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by Tynessa


  “Man, chill out with that shit before I kick yo’ ass. And I know one damn thing, you better not have been fucking nann one of yo’ infected ass hos in my bed, either.” Though I said it, I already knew he was and that’s exactly why I changed the sheets and shit on there. I loved my brother, but I didn’t want to lay on the sheets he fucked his many hos on.

  “Shit, I couldn’t take them to my house, so it was only right I brought them back here. Don’t sweat it though. I had Bree to go buy you new mattress and shit,” he informed me of what I already knew. Bree made it her business to throw the fact that she helped my brother keep my house clean, in my face. I guess her ass wanted a gold medal or some shit. Maybe Jay’s ass should have given her one because she was not getting shit from me—not even a fucking thank you. Maybe, this dope dick every now and then; but that was about it.

  “You already know she told me. I don’t even know why you let her in my shit after what she did to me. Then her sneaky ass had a key made. I had to get my locks changed on her ass.”

  When I found out Bree was pregnant with another nigga’s baby, I had my brother and mama kick her up outta my crib. I didn’t give two fucks if she had somewhere to go or not, she wasn’t about to stay at my house. My brother had the locks changed and everything. I don’t even understand why he let the ho back in my shit when I specifically told that nigga not to. Anyways, when she let me know that Jay had her in my house cleaning, I changed the locks, right away. I didn’t put shit past her ass.

  “Bruh, how you know she had a key made?” he asked while looking dumbfounded. I just stared at his ass. All that shouldn’t even have mattered. She shouldn’t have been in here in the first place.

  “Nigga, cut the bull. She already told me that you gave her the key once to lock up ‘cause you had some business to handle. Why the fuck you would do that shit is beyond me.” I swear, I acted like the older brother. Jay ass just didn’t have a clue, sometimes. “But to answer your question, she came over here one morning talking about some why her key not working. I almost slapped the taste out her damn mouth.”

  “Man, I didn’t think she would do something like that. Anyways, you ‘bout ready to go?” he asked, changing the subject. I was glad he did, because he was starting to piss me off. Dumb ass nigga! After letting him know I was ready, we headed to the trap house.

  This was my first time coming to the trap since I was released from prison. A nigga had just been laying low. I mean, mothafuckas knew I was out, but I thought it was time for me to make my presence known around this bitch, even though we didn’t have any issues with money or niggas stealing our product or no shit like that. Yeah, things were gravy around here. Niggas knew not to test mines and my brother’s gangsta’.

  “What’s up, Lo?” I said as Lo and I slapped hands and brotherly hugged. All the niggas that worked for us were at my welcome home party but I hadn’t seen them since.

  Carlo, better known as Lo has been rocking with me and Jay since day one. Nigga was hella cool. I fucked with him harder than any other nigga on the team for the simple fact that the nigga was down for whatever. When I was out robbing and carjacking mothafuckas it was Lo, right there by my side. I fucked with him the long way. That nigga was like a second brother to me.

  “Ain’t shit, nigga. Getting this paper. Fuck you doing over here?” he asked me while handing me the Blunt he was puffing on. Taking it, I brought it up to my lips.

  “Shit, hanging with my slow ass brother today.”

  “Yeah, he gotta count this money today. Yo’ ass better help because otherwise you gon’ be in this bitch all mothafucking day,” Lo said, causing me to laugh because he was right. It took my brother all damn night to count money, and that was with him using the money counter.

  “Yeah, you right. Let me get back here and help this nigga.” I stood and walked to the back room. Two hours later, we were packing shit up. I was just ready to get the fuck up out this bitch. I had a slip up one time—which I still couldn’t figure out what went wrong—I wasn’t about to have a recap of that happening, again.

  Leaving the trap house, me and Jay rode around for what seemed like forever. I wasn’t tripping though. It wasn’t like I had shit else to do, anyways. I was high as fuck and being that we’d been sipping on Patron the whole time, a nigga was about fucked up. Shit, going back to Grisela’s place might not have been a bad thing after all. I was horny as fuck.

  “Man, I gotta stop by my crib then I’ll take you home,” said Jay as we headed towards the direction of his house.

  “A’ight, I hope you don’t be in there all night. I got shit to do.” I didn’t, but that wasn’t none of his business. I just didn’t wanna be at his crib looking at him and his girl all damn night.

  “A’ight, nigga, I hear you. I’ll run in and out.”

  It wasn’t long before we pulled up in his driveway, right behind, none other than Tan’s car Hell yeah, I’m about to fuck with her ass. I was the first to hop out.

  “Damn, nigga, for your ass to not wanna be here long, yo’ black ass beat me to the damn door,” Jay said as he unlocked the door. I didn’t even reply back. “Li’l sis is off limits if that’s why yo’ ass running up here,” he felt the need to let me know as if I gave a damn. I looked at him sideways before replying. This nigga here!

  “Damn, nigga, you hitting her too?” I asked, praying and hoping he wasn’t.

  “Fuck no! Damn, bruh, I ain’t that dirty to hit my girl best friend.” I breathed a sigh of relief. “That’s my nigga girl and I promised him I’d look after her while he did his time.”

  Funny this mothafucka’ said that when he couldn’t even look after my bitch for me while I did my time. Where was the loyalty in this bitch!? Just hearing that shit made me want to fuck with li’l mama more. Who the fuck was Jay’vion supposed to be? Captain Save-a-Hoe?!

  “Yeah, okay. I hear you,” was all I replied back. His ass knew I wasn’t listening to that shit he’d just uttered out his damn mouth. With a shake of his head, he walked on inside.

  Walking into the house, Tan and I locked eyes right away. I couldn’t help but smile as she rolled her eyes upwards, while I walked right over to the loveseat that she was laid back on. Lifting her legs, I sat down and rested them on my lap. They weren’t on there long before she sat up and placed them underneath her butt.

  “Hey, Tez,” Asia said once her and my brother finished tonguing one another down as if they hadn’t seen each other all damn day.

  “What’s up, shawty?” I hit her with a head nod before turning my attention to Tan. “What’s up, li’l mama? My offer still stands on that dinner. Sure you don’t wanna jump on it?” I smiled.

  “Oh, I’m positive.” She got up, reached on the coffee table, and poured herself some Ciroc. Her words were kind of slurry, so I knew she was tipsy.

  I nodded my head up and down then lit the Blunt I had in my hand. Jay and Asia were talking amongst themselves before heading up the stairs.

  “We’ll be back. Yo, li’l bruh, remember what I told you outside.” Jay brought his index finger to his right eye, then the left one before pointing it towards me, letting he was watching me. I chuckled and flipped his ass off. Fuck up outta here with that bullshit. He was acting like she his ho or something.

  “So, what’s up, li’l mama?” I asked once they disappeared. Tan sipped her drink before sitting it on the table. She untucked her legs and begin sitting Indian style. Now she wanted tease my ass with those little ass shorts on. I couldn’t help but to lick my lips as I stared at her thick thighs. “Why you so damn mean?” I then asked when she didn’t say anything.

  “I’m not mean. I just don’t do drama and so far, I’ve had two bitches look at me sideways for talking to you.”

  I laughed.

  “Shawty, I already told you that you don’t have to worry about them. I’m fresh out the pen, baby. It’s too soon to be committing myself to anyone. I’m cool with them just like I’m trying to be cool with you,” I stated hones
tly. I wasn’t trying to wife nobody up. I just wanted to enjoy life and have fun.

  “So, you trying to be cool with me, meaning fucking, right? Because I know you’re fucking them.”

  Again, I laughed at her bluntness.

  “I mean, shit, if it comes down to that.” I ran my hand slowly up her exposed thigh. Her skin was so damn silky and smooth, a nigga was hard just from that alone. Her body tensed up as she stared at me. Clearing her throat, she reached over and grabbed her drink, taking a long gulp. I could tell I had just made her nervous.

  “So, what’s your real name? I know it’s not Tan,” I asked, trying to relax her.

  “Tangela,” she responded with a whisper, while fidgeting with her manicured nails.

  “Tang…I like that.” I slid my hand further up her thigh and right when I got to the hem of her shorts she looked up at me. The innocent look on her face was priceless. That shit was so fucking sexy. It was a look I never seen on a female before. I knew right then and there I had to have li’l mama.

  “You just wanna be cool, right?” she asked me. Licking my lips before biting down on the bottom one, I couldn’t help but smile as I slid closer to her.

  Taking my lips to her ear I whispered, “That’s all I wanna be.”

  Chapter 9

  Best Mistake Ever!

  Tangela

  Stopping Quintez would’ve been the right thing to do, but for some reason I couldn’t. His touch, his warm breath on my neck, and the intense look on his face was making my kitty throb and crave for him. My nipples were poking out through the thin fabric of my baby-tee and lace bra, demanding attention. Quintez, noticed right away and begin nibbling on the right one through my shirt. Out of reflex my hand went to the back of his head as I poked my breast out further. He showed the left one the same amount of attention. I threw my head back and closed my eyes, because the shit was feeling just that good.

  When Quintez unexpectedly stopped, I then shook my head. I was about to muster up the words to let him know that this shit couldn’t go down. Kacey was my heart and I didn’t want to hurt him, not intentionally anyways. I knew sleeping with someone else would crush him and that’s what I didn’t want. As I opened my eyes slowly, Quintez was staring down at me. God, he is sexy!

  Before I could even find my voice to speak, I was being lifted off the couch. Just being in his strong arms, relaxed me and pushed Kacey out my head.

  Quintez, carried me up the steps to one of the spare rooms. Closing the door with his foot, he reached around and locked it before carrying me to the bed. Laying me down gently, he removed my shirt. While caressing my left breast, he sucked, nibbled, and bit down on the right one then repeated the same steps with the left one while caressing the right one. When I tell you, Quintez had a bitch going crazy, my ass was on cloud nine, and I hadn’t even gotten the dick yet. Maybe it was because I hadn’t been touched intimately in two years. Whatever the case was, I was enjoying the feeling.

  Once Quintez had me undressed, I watched as he took the magnum XL out his pocket before dropping his pants. His huge, curved dick was already standing at attention through the split of his boxers. He was big as hell. Nonetheless, it was what I needed and wanted right now. Ripping the condom with his teeth, Quintez pulled his boxers down, just enough for his monstrous anaconda to be released. I licked my lips with much anticipation in my eyes. My body craved for this man.

  “We’re just cool, right?” is what he asked me while rubbing his hardness against my wet kitty. Unable to speak, I just nodded my head up and down.

  “Nothing more, nothing less.” I damn near choked on the words as Quintez entered my opening with one thrust. Unable to move, he just laid there. The pain almost brought tears to my eyes. I felt like a born again virgin as he moved in and out of me, slowly. The pain mixed with pleasure took my body to another level. The shit was indescribable. Ugh, he feels so damn good!

  Once, I got used to his size, the rest was history. With each thrust he gave, I matched it ten times harder. Whatever position he put my ass in, I followed his rhythm. As bad as I hated to admit it, sex with Quintez was unlike anything I’d ever experienced with Kacey. It’s funny, because me and Kacey’s sex was made out of love each and every time. Here I was, fucking this nigga I barely knew, and it was better than the love making with my longtime boyfriend.

  “Fuck!” Quintez roared out as his hand came down, smacking me on the ass. Gripping my waist, he began pounding me harder than he already was. Gripping the sheets, I bit down on the pillow harder to drown out my loud cries.

  “Shit, I’m about to cum. Yes, right there,” I moaned out in pleasure before my head went back into the pillow.

  “Fuck…me too.” It wasn’t long before Quintez was pulling out of me and releasing his seeds inside the condom. We both fell over, panting. That shit was everything. There was no doubt I’d regret this in the morning but right now, I was high off the dope dick Quintez had just delivered.

  The next morning I woke up with a banging ass headache. My whole body ached and Miss Kitty was sore as hell. Sitting up, I realized I was still naked as the day I came into this world.

  “Fuck,” I yelled out as I fell back and threw the covers over my head. Damn, how could I have let this shit happen? That’s why I tried my damnedest to stay far away from that nigga. Quintez’s sexy ass was very tempting. Just his looks and sexiness alone had a bitch ready to come up out her panties. Looking around, I was trying to see if I saw at least one piece of clothing that belonged to him. When I didn’t, I silently thanked God.

  “This shit is so fucking embarrassing,” I mumbled as I eased out the bed. I couldn’t do nothing but shake my damn head. To say I was disappointed in myself would’ve been an understatement. I went to the bathroom to freshened up, and once I was done, I eased down the steps. With each step I made I prayed and hoped Jay wasn’t down there. I doubt he’d mention it to Kacey, being that it was his brother I fucked, though.

  “Might as well come on over here ‘cause I want every single detail.” I should have known Asia’s big mouth ass was up. Sitting on the couch with a big ass smile upon her face, she patted the seat next to her for me to sit down. Flopping down, I leaned my head back before sitting up, looking at her.

  “Where’s Jay?” I mouthed. After she let me know he wasn’t there, I ran everything down to her, leaving nothing out. Though I felt like shit, I couldn’t help the smile that was on my face. “Girl, that shit was all that and then some. His ass laid it down, for real. I give that mothafucka’ two thumbs up,” I said while holding up my two thumbs. Asia’s ass was cracking up.

  “So, where does this leave y’all? Y’all going to try the relationship thingy or nah?” asked Asia. I shook my head. Fuck no!

  “Girl, no. Hello, I’m still with Kacey. I was just fucked up and horny last night, but I guarantee you, that’s not happening again. I don’t care how good it might’ve been. You know I’m not a cheater. Plus, he knows it was a one-time thing. We established that last night,” I lied. Only thing me and Quintez established was that we were just cool. However, fucking him couldn’t happen again. Even if I didn’t have Kacey, I refused to be a nigga’s side chick, booty call, fuck buddy, or anything of that nature.

  “Shit, fuck him until that nigga Kace get out. Just don’t let your feelings get involved; then you’ll be in a fucked up position,” Asia, suggested. That didn’t sound too bad, and if I was one of these dirty tricks out here I would do that.

  “I can’t do my baby like that, girl, and I know that nigga has many hos and I’m not trying to be one. I’m fine with waiting on Kace to get out. Do Jay know about this? Like, did he hear us?”

  Asia, laughed as if I’d said something funny.

  “Bitch, the damn neighbors probably heard y’all. Yo’ ass was loud ass fuck,” she continued to laugh. If I wasn’t embarrassed before, my ass was definitely embarrassed now. I kicked it with Asia for a little while longer before leaving. I just wanted to get home, take a hot bath, an
d get some much-needed sleep. My fucking body was aching something terrible.

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  “Hey, baby,” I said when the call connected with Kacey. I already knew his ass was about to get in my shit, being that I didn’t answer the phone for him last night. I left my phone right there on Asia’s coffee table when Quintez took me upstairs. Sad to say, but Kacey’s ass was the last person on my mind.

  “Oh, so you can answer the phone now?” he asked, angrily. I hated stressing my boo out while he was in there. As if he wasn’t stressing enough I went and gave him another reason to stress. I can kick my own ass right about now.

  “I’m sorry, baby. Don’t be mad, but I had went out last night with Asia and lost my fucking phone at the club. I went and got another one when I woke up and been waiting for you to call. I missed you,” I tried playing it off. He smacked his lips and I could just picture the sexy ass mug that I knew he had on his face.

  “See, if you was at home then you wouldn’t have had to worry about all that shit. Man, you got a nigga in here stressing the fuck out, ma. I can’t be in here worried about what you doing out there.” My baby sounded so helpless. That shit made my heart ache.

  “I’m sorry baby and I know. From here on out I’m gonna do better. I know it’s hard on you already without having to worry about me. If it makes you feel any better, I’m off next weekend and I’ll be there to see you,” I promised him, unable to hide the excitement in my voice. I haven’t seen him in two weeks.

  “Oh word?” was all he said back. I knew he was mad but I was kind of hoping that would cheer him up a little.

  “Kacey, I haven’t been doing anything, if that’s what you’re thinking. How many times do I have to tell you, I’m not fucking up what we have!? There’s nobody else I want, baby. You already know, you’re the only one with my heart.” Though I said he was the only one I wanted, I couldn’t help but think about Quintez. I just didn’t get what it was about him. I had to shake my head to remove the image of me looking back at Quintez as he hit my pussy while biting down on his bottom lip. If that shit wasn’t sexy then I didn’t know what was.

 

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