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by John Kinsella


  Kaya

  Noonook nitja Noongar maya waangkiny kaditj?

  Noonook djen-ak maat-ak biirdi dalanginy,

  Nitja demangka maya waangkiny

  boya-k, boodjar-ak nyininy

  Yoowarl koorl

  Yoowarl koorl

  Djena djen djen djen

  Noonookat bardlanginy

  Waadarn-ak, bilya-k, boodjar-ak.

  Bardlanginy,

  Ngalak boola boola moort.

  Nitja maya waangkiny dalanginy,

  Ngalak ken moort.

  Yoowarl koorl,

  Yoowarl koorl,

  Djena djen djen djen …

  Ali djinang:

  bilya dabarkan Derbarl Yerrigan,

  djindi worl-ak yirang,

  boodjar ngadang ngalang djena.

  Yoowarl koorl,

  Yoowarl koorl,

  Djena djen djen djen

  Ngalak maya waangkiny

  Koombar-abiny, yira koorliny.

  Daaliny kaarl-ak ken-keniny,

  Kaarl yoowarl koorl naariny.

  Yoowarl koorl,

  Yoowarl koorl,

  Djena djen djen djen

  Ngalang demangka ngoorndiny yoort-ak koora.

  Yey, baalap yira koorl yak, nitja maya waangkiny

  Dwongk-kaditjiny, nitja bakitj-wabiny djinanginy.

  Ngalak mara baam,

  Djen-ak boodjar baam,

  Ngalak nitja maya waangkiny

  Warangkiny, waalang-walanginy

  Yoowarl koorl,

  yoowarl koorl,

  djena djen djen djen …

  Yoowarl koorl ngalang

  Kaya, noonookat wandjoo, wandjoo, nitja Whadjuk

  boodjar. Ngalak kawiny, ngalang

  koort djoorapin noonookat nitja maya waangkiny

  kaditjiny.

  Mar Bucknell (b.1957)

  We Have Tried to Make Marks on the Glass

  We have tried to make marks on the glass. Some have tried to scratch it till their nails bled. They imagined themselves as thorns. Some kicked and punched and slapped.

  Some left handprints, or pushed their faces against the glass. Their sweat beaded on the surface.

  One left the imprint of a forehead on the glass, in sweat.

  Another left the trace of breath.

  The next day, all the marks had gone. No matter how hard we tried, we could never leave a permanent mark.

  Even blood left by smashing our faces against the glass, disappeared. The glass contains us, but we cannot mark it.

  This is a fragment from the cycle The History of Glass, which was presented by Bright Edge Productions at The Blue Room Theatre in 2008 as part of the Silver Artrage 25th anniversary festival.

  Roland Leach (b.1957)

  Seven Miles to School

  A photograph of my grandfather

  with some of his sons

  appeared in the local paper

  after my uncle’s death

  I can’t make out

  if my grandfather is

  smiling, staring or afraid

  of the strange black box

  but there is the famous

  moustache and hat

  as he holds his horse

  with all four boys astride

  pressed together on the same horse

  their legs hanging like oars.

  The caption reads:

  … his four eldest sons

  prepare to go to school

  on the one horse

  and after thirty years

  of hearing my father

  tell us of how they walked

  seven miles to school every day

  of the hot sand track

  leaping from shade to shade

  the tiger snakes in summer

  and all this after milking cows at 4 am.

  My father dismisses this and says

  you can’t believe everything you read

  then tells me again of the time

  he was cornered by a bungarra in a cave.

  Grandmother

  I was too young to enjoy

  my wayward grandmother

  she was just the old lady

  who arrived at midday

  in a taxi

  trundling down the drive

  with her stringed boxes

  full of cakes.

  She had left my mother

  in a home

  when she was three

  then turned up

  a generation later

  like the prodigal mother.

  She was never forgiven though

  and my mother would pack

  her up on those evenings

  even when she complained

  of loneliness & sciatica

  till they fought of the past

  and mother would fume

  when she lit a cigarette

  the smoke rising through her repeated perms.

  I guess she wanted to be close

  to whatever it was she lost

  as the remains of her youth

  hung in loose flesh

  beneath the old dresses

  and men no longer

  hurried to her side

  to buy her drinks

  or take her to Ascot.

  I found a postcard dated 1920:

  it was from Aden

  when she was young

  and touring the world on her looks

  defying her magistrate father

  and uncle the archbishop.

  By the time

  I wanted to talk to her

  of Aden & the war

  of women & exile

  of her family & mine

  she was gone.

  Marcella Polain (b.1958)

  Zero Point Four

  The nurse speaks, soft as any other mother.

  The syringe is a canary of a thing.

  She places it on the clean white table

  as if she’d just wrung its neck.

  I stare at it: zero point four mls and

  yellow as piss.

  You were cool and jagged,

  a glacier of grace and madness.

  How long will I reach to phone you?

  I wake at night, stumble about, calling mumma

  I stare at the nurse-face, the fierce haircut.

  She calls me sweetheart, says just a little prick.

  I want to quip but she’s heard it all.

  So I turn to the wall and she

  pops my skin like a plum.

  You were a long, tough summer.

  When you entered a room, you claimed it.

  We never spoke about pills or needles

  so I never said sharps can bounce off my skin, or

  they blunt so quickly after just one use.

  I report the side-effects and the specialist’s order:

  Survive through this.

  She offers me her soft-nurse face and

  leaves the room.

  So this is what life is: nausea, vertigo, migraine, cramps.

  Obedience. Endurance.

  Paul Hetherington (b.1958)

  Meckering Earthquake

  Eleven days before it happened

  a policeman reported

  that the ground was like jelly

  and Mr Sudholz’s groceries left

  the safe-keeping

  of his tidy cupboard.

  On the day itself

  three dogs barked at nothing,

  a murmur folded through the trees,

  a brimming dam mounted its banks

  and a table stamped on floorboards.

  Ceilings spat puffs of plaster

  and sheep in outlying paddocks

  faced each other in groups.

  As in a town meeting

  a flock of swallows

  walked round the Railway Hotel’s

  upstairs verandah. Its easterly wall

  careered into the street.

  A shudder of light fell across wheatfields

  as if hands skimmed t
he fat heads;

  there was a rattle

  like schoolgirls dragging

  sticks along fence tops.

  Mrs Nichol closed the general store,

  dancing around the mouthing crevices

  and, out of town, laterite pebbles

  bounced like manic fleas.

  A scarp rose from flat land,

  crossing the highway.

  Railway lines curled across their sleepers

  like soft, loose spaghetti.

  An empty farmhouse shivered

  and sat down.

  Michael Heald (b.1959)

  Pear Tree

  Because I’ve been learning how to hold

  my child — adjusting as he changes

  weight and shape — I remember

  the pear tree I used to climb

  and stay in: the way it held me,

  one branch under my legs and one

  across my back, never quite secure,

  the sloping cylindrical limbs, as I

  looked along them, alien

  to the whole idea of holding:

  it was I who had to fork and cling

  and stretch for the freckled pears,

  themselves ill-fitted to the hand,

  ballooning heaviness wanting to drop.

  Leeches

  i

  You’re from Tasmania, worked

  in the bush there: once had to go

  through a gully where the tiger snakes struck in volleys, butting your gumboots.

  And you’ve known their cousin, the tiger leech,

  been nudged and burrowed into

  by its fat vitality. And then there are

  Bill Mollison’s stories: the dog tied up overnight

  outside the salt circle, in the morning

  just a lump of bloated leeches; the man

  who couldn’t urinate, refusing the cut,

  on the brink of self-poisoning.

  ii

  If I find one on my arm my mind

  heats up, knowing there are now

  the serious places to search, where more

  than just clothing has to be drawn back.

  Once, at the lake, your son

  came out of the water complaining

  of a sore eye: ‘it feels like a leech

  is in there.’ We greeted him

  with disbelief, but turning

  the lid inside out, there it was,

  snuggled into the raw skin,

  and when you flicked it out,

  a sheet of blood was flung.

  iii

  To me, their oozing, concertinaring along

  is the bizarre gait of nature

  going for our most succulent parts, and

  since we’re the chief cloggers and foulers,

  the painstaking, heroic march

  of her army of tiny pipes

  aiming to drain us off.

  Maree Dawes (b.1960)

  Gesso

  I grow babies

  rounded breasts and belly

  then tiredness and illness

  make me thin

  he says, any girl of eighteen

  is more beautiful than you

  I watch him take my body apart

  mismatch colours

  twist expressions

  limbs and organs

  he offers me to the Minotaur.

  Frieda Hughes (b.1960)

  Wooroloo

  Wild oats pale as peroxide lie down among

  The bottlebrushes; a beaten army, bleaching,

  Life bled into the earth already and seeds awaiting;

  Stiff little spiked children wanting water.

  Above the creek that split apart the earth

  With drunken gait and crooked pathway,

  Kookaburras sit in eucalyptus. Squat and sharp-throated

  They haggle maggots and branches from ring-neck parrots.

  I have watched the green flourish twice, and die,

  And the marsh dry. In this valley I have been hollowed out

  And mended. I echo in my own emptiness like a tongue

  In a bird’s beak. My words are all gone.

  Out of my mouth comes this dumb kookaburra laugh.

  How my feathers itch.

  Kate Lilley (b.1960)

  South Perth Poems

  Rhapsody

  The past is awake and stirring

  in a black shirred bikini

  blinding in a psychedelic shift

  like the picture of a mansion

  I’ll give you the benefit and take it back

  like the yellow scarf I knitted and unknitted

  the fleshy cactus roses

  I grew the year I adored you

  1972

  After the dance we cross the oval in pairs

  to the steep bank behind the softball field.

  The hall is bolted shut, teachers pass in the dark,

  smoking and talking on the way to their cars.

  It’s cold on the ground, my buttons loose to the sky.

  Sequel

  Author v title in the sunken lounge

  ‘abortion’ in the index

  whose life am I living?

  the blister platform is empty and so am I

  rippled veneer

  feast and famine

  a bracelet of lost charms

  the blonde gleam of moonlight like a slide projector

  When it comes to period pieces

  genres get distressed

  and then everybody’s anxious

  Graham Kershaw (b.1961)

  The Heywood Spire

  Below Howarth Cross, tussocky fields

  still wait for dead builders; ‘Pick your plot now.’

  Mice dart away through clover and thistles

  dodging oil drums, chip wrappers, surprised

  by the impossible song of lost looms.

  Under Cobbled Bridge, off Belfield Lane

  the stones erode along their grain, as lain.

  On the underside, immortalised, ‘Kipper Lips’

  and ‘Tina too much too young.’

  Past cyclists, fisherman and fern-clad locks

  two men on a scaffold are bricking-up

  the last of nine great eyeless mills.

  The sun-stone rolls over Blackstone Edge,

  heavy, heavy. On Smalley Street, each drainage

  grate is still in place. Doris hasn’t moved

  the old meat slicer, yet doesn’t even know

  me, as she squints over change, saying,

  ‘You’re better off than you realised, love.’

  From the church, scrawled on the garage

  my brothers’ names, then the gentle rise

  of Heywood Road dipping and winding

  narrowly between dark hawthorn trees,

  cobbled patches still breaking through,

  hints at something we called ‘country’

  heading out one Sunday morning

  blindfold toward the Heywood spire

  with no thought of returning.

  Afeif Ismail (b.1962)

  The Empire of My Grandmother

  transcreated with Vivienne Glance

  The courtyard of our house

  is my Grandmother’s empire.

  At the end of her dawn prayers

  I am awoken by her devout humming —

  appeals for good fortune for us all

  and never asking anything for herself.

  Is it selflessness?!

  Or perhaps she needs nothing from God?!

  I follow her jangling anklets

  holding the hem of her dress.

  The croon of her songs

  irrigates mint and rocket in garden beds

  more than the water sprinkling from her hands.

  She gives me seeds

  to feed her doves which fly around us —

  we look like tourists in Piccadilly Square.

  In another corner

  her goat’s pen bestows the wh
ite courtyard

  with the whiff of ammonia

  and goat’s droppings;

  She bends her neck under her pied goat

  closes her eyes and squirts milk into her mouth

  calling me to do like her;

  I run away.

  She calls again;

  I hand her the milk pot.

  At the same time she calls to my mother

  to watch for sparks from the fire.

  Suddenly she asks me

  — How old are you?

  — Six years.

  — Then come here

  squat down and hold the goat’s back leg

  between your calf and thigh.

  Hold with all your might so she won’t escape

  from you.

  Hold tighter.

  Hold tighter.

  Hold tighter.

  Are you not a man?!

  Hold tighter.

  Hold tighter.

  Now recite,

  ‘In the name of God, the Beneficent, the

  Merciful,’

  then squeeze the udder gently

  with your right hand

  And hold the pot with your other hand;

  In such a way

  I became her assistant in these morning affairs.

  At noon

  the place fills with the odour of wet river sand

  and musk

  and ginger

  and last night’s scandals from the Perpetual

  Congress of her gossiping neighbours;

  She pounds Ethiopian coffee beans

  cups of her deliciously scented coffee circulate;

  her neighbours long for her to read the future

  from their palms.

  She smears the neck of my youngest sister

  with salted sorghum paste

  as a remedy for mumps.

  A scream breaks

  through the skin of the Earth’s atmosphere

  as she weaves straw around a neighbouring

  child’s broken finger.

  She gives to the one who wants a husband

  a colourful bead and special incense.

  To the one who wants a child

  a fragrant oil and advising whispers,

  to the one who has a chronic headache

  she lays her hands on her temples

  then with her experienced, fluent fingers,

  massages her shoulder

  the back of her neck,

  her scalp,

  and with compassion and rigid strokes,

  her forehead

  then she covers this neighbour’s face

  with a faded handkerchief

  and pulls from between her eyes;

  A snap is heard! And a deep sigh.

  Her neighbour shouts

 

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