by B. M. Bower
Ward watched her as intently as if his life depended on her speed. He had lain in that bunk for nearly six weeks with the coffee-pot sitting in plain sight on the back of the stove, twelve feet or so from his reach, and with the can of coffee standing in plain sight on the rough board shelf against the wall by the window. And he had craved coffee almost as badly as a drunkard craves whisky.
The sound of the fire snapping in the stove was like music to him. Later, the smell of the coffee coming briskly to the boiling-point made his mouth water with desire. And when Billy Louise jabbed two little slits in a cream can with the point of a butcher knife and poured a thin stream of canned milk into a big, white granite cup, Ward’s eyes turned traitor to his love for the girl and dwelt hungrily upon the swift movements of her hands.
“How much sugar, patient?” Billy Louise turned toward him with the tomato-can sugar-bowl in her hands.
“None. I want to taste the coffee, this trip.”
“Oh, all right! It’s the worst thing you could think of, but that’s the way with a patient. Patients always want what they mustn’t have.”
“Sure—get it, too.” Ward spoke between long, satisfying gulps. “How’s your other patient, Wilhemina? How’s mommie?”
“Oh, Ward! She’s dead—mommie’s dead!” Billy Louise broke down unexpectedly and completely. She went down on her knees beside the bed and cried as she had not cried since she looked the last time at mommie’s still face, held in that terrifying calm. She cried until Ward’s excited mutterings warned her that she must pull herself together. She did, somehow, in spite of her sorrow and her worry and that day’s succession of emotional shocks. She did it because Ward was sick—very sick, she was afraid—and there was so much that she must do for him.
“You be s-still,” she commanded brokenly, fighting for her former safe cheerfulness. “I’m all right. Pity yourself, if you’ve got to pity somebody. I—can stand—my trouble. I haven’t got any broken leg and—hookin’-cough.” She managed a laugh then and took Ward’s hand from her hair and laid it down on the blankets. “Now we won’t talk about things any more. You’ve got to have something done for that cold on your lungs.” She rose and stood looking down at him with puckered eyebrows.
“Mommie would say you ought to have a good sweat,” she decided. “Got any ginger?”
“I dunno. I guess not,” Ward muttered confusedly.
“Well, I’ll go out and find some sage, then, and give you sage tea. That’s another cure-all. Say, Ward, I saw Rattler down the creek. He’s looking fine and dandy. He came whinnying down out of that draw, to meet us; just tickled to death to see somebody.”
“Don’t blame him,” croaked Ward. “It’s enough to tickle anybody.” Her voice seemed to steady his straying fancies. “How’re—the cattle—looking?”
“Just fine,” lied Billy Louise. “You’re the skinniest thing I’ve seen on the ranch. Now do you think you can keep your senses, while I go and pick some nice, good meddy off a sage bush?”
“I guess so.” Ward spoke drowsily. “Give me some more coffee and I can.”
“Oh, you’re the pesteringest patient! I told you coffee isn’t good for what ails you, but I suppose—” She poured him another cup of coffee, weakened it with hot water, and let him drink it straight. After all, perhaps the hot drink would induce the perspiration that would break the fever. She pulled up the wolf-skins and the extra blankets he had tossed aside in his feverish restlessness and covered him to his chin.
“If you don’t move till I come back,” she promised, “I’ll maybe give you another cup—after you’ve filled up on sage tea.” With that qualified hope to cheer him, she left him.
She did not spend all her time picking sage twigs. A bush grew at the corner of the cabin within easy reach. She went first down to the stable and led Blue inside and unsaddled him. Rattler was standing near, and she tried to lead him in also, but he fled from her approach. She found the pitchfork and managed to scratch a few forkfuls of hay down from a corner of the stack; enough to fill a manger for Blue and to leave a little heap beside the stable for Rattler.
When she was leaving the stable to return to the house, however, she changed her plan a little. She went back, carried the small pile of hay into the stable, and filled another manger. Then she took down the wire gate of the hay corral and laid it flat alongside the fence. Rattler would go in to the stack, and she would shut him in. That would simplify the catching of him when he was needed. She would find something in which to carry water to him, if he was too frisky to lead to the creek. Billy Louise was no coward with horses, but she recognized certain fixed limitations in the management of a snuffy brute like Rattler. He was not like Blue, whom she could bully and tease and coax. Rattler was distinctly a man’s saddle-horse. Billy Louise had never done more than pat his shoulder after he was caught and saddled and, therefore, prepared for handling. She foresaw some perturbation of spirit in regard to Rattler.
Ward was lying quiet when she went in, except that he was waving her handkerchief to and fro by the corners to cool it. Billy Louise took it from him, wet it again with cold water, and scolded him for getting his arms from under the covers. That, she said, was no nice way for a hookin’-cough man to do.
Ward meekly submitted to being covered to his eyes. Then he wriggled his chin free and demanded that she kiss him. Ward was fairly drunk with happiness because she was there, in the cabin. The dreary weeks behind him were a nightmare to be forgotten. His Wilhemina-mine was there, and she liked him to pieces. Though she had not affirmed it with words, her eyes when she looked at him told him so; and she had kissed him when he asked her to. He wanted her to repeat the ecstasy.
“Ward Warren, you’re a perfectly awful hookin’-cough man! There. Now that’s going to be the very last one— Oh, Ward, it isn’t!” She knelt and curved an arm around his face and kissed him again and yet again. “I do love you, Ward. I’ve been a weak-kneed, horrid thing, and I’m ashamed to the middle of my bones. You’re my own brave buckaroo always—always! You’ve done what no other man would do, and you don’t whine about it; and I’ve been weak and—horrid; and I’ll have to love you about a million years before I can quit feeling ashamed.” She kissed him again with a passion of remorse for her doubts of him.
“Are you through being pals, Wilhemina?” Ward broke rules and freed an arm, so that he could hold her closer.
“No, I’m just beginning. Just beginning right. I’m your pal for keeps. But—”
“I love you for keeps, lady mine.” Ward stifled another cough. “When are you going to—marry me?”
“Oh, when you get over the hookin’-cough, I s’pose.” Once more Billy Louise, for the good of her patient, forced herself into safe flippancy—that was not flippant at all, but merely a tender pretense.
“Now it’s up to you to show me whether you are in any hurry at all to get well,” she said. “Keep your hands under the covers while I make some tea. That fever of yours has got to be stopped immediately—to once.”
She went over and busied herself about the stove, never once looking toward the bed, though she must have felt Ward’s eyes worshiping her. She was terribly worried about Ward; so worried that she put everything else into the background of her mind and set herself sternly to the need of breaking the fever and lessening the evident congestion in his lungs.
She hunted through the cupboards and found a bottle of turpentine; syrupy and yellowed with age, but pungent with strength. She found some lard in a small bucket and melted half a teacupful. Then she tore up a woolen undershirt she found hanging on a nail and bore relentlessly down upon him.
“You gotta be greased all over your lungs,” she announced with a matter-of-factness that cost her something; for Billy Louise’s innate modesty was only just topped by her good sense.
Ward submitted without protest while she bared his chest—as white as her own—and applied the warm mixture with a smoothly vigorous palm. “That’ll fix the hookin’-cough,�
� she said, as she spread the warm layers of woolen cloth smoothly from shoulder to shoulder. “How does it feel?”
“Great,” he assured her succinctly, and wisely omitted any love-making.
“Will your game leg let you turn over? Because there’s some dope left, and it ought to go between your shoulders.”
“The game leg ought to stand more than that,” he told her, turning slowly. “If I hadn’t got this cold tacked onto me, I’d have been trying to walk on it by now.”
“Better give it time—since you’ve been game enough to lie here all this while and take care of it. I don’t believe I’d have had nerve enough for that, Ward.” She poured turpentine and lard into her palm, reached inside his collar and rubbed it on his shoulders. “Good thing you had plenty of grub handy. But it must have been awful!”
“It was pretty damned lonesome,” he admitted laconically, and that was as far as his complainings went.
Billy Louise then poured the water off the sage leaves she had been brewing in a tin basin, carefully fished out a stem or two, and made Ward drink every bitter drop. Then she covered him to the eyes and hardened her heart against his discomfort, while she kept the handkerchief cool on his head and between times swept the floor with a carefully dampened broom and wiped the dust off things and restored the room to its most cheerful atmosphere of livableness.
“Wan’ a drink,” mumbled Ward, with a blanket over his mouth and a raveled thread tickling his nose so that he squirmed.
Billy Louise went over and laid her fingers on his neck. “I can’t tell whether it’s grease or perspiration,” she said, laughing a little. “What are you squinting up your nose for? Surely to goodness you don’t mind that little, harmless raveling? If you wouldn’t go on breathing, it wouldn’t wiggle around so much!” Nevertheless, she plucked the tormenting thread and threw it on the floor.
“Gimme—drink,” Ward mumbled again.
“There’s more sage tea—”
“Waugh!”
“I suppose that means you aren’t crazy about sage tea! Well, I might give you a teenty-weenty speck more of coffee. You can’t have water yet, you know. You’ve—you’ve got to sweat like a nigger in a cotton patch first.” (Billy Louise could talk very nicely when she wanted to do so. The Billy of her could also be humanly inelegant when she felt like it, as you see.)
Ward grunted something and afterwards signified that he would take the coffee and call it square.
The next time she went near him, he was wrinkling his lean nose because beads of perspiration were standing there and slipping occasionally down to his cheeks.
“Fine! You’re two niggers in a cotton patch now,” she announced cheeringly. “And Mr. Hookin’-cough will have to hunt another home, I reckon. You weren’t half as hoarse when you swore that last time.”
It was physically impossible for Ward to blush, since he was already the color of a boiled beet; but he looked guilty when she uncovered the rest of his face and wiped off the gathered moisture. “I didn’t think you’d hear,” he grinned embarrassedly.
“I was listening for it, buckaroo. I’d have been scared to pieces if you hadn’t cussed a little. I’d have thought sure you were going to die. A man,” she added sententiously, “always has a chance as long as he’s able to swear. It’s like a horse wiggling his ears.”
The comparison reminded her that she intended to shut Rattler in the hay corral; she dried Ward’s hands hastily, pulled the wolf-skins off the bed, and commanded him to keep covered until she came back. She ran down bareheaded to the stable, saw Rattler industriously boring his nose into the stack, and put up the gate.
When she went into the cabin again, Ward gave a start and opened his eyes like one who has been dozing. Billy Louise smiled with gratification. He was better. She knew he was better. She did not speak, but went over to the stove and pretended to be busy there, though she was careful to make no noise. When she turned finally and glanced toward the bed, Ward was asleep.
Billy Louise took a deep breath, tiptoed over to the bench beside the table, sat down, and pillowed her head on her folded arms. She wanted to cry, and she needed to think, and she was deadly, deadly tired.
CHAPTER XXV
THE WOLF JOKE
Billy Louise stayed all night. She was afraid to leave Ward until his cold was safely better, and there was no one living near enough to summon; no one whom she wanted to summon, in fact, however close they might have been. She spent most of the night curled comfortably on the wolf-skins beside the stove, with a sack of flour for a pillow and Ward’s fur coat for covering. Ward slept more unbrokenly than he had done for a long time, while Billy Louise lay cuddled under the smelly fur and thought and thought.
In the morning, if Ward were well enough, she meant to ask him about those cattle he had mentioned when he thought her Buck Olney. They were the same ones which she had seen in the Cove, she knew. Ward had told enough to prove that. He had, in fact, told nearly all she needed to know—except the mystery of his prosperity. He had not mentioned that, and Billy Louise was more curious than ever about his “wolf hunting.”
At sunrise she rebuilt the fire and made fresh coffee and a stew from the pieces of jerky she had soaked overnight for the purpose. She wanted eggs, and bread for toast, and fresh cream; but she did not have them, and so she managed a very creditable breakfast for her patient without these desirables.
“Say, that’s great. A fellow doesn’t appreciate coffee and warm food until he’s eaten out of cans and boxes for a month or so. You’re a great little lady, Wilhemina. I wish you’d happened along sooner—about six weeks sooner. I’d have got some pleasure out of my broken leg then, maybe.”
“Was it—did Buck Olney break it?” Billy Louise knew he had not, but she had been waiting for a chance to open the subject.
“No. I broke it myself, pulling Rattler off a bank into some rocks. I believe I could walk on it, doctor, if you could rustle me something to use for crutches. That’s what held me in bed so long. Beckon you could manufacture a pair for me?” His eyes made love. “You’ve done everything else.” He caught her hand and kissed the palm of it. “Can’t the Billy part turn carpenter?”
“I’ll see. Say, Ward, do you think you could shave off those whiskers if I got everything ready for you? I don’t like you to look like old Sourdough. Or maybe I could do it. I—I used to shave daddy’s neck, sometimes.”
Ward ran his fingers thoughtfully over his hairy cheeks. “I expect I do look like a prehistoric ancestor. I’ll see what I can do about it. I set my own leg; I guess I can shave myself. You’re a great doctor, Wilhemina. You knocked that cold up to a peak, all right. But—I don’t believe you’d better tackle barbering, my dear girl.”
Billy Louise pouted her lips at him. She could afford to pout now: Ward was so like himself that she did not worry over him at all. She also felt that she could afford to badger him into telling her some of the things she wanted to know.
“Where did you hang Buck?” she asked naïvely.
“Huh?” Ward’s eyes bored into hers with his intent look, trying to read her thoughts.
“Where was it you hanged Buck Olney?”
“Nowhere. I put the fear of the Lord into him, that’s all. How did you hear about it?”
“From you.” Billy Louise was maddeningly calm. “You told me all about it yesterday. And about those cattle in the corral up here. I found them yesterday myself, Ward—only it seems a month ago!—down in the Cove.”
“Did you?”
“Yes, and I drove them up to the corral and read the riot act to Marthy and Charlie Fox—”
“Huh! What did they say?”
“Oh, they denied it, of course! What are we going to do about it, Ward?”
“Nothing, I guess. What did you want to do?”
“I don’t know. I don’t want to hurt them, and I don’t want them to hurt anyone else. Do you know Seabeck? He’s an awfully square old fellow. I believe—” An idea formed vaguely in th
e back of Billy Louise’s mind. “I believe I could persuade him—”
“I believe you could persuade the devil himself, if you took a notion to try,” Ward affirmed sincerely, when she hesitated. “What do you want to persuade him into?”
“Oh, nothing, I guess! How do you feel, Ward? We’ve got to stick to the job of getting you fit to leave here and go on down to the ranch with me. When do you think you could manage to ride?”
Ward looked longingly out of the window, just as he had been looking for six weeks. “I think I could manage it now,” he said doggedly, because of his great longing. “I set my own leg—”
“Yes, and I’m willing to admit you’re a wonder, and have gotten the stoics beaten at their own game. Still, there’s a limit to what the human body will stand. I’m going down to tend the horses, and if you think you can walk without hurting your leg, I’ll hunt some forked sticks for crutches. We’ll see how you make out with them, first, before we talk about riding twenty miles on horseback. Besides, you’d catch more cold if you went out today.”
While she talked, her plans took definite shape in the back of her mind. She took Buck Olney’s knife that was lying on the window-sill and went in search of crutches among the willows along the creek. Forked sticks were plentiful enough, but it was not so easy to find two that would support even so skinny a man as Ward. She compromised by cutting four that seemed suitable and binding them together in couples.
When she went in with her makeshifts, Ward was sitting upon the side of the bunk, clothed and in his right mind—but pitifully wobbly and ashamed of his weakness.
“You shouldn’t have tried to get up yet,” she scolded. “Do you want to be worse, so I’ll have to cure you all over again?” Then, woman-like, she proceeded to annul the effect by petting and sympathy.
It was while she was sitting in the one chair, padding the sticks crudely enough but effectively, that Ward, gazing at her with the light of love in his eyes, thought of something he had meant to tell her.