I meant every moment of it. I know now how much she wants me, and I'm not gonna forget that so easily. I'm determined to have her, even more now because of her resistance.
She's so set on not dating me? Fine. That makes me all the more determined to win her over.
And I always win.
The race is about to start, and Jenna pulls back to the side. She whispers one final note to her driver, and he nods and then stares at me in my hot car.
I rev my engine and get ready to play. In a second, the flag is down and we're off.
I flash Jenna a cocky grin and wave as a prelude to what's about to come. My technology will blow her out of the water and I can't wait to see her reaction.
I peel out of my spot and am ahead of all the other drivers immediately. The crowd goes wild as they wonder what kind of action I'll bring to the race tonight.
For me, though, it's all about the rush. The thrill of being the fastest. The best.
The combustion of my engine is achieved at the highest temperature and pressure imaginable for a car. I'm making history here. I could probably sell this technology and become a billionaire two times over. Fuck, maybe even a trillionaire.
But I'm not in it for the money. I'm in it for the race, the rush, the adrenaline that pumps through my blood as I own the streets of New York City just like I own the race course.
There's no one better than me, and that fact turns me on and makes me even more arrogant.
I could go way ahead of all the other drivers and I'm sure people would be scratching their heads wondering how I did it, again.
But I like to fuck with them a little bit, so I pull back. I go a lot slower to give the other drivers the false notion that they stand a chance against me. It wouldn't be fun if I won the race so easily.
I decide to stay my course right in the middle of the pack, and I can tell that everyone's falling for my scheme. People are probably wondering what happened to Braden Masterson this week? He's not ahead, not on top like usual. Little do they know I'm just getting started.
The course carves a circle through the city streets. We go through alleyways and main roadways in one swoop.
The cops have it all laid out for us. Hell, they make up half the audience. They love watching these things but will never admit it.
I keep my distance a little bit at the back and as we sweep in past the starting point, where Jenna is, I see that she's watching for my car. We make brief eye contact as I speed past.
Does she think I'm gonna lose? Does she even think that's possible?
This is the final lap, and I decide it's time. I press my pedal down and flip a switch to turn on my new mechanism. I speed up, giving my car more momentum than ever before. The acceleration is so intense that it requires all my finely honed abilities to take the sharp corners.
I fly past all the other cars just in time to make it over the finish line for my win.
Everyone saw it. The crowd is going wild. I know my new mechanism will be the buzz on everyone's lips tonight.
Braden's done it again, they'll say.
I like to win, and that’s another thing I love about racing. There’s something about besting other racers and basking in the admiration of the crowd.
Right now, though, there's only one person I hope to impress—and that's Jenna. I hope she saw it all and that she's ready to come to my side in more ways than one.
I could give her my technology and so much more, if only she'll submit to me and let me dominate her however I want.
I climb out of the car, and the crowd is going wild. It's a private affair, but there are enough people here to make it worthwhile.
People are patting me on the back, congratulating me on the good job. It's the same as always.
"How'd you do it, Braden?" one driver says to me.
"You know I never reveal my secrets," I say with a smirk.
They know me. I'm is private as ever. I only come out for this race because it's an underground affair.
I search the crowds for Jenna. I need to see her. One look at her face and I'll see by her reaction how she really feels about my jet-powered combustion.
There she is, standing at the fence by the water looking contemplative. She's ever one to stay out of the limelight. Jenna is her own person and she doesn't need accolades from strangers to make her feel better. She knows she's a genius and, yes, it's fucking hot.
Is she thinking about me? Is she thinking about my technology?
I'd give anything to know what goes on in that head of hers. She intrigues me so much and I'm more determined than ever to find out what's inside of Jenna’s brilliant mind.
I avoid the crowd, the people who are getting ready to party, and make my way straight toward her. She's looking out across the water. The moonlight shines on her hair, and all I can imagine is what it will feel like to run my hands through it and kiss her like she's mine.
And I know now without a doubt—I'm ready to make her mine for the night.
Jenna
For once, the streets are quiet.
There's the distant buzz of city traffic, but mostly all is quiet and calm here near the water where the race is about to begin.
The billionaires have the cops tied around their finger so tightly, it's a wonder there are still any left to fight crime in the city.
If the police would put as much energy into stopping the bad guys as they do in shutting down the streets of NYC for this race, then we'd all be a lot better off.
I don't know why I’m criticizing them, though. I live for this scene. Racing through the streets of an otherwise busy city gives me a rush like none other. Even though it's not me in the driver's seat, it's my technology that makes these cars go fast.
And when I'm not testing out my improvements, I'm happy to be on the side-lines witnessing my creation. It's a gift to be able to see my plans move forward into action.
As much as this race thrills me, there's always one person I'm trying to beat, and that's Braden. He's the winner nearly all the time, and that sheer fact annoys the fuck out of me.
I'm better than him. My car should go faster.
Half the time, I blame my driver. Half the time, I blame myself for not keeping up with Braden's secret technology. I wonder what he's gonna bring tonight?
This is uncommon territory for me, though. I've been at so many races, and yet none like this. I've never been here when there was a shred of hope that Braden would notice me.
Needless to say, most of the other people who have money and a monetary stake in this thing are wondering the same thing. And all the socialites are here, hoping they'll be the lucky one to score Braden for the night.
This is the kind of drama I need to separate myself from. I need to keep my head in the game and remember that I'm making money off of this, nothing more.
Any business in the world would hire me for my pure ingenious strategies when it comes to making cars go fast. But I'd rather be here. And that says a lot.
Braden Masterson drives up. My heart sinks a little as I remember what he did to me the other night. He left me hanging in the ballroom and I still don't know what to think about that.
Am I just wanted as his little whore? Another person in a sea of women who have their eye on Braden? Or do I mean something more to him?
It's dangerous territory to think you could ever be something real to Braden, and I don't plan on going there so easily.
He stares at me through the windshield of his car as he pulls up. For a moment, our eyes lock. There's an unspoken connection already.
He and I both know what happened, but only he knows what it meant to him. And that's what I'm dying to find out.
I look away and tend to my driver. I'm making sure he knows the ins and outs of what I've done to this car to make it as fast as fucking possible.
The race is about to start, and Braden tosses me an arrogant smile and a wave as he peels out of his spot. Something about the way he did that is different from the last
time. I can't put my finger on it, but I know something is different with his car.
I watch the race from my favorite position, on the side-line by the water. The cars jet past several times, and with every turn, I can tell that something is off about the propulsion of Braden's car. It doesn't sound normal.
Now I'm surer than ever that he's upgraded his technology. I start to take serious notes about the thrust timing versus that of the NOS and the flame injection. I have a gut feeling those aren’t just for show.
He could be way out at the beginning of the first part of the race, but then, as things progress, Braden keeps his distance in the middle of the pack.
I know this is intentional. He's not fooling me. I know he has a secret plan for winning this race. There's something different about his car and he's gonna show it off at the end.
I scribble furious notes on my pad about what's going on so that I don't forget. I'm gonna get to the bottom of what Braden's done to his car.
With every pass, I get a little deeper handle on what his car's doing. And then at the very end of the race, he comes tearing around the corner and I see that his propulsion is definitely different.
It's like a jet coming around. I don't know how he’s even able to take that sharp turn.
He screeches across the finish line and I'm not surprised in the least.
Everyone else is shocked and they take it as a major turn of events. They saw him hanging back and they took that as evidence. He played them all.
But, to me, it's so obvious. He had that race in the bag from the beginning.
Braden wins, and I can only imagine how much cash comes into his pocket with that. People are congratulating him and they're getting ready to attend the usual gala, which is basically an upscale excuse for rich people to hobnob with each other and to congratulate themselves on running this town.
I, however, am deep into my notebook. I can see by the light of the full moon what I've written down. To my surprise, my pad is just covered with the words thrust, ejection, hard and fast, over and over on the page.
God, was that what was I thinking about?
Maybe Braden's car and his technology reflect his personality. All of these words describe him, and when I think of that, my stomach clenches in an aching kind of yearning for him.
I try to push those thoughts out of my mind and re-establish my resolve for staying away from him. It's not a good move to enmesh your personal and professional life.
I turn my head to the crowd and see him walking towards me. I quickly stuff my notebook into my purse and try to find my backbone, to fortify my resolve to say no to him.
He walks up to me ever so confidently. So fucking Braden. Has he ever had a day in his life where he questioned himself?
He strides over like he has a right to the roadway as he approaches me.
"Hey," he says, his voice low and intense, and I melt from the mere sound of his voice.
So much for resolve. I'm putty.
He pulls my chin up so I'm forced to meet his eyes. He comes tantalizingly close to kissing me. My mind goes blank.
What was I thinking before this?
No fucking clue.
The world dissolves into a blur. All I see is Braden, his crystal clear eyes peering into my soul.
I try to pull away. As much as I fantasize about this, I'm not ready. He's too intense.
But my current reality is just me and him. Time stops, and I see only him. I want only him.
I forget the world and that I'm among competing co-workers, including the racer that Braden just beat. My racer.
He's so close, I can smell the musk of his cologne. A pure, primal adrenaline rush rocket through me just from being around him.
It's far more intense than even what goes down on this makeshift racetrack. It's more intense than the buzz of billionaires around me—the money, the parties, the glitz, and the glam. Braden adds up to so much more than all of it because he's deep and he's real.
I think he's gonna kiss me. I'm waiting for him to kiss me, seeing that he's already so close. But again, he taunts me.
He pulls away enough to whisper.
"Meet me at the restaurant called Bailey's in an hour."
I look into his blue eyes that are suddenly ocean deep and I nearly melt.
But I collect myself enough to muster a reply.
"I can't go. I don't have anywhere near enough time to get ready for a place that fancy."
That’s quite true. I'm dressed head to toe in my leather gear. I would look like an oddball at the upscale, members-only place he plans to take me.
"Don't worry about it," he says. "I'll have a limo sent to you with a fantastic dress inside."
Is he for real? Wow. He really is a control freak. Does he want to dress me now?
"Besides," he says, "I like the smell of the race on you."
He walks away, and I'm left in a kind of stunned daze. Where does my moral obligation go when I'm around him? Why can I keep it together for one goddamn second?
I snap back to reality and see that my entire crew is staring at me. Gaping, really.
I know what must be going through their minds. They think I've sold out. They think I'm Braden's latest toy.
Well, he may have some kind of power over me that even I don't understand, but I certainly don't intend to be one of his many escorts.
I attempt to cover up the interaction by telling my crew, "There's more to racing than what you guys see. He’s up to something. I'm gonna get to the bottom of whatever Braden's hiding in that car to make it go so fast."
They appear to take me at my word, even if they don't really believe it. They know I'm honest, and they know I don't mess around with racers. But at the same time, they know what they saw.
Fuck. I may have to cover this up big time.
Dating a racer, especially Braden, is not a good look for me in front my team.
But it won’t stop me from meeting him.
I sulk and contemplate what the fuck I’m doing as I wait for his limo.
Braden
The streets are getting slick with rain.
Thank God it didn't ruin the race. Though not even rain could upset my night.
I’m confident my new and improved acceleration could handle even the slickest of streets.
I drive my jet-black car over to the restaurant. I'm still riding high on winning and from the new noticeable bump in my ever-increasing bank account.
I'm in this club for the money, for the racing, for the rush, and now, for Jenna.
Her face was what I saw when I crossed the finish line. She didn't seem surprised at all, and that proves that she knows I have something new.
No one could quite understand how I slid into first, but with Jenna, it's all numbers and components. She carefully analyzes every race and determines how to increase her team's chance of success. Without a doubt, she did that tonight.
I hope she enjoys the limo and the outfit I sent to her. She might as well get used to the fact that when I choose someone, I like to put my mark on every facet of her life.
Being a perfectionist is what's gotten me so far in life. I'm not going to give that up now.
Jenna is elusive. Not everything is obvious with her, and that intrigues me. She’s like a new challenge for me to take on, and I can’t get enough of her.
At the same time, I'm set on getting figuring out her mystery. I'll tear down her walls, one brick at a time if necessary.
I pull up to Bailey's, the ultra-exclusive restaurant where I told her to meet me. It's members-only, and I pay a hefty price just to be able to come here, out of the public eye.
The valet knows me, and I toss him my keys.
"Be very gentle with her tonight, Bobby," I say to him. "She's my money-maker."
He smiles at me happily. This kid's always so excited to drive my car, even if it’s just for a second. And he should be. It's a privilege that I grant to very few people.
To get behind the wheel of one o
f my cars is an experience. Especially this new one.
I think I'll name her Midnight, like the color of Jenna's hair.
I walk into the restaurant through a side door. I never like to take the main entrance because it draws too much attention to me.
I may be a public figure, but I like to keep my circle tight and keep personal things private. It's important when you're a businessman like me who’s into deviant racing behavior to not be too conspicuous.
I sit in my usual booth. It's large enough to accommodate several women, and some nights I need that. This is not, however, one of those nights. This information is not something I'll be revealing to Jenna.
She's knows about my playboy reputation—shall we call it a thing of the past? I don’t know yet, but I do know it’s not a good thing to rub in her face.
The bartender brings me my usual, a Manhattan, named after the city I love. I relax and stretch my arms over the sides of the wide booth.
I sip my drink and wait ever so patiently for Jenna to arrive. For a moment, I question if she's even gonna come. Everyone knows her morals are as high as fuck. But I plan to surmount that wall.
Just as I'm starting to lose hope and patience, she walks in. At fucking last. The dress I've deemed appropriate for her to wear looks perfect. It's black because I already know she likes that color, and it hugs her every curve so that I can better imagine her naked.
I think of how it would be to drag the silk fabric off her body with my teeth before thrusting my massive cock deep inside her throbbing pussy. The very idea of being inside Jenna excites me. My cock hardens against my pants just at the thought of it.
"You actually showed up," I say as I stand to greet her.
She playfully pushes me back down to the booth.
"Take a load off, Braden. You probably need it after your win tonight."
I laugh at her brazenness and ask her to take a seat next to me.
Instead, to my utter delight, she sits across the table from me. She's got some strength, this one.
"What are you having?" I ask her.
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