Nobody’s Dream
(Sixth in the Rescue Me Saga)
One broken heart.
One battered soul.
No one said life would be fair or easy. Quiet, Peruvian-born artist Cassie Lopez learned this the hard way. Betrayed by the man she planned to marry, she shut herself off as far away from all but her closest friend from college…
Until the night Luke Denton came crashing into her Colorado mountain sanctuary with a vengeance. Confused by her heart’s response to this kind and gentle man, Cassie pushes herself to help the cowboy recover quickly so she can send him on his way. But Luke’s patience and understanding threaten to break down the very defenses she needs to survive in this world after he’s gone.
Search-and-Rescue worker Luke, who lost his wife and unborn child in a tragic accident, also knows firsthand of the unfairness of life. He keeps his own nightmares at bay by focusing on his rescue activities, most recently adopting and working with abused and neglected horses.
Can two wounded people find trust and love together? Do nightmares end where dreams come true?
Nobody’s Dream
(Sixth in the Rescue Me Saga)
Kallypso Masters
Copyright © 2015 Kallypso Masters LLC
Nobody’s Dream
Sixth in the Rescue Me Saga
Kallypso Masters
Copyright © 2015, Kallypso Masters LLC
Kindle Edition
eBook ISBN: 978-1941060117
Published March 31, 2015
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Edited by Rebecca Cartee, Meredith Bowery, Fiona Campbell, Jacy Mackin, Ekatarina Sayanova, and Jeri Smith
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Rescue Me Saga
Reading Order
The first four books in this series are not stand-alone novels. Please read in order.
However, Nobody’s Lost can be read as a new entry point to the series.
(In a saga, of course, characters recur to continue working on real-life problems in later books.)
The first six Rescue Me Saga titles are available in e-book and print formats:
Masters at Arms & Nobody’s Angel (Combined Volume)
Nobody’s Hero
Nobody’s Perfect
Somebody’s Angel
Nobody’s Lost
Nobody’s Dream
The “Next Expected Title in the Series” will be determined by which characters scream the loudest in the author’s head, but this is a series that will continue to have books in it as long as Kallypso Masters can write them down!
Also available in Spanish editions:
Sargentos Marines (Masters at Arms in English)
El Ángel de Nadie (Nobody’s Angel in English)
El Héroe de Nadie (Nobody’s Hero in English)
Additional titles are being translated into Spanish as quickly as feasible, but it takes time to do a good translation!
Table of Contents
About Nobody’s Dream
Title Page
Copyright Page
Rescue Me Saga Reading Order
Dedication
Acknowledgements
Author’s Note
Cast of Characters
Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty-One
Chapter Thirty-Two
Chapter Thirty-Three
Chapter Thirty-Four
Epilogue
Glossary of Terms
Playlist for the Rescue Me Saga
About the Author
Get your Kally Swag!
Excerpt from Nobody’s Lost
The Rescue Me Saga
Dedication
To my husband, affectionately known by my fans as Mr. Ray or Hubby. You’ve put up with me all these years and are truly my Luke. Patient, consistent, honest, and loving. I’m looking forward to many more years with you and promise not to hide out in my office so much (well, unless I’m on deadline). Love to you from the depths of my soul. And now enjoy Cassie’s story. I know she’s been your favorite character in the Saga so far and hope my telling of her story exceeds your expectations!
To Toymaker, who has been a long-time source for me on my BDSM scenes, please continue to improve and listen to your brat!
Acknowledgements
Bringing this book to you—the biggest book I will ever write—has been a monumental effort. I have so many people to thank for helping me publish the best book I can. Helping me bring you this latest installment in the Rescue Me Saga were:
My editorial team for this book includes Meredith Bowery, Fiona Campbell, Rebecca Cartee, Jacy Mackin, Ekatarina Sayanova, and Jeri Smith. We began the editing process in June 2014, but my bout with cancer and needing to have major surgery in the fall derailed plans to release it. Most of them came back this year as I put the finishing touches on the story. They put up with my promising them a 170,000-word book (that is now at just under 230,000 words), with my missing deadlines and having meltdowns—and always have my back. Rebecca is the newest member of the team. She came on at the last minute to proofread and did such an amazing job of editing, I plan to make her a member of the team moving forward. Saya helped me make sure my lifestyle r
eferences are impeccable not to mention my grammar! Meredith knows the characters in this saga like members of her family and when I am off on someone’s motivations or actions, she let’s me know about it. Fiona provides her expertise on medical matters and, along with Rebecca, tries to get me to embrace the semi-colon. Well, I did accept a few of them! Jeri was my first paid editor way back with Masters at Arms. She is a strong developmental/content editor who makes me think about the actions and consequences of the actions my characters take, thus helping me to make the story so much more realistic. And Jacy, well, not only is she my comma Nazi, but she catches my inconsistencies and foibles—even when they are eight chapters apart—and let’s me know in no uncertain terms when I can do better. I love them all!
My awesome beta readers (some working last fall, some this year, and most both sessions) are Margie Dees, Cori DB, Iliana GK, Melanie Grossi, Kristin Harris, Kathy Holtsclaw, Kellie Hunter, Kelly Mueller, Jennifer P., Ruth Reid, Gilda Mary Sacca, and Lisa Simo-Kinzer—all of whom have read through the entire book (sometimes more than once!) and helped me fix both major and minor (but important!) problems. Sometimes they ask “what happened to” questions or indicate they just aren’t clear on something and I go off on a tangent to find a photo or something and it leads me to add a new element to the story. (I love these layers! I call them the “magic” of the story!)
I also had six amazing proofreaders who found typos and errors galore (usually not the same ones): Barb Jack, Alison K., Angelique Luzader, Eva Meyers, Christine Sullivan Mulcair, and Lynde Shaw.
Of course, I’m always changing something after my editorial team and subject experts sign off on a book and that invariably leads to new errors. This is why I delay the print version a couple of months in order to find them. So, as always, all typos and errors are solely my responsibility (and if you find any, please report them to Charlotte Oliver at [email protected]) by April 20, 2015, so we can correct the e-book version and include the corrections in the print version.
I also have a number of subject experts who help expand my knowledge base so that you can immerse yourself in the book and not be pulled out because a crucial detail was wrong. For this book, my thanks to:
Kim Bollinger, a labor-and-delivery nurse, who helped deliver Adam and Karla’s babies in a realistic way (after I am sure she guffawed at my fantasy version!).
Mr. Sayanova (Saya’s Sir) for reading over a crucial chapter and confirming that our “Baby Dom” is nothing short of a Dom. With permission, Saya also consults with him whenever she wants to make sure the Dom’s or male’s perspective is spot-on.
Author K.B. Gardener for tracking down some last-minute information about a photo with a rope design I wanted to replicate in one of the last scenes I wrote in the book.
Top Griz for his expertise on weapons, military, and Marine Corps references—and, as always provides a new Adam-ism for me. In this book, it’s “Who’s turn in the barrel?” when he’s looking for volunteers.
Ruth Reid, Ekatarina Sayanova, and Fiona Campbell for their feedback on the psychological aspects of PTSD and surviving a gang rape.
To the members of the Rescue Me Saga Discussion Group on Facebook who kept me writing by answering questions about past books that might have sent me researching for an hour or more. Usually, they had my answers within half an hour. They also are my sounding board for some ideas or even phrases (like, “Have you heard of “quaking aspens?”) I want to use but have discovered aren’t as common as I think. (That’s what the glossary is for! With betas and proofreaders on four continents, I think I have identified a lot of phrases and words that are a stumbling block!)
To Charlotte Oliver, my amazing personal assistant, whose help compiling multiple files from betas, editors, and proofreaders into a single document was so much more efficient for me! And for the day in and day out calming presence she is in my life!
The Kallypso’s Street Brats who always entertain me with their pimping exploits. And to my Masters Brats (fans) around the world. Without all of you telling your family and friends about my books, I never would have reached so many readers with these incredibly healing stories.
Leagh Christensen and Lisa Simo-Kinzer for taking care of my online groups and presence, and sometimes just reminding me to breathe.
Author’s Note
For those of you who want to read a book focused on only one couple, well, my apologies. While I could have separated this into two books and pulled the many chapters about Adam and Karla into a short novel, I couldn’t segregate them away from Cassie and Luke. They are a family. The story does flow seamlessly, though, because the babies just happened to come at a time when Luke and Cassie needed some time to sort out where they would be going in their journey.
Another couple you will meet in this book (or see again, if you read Nobody’s Lost, my surprise December release) is Megan and Ryder Wilson. If you missed the announcements about this book last fall and winter, I would highly recommend that you read it before you continue. You know how my books build upon each other. You can find an excerpt and buy link to Nobody’s Lost (Rescue Me Saga #5) by clicking this link.
I know some of you have been waiting for Luke and Cassie’s story since they first met in Nobody’s Angel, too. These characters and this journey dictate the order that their stories will be told. I am but the channel they use to share their stories. So, I hope there are no hard feelings that it took so long. I have poured my heart into this book and hope that you will find it healing, entertaining, and the perfect addition to the Saga.
Will this be the last? Oh, no! I’ll be publishing some short novels in the next year or two as I try to get some of the voices out of my head and onto your e-reader screen or paperback books. But the pressure of setting preorders and deadlines are a thing of the past. So, please sign up for my newsletter so you don’t miss future announcements about what’s in store, both in the main Rescue Me Saga, the black-ops trilogy and other spin-offs, and even books not at all related to the Masters at Arms Club community.
To all who have been with me these past six months during my health problems, thank you! I am cancer free and grateful to everyone who prayed, lit candles, sent cards or gifts, or lifted me up in any way.
My surgeon left me with the instructions to eat healthy, don’t gain weight, and to keep writing. Well, I definitely accomplished that last part! And I will continue to work on the other two!
WARNING: This book tells the story of a rape-survivor’s healing. I have kept the details of the rape to a minimum, but through flashbacks some details are revealed that may cause triggers. I had several rape survivors on my team assure me that the overall message is one of hope and healing, so I hope that you will surround yourself with supportive people you can talk with if issues arise while you read. And please use these first two resources or a rape crisis center or hotline in your nation if you are unable to find someone to talk with. You survived. It was not your fault. Be kind to yourself and seek the support and love of those around you.
Here are some web sites that can help if you need to talk with someone.
Rape, Abuse, and Incest National Network (RAINN):
https://www.rainn.org
Crisis and Suicide Prevention Services (United States):
www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org
And while Luke and Cassie are not veterans, there are some issues in this book dealing with Adam and Ryder and their PTSD symptoms. If you want to speak with someone about military PTSD issues, please contact the Veterans Administration or any veterans group.
In addition, I’m very impressed with and appreciative of the work done by these organizations for veterans and their families:
Hope for the Warriors:
http://www.hopeforthewarriors.org/
Save a Warrior:
http://www.saveawarrior.org/
Snowball Express (for the children of the fallen):
https://snowballexpress.org/
Cast of Characters
for
Nobody’s Dream
(Warning: Spoilers if you have not yet read the five books before this one, including Nobody’s Lost, Megan and Ryder’s story released in December 2014)
Cassatt—one of Luke’s rescued mustangs
Marc D’Alessio—Navy corpsman (“Doc”) and Luke’s search-and-rescue (SAR) partner. Dating Angelina Giardano.
Luke Denton—Marc’s search-and-rescue (SAR) partner who adopts rescued, abused mustangs; he is an artisan who makes furniture, including pieces for the kink community
Emily—a friend of Marisol’s for her school in Denver
Fontana—one of Luke’s rescued mustangs
Mrs. Gallagher—mother to Adam Montague, Patrick Gallagher, and Megan Gallagher
Patrick Gallagher—Megan Gallagher’s brother and Adam Montague’s half-brother
Savannah Gentry Orlando—a social worker on the run; in a relationship with Damián Orlando, the man who rescued her from a brutal scene in Masters at Arms. (Also see Savannah Orlando)
Angelina Giardano—Marc’s fiancée; a chef by trade; nicknamed Angie by Karla and Angel by Luke
Matteo (Matt) Giardano—Angelina’s brother; a fire fighter; likes to go skijoring
Rafe Giardano—Angelina’s oldest brother; a fire fighter
Graciela—one of Cassie’s alpacas; name means “grace” in Spanish
V. Grant—a Lance Corporal communications specialist who was briefly attached to Ryder’s recon Marine unit in Fallujah
Killa—one of Cassie’s alpacas; name means “moon” in Quechua
Kitty—Nickname for Karla Paxton Montague
Gunnar Larsen—a sadist whip master who trained Damián, Grant, and others; retired Army Delta Force
Cassie López—Karla’s friend from college who now lives in Colorado, a reclusive artist who hasn’t dealt with the aftermath of a gang rape in her homeland of Peru while on a break from college
Eduardo López—Cassie’s brother; married to Susana
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