Moments of Time

by Gloria Cook

  Moments of Time

  Table of Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Dedication

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Chapter Twenty-Three

  Chapter Twenty-Four

  Chapter Twenty-Five

  Chapter Twenty-Six

  Chapter Twenty-Seven

  Chapter Twenty-Eight

  Chapter Twenty-Nine

  Copyright

  Moments of Time

  Gloria Cook

  To Ann and John Glinn, true friends.

  Chapter One

  Something was disturbing her sleep. The living and being world was breaking into Emilia Harvey’s hazy, drifting mind. Sharp noises. Loud voices. A scream. Her weary brain told her it was the boys playing a rowdy game in the back garden.

  The intrusion persisted, denying her this precious time of peace in a place of soothing, floating warmth. She longed to remain in the mesmerizing goldenness of her dream, for almost every day of her third pregnancy had been marked by insomnia, or nausea, or backache, or a lack of energy, as if the baby inside her was having problems forming and growing and was intent on sapping the goodness out of her.

  She gave up resisting and opened her eyes. Blinked, and gazed up at the moulded ceiling of the bedroom. Tried for a second to remember the shimmering paradise she had been in, but it was already sinking into her subconscious where it would likely stay forgotten for ever. Will’s and Tom’s voices came again, and now her mother’s, all screaming and steeped in fear and accompanying them were strange, vicious noises.

  ‘Mummy! Mummy!’

  ‘Mummmmy!’

  ‘Help us, someone!’

  Emilia shot up and heaved herself off the bed, making her head spin. She recognized those snarling noises, and filled with guilt for wasting long, perhaps vital moments, she forced her legs to work and ran, terrified for her family, foolishly fast down the stairs before thrusting the front door open. ‘Will, Tom, I’m coming! Mum, hold on, I’m coming!’

  She raced round the house to the back lawn.

  ‘Emilia, be careful!’ Dolly Rowse shouted to her.

  Now faced with the full reality of the horror, Emilia kept running. ‘Stay there boys, don’t move! Mummy’s coming!’ Both her little sons were cowering and crying, clasped together behind the swing, and her mother was trying to ward off an attacking Jack Russell. There was blood on the terrier’s bared teeth and blood on Will’s leg and on her mother’s hand; the hem at the front of her skirt was in tatters.

  ‘Pip, get down! Get down!’ Emilia yelled as she made the last of the distance. On the way she picked up a cricket bat, ready to beat off the dog.

  There was a sudden explosive noise. The garden seemed to shake and the little dog was sent hurtling away from Dolly, its middle a chaotic red, to land at the foot of a high privet hedge, contaminating a proud display of daffodils on the way. The shock made Emilia jolt in her run and only with an effort did she keep her balance.

  ‘Jonny! Thank goodness.’ Thank goodness Jonathan Harvey had been taught how to shoot by his uncle, Emilia’s husband, Alec. Thank goodness his aim had been accurate or she might have just lost her mother.

  Stunned and sprawled across the grass from the retort of the shotgun, the ten-year-old boy’s face was set grave and serious. Panting, sweating, for he too had made a crazed run, his wide staring eyes were on the dog’s remains. ‘When I heard the uproar I knew there was only one thing for it. The gun’s safe, Aunty Em, I only had time to load one cartridge. Poor Pip.’

  ‘Never mind the darn dog, he came at us for no reason,’ Dolly cried, rubbing her teeth-raked fingers down her skirt while anxiously studying her grandsons. She was shuddering, too shaky to go to them. ‘See what it’s done to us.’

  ‘It’s all right, Mum.’ Emilia wanted to go to her but Will and Tom were her priority. Sobbing and gulping, clutching hands, they were running to her. Unaware she was trembling herself, she dropped down and gathered them in, hugging them tight, tighter. Ashamed and angry at herself for misinterpreting their first desperate cries for help, she pressed them to her, holding back her own tears of fright and shock. ‘Don’t worry, my loves, it’s all over now. Everyone’s safe. Tom, were you bitten too?’

  Clinging to her neck, her younger son shook his head. ‘Let’s go inside. I’ll send for the doctor to come and see to Will’s and Granny’s wounds.’

  The shot would have been heard over every acre of Ford Farm. It was likely Alec, or Emilia’s father, the farm manager, or one of the farmhands was hurrying to the farmstead to learn what had happened.

  The housekeeper had already dashed from the wash house, and the general maid from the dairy. ‘Heaven save us!’ Her sleeves rolled up past her stout elbows, a starched tablecloth hanging from her hand and made dirty by being dragged along the ground, Tilda Lawry’s shiny, freckled face turned a riot of crimson and white. ‘Sara, help me get everyone indoors, then run to the village and summon Dr Holloway here urgently. Can you get up on your own, Master Jonny? Good, good. Come along, Mrs Em, up you get too. Shouldn’t be down there like that with only three weeks to go.’ She viewed the Jack Russell’s body with disgust. ‘Jim can bury that creature when he gets here.’

  ‘No! Alec can do it.’ Emilia had risen and was keeping her sons clamped to her. ‘I’ve been telling him for weeks that Pip was getting more and more bad-tempered, growling and snapping at everyone and the beasts, that the other dogs were scared of him, but he insisted there was no danger, that it was just Pip’s grumpy way. Will and Tom and my mother shouldn’t have gone through this. I’m sorry you had to do what you did, Jonny. I know you were fond of Pip.’

  It was a pathetic huddled group that crept its way to the kitchen. Jonny brought up the rear and went straight to the den to secure the shotgun back in its cabinet.

  While Tilda bathed Dolly’s hand and covered it with lint, Emilia sat Will on the end of the long scrubbed-white pine table. Will fought off her hands as she tried to tend to the dog bite.

  ‘Come on, be brave and all that. It won’t take long if you don’t struggle.’ Jonny had returned and he put his hands on his cousin’s quivering little shoulders.

  Will cried as the cooled boiled salt water stung his torn flesh, which would need a couple of stitches, at least. When Emilia had loosely bandaged his leg, she thanked Jonny for keeping him still. She had thanked Jonny on other occasions for his mature support.

  She took her family to the settle, placing Will on the part of her lap her pregnancy still allowed and Tom at her side. Tom pressed his face against her arm and clutched her cardigan, his frightened brown eyes on his brother’s pained face. Jonny sat next to Tom and gripped his hand. Emilia spread her arms around all three.

  Dolly had collapsed on the huge carved chair at the head of the table.

  ‘Will you be all right, Mum?’

  Dolly nodded, tears grouping at the corners of her eyes. Emilia knew she was reliving the ordeal and she prayed the boys would be spared the same fate. ‘Granny was brave and I’m proud of you boys,’ she said, planting a kiss on each young, hung head. ‘Your father w
ill be proud of you too, Jonny.’

  ‘This’ll be something for him to tell his army chums about,’ Jonny replied, regaining some of his confidence.

  Will, at only five years old, was trying to ignore the pain of the half-inch-deep bite in his calf, although sniffing back tears. He was gazing at Jonny for reassurance; the tough, carefree and often reckless leader of the Harvey gang. Emilia tried not to fret too much over Will, he hated being treated like a baby. She brushed back Tom’s soft, rich-brown hair – he was the only Harvey male not to bear coal-black locks. A year younger than Will, he was like her in looks and had her mix of resolute and thoughtful ways, which meant he sometimes displayed a quiet dignity, and was always friendly and sensible. Her dear loveable Tom, who, when sleepy and ready to snuggle up, seemed like a cuddly little field mouse. Pray God, he and Will would be able to sleep tonight.

  Tilda had been busy with the teapot, plying the cups with generous helpings of sugar. ‘Here, drink this, Mrs Rowse. You too, Mrs Em. What a thing to happen! One moment’s all safe and well then ’tis like Armageddon all over again.’ Tilda often referred in this way to the Great War. The Armistice had been signed five years ago, but after a short time of apparent prosperity, the country was again sinking into bad times, and Tilda was inclined to preach pessimism.

  ‘We mustn’t make a song and dance about it.’ In control of herself again, patting her hairnet back into place, Dolly aimed her forbidding brow at Tilda. She was blunt, or candid, or jolly, depending on what an occasion called for, and stout-bodied and stout-hearted. She held up her bandaged hand and smiled at the children. ‘It’s not as bad as it looks. Only be sore for a few days and that don’t matter. Who wants a big split with lashings of jam and cream?’

  The children merely gazed at her. None had an appetite. ‘It’s infection I’m worried about,’ Tilda said, eyeing Dolly’s and Will’s bandages.

  ‘What’s that?’ Will’s handsome grey eyes enlarged in panic.

  ‘It’s nothing to worry about, my love,’ Emilia replied quickly, darting a ‘please be more careful with your tongue’ look at Tilda, who promptly coloured and apologized.

  ‘But Aggie died of what Tilda just said!’

  ‘I promise you, you’ll be fine, old mate.’ Jonny passed Will what Emilia knew to be a secret gang sign, probably something irreverent and aimed at Tilda. ‘Aggie was an old goat, too weak to fight off the fever, but you’re as strong as Hercules, remember? Besides, Dr Holloway will soon sort you out, and you’ll have a brilliant scar.’

  Emilia felt Will relax a little against her. His sniffing eased. His ordeal would heighten again when the doctor arrived and stitched his leg. She was picturing how the incident could have been much worse. Will and Tom had been running about, playing tag, so her mother had explained. If they had been sitting down, or had dropped down flat on the lawn in pretence of being shot in battle or something similar, Pip might have got to their throats. She should have done something about Pip herself weeks ago.

  She felt another flash of anger at Alec. He should have taken her fears over Pip seriously. Alec had a tendency to go off in his mind, to plan and occasionally scheme, but mostly, it seemed to her, he just daydreamed, drifted. Although shrewd in business matters he was content to let things jog along.

  Her anger passed almost at once. Alec loved his family and he loved Jonny like a son. He had not recognized Pip’s growing menace and would be horrified at the consequences. She hated to see Alec unhappy, as had been his unjust lot for so many years in the past. Now she reasoned it wasn’t fair to leave the dog’s body lying at the scene like an accusation against him. She was in no state to bury it herself, but the body should at least be covered up.

  ‘Tilda, do you think you could find something to put over Pip’s body? It isn’t right to let it stay exposed.’

  ‘Oh, I just couldn’t!’ Tilda’s bristly ginger eyebrows shot up towards her old-fashioned frilled cap. She was organized and resourceful in her housekeeping duties, but her modest ways did not furnish her for such a task. ‘Sorry, Mrs Em. Sara could do it. Should be back any minute.’

  But Alec might arrive before Sara returned. Emilia gazed at Jonny, but the boy was staring down at the tiled floor. She couldn’t ask him to do it. Pip had been his favourite of the many Jack Russells Alec had bred, his playmate when he had come to live at Ford Farm six years ago, after his now dead mother had gone off with her lover. With his good height, broad build and above average intelligence, it was easy to forget Jonny was a child.

  ‘I’ll do it myself.’ Will and Tom protested at her leaving them. ‘I promise I’ll only be a minute; you’ll be fine with Granny and Tilda.’

  Outside the back kitchen door Emilia was faced with two other Jack Russells, from the same litter as Pip. She froze, suspicious of them after the ordeal, but they wagged their tails and gazed up at her mournfully, as if conveying they were sad about what had happened, that they were no threat to her. ‘Run along Bertie. You too Hope.’ The black, tan and white pair scampered away and she sighed with relief. She carefully shut the door behind her and carried on to perform her grim task.

  Keeping her eyes averted from the mess under the privet hedge, she followed the path that cut through the hedge halfway along, and headed for the shed. There she picked up a hessian sack from a clean pile for storing vegetables, and steeled herself for what she must do. It was a warm spring day and the insects would already be investigating Pip’s remains.

  Before she could reach the doorway she was overcome by a peculiar forceful feeling. It shuddered painlessly down her lower back, spread rapidly to her sides, closed in at the top of the mound under her breasts, then swept down to the join of her inner thighs.

  Dropping the sack, she grabbed the workbench with both hands. There was an old cider barrel nearby and she pushed off the things on it, and alarmed by the strange pulsation in her body she managed to sit down on it. This was different to when she had given birth to Will and Tom but she was in no doubt that her labour had begun.

  She rested her arms over her bump. ‘Not now, baby. Please wait, at least until we get over the fright your brothers and granny have just had.’

  There were other sensations in her body now. Urgent. Unstoppable.

  ‘Oh, help me! This can’t be real.’ Her baby was being born. Now. This minute. Instantaneous birth was rare in animals, surely it didn’t happen to women? But it must do, for it was happening to her. Her waters broke and were wetting her and she felt the need to push the baby out of her body.

  There was little chance of being heard if she shouted for help, tucked away as she was down at the bottom of the garden. Fighting back the panic she concentrated on what she must do to safely deliver her child. With the greatest effort she levered herself to her feet. The shed was large and had a wooden planked floor that was swept after each use. She scattered the pile of sacks to cover the biggest space. If she didn’t get down on them straight away her baby would fall out of her.

  Manoeuvring herself into a half-lying position was the hardest thing she had ever done. Then arranging her clothes and with her knees raised she gave a mighty push, the only one that was necessary, and reached down for the pinkness emerging from her. Trembling, terrified she would drop the wet, slippery child, she wrapped it in her skirt and brought it up to her chest. It had all happened so quickly yet each second had seemed an age spent in dread, consternation and disbelief.

  The baby was floppy, its tiny, tiny face harsh shades of red and blue. ‘Oh, God, oh God, help me. What do I do now? Get it breathing, yes, I must make it breathe.’ With her smallest finger she gently eased open the little mouth and hooked out a blockage of mucus.

  Nothing happened.

  She gave the bundle in her hands a tremulous shake. ‘Come on, baby, cry. Please cry!’

  It seemed time had stopped dead. She wanted to close her eyes and wake up from the nightmare and find the day had only just begun. To find that Will and her mother had not been bitten and Tom terri
fied and her baby not yet born. Then as if something beyond her usual senses was taking control she brought the baby’s face up close to her own, covered its nose and mouth with her own mouth and blew gently, giving it air. She did this again and again, had no idea how many times.

  Then she was crying and didn’t know why. Time had resumed its normal pattern and she was aware of her baby crying. The sound as soft and pathetic as the mewling of a weak kitten, but her baby was alive. A weightless, undersized scrap; she had wispy hair, dark brown like her own. Her beautiful baby, a daughter, whom twice she had generated life into.

  The last stage of her labour was soon over. The cord had to be dealt with and somehow she must get the baby into the house or the dangers to her would outweigh those faced by Will and Tom today.

  She heard a strong male voice calling her name.

  ‘Alec!’ Everything would be all right now. ‘Alec, we’re in here.’

  Chapter Two

  Together Emilia and Alec gazed down at their ten-day-old baby, the next to accommodate the boat-shaped rocker cradle of generations of Harveys. ‘I’ve not long woken her for a feed, then as usual, she went straight back to sleep.’ There was no need for Emilia to whisper. Few things caused tiny Jenna Harvey to stir.

  Alec lifted Jenna up and she was engulfed in his solid, protective arms. ‘She’s our little angel. So beautiful, so perfect.’ Then some of the strength and joy seeped out of him. ‘She shouldn’t have had to make such an awful entrance into the world. I’m sorry about your ordeal, darling. I should have listened to you about that wretched dog. At least we’ll be able to get help quicker now we’ve had a telephone installed. Can’t think why it never occurred to me before.’

  ‘Don’t keep punishing yourself, Alec. Jenna’s fine, and the boys have forgotten about it now Will’s stitches are out.’ Emilia rested her face against Alec’s shoulder and he included her in his embrace. Jenna’s birth had made her family complete, rounded off her life with Alec. There had been fears over Jenna’s low body weight and preliminary feeding problems, and they had even wondered if her christening should be rushed forward. When the doctor, only yesterday, had announced satisfaction with her progress, Alec had immediately planned a small party at the coming weekend to celebrate her birth.