The Unveiling (Work of Art #2)

by Ruth Clampett

  “No, Jonathan,” I say in a calm and soothing voice. I almost feel sorry for him. “You see…you don’t really know me—not at all. It’s funny, but it’s the small things that matter. You don’t know what I like for breakfast, what I’m afraid of, what I think of my mom, what my favorite song is, or what my dreams are. There’s so much more to me than this person you’ve come to idealize. I could never be that woman. And I’m not trying to be cruel…but if you think you love me, then you can’t really know what love is.”

  I push my chair back and stand. “Now, if you’ll excuse me, there’s someone waiting for me.”

  He cradles his face in his hands, but he doesn’t protest or follow me as I briskly walk out of the lodge.

  Pausing on the front steps as the cool night air hits me, I look up to the black sky scattered with stars. Milky clouds slowly float across the full moon, and I take a sharp breath. Even though I’ve slammed a door shut, my heart has never felt more open. I reach into my pocket, pull out the keycard to Max’s room, and walk away from the lodge. It all sinks in and my excitement takes over; I run across the property as if my life depends on it.

  I reach Max’s room, still panting from the run, and I fumble with the keycard three times before getting the damned door open. I tumble into the room, and even though the fire’s burning and music is playing from the stereo, it’s empty. I rush to the bathroom, but that’s empty as well. My heart pounds. Where can he be?

  I turn toward the patio and see the faint outline of Max lying outside on the chaise lounge under the moonlight.

  “Max.”

  He turns toward me abruptly, jumps up, and pulls the door open with a mix of panic and anguish on his face.

  I feel a stab of pain, knowing I’m the reason for his agony. But I step forward and lift my gaze to his and search his eyes.

  “He’s gone.”

  The tension etched across his expression relaxes by a few degrees. “What did he want…what did he expect from you?”

  “He said he left his wife. That he had to have me…that he was in love with me.”

  Max raises his eyebrows. His face darkens as he clenches his jaw. “And what did you say?” His tone is quiet and eerily calm.

  “I told him that he didn’t have a clue what love was, and that he’d made a mistake leaving her.”

  Max takes a deep breath and then sighs, his tense shoulders finally easing down. Is he relieved that my answer was so resolute?

  “I’m glad I talked to him, because when I did, it crystallized what you said. I can’t live another moment shut down because of what he did to me, what I did to myself…Instead, I have to live my life with passion and go after exactly what I want.”

  “What do you want, Ava?” His eyes search my expression for what’s still unspoken.

  I look at him and smile before I hurl myself off the cliff. The anticipation of the freefall is delicious, because I’m sure of where I’m going to land. I pause to study him for our final moment as two separate people.

  Standing before me is my sparking live wire…his mind a verdant forest to endlessly wander. His uncontainable spirit swirls around me, lifting me off the ground. My cheeks are windburned and my heart wildly racing from the sheer force of it.

  My gaze travels along his jaw, across his shoulders and down his thighs. I’m desperately hungry, because his body and his beautiful face are the physical manifestation of everything I’ve ever desired.

  My friend, my greatest love…my Max.

  He looks at me expectantly.

  “You,” I whisper. “I want you.”

  “Oh, Ava.” His voice is heavy with emotion as he steps forward and pulls me into his powerful arms. All of the longing we’ve suffered through now defines the surge of passion between us. His hands press into me as if in prayer.

  My next breath catches with a sob, and tears of joy and relief paint my face. But he gently brushes them away and kisses the salty remains.

  A shade of disbelief and confusion lingers. “You want me?” he whispers, as if he’s hoping so much to believe me. His lips graze my cheek, pausing so close to mine. I imagine he wants to breathe in my response, draw it inside and let it course through him like the blood that keeps his heart beating.

  I grab his arms and shake him, my voice heated and urgent. I’m desperate to have him understand. “You have to know…I may have fought it, but you’re all I’ve ever wanted. I don’t want to deny it for another day, another moment.”

  This time he sways, rocks forward, and lifts me into his embrace.

  Our kiss is desperate as our hearts join together. I’m drunk with his taste, my tongue sliding across his, my teeth grazing his bottom lip before I sink further into him. His passion intoxicates me until I float out of my body to watch the scene before me.

  We’re in a Maxfield Parrish amber-dipped landscape redefining the cinematic kiss. I imagine we’re near the edge of a cliff with the world laid out before us. The sun’s about to sink behind the horizon while we hold onto each other, bracing against the wind of all our past experiences as they whip past us. It’s a masterpiece. This moment should be in an elaborately gilded frame hanging in the Louvre.

  He whispers my name and kisses me again and again as he runs his hands over me and stirs the desire pulsing through my veins. We both moan, and the blending echo of our voices reminds me that this isn’t a dream. He holds me firmly against his body of sinewy muscle, flesh and bone, and there’s no question in the surety of his embrace that he wants me. His mouth is warm and wet, hard and soft…I want to crawl inside this moment and live there suspended, so this feeling never stops.

  My God. This is really happening, and it’s a million times better than all the times I imagined it. I open my eyes and look into his, and we both smile like two kids who’ve just unearthed a pirate’s treasure.

  “Oh, Ava, your lips…” He sighs happily.

  “You’re a mighty fine kisser too…world class, really.”

  “Well, it’s all about the inspiration…you’re my muse.”

  His confidence renewed, our next kisses are pure sex, his hot tongue making love to my mouth. I love the way he strokes my sides and then slides his hands down to my ass, so he can pull me even closer. He moves us back a step and presses me against the wall. This time, he pushes his hardness against me gently, yet firmly. It’s as if he’s struggling to contain his fire, but I don’t want gentle. I want him to let it out and burn over me. My need surges in waves to where I’m not even sure my legs will hold me up.

  Slow down, Ava, breathe.

  My body howls as I resist the overwhelming urge to push him down on the bed and straddle him. My ache to feel him pulsing inside of me defines every movement I make. I don’t have to tell him what I want, because he already knows, every caress a pointed clue, every look a peek at my steadfast desire that has sat in the corner for months, waiting to play.

  “The way this feels, Ava…I don’t ever want to let go of you.”

  “Then don’t,” I whisper, the idea so exciting that the words almost catch in my throat.

  He keeps me just enough at bay to cradle my head and contain me while we kiss, his tongue artfully moving over mine and rendering me speechless. He’s making it clear he’s going to savor every moment of this.

  He pulls away for a moment, and we both gasp for air. His pupils are fully dilated and his color flushed. He cradles my face in his hands as his chest heaves.

  “Slow, angel. I’m doing it right this time.” His grip tightens. “And as much as I desperately want to rip your clothes off and take you, what I want even more is to slowly make love to you and show you what you do to me.”

  My heart pounds so loudly he can probably hear it. I press my lips to his ear. “I’ve never wanted anyone more.”

  I scrape my teeth along his neck and stroke his thighs, feeling his muscles tighten under my fingers. I work my way to his center and slowly stroke the outline of his cock as it throbs under my fingertips. He moans
in response.

  Does he understand that when I touch him, it feels like my hands have come home?

  He sinks down to his knees and holds me, his face pressed into my belly. His eyes are pressed shut and I feel him tremble against me. I sense he’s overcome with emotion as I struggle to contain my own.

  “Are you ready, Ava? Are you sure you want this? If we go any further, I won’t be able to stop myself.”

  “Yes, I need you Max. I need all of you.”

  I watch his determined hands slowly ease my jeans and panties down my hips and thighs. He scatters kisses across my flushed skin. When he looks up, it’s with such a tender expression, my heart skips. He slides his hand between my legs, where he meets heat and wetness. He takes a sharp breath.

  When he puts his mouth on me, I thread my fingers into his hair and guide him closer. He bows to the force between us like a devout man taking communion. I can’t imagine how, but I’m so electrified I already feel as though I’m going to fall over the edge. With my eyes pressed shut, all I know is his tongue against me. When I finally look down to watch him as his rhythm builds, he looks up and holds my gaze with his glowing blue gray eyes while he continues to pleasure me with his mouth, creating sensations of lustful devotion to my very core.

  He moans, his expression brimming with pleasure, and it sends me into a spiral. My legs tremble, and the searing heat rolls over me as I explode in orgasm.

  Oh my God. In the highest peak of climax, the flash of ecstasy blinds me, and I start to fall forward. He reaches up and his strong arms grab my waist and hold me as I tremble in his grasp.

  Once I begin to breathe again and my body calms, he slowly rises, kissing his way back up my belly and drawing me into his arms.

  “Oh, my God, Max. Oh, my, God,” I moan appreciatively.

  “Bed.” He rips the bed cover back. More clothes are abandoned and the next kiss is accented by my hard nipples skimming his naked chest. We both sigh at the poetry of skin against skin, only inches separating our hearts.

  “You’re so beautiful,” he whispers, running his fingers along the sides of my face.

  “And you.”

  “Me?”

  “You’re a Greek god…an Italian masterpiece. I’d take you over Michelangelo’s David any day.”

  He grins. “Well, I’m definitely warmer to the touch.”

  I lean down to kiss his chest, and my lips graze over his nipples lightly and then harder, spurred by the heady power as I watch his skin flush and his breathing accelerate. He groans, and he takes my hand and presses it against his arousal that’s tightly straining against his jeans. I sink down until I’m sitting on the edge of the bed so I can focus on getting his jeans off. After all of this time I’m finally going to see him and stroke him, and I fumble with the button and zipper, like a child trying to tear open a present on Christmas morning.

  “Can I help you?” he laughs as I struggle.

  “Yes,” I huff, anxious as his hands make quick work of his button and zipper.

  When we’ve finally pushed his jeans and boxers off, I try to imagine how I will be able to take him in. But that concern is pushed aside by lust as I run my hand up and down his impressive arousal and guide him to me so I can roll my wet tongue around the head. He gasps, and when I look up, his eyes are as wild as a feral animal.

  My arousal flairs as I take him into my mouth, pausing to watch him. As he gazes down with dark lust, he holds my head gently and runs his fingers through my hair.

  “Mmm,” he moans. It’s unbelievable how sensitive he is. Every roll of my tongue elicits a shiver or groan.

  “Baby, your mouth…” He moans again and his head falls back as he pulsates in my mouth. My tongue swirls again and I take him in deeper.

  He suddenly draws back. “Ava…I need to be inside you…”

  I don’t need convincing. I release him and slide back across the sheets.

  Each moment now is preserved in my heart, a high definition film of our lives that shifts from slow motion to high speed and back to slow again. He takes my breasts in his hands, and as he moves closer, his mouth replaces his hands—teasing, kissing, and twisting me up again with burning need. I cradle his head lovingly before he gently pushes me back against the pillows.

  “Condom,” he says, pausing.

  God, I hope he has one.

  He reaches down to the floor for his backpack and frantically drags stuff out. Finally, after digging around in the bottom of the inside pocket, he yanks a strip out.

  “Yay!” we both cheer, victorious.

  He kneels before me as I part my legs, and he hands me the foil packet.

  I tear it open, never losing eye contact with him. He’s so damn sexy with his dark desire, yet the devotion reflected in his eyes is a homemade valentine made just for me. I carefully roll the condom over him before falling back against the pillows. I’ve never been more ready.

  “I’ve waited so long for this,” he whispers, as he runs his hands along the inside of my thighs. He leans forward until his lips are on mine with a kiss full of reverence.

  His cock presses against me, and while I could arch my hips to take him in, I want him to lead.

  He pauses and he looks at me. “I’m so in love with you, Ava.”

  My heart soars as he says the words I’ve been waiting for…always hoping to hear. I look in his eyes and see Max for the very first time—the joy, the tenderness—and I see that the man he’d abandoned so long ago has finally returned home.

  “Tell me again, Max,” I whisper, as I ease my legs further apart, drawing him to me.

  Never blinking, he gazes into my eyes and pushes into my wetness.

  “I…”

  I groan with the most intense pleasure as I take everything he’s offering me.

  “Love…”

  He gasps, his eyes rolling back, but then he gazes at me again. His eyes are windows I can peer into and see his full heart. He pushes harder as I tighten around him. Nothing’s ever felt like this before.

  “You.”

  He moans as he sinks all the way into me.

  The fullness is the most exquisite thing I’ve ever felt. I’m flying, and I push my hips up to take him in that much more. Max stills, his eyes widening with the sensation. In all the ways that count, this is the first time for both of us, and he seems full of wonder to finally give the love he’d stored away.

  I cradle his handsome face in my hands as my eyes fill with tears again. “I love you too, Max…with all of my heart.”

  A smile explodes across his face, and I can feel his bliss surround and lift us.

  We are whole.

  Chapter Thirteen / My Brilliant Mess

  There is magic in this miraculous life. If you open yourself, you do make yourself vulnerable to pain but the deeper pain you experience, the deeper joy you can have.

  ~ Mark Ryden

  I’m Gustav Klimt’s pale dark-haired beauty swathed in a patchwork quilt of gold. My breath rises and falls as my lover presses against me. His fingers push the gilded cloth away and circle my breast and then my belly. His wet lips meet my swollen nipple, his tongue teasing as heat burns between my legs. I moan, fighting the urge to open my eyes, because when I do, the dream will slip out of my grasp.

  His hardness presses against my thigh as his mouth continues to pleasure me. He gently takes my nipple between his teeth and tugs before sucking it again and again. His hand slips lower and lower, finally sliding between my legs and when his fingers push inside me, he moans.

  It slowly occurs to me that this may not be a dream. I open my eyes to see Max at my breast, his eyes closed, and his hand moving over me. I silently watch him as my arousal fully blossoms. I part my thighs and his eyes flash open, hooded and drunk with lust.

  “Sorry I woke you, baby. I just couldn’t resist.”

  The moon is hanging low in our picture window, painting us with silver light. I lace my fingers through his hair and pull him back to me. “Well, don’t stop no
w,” I moan. He hums with contentment and takes my other nipple in his mouth while he thrusts his fingers deeper inside me.

  We’d made love twice before falling asleep, but he’s ready for more. “Are you always insatiable?” I tease him, as his fingers swirl over and in me. I take ragged breaths and gradually fall completely open and raw.

  “Just for you. I’ve never felt like this before…like I could explode from the impact of it.”

  I let out a long, happy sigh. “Me too.”

  “This feel good?” His fingers circle slowly between my legs while he rocks his hips and slides his erection against me.

  “So good.”

  “So, while I fuck you, I’m going to tell you all my secrets.”

  “You aren’t going to fuck me, cowboy…we’re making love.”

  “Yes, we’re making love, my hopeless romantic, but we’re fucking too. Don’t knock fucking…fucking is great.”

  I laugh and bite his earlobe.

  He moans. “You’re wicked, woman.”

  “Yes, I am. Now, tell me your secrets.”

  He squints for a moment, focusing in the distance before shifting back to me. “Remember the day we met in New York and I took you to that little Italian restaurant in the Village?”

  “Um-hmm,” I moan.

  “Well, that I night I dreamed we made love. It was so vivid that, when I woke up, I thought you were with me.”

  “Were you hard when you woke up?” I remember the dreams I’d had about him when I woke up aroused.

  He grins as if I’m clueless. “What do you think?”

  “Sounds hot,” I whisper.

  “You have no idea.”

  “I love it. I want more secrets.”

  He lets out a low laugh as he teases my nipple with his other hand and brushes his lips against my ear. “The next night in New York, when I saw Jonathan hone in on you, I was so jealous. That was the night I knew I had to have you all to myself.”

  “Really?” I ask, surprisingly turned on by his instinctive reaction. “Kind of territorial, aren’t you?”

  “Oh yeah. Jonathan’s infatuation made me crazy. It had built over time, so that night at Dylan’s parents when I pulled him off you, I would have hit him if you hadn’t stopped me.”