“That’s right baby, cum all over my dick,”
I moaned pumping into her a few more times, grabbing her hips to hold her in place, I slammed as deep as I could go and could have sworn I touched her womb as I exploded inside of her. Chloe was moaning my name over and over as her hips moved in slow hard circles making sure to drain everything I was giving her. When we were done she dropped her head on my shoulder earning a chuckle from me as I wrapped my arms around her waist.
“Shit, I think that was the best time for us,” I whispered skimming my lips over her cheek.
“I agree, fuck, you feel so damn good,”
I reached down and grabbed her arm bringing it up so that I could once again look at her wrist. Chloe watched me and once again chewed on her lower lip. “You really like it right, Zane? You’re not just saying that?”
“Of course I fucking like it. You branded yourself as mine. That’s the best fucking thing you’ve done yet. Now no matter what my fucking name will be on your skin and the world will know you belong to someone. I thought I made it clear that I liked it when I brought you in here and busted deep inside of you, claiming you in another way. Shit seeing this makes me want to keep fucking you. It’s a huge fucking turn on,”
“Good, I’m glad you like it,”
“I fucking love it. Just know that every time I see it I am going to want to make love to you,”
I turned my body over making Chloe land on her back on the bed. Then I was pushing into her again, slow deep thrusts that showed her that I was pushing the cum that I had already unloaded into her deeper, even as I was gaining the momentum to fuck her again. Her eyes caught mine and I knew that mine were shining with love and possession. Now I had to think of a way to allow Chloe to claim me as she had just done.
29
ZANE
I sat in the studio mindlessly strumming my guitar. There was no need to be here today, but Chloe was at work and the guys including myself were bored. Blaze had called us here to talk about the possibility of doing a tour. Normally I would have been all for going on tour, but I didn’t want to leave Chloe behind right now. We were still in a fragile place in our relationship and leaving could pose a problem. Before this whenever I would leave it would suck, I would miss her like crazy, but I was always able to deal with it. Now that she was mine it would be pure torture to be away from her for long. Yet I knew that I would have to go on tour, my fans deserved it. Also I loved going on tour, there was a thrill going from one city to another and getting on stage in front of thousands of people who were there to see us. I just wasn’t sure that I would be able to bring myself to enjoy this tour if Chloe wasn’t there with me. It was very doubtful that she would be able to come, she had never been able to get the time off of work to join me for an entire tour, and she usually could only come out for a few days at a time.
“I just talked to our manager. We have a four month tour booked beginning next week,” Blaze said pulling me out of my thoughts.
Four months! There was no way that Chloe would be able to get that much time off of work. The chance of her being able to come just shriveled up and died on me. I wasn’t worried the she would cheat on me while I was gone, or fall out of love with me. But I was afraid that we would lose this new found closeness that we were just beginning to share. Not to mention I was going to miss sleeping beside her every night.
“You look like someone kicked your dog. What the hell is wrong with you?” Axel asked me.
“I just don’t want to leave Chloe,” I responded honestly, I didn’t care if they labeled me a whipped bitch, to me it wasn’t being whipped it was being a man that was in love.
“We do it all the time dude. I mean none of us like leaving our girlfriends behind, but we do it. She will still be here when you get back,”
“I know she will, but this is a first for me. I mean I know I’ve had to leave girlfriends behind before, but I’ve never felt for one like I do for Chloe. So this is killing me. I will eventually get used to it, but at the moment I hate it,”
“Why don’t you ask her to come with us?” Blaze questioned because if anyone would know how I felt right now it would be him. He once left the woman he loved more than anything behind, but his story ended in a way that I hoped mine didn’t, he lost his woman.
“I’m going to ask her to, but she has never been able to come on a full tour with me before.
“Well, it doesn’t hurt to ask,” Cage said.
I nodded but stayed silent. I really hoped that Chloe could get away from her job, even if it was for a little while. The thought of spending a four month tour away from her was really not something that I wanted to endure. We were barely at a place where the past was forgotten, and we were really happy.
“Hey baby,” Chloe spoke up bringing me out of my thoughts. I looked up at her and smiled before standing up to give her a toe curling kiss.
“Hey, what are you doing here?” I asked when I pulled my lips away from hers.
“Not much, got off work early and wanted to come and see this very gorgeous man that I know,”
“Oh yeah? Is he here?”
“I don’t see him here yet, so I guess I will just wait for him by spending time with you,”
“You’re just so damn funny babe,” I said wrapping my arms around her waist and tugging her into me.
“Isn’t that why you like me?” She asked innocently.
“That’s one of the many reasons Chloe,”
I bent down and kissed her deeply, earning loud coughs to come from the guys around us. I just smiled into the kiss and flipped them all off. Chloe chuckled but kept her mouth on mine, there was nothing that could pull her mouth away from mine. Whenever I kissed her there was no one else around us, everything and everyone seemed to disappear.
“Seriously, break it up you two,” Blaze said wrapping his arms around Chloe, he picked her up and pulled her away from me.
“Hey, don’t every pull a woman away from her man,” I said with a smirk on my face.
“Well we all don’t want to see you guys having sex,”
“That wasn’t sex Blaze. That was only kissing, girls must be very unsatisfied with you,” I said laughing.
“Fuck no they’re not,”
Chloe just shook her head at us laughing. This was an everyday occurrence with us guys so she was used to us messing around with each other. We were all fucking insane, and she was one of us. She was still laughing when I walked forward and tugged her out of Blaze’s arms and into mine. My lips skimmed over her forehead as she snuggled into my chest more.
“Want to grab something to eat?” Chloe asked me, I nodded at her and pulled back grabbing her hand as I went.
The others watched us go, they didn’t ask if they could come because they knew that I needed to talk to her alone. My hand linked with hers and I let one finger go up to trace the tattoo on her wrist. Chloe smiled up at me when my finger began tracing over the tattoo on her wrist. Ever since she had gotten it done I was always touching it. But she didn’t mind when I did it, if anything she liked it. I pulled her hand up to my mouth and pressed a kiss to her wrist. Chloe shivered when my lips touched her and I smiled when I felt the heartbeat in her wrist kick up a notch.
“It amazes me Chloe, no matter how many times we make love you’re always ready for more of me,”
“What can I say Zane? I love being connected with you. And fuck I love the way you feel when you’re moving in and out of me,”
I felt my dick twitch in my jeans and let out a groan. “Damn you’re perfect for me,”
“Duh,”
Was all she said before she pulled me into the nearest pizza place. We had decided to walk, opting out of driving so that we could share a little more time together. We picked a booth and sat down across from each other. A waiter came up and took our order than left us alone with each other. My eyes roamed over her beautiful face and I was hit with just how damn lucky I was to be with her. She was so god damned beautiful, and I didn
’t deserve her.
“You’re beautiful baby girl,” I said earning a huge blush from her that had me bursting up with laughter.
“No I’m not,”
“Are you out of your mind? Every man in this damn place looked at you when we walked in. I had to shoot them all death glares to make them look the fuck away from you,”
“Well they can all look if they want to, it doesn’t matter I’m all yours,”
My eyes shot down to her wrist when she said that. There it was in dark purple, my name, the proof that she was mine. All the men in the world could check her out, it wouldn’t make a damn difference. They would never be able to get her, she was mine and she would always be mine.
“I love you, Chloe,”
“I love you too, Zane,”
The waiter came back with our pizza and we both dug in making idle chit chat as we ate our lunch.
“How was work today?” She asked me as she took small bites.
“It was boring and slow. We’ve already finished the new album, so there was nothing left for us to do. Besides interviews to promote the new CD. But we don’t have interviews lined up right now, and since we’re going on tour we won’t be doing any interviews until we hit the road. But concert tickets will do the advertising for us,”
“How do you like the new music you guys are doing?”
“I’m okay with it. It’s a little more mellow than we usually do, but the guitar riffs are a little insane, and doing those live are going to be a challenge, but it will keep me on my toes,”
“You love the challenge and you know it,”
I sent her a smile when she hit the nail dead on the head. “You know it,” She sent me another cute little smile and went back to eating.
Throughout lunch I was being slowly tortured. Every time she moved, whether it was bringing food to her mouth for another bite, or brushing her hair out of her face, I was able to see her tattoo. There was just something about seeing my name on her skin that was driving me insane. I felt myself springing to life and had to think of other things. I was knocking humpty dumpty off the wall for the tenth time when I gave up. There was no way that I could get through this lunch with a hard on and not jump across the table and take her. Might as well talk about the tour to distract me.
“So, uh something came up today and I wanted to talk to you about it,” I said trying to distract myself.
“What’s that, Zane?”
“We scheduled a tour, and I was wondering if you could come with us,”
“How long is it?”
“Four months, and I know that you’ve never been able to get that long off of work before, but I just don’t want to be away from you for that long,”
“I can probably get the time off,”
“You can? How? You’ve never been able to before,”
CHLOE
I chewed my lower lip and began to play with my necklace. I wasn’t sure how he would take the news that I was about to tell him. Hopefully it didn’t make him too mad at me. I never intentionally lied to hurt him, I had done it in order to protect myself.
“I never tried taking the time off of work Zane,”
“What?”
“Look, I never tried to get all of the time off of work before. It was torture for me to be on the bus with you, sharing a bunk knowing that I was only there for you because your girlfriend couldn’t make it, or because you wanted to fuck. So I would only ask my boss for a few days off at a time.”
Zane pinched the bridge of his nose, “So you were lying to me?”
“Yes, but I wasn’t lying to hurt you. I was doing it to protect myself,”
Zane groaned when I said that and kicked his chair out so that he could stand up. He walked around until he was right in front of me, then he dropped down to his knees. With his height we were at eye level with each other. Before he spoke his eyes roamed over my face, I knew that he would be able to see the love I had for him pouring out of my eyes, but he would also be able to see the slight fear that I still held inside of me. The fear that he would walk away like he had done so many times before.
“I can see how bad I hurt you every time I look into your eyes,” He whispered bringing his finger up to trace over my cheek. “I’m so sorry, and I know that I have a lot of making up to do. I hate knowing that you wouldn’t come on tours with me because you were protecting yourself. I hate myself more knowing it was me that you were trying to protect yourself from me. I can’t believe you even gave me another chance, I really fucking didn’t deserve one,”
I didn’t have anything to say to that. He should know that I loved him enough to forgive him, no matter what it was he had done. I stayed silent and leaned forward bringing my arms up around his neck to hug him close. Zane didn’t fight me, he came into my arms letting the world see that he was on his knees in front of me. He once told me that the world could label him a bitch and he wouldn’t mind as long as he was in my arms.
“Zane, I don’t want you to hate yourself. We’ve both made mistakes when it came to each other, but it’s in the past and I want to put it all behind us. We agreed to start fresh and so far we have been doing a damn good job of that. I will talk to my boss and see if I can get the time off, I would love to come with you,”
I felt Zane’s lips turn up into a smile against my neck as he nodded his head. “Thank you Chloe. I didn’t think it was possible to love you even more, but damn if you aren’t prove me wrong,”
I just laughed and squeezed him once before releasing him. Zane stood back up and retook his seat letting the conversation go back to easier topics. His hand caught my wrist without him being aware that he was doing it as his finger began to trace his name over and over. I shot him a dazzling smile which made him aware of what it was that he was doing.
“Sorry, I can’t help but to touch it,” He whispered.
“I don’t mind. I love that you do. I just wish there was some way that I could claim you,” I said voicing something that had been on my mind lately.
“Are you crazy woman? You’ve already captured my fucking heart. You’ve claimed me in a way that no other person ever has before,”
I shot him another big smile and he returned it. Life right now seemed to be perfect, I just hoped it stayed the way.
30
Zane
I got up from the table that I was lying on feeling a new slight pain. The pain was worth it, I would cherish this decision forever, but damn if it wasn’t painful. Once I was up and felt a little better I glanced at the clock and saw that it was already almost noon. I cursed and darted out of the building heading straight to my car. We were leaving to go on tour at one and I had to run to Chloe’s house to pick her up. It had surprised the hell out of me when she had told me that she was able to come on the tour with me. It also took away my fear, I wouldn’t be away from her for a long period of time. Well long enough for her to realize that she deserved better than me.
I knew that she loved me and would never leave me, but I didn’t want to give her the chance to see that she could be with someone else. It was a stupid fear but I had hurt her so damn bad in the past that I wouldn’t blame her if she did leave me. Chloe talked about starting over and forgetting everything that had happened, and most of the time we were both able to do that. But sometimes there were still times where I would look into her eyes and see the pain that I had caused and I would remember everything and hate myself. I knew that with time that feeling and the bad memories would fade away, but until then I would have to live with the torment of it. Hell even with everything we had gone through our relationship was as strong as ever and was filled with so much love it was almost suffocating. But I would gladly hold my breath for her.
I shook my thoughts away when I pulled into her parking spot. I quickly got out and jogged to her door. It was only a short time ago that I would have had to knock to be let in, but not anymore. I pulled out the key that she had gave to me a few days ago and let myself in. Then I went on a search for her
, I found her in the bedroom. I let my eyes scan over her beautiful form as she zipped up her last suitcase. She was wearing one of my shirts and a pair of shorts that showed me a perfect view of her toned, tanned legs.
“You’re so damn hot,” I spoke causing her to spin around to face me.
“Hey, you’re finally here,”
“Yeah, sorry I’m late. I was doing something and lost track of time,”
Chloe nodded at me but didn’t press me for information about what it was that I had been doing. Just another thing that I loved about her. She didn’t need to know everywhere that I was at every second of the day, but this was something that I wanted her to know about. I was freaking out about it though, now I knew why she had been so nervous when she had done this.
“Don’t you want to know what I was doing?” I asked as I walked over to her bed and laid down on it.
“If you want to tell me,”
I smiled at her then lifted up my shirt. Chloe’s eyes raked over my chest and I saw her body kick up a notch, her eyes flew over me like a predator and I was all too happy to be her prey. I saw the look in her eyes and laughed as I felt my own body start to stir to life. As her eyes scanned my body I dropped my hands to the button of my jeans, her eyes darted down and glued to my hands, the erotic strip show was turning us both on, but that was not the purpose of what I was doing. I grabbed my zipper, dragging it down tooth by tooth. Once it was all the way down I pushed my jeans off my hips a little then laid back and waited. Chloe let her eyes trace over every inch of my stomach, then followed my happy trail down.
“Zane, you’re so fucking hot,”
I just laughed but stayed silent and continued to wait. I saw the moment she saw the foreign object that was now on my body. She walked closer to me and her mouth dropped open. I just smirked at her and let her look her fill. There on my hip, right where my cut line was that led a woman to my dick, was her name written in bold script. The script was all me, sort of a gothic looking writing that was in a deep maroon color.
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