Those words coming from a famous rockstar were simply put a lie. There were millions of people who envied what Zane had accomplished in his life. Every single one of them would kill for some part of his life, and there was no way that I was one of them. But the words were amazingly sweet and showed me that this man really thought that I was something special. His words brought me one step closer to the edge. I was teetering, about to fall off the cliff into sweet bliss and I couldn’t wait.
Zane could feel how close I was to the edge and I heard him grunt in response, as he placed his lips to my neck. He instantly found the pulse point that was beating frantically, and nipped. My arms clung to him tighter as my body went through intense pleasure. I looked down and saw that he was hard, there was a huge bulge pressing against his zipper, but for the first time he was putting his pleasure on the back burner so that he could give me his full attention. That however was not what I wanted. I trailed my hand down his stomach, the idea of touching him causing my stomach to clench with even more pleasure. Just when I was about to be at my goal, Zane’s unoccupied hand dropped down and stopped me. He sent me a smirk as he shook his head no.
“Why not, I want to touch you,”
“This isn’t about me right now. It’s about you,”
“Please, let me touch you,”
In response he kept his thumb on my clit and dropped his middle finger down until he touched my core, then he pushed in. I moaned earning yet another chuckle from him as he pulled his mouth away from my neck to press his lips to mine. I kissed him hard earning a slight moan from him. A noise that I loved. He pulled his mouth away from mine and went back to my ear.
“I can’t wait to be inside of you again,” He said as he pumped his finger a few times before twisting it and pinching my clit slightly. Just like that I exploded. I buried my face into his neck and bit down hard, I knew that I was leaving a mark on him, something that he usually hated, but I couldn’t stop myself. My orgasm felt like it lasted for hours which caused me to let out a tiny whimper, “I love that little whimper baby, I want to hear it again when I bury myself deep inside of you,”
I was gasping for breath, trying to calm my racing heart and that did not help. The man definitely knew how to talk dirty to a woman. When I felt like I had some composure back, I pulled my face out of his neck and met his eyes. I could tell by the glint in his eyes that he knew exactly what he had done to me. His eyes stayed glued to mine as he brought his finger to his mouth and sucked it. I bit my lower lip again, which caused Zane to lean forward and take my bottom lip between his teeth and tug gently. Just as I went to lean in and kiss him, the lights on the stage turned on as the first comedian came out.
We both shifted in our seats so that we could give the guy our full attention. Within minutes both of us were calm, and laughing hard. Half way into the show I leaned back into Zane’s chest, so my back was on him and his free hand came around and wrapped around my waist. There was no doubt in my mind now that he was really serious about being with me. We were in public and looked very much in love to anyone who chose to look at us. I wanted to scream at that moment that I loved him more than anything. But stayed silent. Right now was not the time to say it, I wanted to be alone with him when I said those words again.
All too soon the show was over. Zane helped me up from my seat and we walked hand in hand out to his car. He opened the car door for me, but before I could get in he turned his body so that he had me boxed in with his hands on either side of my head. I sent him a look that still had traces of the extreme pleasure and lust that he had taken me to hours before. He smiled down at me and skimmed his lips over my brow before leaning down and pressing them to my lips. I once again went to deepen the kiss, and once again I was denied when he pulled away.
“I know what happened tonight makes it seem like I will be staying the night, but I’m not going to. I want what we have going on right now to continue. When we do take the next step, even though we have before, it’s going to mean something,”
“It always meant something Zane,” I whispered as our eyes stayed locked onto each other’s.
“I know it did to you, and at the end it meant something to me as well. But I was never gentle with you. I never treated you the way I should have. This time around I’m going to,”
“I never wanted that Zane. I just want you,”
“I know you do baby girl, and I love you more for it, but this is for both of us. I want to treat you the way you should have always been treated. Hell Chloe, I didn’t even take your virginity in a good way. It was just get in and get out. You deserved better than that,”
“I loved that night though,” I said earning a frown from him, “I mean yeah we didn’t have candlelight and all that shit, but I had you, and even if you don’t remember, you were gentle with me. Mainly because you were terrified you were going to hurt me,”
Zane chuckled and nodded at me, “I know, I ran to the guy’s right after freaking out that I did hurt you,”
“Yeah, but you didn’t. I mean besides the normal pain that comes with the first time. But you were gentle, and the only thing I can really remember about that night clearly was the way it felt having you move in and out of me,” At my words, Zane shivered as his pupils darkened.
“Fuck, Chloe, we need to get you home and far away from me,”
I laughed hard when he pushed me into the car. He ran around to his side and buckled up before turning on the car and heading towards my house.
ZANE
Those last few words that Chloe had said to me had me hot and hard in seconds. Now all I could think about as I drove her home was that first night that we were together. She had been so damn tight and hot around me that I had to fight myself to get her to orgasm first. Which never happened to me. Getting the girl off first was always easy for me. But not that first time with her. To this day she was still so damn tight around me that it felt like she was suffocating me in the best damn way that she could. Another huge thing about our first night together, was that it was the first time in my life that I didn’t wear a condom, right when I was about to cum I had went to pull out, but I couldn’t bring myself to do it. The idea of coming inside of her and claiming her in that way was too much temptation, so I had slammed deep, burying myself all the way as I burst inside of her.
Ever since then we never wore protection, and she had went and got on birth control so that we didn’t have to. I felt my dick twitch in my jeans just thinking about how it felt to be inside of her. Fuck, I needed her, and it was killing me to wait, but I knew that this would all be worth it so I was going to keep my dick in my pants for now. Though now there was something that I was thinking about that I needed her to help answer. I pulled into her parking lot and helped her out of the car before I walked her to her front door. Once there I waited for her to unlock her door then turn to look at me.
“I need to ask you something,” I said as I wrapped her hair around my hand in a way that let her know I was claiming her.
“What’s that?”
“Did you use a condom with Blaze?”
“Why?”’
“Because I claimed you by busting my nut deep inside of you every time we had sex. I filled you up with me Chloe, and I have never done that with anyone else, you’re the only one I didn’t use a condom with, and I just need to know if Blaze came inside of you,”
“And if he did?”
“Then I need to spend the next for weeks keeping you in bed, pumping everything I have into you until we wash him away,”
Chloe chewed her lower lip at the erotic images that I had conjured in her mind just now. I saw the need in her eyes and knew that I could push her into the house right now and have her. I breathed deep to stop myself, this was not the time.
“So?” I asked again, desperately needing to know the answer.
“No Zane, Blaze didn’t cum inside of me. We used a condom,”
I breathed out a sigh of relief as I leaned down and pressed my lips to
hers. It was a fast kiss, if I didn’t pull away within seconds I wouldn’t be able to control myself. I was so damn turned on right now that I needed to get the hell away from her. I slowly pulled back and pushed her into her apartment, earning a small laugh from her.
“I need to go now, or I won’t be able to,” I said
“But I don’t want you to,”
“I know that Chloe, but we’re waiting. Even if it does kill me,” When she bit her lower lip again but made no move to go inside I chuckled slightly, even though I felt like I was going to explode with need, the beast inside wanted to come out and ravish this woman. “Get inside behind the safety of that door Chloe,”
She laughed but nodded and finally went inside and shut her door. I turned and walked to my car with a huge smile on my face. It helped ease a lot of the pain I had been feeling now that I knew that Blaze had not gone bare with my baby girl. She was still only mine, and even if she gave her body to someone else, no one else but me would ever claim her in the most animalistic way there was. In the end that was good enough for me.
26
CHLOE
Blaze walked into his house after a grueling day at the studio, then stopped dead in his tracks when he saw me sitting on his couch watching a movie. I could tell that he had no idea why I was there, I had not given him any warning that I would be stopping by. Honestly I hadn’t even known, but after I had lunch with Brittany today I had to run straight here. There was no doubt in my mind now that the two of them not only belonged together, but with a little bit of work on Blaze’s part, they would be back together in no time. I caught his eye and shot him a huge smile which he returned, a smile that showed me his dimples that if I were being honest I absolutely loved.
“Hey, what are you doing here?” He asked as he sat down on the coffee table in front of me.
“Not much. Just wanted to let you know how my day was.” He chuckled slightly but decided to indulge me
“How was your day Chloe?”
“Well I caught a movie, then went out to lunch, and finished the day with going to get my nails done,”
“I can’t imagine Zane would have had a good time doing all of that,” Blaze responded as he opened a bottle of water to take a big drink
“I didn’t go with Zane. I went with Brittany,” As soon as her name left my lips Blaze choked on the water as his eyes turned wide. “Oh I’m sorry, did I forget to mention that?”
“You went out with Brittany again? How is she doing?”
“I went out with her because I’m beginning my part of the plan. The two of you belong together, and I promised you that I would do everything that I could to try to make the two of you get together again,”
“How is she? Did the two of you talk about me at all?” Blaze asked with so much hope dripping from his words as he tried not to sound too desperate.
“She’s doing good. Her new book is about to hit the shelves soon, so she’s busy doing interviews and promotions, as well as setting up book signings. As for your other question, yes we did talk about you. Quite a bit actually,”
“And?”
“I’m not going to sugar coat this Blaze. You hurt her,” His eyes closed as a curse word slipped past his lips. I could tell that my words brought him pain, but he needed to know the truth.
“I know I did. But I was a stupid fucking kid,”
“Agreed, but here’s the thing, she still loves you,”
The dimpled smile he shot me when I first walked in had nothing on the blinding smile he sent me now. His eyes lit with pure love and excitement at my words, and he looked serene for the first time since this whole thing began. However I couldn’t let him think that this conquest was going to be an easy one, if anything it was going to be one of the hardest things he will ever have to do.
“Wait, Blaze. I need to let you know a few things,”
“She still loves me? Did she actually say those words, or are you just guessing using that scary ass woman’s intuition that all of you seem to have?” I chuckled at his words, but I knew why he was asking, he needed to know that she had actually said that she still loved him, so that he wasn’t getting his hopes up on a hunch that I had.
“Yes she said that she was still in love with you,”
“Oh fuck, can I go see her? I know I can make things right,”
“Blaze, seriously you need to let me tell you some things,”
“Okay,” He hesitantly agreed. I could tell that he wanted to bolt out the door and straight to the woman he loved, but this wasn’t the time for that.
“She told me that she’s still in love with you, but she’s afraid that you broke something inside of her,”
“What the hell does that mean?”
“I’m going to be blunt with you because honestly there is no other way for me to say this. She doesn’t enjoy dating any longer, no man attracts her and she has some serious trust issues,”
“Yeah, but,”
“I’m not finished. She tried dating a few men after you, and I’m talking a couple of years after the two of you broke up, but she couldn’t connect with them. She also said that she knew her heart belonged to someone else, so it was unfair to start dating someone who couldn’t have all of her. With that all being said it sounded like you had an easy in with her, because obviously she wants no one but you,”
“I’m sensing a but coming along,”
“But, she told me that she doesn’t believe that you ever loved her,” The words came out on a whisper, because honestly I didn’t want to tell him that. When he jumped up and yelled, it was the reaction I was waiting for.
“What! How the hell could she not believe that I loved her, I still fucking love her,”
“Hear me out Blaze,”
“I showed her that I loved her every time I was with her, hell I took her virginity in the best way that I could and cleaned her up and held her after we were done,”
“And then you dumped her and left her behind like she was trash the second you got your band off the ground,” I said bluntly putting an end to his ranting. His mouth dropped open and his butt slowly fell back down onto the coffee table.
“I did do that,” he choked out, “But it wasn’t because I didn’t love her. Fuck, she’s lived all this time believing that I didn’t love her? I have to see her Chloe, I can’t let her keep thinking that way,”
“I know you do, and I agree with you, but I think you need a game plan first,”
“Did she say anything else about me?”
“I was getting to that,”
“Okay, get to it faster. The suspense is fucking killing me,”
“She said that she thought the two of you believed in each other. She knew and always told you that she would be seeing your name in lights,” When I said that his eyes cast a fog over his pupils and I knew that he had went into the past and heard her saying those words to him, “And that you always told her that she would be right along with you when her books flew off the shelves,”
“We did have faith in each other, and we did everything we could to encourage the other to follow our dreams, even when everyone we knew told us that we were living in a dream world. Nobody thought that we could break into the music and writing world, but we did. Fuck she always pushed me to keep going. She was at every show that I did, even the really bad ones,”
“Exactly, and she remembers that also, but she also remembers you telling her that she was a high school girl and there had to be other’s out there,”
“Shit,” he cursed as he dragged his hands roughly through his hair, “I did say that to her. I was just so fucking confused, I knew that I loved her, but I thought that there had to be more out there than the young girl I was dating. She wasn’t immature, that isn’t what I mean by that, I just mean more experienced. Boy was I wrong, it took me less than a few girls to realize that I had made a huge fucking mistake, and I have never forgiven myself for it,”
“I know you haven’t, and that’s why I’m trying to help y
ou. So here’s what I did. I talked you up to her, pretty much said that you are more mature and that you still thought about her. I also told her that you still ask about her, how she’s doing and things like that. I pretty much laid down the ground work for you. She says that she might be ready to try to be friends with you,” He frowned at my words but before he could cut in I quickly went on, “I know that you don’t want to just be friends with her, but she doesn’t trust you, so you have to start at the beginning. Be friends with her, talk to her, and then work back into being a couple,”
“I’m willing to do whatever it takes,”
“You better mean that, because this is not going to be easy, it’s going to take a long time, and you’re going to have to put what you want on ice as you try to put her needs first,”
“That doesn’t bother me, I will do whatever I need to do. I’ve done the dating thing now, I found the woman that was the other part of my heart when I was in high school, I can’t let her go,”
“Good, because she said that she will think about having a night out with all of us soon. That doesn’t mean tomorrow, hell it will probably be a long time from now, but it is better than nothing. She’s beginning to work up to the idea of being in the same room with you again,”
“Thank you for that. It means a lot to me that you’re doing this. I can’t live without her anymore,”
“I’m positive that you won’t have to forever. The two of you are meant to be together, and you will be. Just give it time,”
“I have nothing but time when it comes to Brittany, she’s my soul, I will get her back,”
“I’m having dinner with her again next week, I will work you back into the conversation while I’m with her, getting her used to hearing your name is the beginning,”
“Okay, will you let me know what she says?”
“You don’t even have to ask Blaze. Now if you will excuse me I want to go see my man,”
Blaze nodded his head and got up to walk me to the door, before I walked out he pulled me into his chest and gave me a tight hug that stole my breath from me. It was a Blaze bear hug, they were rare but they were amazing. The man was so incredibly buff that he was like a brick wall, but instead of being uncomfortable he felt welcoming.
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