“Shh, baby girl. Mark me, I’m yours Chloe. I’m yours,”
“Zane,” I kissed her again. I didn’t want to give her a chance to push me away. We both needed this so damn bad, and knowing that I had her marks down my back had me ready to explode.
“Don’t stop me baby girl,”
I whispered as I brought one hand down to free myself, then pushed her bottoms to the side. I felt myself at her entrance then captured her eyes. If she was going to tell me no this was the time to do it. I would never do something that she didn’t want. Her eyes never left mine as she gave a slight nod of her head. That’s when I pushed to the hilt inside of her. Her moan was loud only swallowed by the sound of the growl that I let out. My hips began to rock into her making sure that I was going as deep as I could.
Chloe dragged her nails down my back again this time causing me to hiss. Then she was rocking her hips into mine, fucking herself on my dick in a desperate way showing me that she was starved for my dick. I pounded into her hard, shifting my hips upward every time I thrusted in.
“You feel so good Chloe. This tight little body of yours was made for me, you swallow me whole,”
“Zane!”
“That’s it baby girl, scream my fucking name,”
Then I was pounding into her hard and fast, bringing us both closer to the edge. I could feel myself deep inside of her, as her warm tight walls squeezed me tight with its own suction that didn’t want to let me go. She arched her back as she tightened her pussy muscles.
“Shit Chloe,” I groaned in satisfaction, “You’re sucking me in so deep. Fuck, you like my dick deep, is that why you’re pussy is gripping me this tight? Don’t want to let me go?”
“Fuck no, don’t stop Zane,”
“Like I fucking could,”
She sent me a sexy little smile and brought her lips to mine. I kissed her back with just as much enthusiasm. I was so used to her body that I could tell by the little whimpering noises that she was letting out that she was about to come. I shoved deep and began rocking my body back and forth hitting her spot every time.
“Oh god Zane,” She moaned as her body contracted around me. I moaned into her mouth and let myself follow. I released spurt after spurt inside of her and shivered from the feeling of once again claiming my girl.
“That’s it Chloe, take everything I have. Take my come deep inside,”
“Fuck, you feel so good,” she moaned out causing my dick to jerk once more inside of her.
“Shit, your greedy little pussy wants all of my come doesn’t it?”
“Yes, please,” I smirked and pressed my lips against hers again as we both tried to catch our breath.
“God Chloe, I needed that,”
As I said that her face paled and looked as if she were splashed with the cold water that we were surrounded by. Her body tried to jerk away from mine and I squeezed her tighter, keeping her ass in place. My eyes caught hers and held. I could see that she was regretting what happened and that hurt me most of all.
“Please don’t regret me Chloe,” I whispered pressing my forehead to hers.
“I have never, and will never regret being with you Zane,” I brought my head up to look at her with a huge smile on my face, “That being said, I feel like a horrible person. You’re still married, and I just cheated on Blaze,”
“I’m single Chloe, and what we do together is not cheating. It never was, and we belong together Chloe,”
“Is that what you used to tell yourself so that you could sleep at night?”
“No, it’s what I used to try to ignore because it scared the shit out of me to know that we belonged together,”
“I need to go,” This time when she pulled away, I let her go.
“Chloe, end things with Blaze,”
“It isn’t that simple Zane,”
“Why not? He obviously can’t satisfy you like I can, you were just as starving for me as I was for you,”
“Blaze satisfies me. My body just knows you. And that doesn’t mean anything,”
“You know it does. It means that you crave my touch just as much as I crave you,”
“I don’t want to talk about this right now,”
“Fine. I will let you go for now. But you know I’m right, we belong together,”
“I used to think that, until you had me stand at your side as you vowed to love another woman for life,”
“Chloe,”
But she was already paddling away from me. I knew that I had a lot of making up to do with her. And every damn day I was being shown a little more just how much I had hurt her. But if today was any indication, I knew that I would be able to win her back.
CHLOE
Blaze was sitting on his couch playing video games when I burst in his front door. He looked up taking in my bikini clad body, and the look of pure horror on my face, and instantly knew that something had happened. Hell, it didn’t take a genius to put two and two together. I heard him let out a sigh before he turned off his game, once he was done he stood up and headed towards his bathroom. When he came back out he was holding a towel out to me. I grabbed it with a whispered thank you and began to dry myself off. He disappeared again and I let him go as I dried my hair. When he came back out he tossed a baggy shirt at me for me to wear. Then he walked back to his couch and sat, then waited silently for me to talk.
I shot him a look of gratitude then continued to dry myself off. I was procrastinating. Telling Blaze that Zane was able to drag me right back into his web was something that I was not looking forward to. I was so fucking pissed off at myself. When I was dry enough I breathed deep and knew that it was now or never. I opened my mouth and let the words fly out,
“I know that what we’re doing is fake, so it’s stupid for me to feel this way. But I cheated on you and I hate myself for that,”
Blaze kept his eyes on me but stayed silent. I knew there was torment swimming in my eyes, but there was nothing I could do about it.
“Chloe, I am upset but not at you. You didn’t cheat on me because we aren’t really together, however Zane doesn’t know that, so what he did was wrong. Which is why I’m upset. Although the more I think about it, I realize I shouldn’t be upset at him either. The two of you are in love and can’t help it. It’s like a fucking magnet field with the two of you, you can’t help but to come together,”
“But I don’t want that anymore. I mean shit Blaze, why can he do this to me? And why do I let him? He pulls me a long on a fucking string and I let him,”
“Chloe, don’t get worked up. Just walk me through what happened,”
“Ugh! Okay, I was out on the water trying to clear my head like I usually do and I bumped into him. One thing led to another and he was touching me. Since my body fucking only knows his damn touch, I couldn’t help but to want him. So then he’s talking about how I’m starving for him, and how you don’t know how to satisfy me like he can, etcetera, etcetera,” I was so worked up that I almost missed the fire that lit in his eyes. I also realized that I was dripping onto his carpet so I started stripping out of my bikini and drying off my skin as I went. Blaze cleared his throat but didn’t stop me, “Seriously though Blaze, I don’t want to be with him like that anymore. Or I mean my mind doesn’t, but my heart and body does, and I’m starting to get annoyed with all of this,”
By this time I had my top off and was unintentionally showing off my breasts to Blaze. I reached down tugging off my bottoms then brought my towel up and finished drying myself off. Once done I pulled Blaze’s shirt over my head. Apparently the view of me in his shirt was better than my naked body. This time the fire I saw in his eyes was for a different reason. I barely saw him move and then he was behind me. His arms wrapped around my middle as he brought his lips to my neck to nibble and suck. Since I had already been turned on once before, my body shot right back up to the top instantly. I shivered against him, a feeling he felt instantly. His lips and tongue kept working on my neck as one of his hands dropped down under my
shirt, I felt his fingers press against my core and had to bite back my moan.
“Aw, baby, you’re already wet for me. Do you want me to continue, Chloe?”
I knew that if I said yes there would be no going back for either of us. But I needed to know if I could move on from Zane and this would be the ultimate way of finding out. However I had just had sex with Zane not even an hour before, and I wasn’t the type of person to sleep with two men in one day. I was about to tell Blaze that when I was saved the trouble by the doorbell ringing out. Blaze pulled away and readjusted his erection in his jeans, earning another shiver from me. He let out an irritated noise before he stocked over to the door. I regained my composure before following behind him. The sight that I was met with was an unpleasant one.
“What are you doing here, Zane?” Blaze asked as he moved aside slightly to let him in.
“I need to talk to you Blaze. I did something and I feel fucking horrible about it because you’re my friend. I mean I love her, but that doesn’t give me the right,”
“If you’re talking about sleeping with Chloe, I already know, she told me,”
From my hidden spot behind the door I was able to see Zane’s mouth drop open. It was at that time that I let my presence be known. Blaze reached out, linking his fingers with mine as he pulled me into his arms and rested his chin on my shoulder.
“She told you that she cheated on you?”
“She told me everything. And I would like to right a wrong that you said. Chloe isn’t starving for attention, and I am very aware of how to satisfy her. She is just very responsive to touch which is why she responded like that with you,” To prove his point his lips grazed my neck. Since I was already turned on a few seconds before, my body was already heightened, which caused me to shiver. When Blaze kissed my neck I closed my eyes and nibbled my lower lip.
Zane watched my reaction and frowned. Blaze knew how to play the game well. Zane was sure that I only reacted that way to his touch, and now he was seeing that Blaze could turn me on as well. What he didn’t know, was that it was him I was turned on by and Blaze was just playing on that.
“Well uh, I just wanted to come by and clear my shame,” Zane murmured keeping his eyes away from us.
“Let me just say one thing,” Blaze said letting me go, “I get that there is something between the two of you that is hard to let go. But try anything with my girl again and I will break all of your limbs,”
“It isn’t that easy Blaze,” Zane whispered, “I can’t let her go, best friend or not,”
“Try harder,”
Zane shot a look at me then turned and left. We watched him go, and a huge smile broke out across Blaze’s face. I was in the damn dark about whatever the hell it was that he was smiling about. Which was okay because I wasn’t so sure I wanted to know.
“It’s only a matter of time before my plan works. I want a big fat thank you when this is all over,”
“You mean if I ever fully forgive Zane for everything?”
“I’m not so sure that you want to forgive him anymore Chloe. I know you love him, but he used you for so damn long. There isn’t a damn thing wrong if you decide to move on. There’s no shame in getting everything you’ve ever wanted and turning away from it,”
“I’m not sure what I want either,”
“You just need to open your eyes. Which is the same damn thing I’ve told Zane for twelve damn years,”
“When did relationships get this complicated?”
“Chloe,” he responded with a laugh, “Yours and Zane’s relationship has always been complicated,”
“Isn’t that the damn truth?”
“Just think about what it is that you want,”
“I will, but I have no idea what that is,”
“Only time will tell,”
16
CHLOE
I woke up the next day a little disoriented. There were strong tattooed arms wrapped around me, that I knew belonged to Blaze. Which meant that I was in his bed. Then the day before came back to me. Being in the water with Zane, his arms surrounding me as he thrusted hard and deep inside of me. I came to Blaze’s and he had made me feel better about everything. We ordered pizza and watched movies all night. It was all so fucking innocent, which was not anywhere near where we wanted to be. Blaze was being amazing, taking his time with me, even though it was obvious as hell that he was suffering a major case of blue balls. Especially since he couldn’t go ease his tension with another woman. We couldn’t risk Zane seeing him hook up with another woman when he was supposed to be with me. So why wasn’t I giving us what we both wanted.
Here I was lying protectively in Blaze’s arms. Once again I found myself wishing that it was Blaze I had fallen in love with all those years ago. He was honestly perfect for me, there was just one big damn problem, he wasn’t Zane. Hoping and praying to not love Zane was pointless and not going to help, and as much as I hated to admit it, I knew that Zane was the one for me. If Blaze and I were to really get together we would be happy, but it would be unfair to both of us. He was in love with another woman, one I considered to be one of my good friends, and she was perfect for him, just as my soul mate was someone else. But did all of that mean that we couldn’t be together for now?
Slowly I turned over in his arms so that I could see his face. I took in the features of his relaxed face. This man was truly gorgeous. I brought one of my fingers up and began tracing it over his lips softly. He was a great kisser, I loved feeling the pressure of his mouth on mine. It wasn’t the same feeling that I got when I kissed Zane, but although it was different, it was still amazing. Would it be so bad if we gave in and slept together? We both knew that there would be nothing more between us, and we would only get this chance once. I let my eyes follow the path my fingers were making over his lips, so I was able to see as well as feel when he puckered his lips and kissed my fingers. I lifted my eyes to his and saw them open and watching me.
“I’m sorry, did I wake you?” I asked, my voice raspy because I had just woken up.
“Oh god, don’t talk Chloe,” Blaze groaned as he squeezed his eyes shut.
“I’m sorry..?”
Blaze shook his head at me, “It isn’t your fault Chloe, it’s morning and your finger on my lips like that, plus your sexy fucking morning hair and voice. My dick is hard and aching for you,”
I gasped and blushed at his words but couldn’t help but admit to myself that I wanted him as well. I knew that I had two choices, I could tell Blaze no and walk away never getting this opportunity to be with him again, or I could be with him, and give both of us what we wanted. When this was all over there was a chance that I would end up with Zane, but there was also a chance that I wouldn’t. Either way I knew that if I let things happen right now with Blaze, and took something that I wanted for the first time in a long time. The more I thought about it, the more I wondered why the hell I had waited this long to be with Blaze. He was being amazing to me, and I genuinely liked him. There was no doubt in my mind that out of everything I have done so far, this would be the one thing that I wouldn’t regret. With that thought in mind, I decided to jump in head first.
Blaze had his eyes closed and his hands clutched into fists at his sides, he was trying so damn hard to regain his control, but I wasn’t going to let him. I tossed my leg up and over his waist so that I was straddling him. I was still only wearing a shirt, and he was clad in only his boxers. His eyes snapped open and found mine when my already wet core pushed down on his erection. He hissed out when I shifted my hips slightly, but he still didn’t move. This bad ass rocker still wouldn’t touch me unless he knew for damn sure that I wanted this. I could see that he was going crazy with lust, but he wouldn’t give in. That was some damn amazing self-control that he had. But I wanted him to lose it. I brought my mouth down on his, shoving my tongue into his mouth.
The contact of our tongues battling snapped all control that Blaze had, and finally he was touching me. He brought his hands up, tang
ling them in my hair and tugging hard as he held me in place. I kissed him back just as passionately, as my hips began rocking over his very big erection. Shit this man felt fucking huge. Due to our scantly clothed bodies, I could feel how hot and hard he was, and I wanted it, no I needed it. I felt his hands tighten in my hair as he used it as leverage to flip the two of us around so that he was on top of me. I opened my legs in welcome as he fit himself perfectly between my legs. His lips pulled away from mine so that he could run them down my throat. Blaze was sucking on my spot just above my collar bone that made me see stars, at the same time that he thrusted his hips, letting his cock hit me at just the right spot.
I moaned his name, causing him to grunt against my skin. I skimmed my hands down his naked chest, feeling the muscles jump under my hands. Fuck he felt so damn good. My hand skimmed lower, following that sexy batch of hair that led straight to the prize. Without hesitation I slipped my hand inside his boxers and wrapped my hand around his huge erection. Blaze groaned and thrust forward into my hand, I gasped at the huge steel feeling of him. Blaze pulled back to look at my face.
“Problem?” He rasped as he thrust into my hand again.
“You’re huge Blaze,” He chuckled through his discomfort and nodded.
“Yeah, is that a problem?”
“No, it’s just uh, well I’ve only ever been with Zane, and uh well you’re bigger,” Zane was not a small man, he was a good nine inches. But Blaze? He felt like he was ten or eleven. How the hell was I supposed to take him?
“Don’t worry Chloe, you can take me,” My eyes flared at his words and he sent me a sexy little smirk, “Shit, you’re responsive in bed. We’re going to have some fun,”
Those words turned me on more than anything else that he had said before. I moaned his name and began tugging his boxers off of him. Blaze lifted up to help me then tugged the shirt off my body. His eyes scanned up and down me appreciatively, then he dipped his head down and sucked my nipple into his mouth hard. My back arched on its own accord earning another chuckle from Blaze.
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