by B. M. Bower
It sounds a strange thing to say of Jack Corey, that scattered-brained young fellow addicted to beach dancing and joy rides and all that goes with these essentially frothy pastimes; a strange thing to say of him that he was falling into a more affectionate attitude of personal nearness to the stars and to the mountains spread out below him than he had ever felt toward Mrs. Singleton Corey. Yet that is how he managed to live through the lonely days he spent up there in the lookout station.
When Hank was about to start with another load of supplies up the mountain, Jack had phoned down for all of the newspapers, magazines and novels which Forest Supervisor Ross could buy or borrow; also a double supply of smoking tobacco and a box of gum. When his tongue smarted from too much smoking, he would chew gum for comfort And he read and read, until his eyes prickled and the print blurred. But the next week he diffidently asked Ross if he thought he could get him a book on astronomy, explaining rather shame-facedly that there was something he wanted to look up. On his third trip Hank carried several government pamphlets on forestry. Which goes to prove how Jack was slowly adapting himself to his changed circumstances, and fitting himself into his surroundings.
He had to do that or go all warped and wrong, for he had no intention of leaving the peak, which was at once a refuge and a place where he could accumulate money; not much money, according to Jack’s standard of reckoning—his mother had often spent as much for a gown or a ring as he could earn if he stayed all summer—but enough to help him out of the country if he saved it all.
When his first four days vacation was offered him, Jack thought a long while over the manner of spending it. Quincy did not offer much in the way of diversion, though it did offer something in the way of risk. So he cut Quincy out of his calculations and decided that he would phone down for a camp outfit and grub, and visit one or two of the places that he had been looking at for so long. For one thing, he could climb down to the lake he had been staring into for nearly a month, and see if he could catch any trout. Occasionally he had seen fishermen down there casting their lines in, but none of them had seemed to have much luck. For all that the lake lured him, it was so blue and clear, set away down there in the cupped mountain top. Hank had advised him to bait with a salmon-roe on a Coachman fly. Jack had never heard of that combination, and he wanted to try it.
But after all, the lake was too near to appeal to him except by way of passing. Away on the next ridge was the black, rocky hump called Grizzly Peak on the map. Hank spoke of it casually as Taylor Rock, and sometimes called it King Solomon. That was where the bears had their winter quarters, and that was where Jack wanted to go and camp. He wanted to see a bear’s den, and if the bears were all gone—Hank assured him that they never hung out up there in the summer, but ranged all over the mountains—he wanted to go inside a den and see what it was like. And for a particular, definite ambition, without which all effort is purposeless, he wanted to kill a bear.
Hank brought him all the things he needed, talked incessantly of what Jack should do and what he shouldn’t do, and even offered to pack his outfit over to the Peak for him. So Jack went, and got his first taste of real camping out in a real wilderness, and gained a more intimate knowledge of the country he had to guard.
By the time his second relief was at hand, he was tempted to take what money he had earned and go as far as it would take him. He did not believe he could stand another month of that terrible isolation, even with his new friendliness toward the stars and the forest to lighten a little of his loneliness. Youth hungers for a warmer, more personal companionship than Nature, and Jack was never meant for a hermit. He grew sullen. He would stand upon his pinnacle where he could look down at Crystal Lake, and hate the tourists who came with lunches and their fishing tackle, and scrambled over the rocks, and called shrilly to one another, and laughed, and tried to invent new ways of stringing together adjectives that seemed to express their enthusiasm. He would make biting remarks to them which the distance prevented their hearing, and he would wish savagely that they would fall in the lake, or break a leg on some of the boulders.
When those with a surplus of energy started up the steep climb to the peak, he would hurry into his little glass room, hastily part and plaster his hair down as a precaution against possible recognition, and lock his door and retire to a certain niche in a certain pile of rocks, where he would be out of sight and yet be close enough to hear the telephone, and would chew gum furiously and mutter savage things under his breath. Much as he hungered for companionship he had a perverse dread of meeting those exclamatory sightseers. It seemed to Jack that they cheapened the beauty of everything they exclaimed over.
He could hear them gabble about Mount Lassen, and his lip would curl with scorn over the weakness of their metaphors. He would grind his teeth when they called his glass prison “cute,” and wondered if anybody really lived there. He would hear some man trying to explain what he did not know anything at all about, and he would grin pityingly at the ignorance of the human male, forgetting that he had been just as ignorant, before fate picked him up and shoved him head-foremost into a place where he had to learn.
Sometimes he was not forewarned of their visits, and would be trapped fairly; and then he would have to answer their foolish questions and show them what the map was for, and what the pointer was for, and admit that it did get lonesome sometimes, and agree with them that it was a fine view, and point out where Quincy lay, and all the rest of it. It amazed him how every one who came said practically the same things, asked the same questions, linked the same adjectives together.
Thus passed his second month, which might be called his pessimistic month. But he did not take his money and go. He decided that he would wait until he had grown a beard before he ventured. He realized bitterly that he was a fugitive, and that it would go hard with him now if he were caught. From the papers which Supervisor Ross had sent him every week he had learned that the police were actually and definitely looking for him. At least they had been a month ago, and he supposed that they had not given up the search, even though later events had pushed his disgrace out of print. The man they had shot was hovering close to death in a hospital, the last Jack read of the case. It certainly would be wiser to wait a while. So he took his camp outfit to Taylor Rock again and stayed there until his four days were gone.
That time he killed a deer and got a shot at a young bear, and came back to his post in a fairly good humor. The little glass room had a homey look, with the late afternoon sunlight lying warm upon the map and his piles of magazines and papers stacked neatly on their shelf. Since he could not be where he wanted to be, Jack felt that he would rather be here than anywhere else. So his third month began with a bleak kind of content.
CHAPTER EIGHT
IN WHICH A GIRL PLAYS BILLIARDS ON THE MOUNTAIN TOP
Jack heard some one coming, snatched up a magazine and his pipe and promptly retired to his pet crevice in the rocks. Usually he locked the door before he went, but the climber sounded close—just over the peak of the last little knob, in fact. He pulled the door shut and ran, muttering something about darned tourists. Drive a man crazy, they would, if he were fool enough to stay and listen to their fool talk.
He crawled well back into the niche, settled himself comfortably and lighted his pipe. They never came over his way—and the wind blew from the station. He did not believe they would smell the smoke.
Darn it all, he had the wrong magazine! He half rose, meaning to scurry back and get the one he wanted; but it was too late now. He heard the pebbles knocked loose where the faint trail dipped down over the knob directly behind the station. So he settled back with his pipe for solace, and scowled down at the world, and waited for the darn tourists to go.
But this particular darn tourist had two reasons for lingering up there. Her first and greatest reason was a sheer delight in the panorama spread below and all around her, and the desire to saturate her soul with the beauty of it, her lungs with the keen elixir of the wind,
heady with the eight thousand feet of altitude. Her second reason was a perverse desire to show Kate that she was not to be bossed around like a kid, and dictated to and advised and lectured whenever she wanted to do something which Kate did not want to do. Why, for instance, should she miss the pleasure of climbing to the very top of the peak just because Kate began to puff before they were half way up, and wanted to turn back?
Of course, she would do anything in the world for Kate; but that was no reason why Kate should be selfish about little things. If she didn’t want to wait until Marion came down, she could walk home alone. There was a good road, and Marion certainly would never think of objecting. She believed in absolute personal liberty in little things. Therefore she meant to stay up on the peak just exactly as long as she wanted to stay, regardless of what Kate wanted to do. She had not tried to force Kate to come up with her—if Kate would just stop to think a minute. When Kate sat down on that rock and said she wouldn’t climb another step, Marion had not urged her at all. She had waited until she was sure that Kate would not change her mind, and then she had come on up without any fuss or argument. And she would stay until she was ready to go down. It would be silly to spoil her pleasure now by worrying. She would like to see a sunset from up here. She had her gun with her, and anyway, she could get home easily before dark. She believed she would stay, just this once. Really, it would do Kate good to discover that Marion liked to please herself once in a while.
Which was all very well for Marion Rose, but rather hard on Jack, who was not in a mood for company. He smoked hopefully for a half hour or so. Most tourists got enough of it in a half hour. They began to feel the altitude then, or found the wind disagreeable, or they were in a hurry to climb down to the lake and fish, or they had to think about the trip home. Besides, their vocabularies were generally exhausted in half an hour, and without superlatives they could not gaze upon the “view”; not with any satisfaction, that is. But this tourist could be heard moving here and there among the rocks, with long lapses of silence when she just stood and gazed. Jack listened and waited, and grew more peevish as the lagging minutes passed. If he went out now, he would have to go through the whole performance.
The telephone rang. And while Jack was sulkily getting to his feet, he heard a girl’s voice answering the phone. The nerve of her! What business had she inside, anyway? Must a fellow padlock that door every time he went out, to keep folks from going where they had no business to be? He went angrily to the station; much more angrily than was reasonable, considering the offense committed against him.
He saw a girl in a short khaki skirt and high laced boots and a pongee blouse belted trimly with leather, bending her head over the mouthpiece of the telephone. She had on a beach hat that carried the full flavor of Venice in texture and tilt, and her hair was a ripe corn color, slicked back from her temples in the fashion of the month. Graceful and young she was, groomed as though thousands were to look upon her. Normally Jack’s eyes would have brightened at this sight, his lips would have curved enticingly, his voice would have taken the tone of incipient philandering. But in his present mood he snapped at her.
“I beg your pardon. This is not a public telephone booth. It’s a private office.”
She glanced inattentively his way, her smile directed mentally toward the person on the other end of the wire. With her free hand she waved him to silence and spoke, still smiling, into the mouthpiece.
“You’re sure I won’t do? I believe I could qualify, and I want—”
“If you please, this is not a public—”
But she waved her hand again impatiently and listened, engrossed and smiling. “Oh, just because I wanted to hear a human voice, I guess. I’d forgotten what a phone looks like, and so when I heard … No, I am not a tourist. I’m a neighbor, and I’m the lonesomest neighbor in these mountains.… What?… Oh, down the road in a spooky little valley where there’s a log cabin and a trout stream—only I haven’t caught any yet. They bite, but they simply won’t stay hooked. What?… Oh, just worms, and those fuzzy flies made with a hook on them—you know.… Oh, thanks! I surely do wish you could.… The what?… Oh! well, I don’t know, I’m sure. There’s an excited young man here who keeps telling me this is not a public telephone booth—do you mean him, I wonder?… He does look something like a fireman, now you mention it. What do you use him for? a signal fire, or something?… Oh! You do? Why, forevermore! Is he nice to talk to?… No, I haven’t. He just keeps telling me this is not a public … Oh, I don’t! I don’t see how anybody could mind him—do you?… Well, of course, a person doesn’t look for politeness away up … Ha-ha—why, does the altitude make a difference? Maybe that’s what ails me, then— That’s awfully nice of you, man … No, never mind what my name is. Don’t let’s be ordinary. I’m just a voice from the mountain top, and you’re just a voice from the valley. So be it.… Without an invitation? I only thanked you …”
“Keep on,” interjected Jack savagely, “and you’ll have his wife trailing you up with a gun!”
“Well—we’ll see.… But do come sometime when you can—and bring your wife! I’d love to meet some woman.… Oh, all right. Good-by.”
With a gloved palm pressed hard over the mouthpiece she turned reproachfully upon Jack. “Now you did fix things, didn’t you? Of course, you knew I couldn’t be nice to a man with a wife, so you had to go and spoil everything. And I was just beginning to have a lovely time!”
“Help yourself,” Jack offered with heavy sarcasm. “Don’t mind me at all.”
“Well, he wants to talk to you,” she said. She put her lips again to the mouthpiece and added a postscript. “Pardon me, but I held the line a minute while I quarreled with your fireman. You’re wrong—I don’t find him so nice to talk to. You may talk to him if you want to—I’m sure you’re welcome!” Whereupon she surrendered the receiver and walked around the high, map-covered table, and amused herself by playing an imaginary game of billiards with the pointer for a cue and two little spruce cones which she took from her pocket for balls.
When Jack had finished talking and had hung up the receiver, he leaned back against the shelf and watched her, his hands thrust deep into his trousers pockets. He still scowled—but one got the impression that he was holding that frown consciously and stubbornly and not because his mood matched it.
Marion placed a cone at a point on the chart which was marked Greenville, aimed for Spring Garden and landed the cone neatly in the middle of Jack’s belt.
“Missed the pocket a mile,” he taunted grudgingly, hating to be pleasant and yet helpless against the girl’s perfect composure and good humor.
“Give it back, and I’ll try it again. There’s a place called the Pocket. I’ll try that, for luck.” Then she added carelessly—“What would have happened, if you hadn’t answered that man at all?”
“I’d have been canned, maybe.”
“Forevermore.” She pretended to chalk her cue with a tiny powder puff which she took from a ridiculous vanity bag that swung from her belt. “Wouldn’t you kind of like to be canned—under the circumstances?”
“No, I wouldn’t. I need the money.” Jack bit his lips to keep from grinning at the powder-puff play.
“Oh, I see.” She tried another shot. “Why don’t you cut the legs off this table? I would. It’s miles too high.”
“I don’t monkey with government property, myself.” He placed a peculiar accent on the last word, thus pointing his meaning very clearly.
“Now, what do you know about that? Missed it—with a government cone, shot by a government stick on a government table, while a government scowl fairly shrieks: ‘Cut out this desecration!’” She chalked her cue gravely, powdered her nose afterward, using a round scrap of a mirror not much bigger than a silver dollar. “Do you stay up here all the time and scowl, all by yourself?”
“All the time and scowl, all by myself.” Jack took his hands from his pockets that he might light his pipe; which was a sign that he was nearly re
ady to treat the girl kindly. “If you object to smoke—” and he waved one hand significantly toward the open door.
“All the time—all by yourself. And you don’t want to be canned, either.” With the pointer Marion drew aimless little invisible volutes upon the map, connecting the two spruce cones with an imaginary scroll design. “How touching!” she said enigmatically.
“Sure, you’re heart-broken over the pathos of it. I can see that. You ought to put in about a week here—that’s all I’ve got to say.”
“Think I couldn’t?” She looked across at him queerly.
“You wouldn’t dare go any farther away than the spring. You’d have to stay right here on this peak every minute of the twenty-four hours. They call up at all kinds of ungodly times, just to see if you’re on the job, if they think you’re snitching. They’d catch you gone sometime—you couldn’t get by with it—and then—”
“The can,” finished Miss Marion gravely. “But what I want to know is, what have you done?”
“Done?” Jack’s jaw dropped slack away from the pipestem. “What yuh mean, done?”
“Yes. What have you done that they should put you up here and make you stay up here? It sounds—”
“Now, even a tourist knows that this is a Forest Service lookout station, and that I’m here to watch out for fires down below! I’m your guardian angel, young lady. Treat me with respect, if not with kindness.”
“I’m a member of the no-treat reform club. Honestly, don’t they let you leave here at all?”
“Four days a month.” He heaved a heavy sigh and waved his pipe toward the great outdoors. “’S big world, when it’s all spread out in sight,” he volunteered.
“Can’t you—can’t you even go down to the lake and fish, when you want to?”
“Nope. Four days a month—and if they didn’t happen to have a spare man lying round handy, to send up here to take my place, I couldn’t go then even.”