by Jarecki, Amy
Gyllis laughed. “You mean Sir Eoin MacGregor isn’t with you?”
She unwound her hair. “Afraid not.”
“Why, how utterly heartless of him.”
Helen sighed. “Honestly, I haven’t seen Sir Eoin in some time.”
“Where has he been?”
“How should I know? No one tells us lassies anything.”
“Some things do not change.” Gyllis chuckled and placed her hand atop Helen’s. “My, ’tis good to see you.”
Helen smiled, but it wasn’t her usual sweet grin. It was guarded. “And how are you, my dearest?”
Gyllis bit her lip. Though she and Helen could always tell each other their deepest secrets, a tickle at the back of her mind told her not to talk about Sir Sean. Things were only beginning to blossom between them and, presently, she didn’t know if his attentions were because they had been dear friends and he felt sorry for her. Yes, she’d sensed his genuine fondness and delightful kisses, but things were so different now. She had an illness that very well could leave her a cripple for life. No man would ever want to marry a cripple. No. She would keep her meetings with Sir Sean to herself. She’d lock away any happiness that he imparted and, for the first time in her life, would refrain from thinking about the future.
She ventured to look at her legs, covered by a blanket. “I’ve gained a bit of use of my hands, but my legs are generally worthless.”
“That is awful.” Helen folded her hands in her lap. “Do you think the monk’s treatments are helping?”
“Gradually—but not fast enough for me.” Gyllis clapped. “I would prefer not to talk about me. How are things at home? Mother?”
“Mother is worried half to death about you, but recently she’s been busy running the keep. Duncan took Lady Meg to Edinburgh to spend midsummer at court with King James. It seems the king always requires something from our brother.”
“Aye, and his wife could no longer bear for them to be separated, I’m sure.”
“I’d agree. Being apart makes it rather difficult for them to produce…ah…more bairns.”
Gyllis burst out with laughter and cupped her hand over her mouth. “You do surprise me at times, Helen.”
“Well, ’tis the truth.” She smiled—now a warm, genuine smile. Gyllis realized all her sisters were rather pretty—funny she hadn’t thought much about it before. “Alice and Marion are the same, still at that age where they’re driving Mother mad with their silly remarks and back talking.”
“Aye, I remember when we were ten and six.” Gyllis chuckled. “We were hellions.”
“We were for certain. God bless Ma, she lived through it.” Helen glanced to the corner where John had rested the lute sennights ago. “Have you been playing?”
Gyllis held up her hands. “I’m afraid my fingers have not yet found the dexterity they once had.”
“Perhaps it would be soothing if I played for you?” Helen’s eyebrows raised, as if asking for permission.
“Please do.”
Easing into the pillows, Gyllis closed her eyes and listened to Helen’s magical fingers. Of all her sisters, Helen was definitely the most talented with the lute. She plucked the strings with such lithe grace, the music came alive. And when she sang, it was as if larks had joined together in a heavenly chorus. The music moved Gyllis, sent tingles up her spine. She had missed Helen’s company, though she wasn’t yet ready to return home. Besides being an invalid, she’d rarely see Sir Sean if she went back to Kilchurn Castle.
Mid-strum, John entered with Mevan, Kilchurn Castle’s man-at-arms. Helen rested the lute on the bed and greeted John with a warm embrace. After they’d exchanged pleasantries, John gestured to the guard. “’Tis time to away home. I’ve arranged for your transport to ferry you across Loch Etive giving Fearnoch Forest a wide berth.”
“Has something happened in the forest?” Gyllis asked.
John gave her a stern look as if she hadn’t the right to ask her question. The intensity in his eyes made her shoulders rigid. Something had happened for certain.
Helen bent down and embraced her. “Next time I’ll see if we can stay longer.”
Gyllis kept her eyes on John. “I’d like that.” She held her tongue until Helen’s footsteps echoed down the passageway. Thank heavens John didn’t leave her to fret alone in her cell. “Tell me what happened.”
“We received word of an outlaw attack in the forest.”
He was going to force her to draw it out of him, but she had to ask. The gooseflesh rising on her skin was warning enough. “Is Sir Sean all right?” Gyllis nearly choked on the words.
John let out a long breath. “He escaped with only minor injuries. The crier stopped by to warn us of the danger. Dunollie men are after the culprits now. If I ken Sir Sean MacDougall, they will be brought to justice before this week is through.” John pulled the latch.
“But—” Before she could finish, John closed the door. Gyllis stared for a moment, hating her damned legs. What on earth could she do to help? Balling her fists, she pounded her useless thighs. There she sat, incarcerated within the walls of a priory while Sean rode into unimaginable danger.
She smoothed her hand over the Bible in her lap and closed her eyes, offering a silent prayer for his well-being. What did John mean by minor injuries? And when would she see Sir Sean again? Please, dear God, watch over your servant Sean MacDougall, and lead him home to safety.
***
Sean wasn’t one to let a few stitches and a bruised arm set him back. Besides, spending a night tracking was what he needed to cement his priorities. He’d not taken the cattle thieving seriously enough and the brigands had the gall to attack him. It was the slap in the face he needed.
With the dawn, Sean and Angus lay on their bellies, staring down at the outlaw’s camp.
“Only four,” Angus said.
“If I’d just attacked the Chieftain of Dunollie, I’d be a bit less conspicuous,” Sean growled.
Obviously they didn’t expect retaliation. The bastards were sloppy. Nestled within a glen, their morning fire was like a beacon flickering through the light mist. For the past half mile, Sean could practically smell the roasting meat. The MacDougalls had them surrounded. All Sean needed do was give the signal. But he was more cautious than that. Were they stupid or were they luring Sean and his men into a trap?
Only four men. Regardless, they do not stand a chance.
Sean slid back and mounted his horse. Drawing his sword, he gave the signal by holding it straight up above his head. Bellows erupted from the men charging down the hillside. The bastards barely had time to draw their weapons and face the onslaught. Fifty to four were unbeatable odds.
Sean called a halt before the fighting began. “Throw down now.”
The leader faced him. “Throw down so you can run us through? I’d rather you gave me a fighting chance.”
Once again, he recognized the man’s face—aye, he was sure of it now. This was the same man who’d attacked him during the footrace. “I’d be running you through this day regardless.” Sean dismounted and Angus followed suit, sword at the ready.
The man’s gaze darted to the right. Sean followed that gaze, straight to a MacDougall guard—Gawen was his name. Sean gave the guard a stern stare to let him know he’d not missed the interchange, then he focused on his prisoner. “Why did you attack me in the forest?”
The scoundrel spread his palms and smirked. “I see a man with a horse as finely outfitted as yours and I ken he has some coin in his purse.”
The smug look on the bastard’s face made Sean’s blood boil. He closed his fist. With a roar, he slammed it across the animal’s face. The man careened to his arse, blood streaming from the corner of his mouth. He swiped an arm across his lips and eyed Sean. With a bellow, he jumped up, brandishing his sword. Sean skittered aside and disarmed him. The laggard was no match for Sean’s years of training. The other mongrels dropped their weapons. A mangy lot of mutts they were. Sean yanked the bastard�
�s arm and spun him into a hold with his sword leveled against his neck.
“I’ll be paid my due respect the next time you address me,” Sean growled. “I’ve seen you afore. Now tell me why you attacked me during the footrace at Dunstaffnage.”
The man spat blood, squirming in a futile attempt to break free. “Don’t kill me.”
“I need to know. Why?”
“He paid us a crown.”
Sean pushed the blade until it drew blood. “Who?”
“Jesus Christ.” The man’s fear stank like a steaming pile of cow dung. “I don’t ken his name. Black hair—an ugly bastard—wore leather breeks.”
Sean nodded to Angus. “Tie them up. We’ll take them back to Dunollie and hang the lot at dawn on the morrow. Give them a chance to atone to the maker for all their evil deeds.”
“Please, m’laird, have mercy on a poor beggar,” the miserable leader whined.
Sean threw him to the ground. “Would you have been merciful had your mace knocked me from my mount last eve?” A guard wrapped a rope around the man’s wrists and Sean sheathed his weapon. “I think not.”
***
By the time the Dunollie guard arrived at the castle, the sun had set. As a warrior, Sean had gone days without sleep before, but his limbs were heavy with exhaustion. His shoulder throbbed—hurt like the devil. “Take the prisoners to the dungeon,” he bellowed, then he pulled Angus aside. “Do not allow Gawen anywhere near the prisoners. If he tries to visit the dungeon, throw him inside and he’ll hang with the others.”
“Gawen, m’laird?”
“You heard me.”
Pushing into the keep, he yelled louder, “Jinny, I need your salve and a flagon of whisky in my chamber. Now.”
He loosened his sword belt as he climbed the stairs. When in God’s name had he aged? He strode into his chamber and tossed his weapons on the bed. Life had been a mite easier before he’d become a chieftain. Chasing a mob of thieves provided good sport, but digging into the Dunollie coffers and acting the part of lord-high executioner soured his stomach.
Jinny dashed in with her basket. “Do not tell me you’ve torn your stitches, m’laird.”
“What would you do if I had?” He pulled off his doublet and shirt and sat in the chair in front of the hearth.
She set her basket on the table and crossed her arms. “Don’t you be patronizing me, m’laird. You may be lord of this keep, but ’tis my duty to see you do not succumb to the fever or worse.”
Groaning, Sean leaned back. “’Tis but a scratch, woman.”
“Aye? You should have let my Angus track down the brigands. Look at you, you’ve purple bags under your eyes,” she hissed. “Goodness, oh my goodness. Your shoulder is a sight.”
Sean glanced down at the swollen mass of purple flesh. “Quit your bellyaching and slap some salve on it—you ken, the concoction that eases the pain.”
She fished in her basket and pulled out a pot. “You need to rest your blessed shoulder.” She leaned forward and sniffed. “At least it is not putrid—yet.”
“Did you bring up the whisky?”
“Aye.” She swabbed on a glop of smelly goo.
“Well, are you planning to keep it to yourself? A man could die of thirst whilst you dawdle.”
She reached into her basket and pulled out a flagon. “Here, since you cannot wait.”
“You’re a good matron. A swipe of your ointment and a few strong tots of MacDougall whisky, and I’ll be fit to fight on the morrow.” He pulled the stopper and took a long drink.
“Bloody men,” Jinny whispered under her breath.
“Aye, that’s too right. Where would the lassies be without men to look after them?” The whisky hit his empty stomach and burned.
Jinny finished rubbing and examined her work. “You’re going to have a nasty scar.”
“Good.” He took another healthy swig. “The lassies like scars.”
“Oh do they now? I thought you might be done with your womanizing.” Jinny stoppered her pot. “And what about Miss Gyllis Campbell?”
Sean’s eyes flew open. “What about her?” If Jinny had been a man, Sean would have jumped to his feet, fists ready for a fight.
But Jinny chuckled. “Look at you, you big bear of a man. You’re smitten. You used to be quite free with the lassies, but I haven’t seen a one catch your eye in months.” The matron looked mighty proud of herself. “And I’d reckon all those trips to Ardchattan have had something to do with it.”
He grumbled into the flagon and drowned his next words. So what if he liked her? Christ, he’d already said he loved her. But did he love her like that? Sean glanced up at Jinny. The damned woman looked like she’d just swallowed the best plum duff ever made. “So? Gyllis needs me.” Her crutches were leaning against his clothing trunk with the sheepskin pads around the armrests. Thank God something was working as it should.
“Aye?” Jinny didn’t let it rest. “And how is she recuperating? You ken, some folks are never the same again after a bout of paralysis.”
“Gyllis will come good, mark me.” He flicked his hand toward the door. “Off with you now.”
***
The next morning, Sean couldn’t say what throbbed more, his head or his blasted shoulder. But he wasn’t about to call Jinny and ask for another application of her salve. Listening to her bloody opinions was worse than the pain. Besides, he had an ugly duty to perform and he might as well be in a foul mood for it.
He grimaced as he pulled on his shirt. He could scarcely lift his left arm. He reached for the flagon, but he’d drunk the damn thing dry. The chambermaid brought in a tray. “Angus said they’ll be ready once you’ve broken your fast, m’laird.”
“Is everyone looking after my health?”
“Aye. Everyone kens you didn’t eat a thing all day yesterday and your shoulder is on the verge of turning putrid, and if you do not take care of it you’re going to end up like your da and we’ll not have a chieftain to replace you.”
Sean stared at the lass. Now a skinny wisp of a girl was spewing the same rubbish he’d heard from Jinny?
She handed him a spoon and curtsied. “For your porridge, m’laird.”
He snatched it from her and pointed to the door. “Go. Tell Angus I’ll be down momentarily.”
Sean had half a mind to leave the food, but it smelled too good. His stomach rumbled. Cook hadn’t missed a thing, porridge, eggs, bacon and haggis. Suddenly ravenous, he ate every bite and then headed down to face his duty.
By the time Sean walked into the courtyard, Angus had the prisoners lined up on the gallows with their hands bound and nooses around their necks. The man-at-arms had carried out his duty efficiently, without a qualm.
Sean surveyed the faces of his men, all standing as witness to the hanging. Gawen stood away from the others on the far end. “Gawen, how do you know these men?” Sean asked.
The lad looked up as if shocked the chieftain knew his name. “Pardon, m’laird?”
“You heard me.” Sean scowled. “Come forward and tell us about these scoundrels.”
“I-I do not know them.”
“Very well. Then you’ll have no qualms kicking the stools out from under these outlaws’ feet?”
The lad blanched. “N-no, m’laird.”
Sean nodded at Angus who grasped Gawen by the arm and led him up the gallows’ steps.
The cleric stepped forward and opened a scroll. “For the crime of attack on Sir Sean MacDougall, Chieftain of Dunollie with intent to do harm, you are sentenced to hang by the neck until dead. May God have mercy on your soul.”
Gawen hesitated at the first stool. The lad glanced at Sean over his shoulder with fear in his eyes. Sean gave him a thin-lipped nod. Turning slowly, Gawen kicked the stool, followed by a clatter, a twang of the rope and a crack, breaking the man’s neck. Death was never a pretty sight, even when it was done to rid the world of murderers—men who placed no value on human life. Sean had no idea how many people these men had kil
led or how many women they might have raped.
In the somber moment of the misty dawn only one thing was certain. Not one would live to pillage another day.
Chapter Fourteen
Sean mounted his horse and drove the beast like he was running from the devil. Aye, he’d attended hangings before, but he’d never presided over one as Chieftain of Dunollie. The image of the men swinging from their nooses, their feet kicking like beheaded chickens would be seared on his memory forever. Would he pass such severe punishment if again faced with the same circumstances? Yes. There would be no question. If not dealt with relentlessly, lawlessness would pervade Dunollie lands and his clan would suffer the consequences.
He rode full tilt all the way to Ardchattan Priory. When he pounded the knocker, the monk who answered didn’t even ask him his purpose—one look at Sean’s face and the man opened the door. “Miss Gyllis is in her cell.”
“My thanks,” Sean mumbled, carrying the crutches as he strode past.
Though he wanted to rush in and gather her in his arms, hold her for hours and ask her to take away the agony caused by hanging four brigands, he stood at the door and watched. She worked the embroidery needle, making painstakingly small stitches—something he knew would be difficult for her. The concentration on her face made his heart squeeze, but it wouldn’t be right to try to help. She was a determined lass and would regain her strength as a result.
Something in her determination, her concentration soothed him. When he watched Gyllis, the evils of the world faded as if they no longer mattered. With Gyllis, his soul sailed to an island of peace.
When Sean rested the crutches against the wall, she looked up. “Sean!” She cast her sewing aside. “Thank heavens you’re safe.”
The corner of his mouth ticked up. “You heard?” He had hoped she would have been spared the burden.
“I’ve been so worried, I could scarcely think of anything else.” Gyllis reached for his hand. “John reported you had injuries.”
He kissed her hand and sat on the stool. “Just a bruise to the shoulder.” He kept her palm in his. The softness of her skin soothed him as did the depth of the concern reflected in her eyes. The tension in his neck eased. “I hanged four outlaws today.”