’t care enough to chase phantom hecklers. He decided to ask one more question, and if that didn’t work, he’d give up.
“What are you?”
The voice exhaled with much relief. “Finally. Was that so hard? I’m the staff.”
“The staff?” asked Ned.
The speaker grumbled. “Yes, the staff. You’re really quite thick, aren’t you?”
Ned snatched up the staff. Now he needn’t worry. Now he could relax, let death take him. The well-being of the universe was somebody else’s problem.
He clutched the Red Woman’s staff close, clinging to it the way an amorous, drunken troll might cling to an amorous, drunken elf with a lazy eye and an open mind.
“How did you get in there?” he asked.
“I’m not in here,” replied the staff. “I am.”
“What’s that mean?”
“Everything must be thoroughly spelled out for you, mustn’t it? I take it back. You aren’t thick. You’re patently ample-skulled.”
“Huh?”
“Well put,” said the staff. “I am not what you think I am. Neither spirit nor preserved soul, I’m all that remains of my former owner. A memory imbued with a touch of magic. I possess no true life, merely the nuanced simulation of such. I can’t even speak unless spoken to, and only in reply to a question.”
“You can’t?” asked Ned.
The staff ignored him, and he silently agreed it should. He did have an annoying habit of asking questions over again.
“Why?” he posed.
The staff deemed this worth answering, but the irritation in its voice was obvious. “An echo can’t exist without a sound. Though the magic that created me allows me more creativity in my replies, an echo is still what I am.”
“Why are you here?”
“I don’t know.”
“Did she leave you on purpose?”
“I don’t know.”
“Did she leave you to help me?”
“I don’t know.”
Ned frowned at the staff. “What do you know?”
“I don’t know.”
“You don’t know what you know?” he asked.
“Someone or something must be aware to know, and I’m not aware. I only reply. If in my replies information can be found, that is not the same as possessing the information myself.”
“I don’t get it,” said Ned.
He waited. The staff didn’t respond. It took him a moment to realize he hadn’t asked it a question.
“Why don’t I get it?”
“Because you’re a dull-witted jackass. Even I can see that. And I’m not self-aware, nor can I see.”
Ned almost yelled back at the staff, but he refused to trade insults with an inanimate object. Especially since he seemed to be losing the battle. And he couldn’t come up with any new questions. Only new wording for old questions. He put the staff on the desk and turned to more productive tasks. If his office was going to be his haven, he needed to make it safer. His first act: removal of all the sharp things. Then he’d take care of the hard things. Eventually he’d get rid of everything in the room. Even the chair to play it safe. And he could sit on the floor for at least twelve hours a day. It wasn’t much of a plan, but it was the best he had.
He’d gathered up the swords and axes littering the office, presumably left by former commanders, when someone knocked on his door. The next step in his haven would have to be the addition of a Do Not Disturb sign.
“Come in.”
The door opened, and in stepped Miriam and Regina. It took some time for the women to enter as they struggled to squeeze through the door frame simultaneously, each digging her elbows into the other’s ribs. Ned, his back turned, was hunched over a bundle of blades and didn’t notice.
“What is it now?” he asked.
“Just checking in, sir.” Regina saluted sharply.
Scowling at the Amazon, Miriam saluted just as sharply. “And making sure you’re feeling well, sir.”
“Obviously Ned can take care of himself,” said Regina.
“Expressing concern over the commander’s well-being doesn’t insinuate assumption of weakness,” replied Miriam. “Perhaps you’d understand that if you were more in touch with your feminine side.”
Regina balled up her fists. Miriam didn’t seem to care. The women glowered, and Regina noticed that sirens had fangs. Small ones, not too damaging (especially once they were knocked out of Miriam’s jaws). Before it could come to blows, Ned turned around, holding an armload of swords, axes, and one spear.
“Just getting rid of a few things,” he explained.
“Let me help you, Ned.” Miriam grabbed some of the weapons.
“Allow me.” Regina snatched up the rest. “That’s a heavy load. Wouldn’t want you to hurt yourself, Miriam.”
“What are you implying?” Miriam’s large black eyes narrowed.
“Merely expressing concern.” Regina’s not-so-large black eyes narrowed. “Which doesn’t insinuate the assumption of weakness.” She grinned. “Can I get that staff for you, Ned?”
“No, leave it.” He didn’t think it was good for much, but he hoped the Red Woman had left it behind on purpose. And even if she was well and truly dead, he still liked having it around. He felt safer somehow.
“Is there anything else we could help you with, Ned?” asked Miriam. “Anything I could help you with?”
“No. I got it. Thanks.”
“Nothing?” The siren shifted her load of weapons under one arm so she could suggestively caress her own neck, running the fingers down between her breasts as she bit her lip. “Nothing at all?”
“Are you deaf?” Regina slammed her hip into Miriam, who nearly toppled over. “He said he doesn’t need anything from you.”
“I just wanted to make sure he understood the question,” growled Miriam.
“Are you saying he’s stupid?”
“I said no such thing.”
Slouched over his desk, Ned rubbed his temple. “You’re dismissed,” he mumbled.
“You heard him,” said Regina. “Get lost.”
Ned raised his head and gave the women his first glance since they’d entered the office. Both looked different.
Regina’s changes were more obvious. She still had on her war paint. Thick, unflattering, and even a little clownish, it appeared very un-Amazonian to him. But he didn’t know much about Amazons. Her hair, normally knotted in a tight bun or let loose to flow down her shoulders, was now puffy with thick braids. And she stank of flowers and cinnamon. As he became aware of it, the malodorous perfume burned his nostrils and brought tears to his eyes.
Miriam’s differences were subtler, but not so subtle as to completely pass him by. For one thing, there appeared to be some sort of glistening gel applied to the scales of her face and shoulders. If it was supposed to make her striking golden skin more appealing, it only succeeded in making her appear more slimy and fishlike. And she wore the remnants of a uniform, most of which had fallen beneath a pair of shears, leaving behind only a very short skirt and a midriff-exposing top. Not very regulation.
Both females possessed a natural sexuality, though Regina’s wasn’t always as easy to spot, and spotting it was often a way to end up with a broken jaw and a black eye. They were now buried beneath an avalanche of effort. The right man would’ve understood this, would’ve even been flattered by the attempts, unsuccessful though they were. But Ned wasn’t the right man. It wasn’t that he held to some higher standard of natural beauty. He just preferred things simple and straightforward, including his women. He
had enough riddles in his life.
The Amazon and the siren smiled eagerly at him. They didn’t know how to tell him their feelings, and he didn’t know enough to consider they had those feelings at all.
“You’re both dismissed,” said Ned. “And tell everyone I don’t wish to be disturbed again.”
The women kept their smiles, although both their thumping hearts dropped from their throats to land hard back in their rib cages. For Miriam at least, this was less a metaphor, as siren hearts wandered a bit through their bodies depending on their mood. But to be accurate, hers hadn’t risen all the way to her throat, stopping as high as her sternum before sliding its way down and resting on her bladder, thus adding a need to urinate to her disappointment.
“Yes, sir,” said Miriam.
“Yes, sir,” said Regina.
Both saluted, less crisply this time, and trudged from the office with slumped shoulders. Ned picked up the staff and sat behind his desk.
“What’s wrong with them?” he wondered aloud.
The staff replied, “They like you.”
Twenty-one
COPPER CITADEL HAD always been rundown, a victim of negligence. Hence the terrible mess left behind by a couple of powerful wizards wasn’t especially noticeable. There was generally more rubble lying about, and that rubble was more charred and blackened than usual. The garden was now a crater, and a crumbling tower that had leaned dangerously close to falling over was now fifteen degrees closer to collapse. The improvised wooden braces creaked and groaned under the pressure, but they held. A dozen ogres had been assigned to lean against the tower until maintenance could get around to shoving a couple more braces in place. Or the tower collapsed. Either way the problem would eventually solve itself.
There were only a handful of facilities in Copper Citadel that held any concern in the average soldier’s mind: the pub, the mess hall, and the barracks, in that order of importance, with the last two a far distance from the first. The dragons had knocked a hole in the mess-hall roof and smashed open one wall of the barracks. Both of which seemed improvements, adding ambient moonlight and sunlight to one’s dining experience. The barracks doors had always been a tad narrow for broad-shouldered ogres, who could now enter three abreast without difficulty. The pub was untouched, and it was still the focal point of activity within the citadel. This came as no surprise to Frank. He remembered vividly the time, not many months previous, when he’d seen the pub ablaze yet still bustling with thirsty soldiers.
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