by Gerri Hill
“Are you okay? I heard there was a shooting.”
“Yes. But I’m fine.”
“I’ve been worried. You haven’t called. I was thinking maybe we could get dinner,” he said hopefully.
“Robert, no. I’m not going to have dinner with you.” She rubbed her eyes, slowly shaking her head.
“But Samantha, you-”
“Robert, listen to me. It’s over. Why can’t you accept that?”
“I love you. Why can’t you accept that?”
“Oh, Robert. I don’t want to hurt you. I really don’t.” Shit. “But… there’s someone else in my life. Someone that I’ve fallen in love with. I know you won’t understand, but you’ve got to accept this.”
“What are you saying?”
Sam glanced at Tori, meeting her eyes. “Tori… Tori and I have… well… we’ve…”
“Tori? Your partner? You’re not… oh my God.”
“Yes.”
“Samantha, please, you can’t be serious. She’s a fucking dyke, for God’s sake!”
“I’m in love with her, Robert. I’m sorry. I know you don’t understand this. But she’s what I want. She’s who I want to spend the rest of my life with.”
“I can’t believe this! What the hell happened?”
“Robert, it wasn’t good with us and you know it. I didn’t know why, not until I met Tori. I’ve been living a lie for so long. I won’t live like that any longer. I know who I am and who I love,” she said quietly, her eyes never leaving Tori’s. “You’ve got to let this go, Robert.”
“You expect me to believe that you’re… a fucking dyke?”
Sam bristled. “You know what? I don’t really care what you believe. Let it go, Robert. It’s over.”
“But… no, I don’t believe that. Samantha, please, come to your senses. What has she done to you? You can’t possibly-”
Sam tilted her head, then pulled the phone away from her ear, staring at it as his monologue continued. Without warning, she leaned back, tossing the phone overboard, listening with pleasure at the splash it created in the lake.
Tori lifted an eyebrow, then turned back to her fishing, tossing the line into the lake once again.
Sam nearly laughed at Tori’s indifference. No doubt Tori had been listening to all she said. She got up, walking slowly to Tori, slipping her arms around her from behind. She kissed Tori’s back, squeezing gently. Right now, she didn’t want to think about Robert… or the case. It was their time. Right now, she just wanted to think about them.
Tori turned in her arms, bringing Sam close, burying her head at Sam’s neck. Sam sighed, loving the sensations that washed over her each and every time Tori touched her. She felt the familiar stir-rings of desire, desire that ignited with just the lightest of touches.
Tori squeezed her eyes shut, wondering again, for the hundredth time, what she’d done to deserve this. This beautiful woman loved her, cared about her. This woman, who brought so much joy into her life-really, really loved her.
“Sam?”
“Hmm?”
“Can we make love?” Tori whispered. “I… I need that right now.”
Sam shivered, Tori’s breath tickling her ear. She pulled back, gently placing her lips against Tori’s. The woman had been so quiet, ever since the shooting at Belle’s. She knew that Adams’s death affected Tori more than she let on. She was blaming herself, Sam knew.
“We can make love all day, all night,” Sam murmured. “It would never be enough.”
Tori captured her hands, bringing them up to Tori’s breast, holding them there. Her eyes turned serious and Sam waited, wondering at the sadness in them.
“Sam… Sam, I want to give you something.”
Sam nodded. “Okay.”
“But you have to promise me something first.”
Sam nodded again.
“You have to be gentle with it. It’s very… it’s very fragile, but it’s a gift I’ve never given anyone before.”
Sam felt tears gather as she saw the love in Tori’s eyes. She nodded.
“I want you to have… my heart, Sam. I… I love you. You’re my light in this dark world, you make everything seem okay, no matter what.” Then Tori tilted her head, smiling slightly at the tears she saw. “Oh, Sam. Don’t cry.”
“I’m sorry.” Sam wound her arms tight around Tori. “It’s just… God, I love you so much. I sometimes feel like I’m just going to explode with it.”
Tori nodded. “I know… me, too. So, back to my original question.”
Sam grinned and pulled Tori with her into the cabin.
“Yes.”
About the Author
Gerri lives in the Piney Woods of East Texas with her partner, Diane, and their two labs, Zach and Max. The resident cats Sierra, Tori and now Jordan round out the household. Hobbies include any outdoor activity, from tending the orchard and vegetable garden to hiking in the woods with camera and binoculars. For more, visit Gerri’s Web site at: www.gerrihill.com.
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OUT OF THE FIRE by Beth Moore. Author Ann Covington feels at the top of the world when told her book is being made into a movie. Then in walks Casey Duncan the actress who is playing the lead in her movie. Will Casey turn Ann’s world upside down?
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STAKE THROUGH THE HEART: NEW EXPLOITS OF TWILIGHT LESBIANS by Karin Kallmaker, Julia Watts, Barbara Johnson and Therese Szymanski. The playful quartet that penned the acclaimed Once Upon A Dyke are dimming the lights for journeys into worlds of breathless seduction.
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BEHIND THE PINE CURTAIN by Gerri Hill. 280pp. Jacqueline returns home after her father’s death and comes face-to-face with her f
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THOSE WHO WAIT by Peggy J. Herring. 240 pp. Two brilliant sisters-in love with the same woman!
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ABBY’S PASSION by Jackie Calhoun. 240 pp. Abby’s bipolar sister helps turn her world upside down, so she must decide what’s most important.
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PICTURE PERFECT by Jane Vollbrecht. 240 pp. Kate is reintroduced to Casey, the daughter of an old friend. Can they withstand Kate’s career?
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PAPERBACK ROMANCE by Karin Kallmaker. 240 pp. Carolyn falls for tall, dark and… female… in this classic lesbian romance.
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DAWN OF CHANGE by Gerri Hill. 240 pp. Susan ran away to find peace in remote Kings Canyon-then she met Shawn…
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DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE by Lynne Jamneck. 240 pp. Is a killer holding a grudge against FBI Agent Samantha Skellar?
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SEASONS OF THE HEART by Jackie Calhoun. 240 pp. Overwhelmed, Sara saw only one way out-leaving…
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TURNING THE TABLES by Jessica Thomas. 240 pp. The 2nd Alex Peres Mystery. From ghosties and ghoulies and long leggity beasties…
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FOR EVERY SEASON by Frankie Jones. 240 pp. Andi, who is investigating a 65-year-old murder, meets Janice, a charming district attorney…
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UNDER THE SOUTHERN CROSS by Claire McNab. 200 pp. Lee, an American travel agent, goes down under and meets Australian Alex, and the sparks fly under the Southern Cross.
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SUGAR by Karin Kallmaker. 240 pp. Three women want sugar from Sugar, who can’t make up her mind.
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FALL GUY by Claire McNab. 200 pp. 16th Detective Inspector Carol Ashton Mystery.
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ONE SUMMER NIGHT by Gerri Hill. 232 pp. Johanna swore to never fall in love again- but then she met the charming Kelly…
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TALK OF THE TOWN TOO by Saxon Bennett. 181 pp. Second in the series about wild and fun loving friends.
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LOVE SPEAKS HER NAME by Laura DeHart Young. 170 pp. Love and friendship, desire and intrigue, spark this exciting sequel to Forever and the Night.
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TO HAVE AND TO HOLD by Peggy J. Herring. 184 pp. By nally letting down her defenses, will Dorian be opening herself to a devastating betrayal?
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WILD THINGS by Karin Kallmaker. 228 pp. Dutiful daughter Faith has met the perfect man. There’s just one problem: she’s in love with his sister.
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SHARED WINDS by Kenna White. 216 pp. Can Emma rebuild more than just Lanny’s marina?
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THE UNKNOWN MILE by Jaime Clevenger. 253 pp. Kelly’s world is getting more and more complicated every moment.
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TREASURED PAST by Linda Hill. 189 pp. A shared passion for antiques leads to love.
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