William helped Kingsly with his long hair this time pulling it up into a high pony tail leaving some tendrils down by the sides of Kingsly’s face. Kingsly looked so nice when his hair was up out of his face and William kissed him one more time before helping Kingsly up to get ready to go.
When they walked out into the living room, Ashton and Calis were busy playing a game of chess while Sebastian and Christian were in the kitchen looking at the items that they would be cooking with. Anne was reading one of Kingsly’s romance novels since she had never read such before and Calis stated she might like them.
William went to the kitchen to start a pot of coffee only to see that had already been done. He thanked Sebastian and Christian as he poured himself a thermos of the nice black coffee. Kingsly went in the kitchen pouring himself a cup of coffee adding a bit of cream and sugar to his thanking Sebastian for making it.
William took Charles out to go potty and then went to put him back in his kennel only for Ashton to beg him not to since he wanted to play with the puppy. Ashton was told Charles had to go back into the kennel at bedtime by Christian. Ashton wanted to sleep with Charles, but Christian and William said no since the puppy was not to sleep on the beds. The sheets would be damaged by its little claws and besides that is what his kennel was for.
The two reapers gathered their reaper logs and said their goodbyes before heading out the door to work. They had a full day of running messages and William had department meetings as well for the day.
After the two reapers left, Sebastian asked Calis if he wanted to take a tour of the house. Calis put down his book that he was going to read and followed Sebastian around the house as he showed him all the rooms with the exception of William and Kingsly’s bedroom and William’s office. Sebastian was saving William and Kingsly’s bedroom for last.
Using his powers Sebastian unlocked the office for Calis to see that Kingsly had not completely taken over the whole house. Calis marveled at how meticulous William was with his books and things. It made Calis come up with some ideas for his study.
It was then Sebastian locked the door and walked Calis over to William and Kingsly’s bedroom. He brought Calis inside and locked the door behind them. Calis marveled at the statues which were beautiful and some of the décor was not just red, but brilliant orange giving the room an almost fire like glow to it with the light from the room. He also noted the mirrors on the ceiling. That had to be a Kingsly feature.
When Calis got over to the bondage items, chains, and whips Sebastian decided it was time to let Calis in on his plan. If the boy fought he would subdue him, but he wanted to give Calis a chance to see if he was indeed interested in this type of sex play.
“Calis how do you feel about being whipped and chained?”
Sebastian asked since there was no point in not saying exactly what he was thinking.
“It could be interesting.”
Calis said as he touched the whips a bit curious about them and this new idea. Perhaps they could use something like this in their bedroom.
“Take off your clothes Calis.”
Calis frowned and looked at Sebastian lost his mind.
“This is William and Kingsly’s room Sebastian not ours.”
Calis went to leave only for Sebastian to grasp his arm and pull him back over to the chains.
“Take them off or I will do so for you.”
Sebastian stated firmly since he was not going to fight with Calis about this.
“You are being ridiculous, but fine I will take them off.”
Calis ground out as he slipped his t-shirt off and then fumbled a bit with his button on his pants, but finally got it undone and then he unzipped pulling them down. He kicked off his shoes pulling off his socks then stood in his under things frowning at Sebastian.
“I mean everything Calis.”
Sebastian then firmly took a hold of Calis’s silk boxers yanking them down so the boy was completely nude to his eyes. Calis did not look nervous though, he looked rather pissed off.
“It is completely rude Sebastian to use other people’s things without their permission. I hope you plan on cleaning this room thoroughly when you are done.”
Calis fumed as he marched over to the chains and noticed that they did have a feature that would allow some range of movement. They were also made for someone who was tall and Calis had not the slightest clue on how Sebastian figured he could truss him up to something like this.
“You do realize these chains have no real give for someone of my stature. I am not big like you. Sometimes I swear you do not think at all.”
Calis ground out as he stood waiting for Sebastian to do something other than stand there. Sebastian hadn’t moved yet and Calis wondered why. Turning around he saw Sebastian staring at something in the window. A fucking cat was in the window and Sebastian just turned into a pile of mush.
“Damn it Sebastian are you listening to me?”
Calis roared getting ready to go smack his butler.
“It is so beautiful…….so much better than a dog……”
Sebastian murmured to himself as he wandered over to the window, opened it and collected the white tabby feline into his arms as all of a sudden it seemed to go lax in his grip as he flipped the stupid thing around and played with its paws.
“I am going to put my damn clothes back on you idiot!”
Calis yelled as he gathered his things off the floor and started doing his best trying to dress himself which he had never done in his entire life. Calis put his boxers on backwards not caring that they were wrong, pulled up his socks, pulled on his pants as he put them back on and threw on his t shirt. Calis was pissed off and refused to acknowledge his stupid husband. At this point Calis was considering a fucking divorce from the moron.
It was when Calis went to open the door that Sebastian finally came out of his stupor and rushed grasping the lock pulling Calis back into the room not letting go of the cat either. Somehow Sebastian figured he could play with both Calis and this wonderful creature.
“Take off everything Calis. I will not tell you again.”
Sebastian said to the boy who suddenly smacked him rather hard across the face.
“I did that and you ignored me! If you want them off take them off your damn self!”
Calis roared at Sebastian who frowned and set the cat on the floor as he walked over to Calis pulling that t shirt off. Then unbuttoned those pants, unzipped them taking them and those boxers back off. Then he decided to play a bit with his Master and piss him off some more so he flipped Calis upside down to take off his socks.
“Put me down you, big bastard!”
Calis yelled as Sebastian carried Calis upside down to the chains where he suddenly flipped Calis right side up cuffing him to one side then pulling the chains down to the other. When he was done, Calis was hanging from the cuffs with his feet clean off the floor.
Sebastian looked about the room and found a stool which he placed under Calis’s tiny feet as the boy stood on it still on his tip toes.
“I shall return my dearest.”
Sebastian said as he left the room and suddenly came back with several large books to place under those little feet. He stacked the books up until Calis was standing at a much more comfortable angle.
“Is that better Calis?”
Sebastian asked and Calis of course refused to answer him. He was still pissed at Sebastian and refused to talk to the man after ignoring him over a cat.
“I see, the silent treatment again. Well, hopefully I will get more out of you once we begin.”
Sebastian said as he patted that cute little behind and kissed it before walking over to the whips. Looking at the cat of nine tails he thought about starting with this one. Calis had not been whipped before so he did not want to completely turn the boy off to this kind of thing, so he would start out gentle and get rougher as time progressed.
Gently sliding the whip over that creamy flesh, Sebastian wanted to have Calis feel the t
ool first. Sebastian started with a series of movements mainly whipping that sweet little ass getting it nice and rosy even with the gentle movements of the whip. The scratches were fairly minimal and the little bit of blood was nothing worth worrying over. Calis would heal in minutes from it.
“I think we have had enough fun with this one. Now let us try the cane. It has been recently sharpened so it should leave some nice marks.”
Sebastian tested the cane a bit first checking its sharpness and then once again caressed Calis with the tool before using it on him. He wanted Calis to feel the item before he used it on him.
The cane left a few nice welts and Sebastian did get a bit of noise from Calis then. The boy was still pissed at him and he let him know it with a few choice words under his breath. Sebastian still refused to not hear a few nice screams from his tiny husband so it was time to move on again.
Sebastian gathered the bull whip and this time he wrapped it around Calis’s throat for a second pulling back. This made Calis tilt his head back into Sebastian’s chest.
“You will make some real noise now my darling. This is for every damn time you ordered me to do something completely ridiculous, for the silent treatments I have had to suffer from you, and for that foul mouth of yours. A Lord should know better than to swear even when in pain.”
Sebastian said as he bit hard onto that pierced ear getting a little cry from Calis since Sebastian’s fang had drawn blood making the demon Angel suck that little ear lobe into his mouth tasting that sweet cherub blood.
At this, Sebastian let Calis really have it and the boy was indeed screaming. He did not have time to swear as the lashes came down and tears pricked his eyes. The worst thing of all of this was in some ways it felt good to Calis. It felt so damn good and he felt himself harden a bit as the lashes came down.
As Sebastian whipped Calis he thought over every damn time he had to put up with that mouth and every damn time he was treated as less of a man because this boy thought himself above him. Sebastian thought of all the times he reached out to Calis and Calis had pushed him away. But mostly he thought of the day that Calis said he tried to kill Libby over a damn card game and that fueled a fire within that burned brightest of all.
At one-point Calis felt near faint and the lashes kept coming. He tried to hold on, but his grip was lessening and he was falling unable to hold himself upright any longer. Calis’s voice became horse from the screams, his face was wet with tears, and finally he did pass out cold.
Sebastian stopped when Calis passed out and surveyed the damage. He did not do as much as he thought although that back was bleeding and much of the flesh was rend to ribbons. Sebastian then realized he lost some control of himself and felt rather bad. The immortal child wasn’t a man, but he had taken the lashing like one.
Not once had Calis begged him to stop. The boy was still so proud, so strong. Calis amazed Sebastian and he loved him so much it hurt. The cherub’s little wings came out and the boy lay limp with his wrists raw from trying to hold himself upright.
Sebastian undid the cuffs and held the precious little one in his arms. He also noted Calis had become hard from the whipping, but it was getting soft and limp. His little husband was amazing and Sebastian felt lucky as hell to be with this boy.
Kissing that tear stained face; Sebastian took Calis to Kingsly and William’s bathroom. He would clean the room and the bathroom after he was done. He laid Calis in the large marble tub that was three times the size of the boy in it.
Taking off his clothing, Sebastian got into the tub with Calis and turned on the water keeping it nice and hot the way Calis liked it. He started by washing those tiny little feet. He kissed those feet and then moved up the boy’s legs as the water started to fill the tub.
Cradling Calis in his arms Sebastian held his love tenderly. He really hadn’t meant to lose control like that. This little body could only take so much damage and if the Archangels knew what he did he would have Calis taken from him. Sebastian would rather die than have that happen.
The water turned pinkish with Calis’s blood and it burned causing the boy to wake as he hissed in pain. Sebastian did not know where the first aid kit was around here so he hoped that the boy would heal on his own.
The little wings flapped in the water along with Calis’s discomfort and Sebastian worked on cleaning the wounds as best he could. Some of the areas he had cut deeper than planned and they kept bleeding so he did a little prayer and used his healing powers to do what he could for them. It was unfortunately not working since the hell fire in the whip seemed to prevent this.
“I am so sorry Calis. I did not mean to hurt you so badly.”
Sebastian said as he held his beloved. Calis simply lay in Sebastian’s arms feeling tired and sore. He already knew Sebastian felt bad.
“I just wish these wings would go away Sebastian. We are going to get water all over Kingsly and William’s bathroom.”
Calis said as his wings fluttered a bit splashing some more water out of the tub.
“I will clean everything so do not worry. When we are done, I will simply take you to our room where you can rest and heal. If you would like, I can bring you dinner in bed and tea. They have trays in the kitchen and it may be nice to do that for a change.”
Sebastian caressed that little face holding Calis close to his chest. The tub was almost big enough that one could actually sit sideways in it. It seemed to be a bit extravagant for William, but perhaps Kingsly had it put in.
“Sebastian, am I defective? I mean I like pain to a point, but this torture I put myself through is it normal to actually want it?”
Calis asked and Sebastian frowned. He did not mean for Calis to take every pain as a personal attack on himself. Really, bondage and the little bit of sadism they shared wasn’t necessarily meant as a personal attack on the boy.
“Calis perhaps we should forgo this type of sadism. I think you might not be ready for such. I also used this as a way to punish you which was not how this was meant to be. Bondage and sadism should be something that can be done with two people who trust each other with something almost akin to sex itself.’
“I may still tie you up, but I don’t think whipping you is such a grand idea. Obviously, I don’t have the control I thought I did. I should not have taken my frustrations out on you like I did.’
“You are not defective in any sense. You are completely normal. Sometimes pain feels good since it reminds you that you are alive, but too much pain is never good, not for anyone.’
“Hell, you didn’t even beg me to stop and I knew I should have. I knew I should have not gone as far as I did. I keep breaking your trust and I can’t do that anymore.”
Sebastian said since he felt bad about today as well. William was not his lover and he played with him without Calis’s feelings considered. Sebastian knew he was a lust based creature, but hell he should have some limits.
Calis closed his eyes and looked away from Sebastian. He knew now what Sebastian was talking about since he read Sebastian’s thoughts. Swallowing hard he took the pain and made a decision.
“Sebastian, I am stuck in a child’s body. There is no way I can give you the pleasure that an adult can. Perhaps we need to separate for a while. Maybe you need more time to figure out what you really want.”
Calis said as he pulled himself off Sebastian’s lap and got out of the tub. Calis was done, everything that hurt him had happened now. His heart was rend in two and that was it. It was over, the pains he feared, and the hurt he never wanted to know he now knew. It was better to be alone than to love anyone.
Making his wings disappear, Calis wrapped a towel around himself and left Sebastian alone in the bathroom. Sebastian could clean up the mess and he could still serve him dinner in his room. However, he did not wish to sleep with the man anymore. There would be no tears this time, it was done.
Sebastian this time broke. He did not cry although a single tear fell down his cheek. He had really fucked up. Sebastian
did not know what to do. In some ways Calis was right. A young child like body wasn’t meant for the kind of sex he wanted, but at the same time Calis had offered him full use of his body to use in any way he saw fit.
“Be as brutal as you like Sebastian.”
Those words echoed into his head like a sledgehammer pounding deep into Sebastian’s soul and heart. The boy had given him everything of himself and he had thrown it all away so many times he couldn’t count them. He was just like those who used Calis and hurt him. Sebastian realized he was no different than those Calis wanted to get revenge on.
“You are hurting me!”
Calis’ voice called out.
“You are hurting me Sebastian!”
Calis’ soul sobbed to him. Sebastian grasped his chest as a pain he had never known hit him like a thousand blades hitting him all at once. It was agonizing the pain that the boy endured. Now there was nothing more to damage, nothing left to destroy of his dearest love. Calis was an empty shell of a person and it was Sebastian’s fault.
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