She didn’t want to go away from the creature but had no will to fight its need. She staggered out of the water, coughing and choking from the water she’d swallowed. Blood dripped from a gash that wrapped all the way around her thigh just below the line of her shorts. Her head ached, and her eyes burned, but she was calm and happier than she’d ever been before.
It wanted her.
“Mommy, Mommy, are you all right?” A young boy—her son, she thought, what was his name?—held her arm. “Are you all right? Where’s your camera?”
She reached out and took his hand—and the hand of the little boy who hadn’t said anything, too. He was only wearing his pull-ups and one shoe. Another time, she knew that one shoe would have bothered her. But nothing bothered her anymore.
“Janny?” A man interrupted her before she got the boys to the river, and she frowned at him. Her husband, that was who he was. “Janny, what happened to you? Are you all right?”
He wouldn’t let her take the boys, she knew, so she let them go until she understood what the new plan should be.
“Janny?” His voice was soft, gentle, and for some reason, that made her really mad. “Janny, you’re bleeding. Did you fall into the river?”
“I need to rinse off the blood,” she told him. Her voice came out a little garbled, but she didn’t think it would matter. “Can you help me?”
He followed her into the river, though he wasn’t happy about it. “It’s probably not sanitary, Janny. There’s water in the car.”
While he argued, she took him deeper and deeper. The monster took him a few feet from where she’d fallen, dragging him under so fast he had no time to cry out.
“Daddy?”
The boys stood on the shore, and when she took their hands again, they followed her in. The habit of obedience and trust stronger than their instincts.
“Mercy.”
“Mommy, what happened?” the older one wanted to know.
“Mercy, wake up.”
“Daddy went swimming,” she told him with a peaceful smile. It wanted Janny, but she hadn’t been enough, so Janny had been sent back for more. But the monster was still hungry. “Why don’t we go swimming with Daddy?”
* * *
I OPENED MY EYES, CONSCIOUS THAT I WAS BREATHING too fast and that I was drooling on Adam’s leg.
“Sorry,” I said groggily. “I didn’t mean to fall asleep.”
“I kept you up too late,” Adam said in a tone that was not at all apologetic. “Satisfied” might be a better word. Smug. We hadn’t been living celibate before we got married, but it was hard to get much privacy when Adam was pack Alpha and had a teenage daughter. Maybe we should buy a trailer of our own.
“Got to catch your sleep while you can,” Adam continued. “I didn’t get the full effect this time, but it sounded like another nightmare.”
“Oh yeah,” I agreed. The sick feeling in my stomach wasn’t leaving very quickly. “Creepy in that slow-motion I-can’t-stop-this kind of way. I think that Gordon’s little talk about the cut on my leg has me thinking about old horror movies.”
Coyotes don’t make good slaves, he’d said right about the same time he’d said I was river marked. I’d forgotten about it in the oddity of his visit, but it must have stuck in my subconscious and given me that chilling little episode. I wonder what he thought had marked my leg. Maybe someone would tell us more that afternoon.
“I’m assuming since we aren’t there yet, I wasn’t sleeping for long.”
“About ten minutes,” he said. “Here’s our park.”
“It doesn’t say Horsethief Lake,” I told Adam, as he turned off the highway toward the river, and we started down a long, gently bending road after passing a sign that said “Columbia Hills State Park.”
“Name sanitized in 2003,” Adam told me. “Both the states and the U.S. Geological Survey are PCing geographical names all over the place. Just ask Bran. He’ll go on for as long as you want to listen about Jackass Creek—he claims he knew the jackass it was named after.”
“Good thing the USGS doesn’t speak French, or they’d rename the Grand Tetons,” I said.
Adam laughed. “You just know those French trappers were missing home when they named them, don’t you?”
The drive through the park took us past an Indian graveyard that was still being used—I could tell from all the balloons and items left on the graves. It looked almost like a birthday party had gone on there, and all of the guests had departed without taking away their presents. There was a tall chain-link fence around the graveyard with “No Trespassing” signs on it.
I can see ghosts. But I’ve never actually seen one in a graveyard. Graveyards are for the living. In my experience, ghosts tend to hang out in the same places they did while they were alive.
So what had my father been doing in a campground beside the Columbia all the way out here when he was supposed to be from Browning, Montana?
Calvin Seeker was leaning against a chain-link fence when we parked the car on a gravel lot next to a boating dock. He looked tired and older than he’d appeared last night—like almost twenty. Without moving, he watched us lock up the car and cross the road.
The chain-link fence he was leaning on ran until it met up with the railroad that went along the edge of the water, then it followed the track of the railroad out of our sight around the bluffs. There was a sign behind Gordon, but I couldn’t read it.
“Uncle Jim told me to meet you here at noon,” he said, a little more politely than his posture indicated. “I’m going to be your tour guide, apparently.”
“Thank you,” I said.
He shrugged. “No trouble. Sometimes I volunteer to guide people on tourist days during the summer.”
He scuffed his shoe in the dirt and gave Adam a wary look. “How did you manage to get in touch with Uncle Jim? He told me while we were waiting in the hospital to see how Benny was doing, but I didn’t see him pick up his phone—and I know you didn’t get his phone number while we were waiting for the ambulance last night.”
“We didn’t,” said Adam. “We talked to your grandfather.”
Calvin came off the fence and stood up straight, his eyes a little wide. “My grandfather?” he asked, sounding startled. “Which one?”
“He called himself Gordon Seeker,” I said. “He came by last night, said your uncle had sent him. He gave me some stuff that really helped with my leg.”
“Ah, that grandfather.” He didn’t seem too happy about it, and I was pretty sure it was the thought of Gordon Seeker that had jolted him off the fence. “I should have known.”
“Something wrong?” Adam asked.
“Something’s always wrong when Grandpa Gordon stirs up the water,” Calvin said. He looked at me, then looked at Adam. “Werewolf, huh?”
Adam nodded.
“Okay. Well, if Grandpa Gordon sent you, I’m going to do this a little differently. Did he say why he sent you?” He shook his head before he answered. “What am I asking? Of course not. He’d rather watch us all run around like chickens when the fox comes calling. I guess he thinks it’s funny.”
“You were at the hospital last night?” I asked. “Is Benny going to be all right? Did he tell you what happened?”
“Yes,” Calvin said. He squinted against the sun, and the little gesture let me see the family resemblance between him and the old man who’d come to my trailer. “Benny’ll survive. I think . . . I think I should tell you his story after I’ve played guide if you don’t mind. I don’t know that it will make more sense that way, but at least you’ll know why he wanted you to come out here.” He frowned at me and Adam. “I’m not sure why he thinks it’s important that you know anything. I might question Uncle Jim, but only a fool asks Grandpa Gordon anything: He just might answer.”
He looked out across the river as if for inspiration, and when he spoke again, his voice was low. “My uncle Jim is a medicine man. It runs in the family, usually in sibling lines. None of his kids have th
e ability to become what he is, and neither did his father. But his uncle did. It runs like that.”
“Is Gordon a medicine man?” I asked, trying to work out the lineage. The answer should be no, if Gordon was his grandfather and shared his last name—unless Jim was Calvin’s uncle on his mother’s side. Which, I suddenly thought, was probable since they didn’t share last names.
“Is the night dark?” Calvin grinned, which robbed his face of its sulky cast and made him look likeable. “Maybe. Maybe not. Depends on what you mean and in whose eyes. He is something, that’s for sure. Anyway, I’m Uncle Jim’s apprentice. I’m going to start this tour just like I would if you were a pair of tourists, but if I’m doing it right, some things might change along the way.” He cleared his throat, looked a little embarrassed, and said, “As inspiration strikes me. Or not.
“So.” He took a deep breath. “Welcome to this sacred ground. Speak softly and show respect while you are here, please. Twenty years ago, we fenced it and closed it to strangers because of vandalism. But that made no one happy because these were left behind to share the stories of those who have gone before with those who are now. So the decision was made to make it accessible, but under specific circumstances. If you were to come on your own . . .” He paused and looked at me, and when he continued, he’d lost the practiced flow of his voice. “You’d probably be okay. You look Indian. But people here without permission get jail sentences; we are serious about keeping this place safe.”
He turned and started walking on a trail, and we followed him through the gate. It was almost like being in a maze except the hedges were walls of lava and huge rocks.
“This is the Temani Pesh-wa trail,” Calvin said, leading the way, though there was really no need for a guide because the path was obvious. “Which means ‘written on rock.’ The pictograms here were probably painted between five hundred and a thousand years ago.”
He took us up a fairly brisk climb, speaking as we walked. “In earlier times, there were a lot of Indians in this area. Lewis and Clark mention stopping very near here, and from their journals, people estimate that there were nearly ten thousand Indians in the vicinity. We do know that one of the many villages was over there.”
He pointed back the way we’d come, where, in the distance, a rounded section of land jutted out into the river. From its edges, basalt cliffs dropped several hundred feet to the water below. I couldn’t tell from where we were whether there was a body of water between us and the land he’d pointed to. The landmass looked like nothing so much as a wedding cake, complete with a second, much smaller layer in the center.
Just as I was turning to look back at Calvin, I noticed that we weren’t the only ones on the trail. The Native American woman who had been in the museum was taking a fork in the trail that we had not. Even as I watched, she crossed behind a big bunch of rock and disappeared into the landscape.
“Twice a year they’d hold a potlatch,” Calvin was saying, “a party, to which they invited people from near and far. As part of the potlatch, young men and women of twelve or thirteen would hold their vision quests. Afterward, they would come here and record a reminder of their vision quests upon the rock.”
He took us up to a basalt wall of cliffs—a baby cliff compared to the one he’d just pointed out. He stopped but didn’t say anything, so I looked up. It took a moment to understand what I was seeing, even though I’d been looking for them. The old paint blended into the rocky cliff as if it belonged there, and I was the outsider. As soon as I saw one, I saw that they were everywhere.
There were dozens, parts of dozens at least. Some of them were clearly identifiable as human or various other animals. Others were impossible to decipher, either because some of the paint had grown too faint or because whatever symbolism they’d used was too alien for me to understand. There were some symbols that were obvious—like flowing water was a series of parallel squiggly lines. Some were less obvious: a red and white target, long wavy lines, circles.
I stepped close, my hands behind my back like a child told not to touch. Hundreds of years ago someone had stood where I was and touched their fingers to the rock. Five hundred years ago. A thousand years ago.
I had the odd thought that Bran the Marrock had been alive when these were painted. Five hundred years I was certain he was. I was almost sure of a thousand.
Still. I wondered if the long-ago girl or boy who had drawn the bold red and white target had known how long their artwork would remain, the last testament that they had once walked the earth.
Beside me, Adam stiffened and took a deep breath. He turned slowly until he looked down where we’d been standing a few minutes ago. I followed his gaze until I saw it, too.
Crouched on a rocky promontory that overhung the lower part of the trail, a red-tailed hawk stared at us. Like the pictograms, it belonged there. But there was something odd about its interest in us. It reminded me a little too closely of the woman in the museum. The bird took flight and passed right over our heads before veering off over the river, then out of sight.
As it flew, I realized that the unease I felt reminded me of my vision quest and the animals who had hunted me, making me unwelcome, until I’d come upon Coyote. A vision quest like those of all the long-ago artists. Maybe, I thought in sudden whimsy, I should draw a La-Z-Boy on one of the rocks. Somehow, I was pretty sure no one would understand that I wasn’t vandalizing—just continuing tradition.
If Calvin hadn’t been there, I’d have told Adam. I looked over at him and found him watching Calvin with gold eyes that danced with temper.
I put my hand on his arm. Gold eyes weren’t a good thing when we were among friends.
Adam put his hand over mine and took a step so he was between me and Calvin. “In your ongoing education as a medicine man, have you ever heard of people who can change into animals, Calvin?” he asked in a surprisingly civil voice.
I frowned at Adam and gave his arm an invisible squeeze. I didn’t know Calvin; there was no reason to make him question what I was. Something had happened that I’d missed while my eyes had been on the hawk, and I wasn’t sure what it was.
Whatever it was, Adam was pretty mad at Calvin. I wondered if he pulled me behind him to protect me—or to keep me from protecting Calvin.
“No,” said Calvin—which was a mistake. He should have learned how to not-lie from his grandfather. Besides, I knew enough Native American legends to know that there were lots of stories about people who turned to animals—and animals into people, for that matter. And he knew about Adam, who was certainly a person who changed into an animal.
Adam smiled, showing his teeth. I couldn’t actually see him do it, but Calvin’s face told me he had clearly enough. Adam had put away his civilized face and let Calvin see the real one.
“Can’t lie to werewolves,” I told the young man. “You might as well have shouted, ‘Yes, but I don’t want you to ask me about it.’”
Calvin swallowed, his fear pressing on my nose like perfume.
“Mercy?” asked Adam.
He was going somewhere with this—and I trusted him as long as his temper held. Werewolves are monsters. I grew up with them, and I loved Adam—and he would never hurt me. That did not apply to people he didn’t care about. The faster the situation—whatever the situation was—was defused, the safer for everyone.
Information can sometimes be gotten when the opponent thinks you know all about it anyway. That was what Adam had been asking me to do—tell Calvin who I was.
“I can turn into a coyote,” I said. “My mom tells me I must get it from my father.”
Calvin’s jaw dropped, then his face froze. “Your mother was a white woman,” he said urgently. “You can’t turn into a coyote.”
“Can, too,” I said indignantly. It was one thing for me to tell him he was lying—I knew I was right. It was an entirely different matter for him to tell me I was lying.
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“Mercy,” said Adam with exaggerated patience tinged with humor. He knew I was doing it on purpose. That was okay because he wasn’t angry anymore.
“Cannot,” said Calvin.
“Knock it off, both of you. Neither of you is five.” He glanced at Calvin. “He answered what I wanted to know anyway. That hawk was no natural animal, and this one knew it.”
No one reads body language like a werewolf, I thought. And then I realized what Adam was saying.
The blood shot from my head so fast that I had to step sideways to keep my feet—and sideways was three feet down the hillside. Adam jerked me back on the trail before I managed to fall. “Okay?” he asked.
I nodded, though I wasn’t sure it was true.
I’d never met another one of my kind. After more than thirty years, I’d sort of assumed that there were no more left, that I was the only one.
I’d also assumed they’d be coyotes like me. Hadn’t the old man last night kind of implied that? He’d known I was a coyote, and I’d only told him I was a walker.
I didn’t know much about being a walker. Only what Bran had told me, and he hadn’t known much—or he’d told me exactly as much as he intended to. I’d grown up thinking the last was true, but over the past year or so had come to believe the first.
“She is a walker,” Adam told Calvin. “Coming up with reasons it can’t be so doesn’t help, and neither does arguing. I should know: I was bitten and Changed by a bandit warlord in Vietnam. Even now, I don’t know of any werewolves living in Asia—there are things over there that don’t like us, and they can make their dislike fatal. Yet there he was. Mercy changes into a coyote. You can’t argue with fact. Just accept it and get over it. Was that your grandfather?”
If Gordon Seeker was a walker who turned into a red-tailed hawk, that would explain why he was able to disappear so effectively. There still should have been a pile of clothes where he’d changed, but being a walker would answer most of my questions.
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