“We need to have a talk about your habit of being an asshole, but I thought I’d do that when I get back from—”
“Running away?” he asks silkily.
My skin pebbles at the tone. It’s the same one he uses in bed when he’s going all dominant on my ass, and I love it.
“My vacation,” I growl, glaring at the phone.
He snorts, and I smile because I can picture the expression that goes with it.
“You coming home sometime soon? Your ring’s awaiting your approval, and you need to get your dress. Not to mention the fact that I need you to talk to the doctors I’ve found for Nana.”
Shit. Everything’s going full steam ahead with not a stop light in sight, and just the thought of it makes that phantom hole in my chest flare back to aching life.
“I’ll come home when I’m good and goddamned ready. Oh, and when you pull your head out of your ass and stop being such a monumental dick. Maybe I don’t want to get married. Maybe I don’t want to marry you. Maybe I don’t want to spend the rest of my life bound to a man who thinks sex and money are all that I need to be happy,” I say conversationally, swiping at the moisture on my cheeks.
Yeah, and maybe tomorrow an elephant will fly. Of course I want him. I love the man. I just want him on my terms and not his. Unrealistic, but true.
“Han.” He sighs heavily, and I hear the rustle of paper. “You love me. You said so yourself. Why can’t you just let that be enough? We’re getting married in less than four days. Stop being emotional and think, for a change. Nana will be cared for. You won’t have to worry about anything else after this, and—”
“You’ll own me lock stack and freaking barrel,” I finish, feeling my heart sink at the inevitability of it all. “Yeah, okay, fine. I’ll see you Tuesday.”
That leaves me two days to get myself together enough that I won’t be bawling my way down the aisle.
“And your family had better be there too, Greg,” I say as an afterthought.
For some reason he refuses to introduce me to them, and I hate the notion that he’s ashamed of me somehow.
“Goddamnit, Han, you know I won’t—”
“They’re there or I’m not. That’s a deal breaker. If you want me, you have to at least act like you’re not ashamed of me.”
I put the phone down before he can start yelling at me — something that happens when I bring up the mighty Lucas clan — and lean back with a sigh.
This has been…oddly eye-opening.
I fully accept that I always intended to go back and give him what he wants, but I now know that while Gregory might rule me and what happens in my life after this, I have just as much say in what goes on.
If he wants me he’ll take me on my terms, or he can get stitched. It’s time for me to take what I want, or die trying, and I think I’ll start with taking some power back.
And then I’m going for his heart.
Chapter Twenty Nine
The car Chris arranged for me arrives back to a gray and cold New York. It’s raining, hard, and I smile despite the shiver that makes its way up my spine, because the weather perfectly suits my mood.
I feel like a ton of bricks is settling on my shoulders as the driver opens my door and hustles me into the building, before returning with my bags.
“Thanks, Butch. Have a good one.”
“You too, Miss Newman.”
When he’s gone I lug my bags and myself into the elevator, intending nothing more than to snuggle up on the sofa and devour a glass of wine. After Sunday’s phone call and my newfound resolve, I’ve thought of nothing else but bending Gregory to my will, and the planning is quite frankly exhausting.
Seriously, how does Gregory plot and scheme and run multibillion dollar companies while getting me in line at the same time? The man must be a cyborg to get this much done without crashing and burning.
My door opens with a squeak that reminds me I need to oil it, and I drop my bags at the door, going for the kitchen.
“You took your goddamned time, I see.”
I screech and wheel around as the lamp blares to life, revealing my soon-to-be-husband, sitting on the sofa, a dark glare lining his handsome face.
“Jesus Christ, you almost gave me a heart attack!” I yell, grasping my chest as my heart does its best to jump out of it. “What the heck are you doing sitting here in the dark?”
Gregory rises with a predatory grace that leaves my mouth dry and prowls my way, his eyes heating as he takes in my shorts and the tank I’m wearing.
Totally inappropriate for the weather and now melded to my skin by the rain.
“Waiting for my errant bride. You said you’d be home—”
“Tuesday. And here I am.”
“It’s ten at night! Who the hell drives all this way, in the rain, at this hour! It’s dangerous to travel so late,” he roars, his lips thinning.
Uh-oh.
“I went on a boat ride, and it took longer than I expected. Chill out, Greg. I’m here, as summoned, in one whole piece.”
I don’t tell him about the idiot who’d almost run us off the road a mile out of the Vineyard. I’m dumb, but not that dumb.
“Han,” he groans, and I hear the frustration there when I fold my arms across my chest and raise a regal brow.
See, I can also be stubborn and uncommunicative. I’ve decided to keep him off balance with oversharing and then silence. Maybe it’ll give him a taste of his own medicine and he’ll realize how out of sorts his mood swings make me feel.
At the very least it’ll be fun to watch him wonder what I’ll do from one minute to the next. If I’m gonna be out of control and drifting, the least I can do is return the favor.
“Can we talk about the wedding now?” he finally asks, and I restrain my grin.
He’s asking now instead of ordering me like he did the night he’d given me a resized ring. Asshole.
“Sure, just as soon as I get a drink. Want one?” I throw over my shoulder, enjoying his expression.
I like Gregory confused. It’s…entertaining.
“Han…sure,” he finally relents.
When I walk back into the living room and hand him a glass of wine, I have to bite my lip to stifle a smile. He’s eyeing me askance, almost as if he’s seeing me for the first time, and it’s just so liberating I can hardly stand it.
“So, the wedding. Did you invite your family?” I ask casually, taking the seat beside his and seeing his eyes flare in surprise.
I want to be as close to him as possible when I put the screws to him. I have every intention of doing the exact opposite of what he expects, for as long as his control will allow, just to see that look of doubt on his face.
I really like not being the only confused human being in this relationship.
Gregory Lucas is mine for the taking. He just doesn’t know it yet.
“Han, I can’t…They’re not…My family is not—”
I sigh dramatically and take a healthy sip of my wine, leaving him to flounder a little. He’ll get his bearings eventually and just flat out refuse, but for now I want to see how far he’ll take this soft approach he seems to be employing with me.
“They’re not exactly what one would expect.”
I’m expecting stuck up assholes who’ll blame me for the breakup of his engagement and call me a…not so nice name. And I am totally prepared for it. I have Nana at my back, after all, and I have total faith in her powers of defense.
She may be crazy, but she’s scrappy. She’ll take out anyone who so much as sneezes on me the wrong way. Plus, Chris will be at the weeding, and that redhead’s temper perfectly matches her hair.
“Okay. Invite them anyway.”
“Goddammit! I want the weeding to be a good one, not a total fiasco!” he rages, springing to his feet to start the inevitable pacing, and glares. “They’ll turn it into some social event of the year with media and people we don’t even know!”
I don’t see the problem here, conside
ring the circus he’d been arranging for his marriage to Selena. I narrow my eyes the slightest bit before shrugging nonchalantly.
“They come, or I don’t. It’s that simple. Now for the dress,” I say, ignoring his open mouth and the wine dripping onto my immaculate floor when his hand slackens. “I was thinking I could get Nana’s dress altered.”
I hold in a laugh when he just nods, because he hasn’t seen Nana’s dress, and for it to fit, it’ll need a lot of alteration and maybe some design changes.
I’d love to see how he gets that done in two days before we have to fly to his hometown. Have I said yet how much I’m enjoying throwing him off balance?
I should have done this weeks ago and saved myself needless heartache.
“Nana’s dress?”
I see him swallow, and I stiffen my lips, jumping to my feet to dash to her closet before a laugh really does bubble out.
“Yeah! It only needs some minor alteration and maybe for some of the train to be trimmed! It’s great.”
When I come back and lay the lacy monstrosity on the sofa, it takes all my resolve not to dissolve in a fit of laughter. I love my Nana, I really do, but she’s seventy-three years old and her dress reflects that.
Besides being about a size or four too big — Nana used to be a pretty robust woman — it’s filled with lace and enough beading to make three dresses. I hope I can even walk in the thing, it’s so heavy.
“Isn’t it great? Oh, and I have the veil too,” I say, rubbing salt into the wound.
I watch him swallow a few times before his eyes darken.
“Han, you can’t—”
“She was so excited when I called and asked her for it. You should have heard her squeal, Greg. I swear she kept it just in the hope that one day one of her granddaughters would wear it.”
I’ve spent my whole life hoping never to have to look at it, and thinking about getting married in it makes my stomach turn, but this look is so priceless I can’t back down now.
His eyes twitch, and start doing this weird little tic thing before closing and opening with a determination that sets my girlie parts fluttering.
“I’ll have the seamstress here tomorrow morning. Eight. Sharp. We’ll fly out late tomorrow afternoon.”
Good luck with that, I think, smirking inwardly. Nana has a doctor’s appointment that I’ve conveniently forgotten to cancel.
“I’ve arranged for Nana’s appointment to be moved up to tomorrow, and Christina is taking her, so you don’t have to worry about that either. Oh, and we’re leaving for the honeymoon directly after the reception.”
Mr Bossy Boots is back all of a sudden, and I feel my delight dissolve somewhat. It’s way too easy for him to get back on track while I’m left scrambling to throw him off.
“I called Lena and Taylor this afternoon, and they said they wouldn’t miss this for the world, so you’ll have to call her and make sure their travel arrangements are sorted.”
His face drops, his beautiful mouth flapping for a second before firming mutinously.
“No.”
“No?” I ask sweetly, fiddling with a yellowed piece of moth-eaten lace on Nana’s wedding tent.
“No. I refuse to have my ex-fiancée attend my wedding-”
“But we’re friends, Greg. We got so close after spending that much time together,” I point out, keeping my look as innocent as possible.
He doesn’t have to know that I’ve spent hours on the phone letting Selena in on my plans and finding the perfect ways to rock his well-ordered autocracy.
We really are friends now, after the initial awkwardness, and I’ve come up with a fool-proof, knock-Greg-off-his-pedestal plan with her help. She knows him as well — if not better — than I do, and I know that to get my plans on track I need her expert advice.
Greg’s face reddens, and I sniffle back a laugh and pout prettily, giving him my best hang dog expression.
“Goddammit!” he finally mutters, pulling me in for a hard kiss. “You’re driving me crazy.”
I allow the delight simmering beneath the surface to break through and give him a big, glorious smile.
“So where are we on your family again?”
I’m still laughing an hour later, after some really hard sex, when he grabs his stuff and walks out the door.
Round one goes to me.
Chapter Thirty
“I’m not sure about this, Lena,” I hiss, eyeing the newly fitted and designed dress critically.
Lena had sent the original seamstress packing and had attacked Nana’s dress herself, redesigning and sewing till I am left with a truly beautiful creation of lace and silk that makes me teary.
I’d originally planned to have the refitting take so long the wedding would have to be pushed back a day or two, but Lena had warned me not to poke that particular bear too hard, so I’d let her at it and concentrated instead on the second part of my plan.
Distraction.
So maybe showing up at his office wearing a coat and nothing else had been a bit naughty, but one look at me had thrown him into near raptures, and I’d found myself ‘distracting’ him long enough that Tay could ring up the Lucases and subtly hint at the upcoming wedding.
No, I’m not stupid enough to think Greg would keep his end of that particular bargain, and I’d been right. Needless to say, after that phone call I’d been subjected to twenty minutes’ worth of Greg’s raging about his mother and her ‘teary’ diatribe on the phone.
So I’ve gotten what I want. I have his family in attendance, though I have yet to meet one of them, snooty bastards, and Greg gets to stare at a grinning Taylor all through the ceremony.
Good times.
Now I just have to convince my feet to start working and get myself down the aisle.
“Oh, Han, you’ve been sure about him from the start and you know it. You just have to stick to the plan and get your guy. Remember what I had to go through with Taylor?”
“God, I still can’t believe you were willing to use Greg to make Tay jealous.”
“That took some serious apples, Lena,” Chris chimes in from behind us, handing me a glass of champagne as she comes to flank my other side and eyes the dress with enough critique that I squirm.
It’s a running joke between the three of us that, while Lena had fully intended to marry Greg, her original plan had not been so martyr-like. She’d actually only agreed to the engagement as a way to force Taylor into acting on his feelings for her.
When he hadn’t, things had turned sour, and she’d even gone so far as to sign the pre-nup before I’d ruined everything — she’s terribly grateful, by the way.
“Yeah, it really did. For a while there I thought I would really have to give up on him and just get married…”
She looks really guilty while saying this, and I raise a brow. Something’s not right there, and as one of her new best friends I want—
“Anyway!” she says, way too brightly. “Let’s get you down the aisle and continue our ‘Topple Gregory plan,’ shall we!”
“Are you okay?”
“Yes! Of course. I… Chris! Get her into position while I fix the train.”
“I think she had one too many glasses of champagne. If we don’t get going, we’ll have to walk her down the aisle,” Chris giggles, and I stifle one of my own, watching Lena fuss and flutter around me, her head bobbling like a chicken’s.
Goosebumps the size of cannonballs erupt all over my body when the wedding march starts and the doors are thrown open, revealing the crammed church and the not-so-welcoming stares directed my way.
“Jesus help us, they look like they’ve been sucking on lemons,” Chris hisses, and I swallow nervously, pasting on a smile that makes my cheeks ache.
“Don’t worry, they can’t get to you with him in front of you,” Lena mutters through an equally fake smile. “Just keep smiling!” they hiss, grabbing my arms in a death grip.
Oh God…
I start walking, both of them keeping
pace with me just as they’d promised, and ignore the hostility directed my way, choosing instead to focus on my groom and the brilliant intensity filling his gaze.
It makes me want to laugh when I see his eyes flit almost reluctantly to my dress, before winging back up with a glorious smile that lights his face so brightly I feel the heat all the way to my toes.
“Looks like the dress is a go,” Chris mutters, and I giggle all the way, only stopping when his hand takes mine and he leads me the rest of the way to the alter.
I’m shaking with nerves as I look up at him, and it takes an iron will not to turn and bolt as far and fast as my legs and heels will allow.
“Breathe, darlin’,” he growls, rubbing soothingly at the skin on my wrist.
I do as he says, and feel the lightheaded panic dissolve as he stops and turns my way, his steady gaze fixed on me and only me.
This is it, I think, as the preacher clears his throat and starts in a solemn voice. If you do this, you’re trapped. He’ll never let you go now.
“Dearly beloved…”
By the time we’ve said our “I do’s” and exchanged rings, I feel almost floaty with the magnitude of what I’ve done. When the man asked me whether I take Greg as my husband, I’d had a second of panicked misgiving and actually eyed the door out of the corner of my eye.
Of course the oaf had seen that and clamped a hand over my right hip, smiling so victoriously, I swallowed and tittered through my vows. Give me a break: of course I’m a little doubtful. I have to marry his whole stinking family too, and with the heat at my back it’s a wonder I haven’t burst into flames yet.
The kiss made the whole ordeal worth it, though. I laughed into his mouth when he grabbed me up and planted a kiss on me that made my toes curl.
While the muttering, whispers, and throat-clearing echoed around us.
Now we’re sitting in the car, headed for a jet that’s taking us I don’t know where, and I am officially married to Gregory Lucas, control freak extraordinaire.
“Your family is…” I blow out a harsh breath and wince just thinking of Chris’s glare and Nana’s fighting stance when we left the hotel.
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