by Sandra Brown
She took the glass of water from him. “Thank you.”
Although she was desperately thirsty, she sipped the water, afraid that if she drank it too quickly, she’d only throw it up. She was feeling a mite less anxious. At least her heart was no longer racing and her breathing was close to normal. She would take her blood pressure soon—her wristwatch allowed for that—but she didn’t feel up to doing it yet. She was having to white-knuckle the glass of water to keep it steady. He must have noticed.
“Dizzy?”
“Very.”
“Head hurt?”
“Like you wouldn’t believe.”
“I had a concussion once. Didn’t amount to anything except a really bad headache, but that was bad enough.”
“I don’t think mine is serious. My vision is a little blurry, but I remember what year it is and the name of the vice president.”
“Then you’re one up on me.”
He’d probably meant it as a joke, but there was no humor either in his inflection or in his expression. He didn’t come across as a man who laughed gustily and frequently. Or ever.
She sipped once more from the glass and then set it on the small table at the side of the bed. “I appreciate your hospitality, Mr.—”
“Emory Charbonneau.”
She looked up at him with surprise.
He motioned toward the end of the bed. Until now, she hadn’t noticed her fanny pack laying there, along with her other things. One of the earpieces on her sunglasses was broken. There was blood on it.
“I got your name off your driver’s license,” he said. “Georgia license. But your name sounds like Louisiana.”
“I’m originally from Baton Rouge.”
“How long have you lived in Atlanta?”
Apparently he’d noted her address, too. “Long enough to call it home. Speaking of which…” Not trusting herself to stand again, she scooted along the edge of the bed until she could reach her fanny pack. Inside it, along with two water bottles, one of them empty, were two twenty-dollar bills, a credit card, her driver’s license, the map she’d used to mark her trail, and, what she most needed right now, her cell phone.
“What were you doing up here?” he asked. “Besides running.”
“That’s what I was doing up here. Running.” When she tried unsuccessfully for the third time to turn her phone on, she cursed softly. “I think my battery is completely out of juice. Can I borrow your charger?”
“I don’t have a cell phone.”
Who doesn’t have a cell phone? “Then if I could use your land line, I’ll pay for—”
“No phone of any kind. Sorry.”
She gaped at him. “No telephone?”
He shrugged. “Nobody to call. Nobody to call me.”
The panic that she had willed away earlier seized her now. With the realization that she was at this stranger’s mercy, a baffling situation became a terrifying one. Her aching head was suddenly packed with stories of missing women. They disappeared and often their families never knew what their fate had been. Religious fanatics took wives. Deviants kept woman chained inside cellars, starved them, tortured them in unspeakable ways.
She swallowed another surge of nausea. Keeping her voice as steady as she was capable of, she said, “Surely you have a car.”
“A pickup.”
“Then could you please drive me to where I left my car this morning?”
“I could, but it—”
“Don’t tell me. It’s out of gas.”
“No, it’s got gas.”
“Then what?”
“I can’t drive you down.”
“Down?”
“Down the mountain.”
“Why not?”
He reached for her hand. She snatched it back, out of his reach. He frowned with annoyance then walked across the room to the only door and pulled it open.
Emory’s distress gave way to dismay. Supporting herself on various pieces of furniture as she slowly made her way across the room, she joined him at the open door. It was as though a gray curtain had been hung from above the jamb.
The fog seemed impenetrable, so thick that she could see nothing beyond a few inches of the doorframe.
“It rolled in early this afternoon,” he said. “Lucky I was there this morning, or you could’ve woken up to find yourself stranded out there in this.”
“I am stranded in this.”
“Looks like.”
“I don’t have to be.” Once again, her respiration sounded and felt like panting. “I’ll pay you to drive me.”
He glanced over his shoulder at the open fanny pack on the bed. “For forty bucks? No way.”
“Charge whatever you want. I’ll pay you the balance as soon as you get me home.”
He was shaking his head. “It’s not that I doubt you’d pay me. It’s that no amount of money will entice me. The roads up here are winding and narrow, steep drops on the outside. Most don’t have guard rails. I won’t risk your life, or mine, to say nothing of my truck.”
“What about your neighbors?”
His face went blank.
“Neighbors? Surely someone living close by has a phone. You could walk—”
“No one lives close by.”
It was like arguing with a fence post. Or a telephone pole. “I need to let my husband know that I’m all right.”
“Maybe tomorrow,” he said, glancing up toward the sky, although there was absolutely nothing to see. “Depending on how soon this lifts.” He closed the door. “You’re shivering. Go stand by the fire. Or, if you need the bathroom…” He pointed out a door on the other side of the room near the bed. “It can get cold in there, but I turned on the space heater for you.” He went over to the cookstove where a pot was simmering. “Are you hungry?” He removed the lid and stirred the contents.
His casual dismissal of her situation astounded her. It frightened her. It also made her mad as hell.
“I can’t stay here all night.”
Even though her voice had carried a trace of near-hysteria, he remained unruffled as he tapped the dripping spoon against the rim of the pot, set it in a saucer, and replaced the lid. Only then did he turn toward her and gesture toward the door. “You saw for yourself. You don’t have a choice.”
“There’s always a choice.”
He looked away from her for several beats. When their eyes met again, he said, “Not always.”
Uncertain of what to do next, she stood where she was and watched as he began gathering utensils to set a place at the table. He asked again if she was hungry. “No. I’m sick to my stomach.”
“I waited on you to eat, but since you’re not going to, do you mind?”
Not that she believed her answer would matter to him, she told him to go ahead.
“I have something for your headache. And a Coke might settle your stomach. Or maybe you should go back to bed.”
Lying down would make her feel all the more vulnerable. “I’ll sit for a while.” Moving unsteadily, she walked over to the dining table. Remembering that she had blood on her fingers from her head wound, she said, “I need to wash my hands.”
“Sit before you fall.”
Gratefully she sank into one of the chairs. He brought her a plastic bottle of hand sanitizer, which she used liberally, then blotted her hands on a paper towel she tore off the roll standing in the center of the table.
Without any ado or hesitation, he took the blood-stained paper towel from her and placed it in a trash bin, then went to the sink and washed his own hands with hot water and liquid soap. He opened a can of Coke, brought it and a bottle of over-the-counter analgesic pills to the table, along with a sleeve of saltine crackers and a stick of butter still in the wrapper. At the stove, he ladled a portion of stew into a ceramic bowl.
He sat down across from her, tore a paper towel from the roll and placed it in his lap, then picked up his spoon. “I hate eating in front of you.”
“Please.”
; He spooned up a bite and noticed her looking at the contents of the bowl. “Probably not what you’re used to.”
“Any other time it would look good. Beef stew is a favorite of mine.”
“It’s venison.”
She looked up at the stag head mounted on the wall above the fireplace.
He could smile after all. He did so, saying, “Not that particular deer. He was here when I moved in.”
“Moved in? This is your permanent residence? I thought—” She surveyed the rustic room and its limited comforts and hoped that she wasn’t about to insult him. “I thought this was a getaway, like a hunting cabin. A place you use seasonally.”
“No.”
“How long have you been here?”
With elbows on the table, he bent over his bowl, addressing it rather than her as he mumbled, “Six months or so.”
“Six months. Without even a telephone? What would you do in an emergency?”
“I don’t know. I haven’t had one yet.”
He opened the packet of crackers, took out two, and spread them with butter. He ate one alone and dropped the other into his bowl of stew, breaking it up with his spoon before taking another bite.
She watched him with unabashed curiosity and apprehension. He’d placed a paper towel in his lap as though it were a linen napkin, but he ate with his elbows on the table. He served his butter from the wrapper and had crumbled a cracker into his stew, but he blotted his mouth after every bite.
He lived in an outdated log cabin, but he didn’t look like a mountain man. Particularly. He had a scruff, but it wasn’t more than a day or two old. He wore a black-and-red-checked flannel shirt tucked into faded blue jeans, but the garments were clean. His hair was dark brown, collar length in back, longer than most men his age typically wore. It was laced with strands of gray at his temples.
That frosting would make another man look distinguished. It only made him look older than he probably was. Late thirties, possibly. But it was a lived-in face with a webbing of creases around his eyes, furrows at the corners of his lips, and a watchful wariness behind his eyes, which were a startling aquamarine. The cool color contrasted with his suntanned, wind-scoured face.
He was an odd mix. He lived ruggedly, without even a telephone or TV, but he wasn’t uncouth, and he was well-spoken. Open shelves affixed to the log walls held dozens of books, some hardcover, others paperback, all tidily arranged.
The whole place was neat, she noted. But there wasn’t a single photograph in the room, no knickknacks or memorabilia, nothing that hinted of his past, or, for that matter, his present.
She didn’t trust his casual manner, nor his explanation of why he hadn’t taken her to a medical facility as soon as he found her. Calling nine-one-one would have been even more practical. If he’d wanted to.
A man didn’t simply pick up an unconscious and bleeding woman and cart her to his remote and neighborless mountain cabin without a reason, and she couldn’t think of one that didn’t involve criminality or depravity or both.
He hadn’t touched her in any untoward way, but maybe he was a psychopath who drew the line at assaulting his victims while they were unconscious. Maybe he preferred them awake, aware, and responsive to his torment.
Shakily, she asked, “Are we in North Carolina?”
“Yes.”
“I ask because some of the trails in the park stretch over into Tennessee.”
She remembered parking in a designated area, doing her stretches, clipping on her fanny pack. She remembered hitting her stride, and she recalled the stillness of the woods on either side of the trail and how the cold air had become thinner as she gained altitude. But she had no memory of falling and striking her head hard enough to cause a concussion.
Which led her to wonder if that’s what had indeed happened.
She helped herself to one of the crackers and took a sip of Coke, hoping that the combination of them might relieve her queasiness. “What’s the elevation here?”
“Close to five thousand feet,” he replied. “Difficult terrain for running.”
“I’m training for a marathon.”
He stopped eating, interested. “First one?”
“Fifth, actually.”
“Huh. Hoping to improve your time?”
“Always.”
“So you push yourself.”
“I don’t see it that way. I love it.”
“Quite a challenge, distance running at this altitude.”
“Yes, but it makes running at a lower level easier.”
“You don’t worry about overdoing?”
“I’m careful. Especially with my right foot. I had a stress fracture last year.”
“No wonder you favor it.”
She gave him a sharp look. “How do you know I do?”
“I noticed as you were hobbling from the bed to the door.”
Possibly, she thought. Or had he noticed it before when he was watching her through binoculars? From just how far away? From a far ridge as he’d claimed, or from a much closer distance?
Rather than confront him with those questions, she continued making conversation in the hope of gaining information. “My foot gave me fits last year after Boston. The podiatrist advised that I stay off it for three months. I hated being unable to run, but I followed his instructions. Once he gave me the green light, I began training again.”
“When’s the marathon?”
“Nine days from today.”
“Nine days.”
“Yes, I know.” She sighed. “This concussion comes at a most inconvenient time.”
“You may have to pass.”
“I can’t. I have to run it.”
He didn’t ask, just looked at her.
“It’s a fund-raiser. I helped organize it. People are counting on me.”
He spooned another bite, chewed, and swallowed before continuing. “Your driver’s license identifies you as Dr. Emory Charbonneau. Medical doctor?”
“Pediatrics. I share a practice with two OB-GYNs.”
“You take over the babies once they arrive?”
“That was the plan when we formed the practice.”
“Do you have kids of your own?”
She hesitated, then shook her head. “Someday, hopefully.”
“What about Mr. Charbonneau? Is he a doctor, too?”
“Mr. Surrey.”
“Pardon?”
“My husband’s name is Jeff Surrey. When we married I was already Dr. Charbonneau. For professional reasons, it seemed best not to change my name.”
He didn’t remark on that, but his eyebrows came together in a half-frown. “What does he do for a living?”
“He’s a money manager. Investments. Futures.”
“Like for rich people?”
“I suppose some of his clients are well-to-do.”
“You don’t know?”
“He doesn’t discuss his clients’ money matters with me.”
“Right. He wouldn’t.”
She bit off another corner of the cracker. “What about you?”
“What about me?”
“What do you do?”
He looked across at her and, with all seriousness, said, “Live.”
Chapter 3
Live.
He wasn’t being glib, and Emory sensed that he didn’t intend to elaborate. He held her gaze for a moment, then set his spoon in his empty bowl and pushed back his chair. He carried his utensils to the sink. Returning to the table, he politely asked if she wanted any more crackers.
“No, but I’ll keep the Coke.”
While he set about washing dishes, she excused herself. Treading carefully to keep the walls in place and the floor from undulating, she made her way into the bathroom. The space heater was the old-fashioned kind like her great-grandmother had had. Live blue flames burned against blackened ceramic grates.
She used the toilet, washed her face and hands, and rinsed her mouth out with a dab of toothpaste squeeze
d from the tube she found in the medicine cabinet above the sink. Also in the cabinet were a bottle of peroxide, a razor and can of shaving cream, a box of Band-Aids, a jar of multivitamins, and a hairbrush.
The shower stall was made of tin. The wire rack hanging from the shower head contained only a bar of soap and a bottle of shampoo. She longed to wash the blood out of her hair but didn’t for fear of reopening the cut on her scalp. The goose egg beneath it hadn’t gotten any larger, but any pressure she applied caused blow darts of pain.
She couldn’t resist peeking into the small cupboard. On the shelving inside it, folded towels and washcloths were neatly stacked. It also stored rolls of toilet tissue, bars of soap, and cleaning supplies.
Out of the ordinary were the boxes of bullets.
They were on the highest shelf, labeled according to caliber. She had to stand on tiptoe to lift one down. She raised the lid. In the glow of the light fixture above the sink, the shells looked large, long, and lethal.
She quickly closed the box and replaced it exactly as she’d found it, wondering where he kept the guns that corresponded to his arsenal of ammunition.
She left the bathroom to find the main room dark except for the flickering light of the fireplace and the fixture above the kitchen sink. He was folding a dishcloth over the rim of it. Hearing her, he turned his head, speaking to her over his shoulder.
“I figured you’d want to turn in early.”
She glanced toward the bed, where the covers, which she’d left rumpled, had been straightened and, on one side, folded back at a precise ninety-degree angle. The bloody pillowcase had been replaced with a clean one.
“I’ll sleep in the recliner.”
“You’ll sleep in the bed.” He yanked on a string to extinguish the light above the sink.
The action had a finality to it that strongly suggested arguing over the sleeping arrangements would be futile. Emory sat down on the edge of the bed. She’d been in her running tights all day. Her jogging bra felt uncomfortably tight. But there was no way in hell she’d be removing so much as a single thread, and he was in for a fight if he intended to take her clothes off.