by B. M. Bower
He glanced back, then, and saw her sitting with her head dropped forward upon her hands. There was something infinitely pitiful and lonely in her attitude, and he knitted his brows over the contrast between it and her manner when he left her. “I don’t suppose a woman knows, herself, what she means, half the time,” he hazarded impatiently. “She certainly didn’t have any excuse for throwing it into me the way she did; maybe she’s sorry for it now.”
After that his anger cooled imperceptibly, and he hurried a little faster because the day was waning with the chill haste of mid-autumn, and he recalled what she had said at first about being afraid of coyotes. And, although the storm of three days ago had been swept into mere memory by that sudden chinook wind, and the days were once more invitingly warm and hazily tranquil, night came shiveringly upon the land and the unhoused thought longingly of hot suppers and the glow of a fire.
The girl’s horse was, he believed, just disappearing into a deep depression half a mile farther on; but when he reached the place where he had seen it, there was nothing in sight save a few head of cattle and a coyote trotting leisurely up the farther slope. He went farther down the shallow coulée, then up to the high level beyond, his rope coiled loosely over one arm with the end dragging a foot behind him. But there was nothing to be seen from up there, except that the sun was just a red disk upon the far-off hills, and that the night was going to be uncomfortably cool if that wind kept blowing from the northwest.
He began to feel slightly uneasy about the girl, and to regret wasting any time over her horse, and to fear that he might not be able to get close enough to rope the beast, even if he did see him.
He turned back then and walked swiftly through the dusk toward the ridge, beyond which she and Rambler were waiting. But it was a long way—much farther than he had realized until he came to retrace his steps—and the wind blew up a thin rift of clouds which made the darkness come quickly. He found it difficult to tell exactly at which point he had crossed the ridge, coming over; and although experience in the open develops in a man a certain animal instinct for directions handed down by our primitive ancestry, Ford went wide in his anxiety to take the shortest way back to his unwilling protégée. The westering slope was lighter, however, and five minutes of wandering along the ridge showed him a dim bulk which he knew was Rambler. He hurried to the place, and the horse whinnied shrilly as he approached.
“I looked as long as I could see, almost, but I couldn’t locate your horse,” Ford remarked to the dark shadow of the rose bushes. “I’ll put you on mine. It will be slow going, of course—lame as he is—but I guess we can manage to get somewhere.”
He waited for the chill, impersonal reply. When she did not speak, he leaned and peered at the spot where he knew she must be. “If you want to try it, we’d better be starting,” he urged sharply. “It’s going to be pretty cold here on this side-hill.”
When there was silence still—and he gave her plenty of time for reply—Ford stooped and felt gropingly for her, thinking she must be asleep. He glanced back at Rambler; unless the horse had moved, she should have been just there, under his hands; or, he thought, she may have moved to some other spot, and be waiting in the dark to see what he would do. His palms touched the pressed grasses where she had been, but he did not say a word. He would not give her that satisfaction; and he told himself grimly that he had his opinion of a girl who would waste time in foolery, out here in the cold—with a sprained ankle, to boot.
He pulled a handful of the long grass which grows best among bushes. It was dead now, and dry. He twisted it into a makeshift torch, lighted and held it high, so that its blaze made a great disk of brightness all around him. While it burned he looked for her, and when it grew to black cinders and was near to scorching his hand, he made another and looked farther. He laid aside his dignity and called, and while his voice went booming full-lunged through the whispering silence of that empty land, he twisted the third torch, and stamped the embers of the second into the earth that it might not fire the prairie.
There was no dodging the fact; the girl was gone. When Ford was perfectly sure of it, he stamped the third torch to death with vicious heels, went back to the horse, and urged him to limp up the hill. He did not say anything then or think anything much; at least, he did not think coherently. He was so full of a wordless rage against the girl, that he did not at first feel the need of expression. She had made a fool of him.
He remembered once shooting a big, beautiful, blacktail doe. She had dropped limply in her tracks and lain there, and he had sauntered up and stood looking at her stretched before him. He was out of meat, and the doe meant all that hot venison steaks and rich, brown gravy can mean to a man meat-hungry. While he unsheathed his hunting knife, he gloated over the feast he would have, that night. And just when he had laid his rifle against a rock and knelt to bleed her, the deer leaped from under his hand and bounded away over the hill. He had not said a word on that occasion, either.
This night, although the case was altogether different and the disappearance of the girl was in no sense a disaster—rather a relief, if anything—he felt that same wordless rage, the same sense of utter chagrin. She had made a fool of him. After awhile he felt his jaws aching with the vicelike pressure of his teeth together.
They topped the ridge, Rambler hobbling stiffly. Ford had in mind a sheltering rim of sandstone at the nearest point of the coulée he had crossed in searching for the girl’s horse, and made for it. He had noticed a spring there, and while the water might not be good, the shelter would be welcome, at any rate.
He had the saddle off Rambler, the shoulder bathed with cold water from the spring, and was warming his wet hands over a little fire when the first gleam of humor struck through his anger and lighted for a moment the situation.
“Lordy me! I must be a hoodoo, where women are concerned,” he said, kicking the smoking stub of a bush into the blaze. “Soon as one crosses my trail, she goes and disappears off the face of the earth!” He fumbled for his tobacco and papers. It was a “dry camp” he was making that night, and a smoke would have to serve for a supper. He held his book of papers absently while he stared hard at the fire.
“It ain’t such a bad hoodoo,” he mused. “I can spare this particular girl just as easy as not; and the other one, too, for that matter.”
After a minute spent in blowing apart the thin leaves and selecting a paper:
“Queer where she got to—and it’s a darned mean trick to play on a man that was just trying to help her out of a fix. Why, I wouldn’t treat a stray dog that way! Darn these women!”
CHAPTER VI
The Problem of Getting Somewhere
Dawn came tardily after a long, cheerless night, during which the wind whined over the prairie and the stars showed dimly through a shifting veil of low-sweeping clouds. Ford had not slept much, for hunger and cold make poor bedfellows, and all the brush he could glean on that barren hillside, with the added warmth of his saddle-blanket wrapped about him, could no more make him comfortable than could cigarettes still the gnawing of his hunger.
When he could see across the coulée, he rose from where he had been sitting with his back to the ledge and his feet to the meager fire, brooding over all the unpleasant elements in his life thus far, particularly the feminine element. He folded the saddle-blanket along its original creases and went over to where Rambler stood dispiritedly with his back humped to the cold, creeping wind and his tail whipping between his legs when a sudden gust played with it. Ford shivered, and beat his gloved hands about his body, and looked up at the sky to see whether the sun would presently shine and send a little warmth to this bleak land where he wandered. He blamed the girl for all of this discomfort, and he told himself that the next time a woman appeared within his range of vision he would ride way around her. They invariably brought trouble; of various sorts and degrees, it is true, but trouble always. It was perfectly safe, he decided, to bank on that. And he wished, more than ever, that he had
not improvidently given that pint of whisky to a disconsolate-looking sheep-herder he had met the day before on his way out from town; or that he had put two flasks in his pocket instead of one. In his opinion a good, big jolt right now would make a new man of him.
Rambler, as he had half expected, was obliged to do his walking with three legs only; which is awkward for a horse accustomed to four exceedingly limber ones, and does not make for speed, however great one’s hurry. Ford walked around him twice, scooped water in his hands, and once more bathed the shoulder—not that he had any great faith in cold water as a liniment, but because there was nothing else that he could do, and his anxiety and his pity impelled service of some sort. He rubbed until his fingers were numb and his arm aching, tried him again, and gave up all hope of leading the horse to a ranch. A mile he might manage, if he had to but ten! He rubbed Rambler’s nose commiseratingly, straightened his forelock, told him over and over that it was a darned shame, anyway, and finally turned to pick up his saddle. He could not leave that lying on the prairie for inquisitive kit-foxes to chew into shoestrings, however much he might dread the forty-pound burden of it on his shoulders. He was stooping to pick it up when he saw a bit of paper twisted and tied to the saddle-horn with a red ribbon.
“Lordy me!” he ejaculated ironically. “The lady left a note on my pillow—and I never received it in time! Now, ain’t that a darned shame?” He plucked the knot loose, and held up the ribbon and the note, and laughed.
“‘When this reaches you, I shall be far away, though it breaks my heart to go and this missive is mussed up scandalous with my bitter tears. Forgive me if you can, and forget me if you have to. It is better thus, for it couldn’t otherwise was,’” he improvised mockingly, while his chilled fingers fumbled to release the paper, which was evidently a leaf torn from a man’s memorandum book. “Lordy me, a letter from a lady! Ain’t that sweet!”
When he read it, however, the smile vanished with a click of the teeth which betrayed his returning anger. One cold, curt sentence bidding him wait until help came—that was all. His eye measured accusingly the wide margin left blank under the words; she had not omitted apology or explanation for lack of space, at any rate. His face grew cynically amused again.
“Oh, certainly! I’d roost on this side-hill for a month, if a lady told me to,” he sneered, speaking aloud as he frequently did in the solitude of the range land. He glanced from ribbon to note, ended his indecision by stuffing the note carelessly into his coat pocket and letting the ribbon drop to the ground, and with a curl of the lips which betrayed his mental attitude toward all women and particularly toward that woman, picked up his saddle.
“I can’t seem to recollect asking that lady for help, anyway,” he summed up before he dismissed the subject from his mind altogether. “I was trying to help her; it sure takes a woman to twist things around so they point backwards!”
He turned and glanced pityingly at Rambler, watching him with ears perked forward inquiringly. “And I crippled a damned good horse trying to help a blamed poor specimen of a woman!” he gritted. “And didn’t get so much as a pleasant word for it. I’ll sure remember that!”
Rambler whinnied after him wistfully, and Ford set his teeth hard together and walked the faster, his shoulders slightly bent under the weight of the saddle. His own physical discomfort was nothing, beside the hurt of leaving his horse out there practically helpless; for a moment his fingers rested upon the butt of his six-shooter, while he considered going back and putting an end to life and misery for Rambler. But for all the hardness men had found in Ford Campbell, he was woman-weak where his horse was concerned. With cold reason urging him, he laid the saddle on the ground and went back, his hand clutching grimly the gun at his hip. Rambler’s nicker of welcome stopped him half-way and held him there, hot with guilt.
“Oh, damn it, I can’t!” he muttered savagely, and retraced his steps to where the saddle lay. After that he almost trotted down the coulée, and he would not look back again until it struck him as odd that the nickerings of the horse did not grow perceptibly fainter. With a queer gripping of the muscles in his throat he did turn, then, and saw Rambler’s head over the little ridge he had just crossed. The horse was making shift to follow him rather than be left alone in that strange country. Ford waited, his lashes glistening in the first rays of the new-risen sun, until the horse came hobbling stiffly up to him.
“You old devil!” he murmured then, his contrite tone contrasting oddly with the words he used. “You contrary, ornery, old devil, you!” he repeated softly, rubbing the speckled nose with more affection than he had ever shown a woman. “You’d tag along, if—if you didn’t have but one leg to carry you! And I was going to—” He could not bring himself to confess his meditated deed of mercy; it seemed black-hearted treachery, now, and he stood ashamed and humbled before the dumb brute that nuzzled him with such implicit faith.
It was slow journeying, after that. Ford carried the saddle on his own back rather than burden the horse with it, and hungry as he was, he stopped often and long, and massaged the sprained shoulder faithfully while Rambler rested it, with all his weight on his other legs and his nose rooting gently at Ford’s bowed head.
A stray rider assured him that he was on the right trail, but it was past noon when he thankfully reached the Double Cross, threw his saddle down beside the stable door, and gave Rambler a chance at the hay in the corral.
CHAPTER VII
The Foreman of the Double Cross
“Hell-o, Ford, where the blazes did you drop down from?” a welcoming voice yelled, when he was closing the gate of the corral behind him and thinking that it was like Ches Mason to have a fine, strong corral and gate, and then slur the details by using a piece of baling wire to fasten it. The last ounce of disgust with life slid from his mind when he heard the greeting, and he turned and gripped hard the gloved hand thrust toward him. Ches Mason it was—the same old Ches, with the same humorous wrinkles around his eyes and mouth, the same kindliness, the same hearty faith in the world as he knew it and in his fellowmen as he found them—the unquestioning faith that takes it for granted that the other fellow is as square as himself. Ford held his hand while he permitted himself a swift, reckoning glance which took in these familiar landmarks of the other’s personality.
“Don’t seem to have hurt you much—matrimony,” he observed whimsically, as he dropped the hand. “You look just like you always did—with your hat on.” In the West, not to say in every other locality, there is a time-honored joke about matrimony, for certain strenuous reasons, producing premature baldness.
Ches grinned and removed his hat. Eight years had heightened his forehead perceptibly and thinned the hair on his temples. “You see what it’s done to me,” he pointed out lugubriously. “You ain’t married yourself, I suppose? You look like you’d met up with some kinda misfortune.” Mason was regarding Ford’s scarred face with some solicitude.
“Just got tangled up a little with my fellow-citizens, in Sunset,” Ford explained drily. “I tried to see how much of the real stuff I could get outside of, and then how many I could lick.” He shrugged his shoulders a little. “I did quite a lot of both,” he added, as an afterthought.
Mason was rubbing his jaw reflectively and staring hard at Ford. “The wife’s strong on the temperance dope,” he said hesitatingly. “I reckon you’ll want to bunk down with the boys till you grow some hide on your face—there’s lady company up at the house, and—”
“The bunk-house for mine, then,” Ford cut in hastily. “No lady can get within gunshot of me; not if I see her coming in time!” Though he smiled when he said it, there was meaning behind the mirth.
Mason pulled a splinter from a corral rail and began to snap off little bits with his fingers. “Kate will go straight up in the air with me if she knows you’re here and won’t come to the house, though,” he considered uneasily. “She’s kept a big package of gratitude tucked away with your name on it, ever since that Alaska deal. And
lemme tell you, Ford, when a woman as good as Kate goes and gets grateful to a man—gosh! Had your dinner?”
“Not lately, I haven’t,” Ford declared. “I kinda remember eating, some time in the past; it was a long time ago, though.”
Mason laughed and tagged the answer as being the natural exaggeration of a hungry man. “Well, come along and eat, then—if you haven’t forgotten how to make your jaws go. I’ve got Mose Freeman cooking for me; you know Mose, don’t you? Hired him the day after the Fourth; the Mitten outfit fired him for getting soused and trying to clean out the camp, and I nabbed him before they had time to forgive him. Way they had of disciplining him—when he’d go on a big tear they’d fire him for a few days and then take him back. But they can’t git him now—not if I can help it. A better cook never throwed dishwater over a guy-rope than that same old Mose, but—” He stopped and looked at Ford hesitantly. “Say! I hate like the deuce to tie a string on you as soon as you hit the ranch, Ford, but—if you’ve got anything along, you won’t spring it on Mose, will you? A fellow’s got to watch him pretty close, or—”
“I haven’t got a drop.” Ford’s tone was reprehensibly regretful.
“You do look as if you’d put it all under your belt,” Mason retorted dryly. “Left anything behind?”
“Some spoiled beauties, and a nice new jail that was built by my admiring townspeople, with my name carved over the door. I didn’t stay for the dedication services. Sunset was getting all fussed up over me and I thought I’d give them a chance to settle their nerves; loss of sleep sure plays hell with folks when their nerves are getting frazzly.” He smiled disarmingly at Mason.
“I’d kinda lost track of you, Ches, till I got your letter. I’ve been traveling pretty swift, and that’s no lie. I meant to write, but—you know how a man gets to putting things off. And then I took a notion to ride over this way, and sample your grub for a day or so, and abuse you a little to your face, you old highbinder!”