by J. R. Rain
“What day was it?”
I told him.
“I was here, as usual. My father left me a sizable inheritance. I don’t work. Mostly I read and watch TV. I’m not what you would call a go-getter.”
“You have no alibi?”
“None.”
“Do you own a .22 pistol?”
He jerked his head up. Bingo. “I think this interview is over, Ms. Moon. I did not shoot Mr. Fulcrum. If the police wish to question me further, then they can do so in the presence of my attorney. Good night.”
I stood to leave, then paused. “Hewlett Jackson was found dead today, shot nine times in the head.”
Horton inhaled and the faintest glimmer of a smile touched his lips. The look on his face was one of profound relief. “Like I said, the police can interview me with my attorney present.”
I found my way out of the creepy old house. I love creepy old houses. Must be the vampire in me.
24.
You there, Fang?
I’m here, Moon Dance.
I visited a suspect tonight, I wrote. When I instant message, I tend to get right to the point.
The one you thought might be the shooter?
Yeah, that one, but now I’m not so sure he was the shooter.
Fang paused, then wrote: Doesn’t feel right?
I’m not sure.
You’re getting mixed signals.
Yes, I wrote. Fang was damn intuitive himself, and often very accurate in his assessments of my situations. I loved that about him. But he feels dirty, though.
Well, maybe he’s connected somehow.
Maybe. When I mentioned the gun, I got the reaction I was looking for.
There you go. Maybe his gun was used, but he wasn’t the killer.
Maybe.
There was a much longer pause. Typically, Fang and I chatted through the internet as fast as two people would talk. Perhaps even faster.
I have a woman here, he wrote. She wants my attention.
I grinned, then wrote: Have fun.
I plan to. Talk to you soon.
* * *
It was time for my feeding.
I checked on my children; both were sound asleep. I even looked in on Danny. He once slept only in boxers. Now he sleeps in full sweats and a tee-shirt. His explanation was simple: He didn’t like brushing up against my cold flesh.
Screw my cold flesh. I never asked for this.
I walked quietly through the dark house. I didn’t bother with the lights because a) I didn’t need them and b) I didn’t want to disturb the others. Danny recently commented that the thought of me wandering through the house at night creeped him out. Yeah, he said creeped. My own husband.
Screw him, too.
In the kitchen, I paused before the pantry. After a moment’s hesitation, I opened the cupboard and reached for what I knew would be there: A box of Hostess Ding Dongs. I opened the box flap. Inside, two rows of silver disks flashed back at me. There was something very beautiful about the simplicity of the paper-thin tinfoil wrappings.
As I removed three of them, saliva filled my mouth. My heart began to race.
I sat at the kitchen table and unwrapped the first Ding Dong, wadding the foil wrapping tightly into a little silver ball. Before me, the chocolate puck gleamed dully in the moonlight. My stomach churned, seemed to turn in on itself, roiling like an ocean wave.
The first bite was small and exploratory. Christ, the chocolate tasted so damn good I could have had an orgasm. Maybe I did. Rich and complex and probably fake, the cocoa flavor lingered long after the first bite has been swallowed.
There was no turning back now.
I quickly ate the first Ding Dong and tore into the second. When I finished it, the third. Finally, I sat back in the wooden chair and felt like a royal glutton. Granted, most of my tastebuds were gone, but chocolate somehow made it through loud and clear.
Outside, through an opening in the curtained window over the sink, the sky was awash with moonlight. Tomorrow was a full moon. Tonight it was almost there, but not quite. I wondered if the almost-but-not-quite full moon had any affect on Kingsley. Maybe a few extra whiskers here and there. Teeth and nails a bit longer than usual.
I giggled about that and considered calling and teasing him, but it was two in the morning. Life is lonely at two in the morning.
My stomach gurgled.
Here it comes, I thought.
I wondered again how long Kingsley had been a werewolf. I also realized he never really admitted to being one. Perhaps he was some variant of a werewolf. Perhaps a were-something else. Maybe a were-kitty.
I shifted in the chair to ease the pain growing in my stomach. Some serious cramping was setting in.
How old was he? Where was he from?
I suddenly lurched forward, gasping. I heaved myself out of the chair and over to the kitchen sink. I turned on the faucet just as the Ding Dongs came up with a vengeance, gushing north along my esophagus with alarming ferocity.
When done, I wiped my mouth and sat on the kitchen floor. I checked my watch. I had kept the Ding Dongs down for all of ninety-three seconds.
I wanted to cry.
25.
I don’t sleep in a coffin.
I sleep in my bed, under the covers, with the blinds drawn. I go to bed the moment the kids head off to school, and wake up a couple of hours before they get out. Ideally, I could sleep through the entire cycle of the day, but I’m a mom with kids and ideally is out the window.
My sleep is deep and usually dreamless. It’s also rejuvenating in ways that I can’t fully comprehend. Prior to closing my eyes, usually minutes after my children have left for the day, I am nearly catatonic with fatigue. So much so that I sometimes wonder if I am dying—or perhaps nearly dead—and the deep sleep itself revives me, rejuvenates me, rebuilds me in supernatural ways that I will never understand.
And the moment my head hits the pillow I’m out cold. That is, until my alarm goes off at its loudest setting. I awaken grudgingly and exhausted, fully aware that I should still be sleeping, and that I should never, ever be seeing the light of day. Nevertheless, I do get up. I do face the light of day, and I keep trying to be the best mom I can.
My sleep is usually dreamless. But not always. Sometimes I dream that I am a great bird. I fly slowly, deliberately, my powerful wings outstretched, flapping slowly. I never seem to be in a hurry.
Sometimes I dream of my kids, that I infect them with my sickness and they become like me: Hungry for blood, shunned by society, living a secret life of fear and confusion and pain. I usually wake up crying.
Today, I did not wake up crying. Today, I woke up with a smile on my face. Yes, I was still exhausted and could have used a few more hours of sleep, but nonetheless I woke up with a happy heart.
Today, I dreamed of a man. A great hulking creature of a man with the broadest shoulders I’d ever seem and a mane of hair as thick as any wild animal. A man whose eyes glowed amber under the moonlight and whose grin was more wolf than human. In the dream, Kingsley had been stalking me in the deep dark woods. Sometimes he was half-man, and sometimes he was all wolf. The biggest wolf I’d ever seen.
In the dream, I was hiding from him, but it was a game, and I had no fear of the man-wolf. I was hiding behind the trunk of a massive pine tree as he searched the forest for me.
We seemed to do this forever, playing, and I had a sense that we could do this forever, if we so desired. That nothing could stop us. Ever. Finally, I stepped out from behind the tree and just stood there on the wooded path. Kingsley, the man, came to me, hunger in his amber eyes. I had forgotten about such hunger. Pushed it aside. I had assumed such a look would be forever lost to me, replaced only by Danny’s disgust and horror.
But not with Kingsley. He hungered for me.
More important: He accepted me.
Then he was upon me, pouncing, taking me up in his great arms and lowering his face to mine. And as he did so, something flashed out of the corner of my
eye. The golden amulet, the same one worn by my attacker years ago. I tried to ask Kingsley about the amulet but he lowered his face to mine and took me completely and wholly to a place I had never thought I would go again.
And that’s when I awoke, smiling.
Wow.
A minute later when I had regained my senses, I got out of bed and, averting my eyes from the light sneaking in through the blinds, made my way into the living room. There, under the china hutch, I found the box and opened it. Inside was the medallion with the three ruby roses.
I reached in and turned it over. There was blood on it. A tiny speckle that I had missed.
Why had Kingsley refused to discuss the medallion in my dream? Then again, how could he have even known about the medallion?
Then again, I reminded myself, it was just a dream.
Better yet, why are you dreaming of another man? You are a married woman. Dreams like that could lead to trouble.
A lot of trouble.
I returned the medallion to the box, closed the lid and smiled again.
It had been, after all, a hell of a dream.
26.
Before I became a full-time creature of the night, I was a federal agent for the Department of Housing and Urban Development, or HUD. Although its acronym was not as sexy-sounding as the FBI, my ex-partner and I busted our fair share of bad guys; in particular, real estate scam artist and loan swindlers and those who preyed on the poor.
Anyway, Chad Helling and I had been partners for just over two years when I had been forced to quit and find a night job. He understood. Or, rather, he understood the given reason.
He and I were still close, and through him I used the federal government’s resources for all they were worth. In exchange, I did some pro bono investigating work for him.
Chad answered his cell on the third ring. “Hey, sunshine.”
“Sunshine?” I asked.
“Sorry. Poor choice of words. What’s up?”
“I need some help,” I said.
“What else is new?”
I ignored that. “The name’s Rick Horton out of Tustin. I need to know if he has a twenty-two caliber pistol registered to his name.”
“Anything else?”
“No, that’s it.”
“You got it, Sunshine.”
“Asshole,” I said, but he had already hung up.
It was late evening. I tried Kingsley at his office number, but was not surprised to discover that Kingsley had called in sick since this was the night of the full moon. I tried his home number. It was answered immediately.
“Tonight’s the big night,” I said. “Arooo!”
“Who’s this?” asked a stuffy voice.
Whoops!
“I’m, uh, Samantha Moon. May I speak to Kingsley?”
A pause on the other end. I thought I heard a noise from somewhere in the background. Perhaps my imagination was playing tricks on me, but, son-of-a-bitch, I thought I had heard the howl of a dog.
Or a wolf.
“Master Kingsley is...indisposed at this time. I’ll tell him you rang.”
Master Kingsley?
“Please do,” I said, trying to match the upper crust voice. I think I warbled perhaps a little too long on do. The line was disconnected, and not by me.
Almost immediately my cell vibrated in my hand. I looked at the face-plate. It was my ex-partner.
“Yup, a twenty-two caliber pistol is registered to one Rick Horton,” said Special Agent Chad Helling. “If you knew that why did you need me?”
“I didn’t know that,” I said. “I surmised.”
“That was a hell of a surmise. We could use someone like you at HUD. Too bad you keep such strange hours.”
“Thanks, Chad. I owe you one.”
“Or two; I’ve lost track.”
27.
It was 6:30 p.m., and the kids were playing at a neighbor’s house.
I was in my study going over my notes and reviewing the internet video feed of Kingsley’s shooting. Despite myself I laughed as I watched Kingsley ducking and dodging the bullets. Although immortal, each shot must have hurt like hell, and, at the time, the bullets had done serious enough damage to render him almost useless.
I paused on the clearest image of the shooter, which was still pretty grainy. Unfortunately, due to the poor quality of the image, it was impossible to tell if the shooter had been Rick Horton. Whoever it had been was wearing a generic warm-up jacket and a red ball cap. Seemed obvious to me that the shooter was wearing a fake mustache, too, but I couldn’t be sure. It just seemed too prominent, and in one frame it even stuck out at an odd angle, as if the glue had come undone. This, too, was noted in the police file.
I now knew Horton owned a .22, and a .22 was used in the crime. Where did that get me? Not much, but at least it was a start.
I felt uneasy, unrested, undead.
Shrugging my shoulders, which at this time of the day suddenly seemed twice as heavy, I absently rubbed—or sought—an ache in my neck that seemed always to move just beyond my fingertips. Like trying to catch a fish with your bare hands. Since my attack, since my change, my body ached in places and in ways I had never thought possible.
Maybe this is what it feels like to be dead.
I next found an article on the internet about the murder of Hewlett Jackson, Kingsley’s one-time client who had taken nine shots to the face. And, not being a werewolf, he promptly died. Hewlett’s body had been found in a parking lot, still inside his car, shot outside a seedy bar I was unfortunately familiar with. There had been no robbery, just a blatant killing.
Interestingly, no one yet had made a connection with Jackson’s murder to Kingsley’s attack.
Maybe I was barking up the wrong tree.
Did werewolves bark?
I sat back in my chair and stared up at the painted ceiling. The cobwebs in one corner of the room were swaying gently, though I felt no breeze. I should probably clean those someday. The sun was due to set in a few minutes. Its lingering presence in the sky was the reason behind my current uneasiness and shortness of breath and general foul temperament.
I used to worship the sun. Now it was my enemy.
Or, like Superman, my kryptonite.
I drummed my short fingers on the desk. My nails were thick and somewhat pointed. The nails themselves were impossible to cut. They shaped themselves and seemed to hold steady at that length.
I wondered again if Horton had hired a killer.
But that didn’t feel right. No hitman worth his salt would have made such a blatant and dangerous attempt in broad daylight. In front of video cameras. In front of a goddamn courthouse. No. The shooter was making a point; most important, the shooter had not cared about getting caught. I was sure of that. Oh, he cared just enough to wear some silly disguise, but I truly felt in my heart that the shooter had not expected to actually escape.
But the shooter had escaped.
There was a knock on my front door. I swung my feet around and stood. My legs were a little shaky. The shakiness was due to the lingering presence of the sun. I moved slowly through the house, to the front door.
And standing there in my doorway was Detective Sherbet of the Fullerton Police Department. He was holding a bag of donuts.
28.
We sat in the living room.
I was in my grandmother’s rocking chair and he was on the sofa across from me. The sun was still minutes from setting, and I felt vulnerable. My mind was firing at a slower rate. My body was sluggish. In fact, I felt mortal. I forced myself to focus on the detective sitting before me.
Sherbet held out the bag of donuts. “Place on Orangethorpe makes them fresh this time everyday.”
I glanced inside the open bag and my stomach turned. “You are perpetuating the stereotype of policemen and donuts,” I said.
“Hell, I am the reason for that stereotype.” He chuckled to himself. “Lord knows how many of these I’ve eaten. Can’t be too bad for you. I’m sixty-s
even and still going strong.”
I looked away when he took a healthy bite into his donut.
“You don’t look too well, Mrs. Moon. Is it too early in the day for you? I tried coming when the sun set, you know, with your skin condition and all. Now what sort of condition do you have?”
I told him.
“Yeah, right, that one,” he said. “Well, I looked into it.”
“Really?”
“Oh, I’m not trying to snoop on you, Mrs. Moon, I assure you. I just love learning new things. Always been that way.”
I nodded; he was snooping on me.
He continued, “Anyway, apparently it’s a very rare condition. Usually shows up first in children, not so much in adults....” He let his voice trail off.
“Well, I’m a late bloomer. Always been that way.” I wasn’t feeling too chatty. Warning bells were sounding in my head—only my head felt too dull to sort through them. “What can I do for you, detective?”
“Oh, just wondering how your case is coming along. Actually, our case is coming along.” He chuckled again.
“Our case is moving along fine,” I said.
“Any leads?”
“Not yet.” I’m always hesitant to share any information to cops. At least, not until I’m ready. When I needed Sherbet, I’d come to him. Not the other way around.
He finished the donut and licked his fingers; he fished around in the bag—which must have gotten his fingers sticky all over again—and removed a cinnamon cake. He seemed pleased with his selection and promptly took a healthy bite.
I was sucking air carefully. My lungs felt somehow smaller. I was having a hell of a hard time getting a decent breath.
His eyes flicked over at me. “You okay, Mrs. Moon?”
“Yes; it’s just a little bright for me.”
“Your shades are down. We are practically sitting in the dark.”
I motioned toward the weak sunlight peaking through a crack in the curtains. “Any sunlight at all can be harmful.”