by M. H. O'Hara
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This book is a work of fiction and,except in the case of historical fact, any resemblance
To actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.
Sex and the Confessional box...
Looking at her you’d never know, not for a second would it cross your mind? In fact envious looks often followed her. That long ebony hair just skimming her back, bouncing so shiny, so sleek. Her flawless model skin and superb green eyes perfectly made up. Though look deeper. Look past the dusky pink Karen Millen trouser suit do you see her now? No you never did and never will. Turning the key to the two bedroom £300,000 studio apartment on the Malone road she casual ever so carefree enters the apartment and closes the door.
Who is she? She is you. Me your sister, your mother your neighbour. Your best friend, but still you don’t see her and you wouldn’t recognise her if you did.
She’s a Whore a pretty great one at that and yes there are great Whores and very bad ones. How you ask can you tell the difference between a good one and a bad one? The price darling, the cost for services rendered! Those services at what she charged where anywhere between £150 and £300 for an hour. A night £1,500 depending on is he a regular? Foreign? Is it kinky or just plain sick?
Today she’s working from a regular hunt.
Inside the first thing is to plug the phone into its socket, best to unplug it at end of day the calls never stop and it draws attention. Within a second it’s ringing. Hello, hello says the hesitant voice on the line, is that “Classy Ladies”? Yes it is sir how may I help you? How much do you charge and where are you? So you haven’t used our service before then sir? No I saw your advert in the “Sport Newspaper” and I just thought I would call.
This part you always have to be 100%careful, he’s either a genuine customer or a complete waster just wanting to talk about it or a cop finding out if you sell sex and you never confirm that over the phone which believe you me that is very tricky. Worse than the police was the scummy newspapers, usually the” Sunday Day News”. There were a cheap end paper with shit stories and insisted on hounding working girls easy targets sold papers. We always preferred the cops to them.
Back to my Mr wrong. Well that me tell you who, son today a taste of sweetness. Petra a beautiful girl from London, long sleek ebony hair, green sexy eyes pink pouty lips.32DD breasts aged a young perky 25!All yours to keep you company for £250 for a whole hour of sweetness.
They always have to ask and never nicely is that fucking her for a whole hour. Why don’t you come back and you can meet Petra and have a beautiful sensual massage and see where that takes you today? Yeah but is there extra’s would she do it without a condom?
This always puzzled us all, I mean you know this girl is a whore now all whores are 100%times cleaner and more careful that anything you might bang on a one night stand without a condom. We never do it without, why would we want to why the hell would they. Fuck they are going to be doing their wife’s after us and doesn’t it cross their minds that hey how many guys has she shagged, could she have something! They just want to do it without!!Now we don’t have anything because we are so careful this is our job, our business wouldn’t pay if you got some scabby cock in you now! We also have lives and partners, husbands so we don’t want them catching anything. Never mind they might think we were playing away from home not ever would it enter their minds their wife, girl was a hooker!
Why does he want to do it without? I was told when first began, training you might say. An old hand, a woman from Liverpool who’d been working since she was fifteen years old. Doreen a plump black woman beautiful, stunning in fact, amazingly professional too. She began my tutorial when I first arrived for my interview. Yep even hookers have to go for an interview well most do especially the high end ones and it’s also a way for the brothels to suss out if you’re an undercover cop/newspaper reporter. I know I have mentioned them already and will again repeatedly because in Belfast then you were always hiding or running from both. I arrived at a gorgeous house, upper Malone, greeted at the door by Doreen though her working name was “Mama Ouch”!!You work it out. She shook my hand lead me into a beautiful stunning living room first thing you said to me was could you undress please I can tell the class of a woman by her underwear!Here?Now in front of you? Yes of course if you are expecting to get a job? If you are unable to strip down in front of me, yes a stranger a strange woman how may I ask do you expect to entertain our clients whilst perhaps massaging them? I got it I really did, fact was I wasn’t at all prepared for this not a bit. And the very embarrassing truth is I was wearing my period underwear! Not that I had my period, it was the only bra and pants that were nude in colour and I was as broke as to why I will get back to that. So here I was in a stunning suit sage green (style then).Underneath nude pussy coloured knickers. Well I got that nauseous feeling, you know the one you get right in the centre of your stomach. I took a deep breath and began to undress, slipping of my jacket then my lace top to reveal great 32dd boobs in a crappy cheap bra, she didn’t flinch kept her eyes on me though not in a creepy way, calm and her eyes were smiling. I took my knickers off under my skirt and kind of scrunched them up in my hand to hide them as you do! Then slipped off my skirt and stood there full proud totally embarrassed and wanting to die. All the time I kept reminding myself I need to do this, I have to, I have no choice dearie she said get your knickers on I ,l make us a brew! She went into the other room which was the kitchen and I whizzed on my clothes and checked my make-up. Walking into the stunning art Deco kitchen I would have died for, you would have thought I was visiting an old mate while she busied herself in the kitchen laying out all the tea and coffee bits in stunning china all laid out on a black tray. Let’s chat she said nodding for me to follow her back into the room where for the first and most definitely not the last time would I degrade myself and so much worse. Today’s beginning was a tea party in reality. I had no idea of what lay in store and how hard it would be to get out! You will often find that a lot of the English girls that come to Belfast to work have been at it for a long time Doreen said.
Is there ever too long. Fuck yes the minute you start is to long your drawn in. No to all the men reading this not to all the sex!!The money honey that’s what keeps you hooked. The freedom to do what you want.
Well said Doreen wiping the deep purple stain of lipstick from her coffee cup a classy girl like you could easily earn three to five a week easy.£300 to £500 a week I asked? Innocently, what hell no that’s what the receptionist earns, I meant grand dear! I felt it that tinge of a smile of disbelief and relief all at the same time. Sound too good to be true, well you can and most girls do at the beginning, you could keep earning that money but the hard truth is once the regulars have had you once or twice they want that fresh sweet meat to fuck. Their doing the same woman at home all the time for free. Here they pay, they want a new toy and often unless you come up with a great new trick, you’ll lose your appeal but if you’re great then you could easily put away a nice little nest egg! So what do you think game to go on the game? Sorry dear said Doreen can’t help it. Can I ask you some things? Go on it’ll be too late when you’re in there?
Condoms, stop always no exception, he may offer you £100 to £500 extra in your hand don’t do it, temping honey but you’ll be out of here fired gone finite. He may have a grudge against working girls it wouldn’t be the first time some sick fuck picked up a girl on the street and fucked her up the ass and wondered why he got fucking aids or gonorrhoea. Then he decides to spread it around take his revenge on all hookers’ cause of his own stupidity. So condoms, I interrupted No of course, I wouldn’t dream of it without gros
s that wasn’t what I was going to ask you? OH! Does the guy put it on himself? Well most like the girl to do it for them, some of our girls can put it on with their mouths? Why do you look so worried hone? I have never put a condom on a guy before. She just laughed out loud a deep throaty laugh. OK my pure sweet thing we can show you that trick no problem. What do I do when all done when he you know. Hone you got to be able to talk dirty sure you did that with boyfriends? Husband?Yeah a little OK I’m not a virgin obviously .Well how’s this we have Susie from London working over here for a week, we generally fly different girls in each week they would do a stint in this place or the apartment then they would go and the new girl arrives. But lately we have been getting a lot of requests for local girls. It hasn’t helped that some of our girls have been ripping guys of rushing them in and out. Now you need to know its £150 for half an hour and £250 for an hour. We make it out like they’re getting a bargain £50 off if they pay for the hour with the girl! Truth is we have them out of there in half hour or less. More you do in a day the more you make.
Why I said feeling that sick feeling in my gut how many would I sleep with in a day. No sleeping hone, fucking go on say it. How many would I fuck in a day? On a slow day five or six or a good day like a Friday and a Sunday eleven to fifteen! Well sweet fuck I just had to run to the toilet. I just sat there legs trembling. ID only slept with three guys my whole life and here I was 33 and getting ready to do fifteen in one day. How would I walk? Jesus I’d be in agony oh I can’t I just can’t. Gentle taps on the door you OK in there hone? I’m having a panic attack Doreen she opened the door. It’s a lot to take in I know and when you hear it said so matter of factly shit it’s a lot to take in! Take it you’re not ready for all this? No but I need to or I, m fucked others ways. Listen she reached down her hand and pulled me of the loo and just hugged me like I was her daughter and I sobbed and sobbed. Let it out hone no one chooses this life it isn’t a choice anyone sets out to make so I know whatever is going on in your life it must be bad to bring someone like you to someone like me.
It was like someone else was saying it couldn’t be me? But it was I felt myself jump back inside my own skin and nausea started swirling in my gut, then the tears god no please don’t cry swallow the tears, I bite deep down into the inside of my mouth till I tasted the blood swelling with inner pride I sucked it in and continued. There and then I first wore the cloak of protection of a costume .I became someone else” Kara” was born there and then on that sofa in Upper Malone road on a bright sparkly summers day Kara breathed out and I died a little.
She led me to the couch and handed me a handkerchief. Listen to begin with to break you in, what about doing our hotel visits. What? Its business men who are staying at hotels and they call for a girl to come to their room for an hour or all night. Money is good £500 for an hour, £1,500 for the night? Want to try that out first get your feet wet? We do get a few not as many as we’d like and there is the added problem of the hotel catching on. But your classy you could pull it off. Well? Yeah I could do that. I breathed hoping I could, knowing I should. Right first you’re going to do a threesome today. Excuse me ?She smiled, I liked Doreen she had a mothers way but you could see and I could sense that underlining hardness ,she didn’t have to cover it, it was there in the creases of her face in the corners of her mouth it was there. Don’t worry like I mentioned earlier Susie is working today from this address and some lucky punter is getting you too. What, why I can’t do that, I could swear I was hearing my speech all mumbled and I was twelve years old being told I had to go on a date with my sister and hold her fella's dick!!You won’t have to do anything, it’s a learning job, watching what Susie does, following her lead, it’s the only way and you can walk out any time.
Plus I will give you £ 250 for your trouble. This regular has been asking for an ebony and ivory for weeks, a what? A Black and white girl and well your here and he’s paying £500 for you both. You get £250 the house gets £100! OK! I don’t have any nice sexy underwear with me or anything! We have tons of sexy undies and costumes of things you can’t even imagine, lots new so come on let’s find you something you can wear then I will teach you the tricks on the phone while we wait for Susie to come and you do her thing. The empty room with nothing but a wardrobe packed with some of the most beautiful and oddest underwear and costumes I have ever seen. There was an odd looking jumpsuit with a hood and it zipped up right over the face made entirely of rubber, what the hell that is for I do not want to know. I choose something that I knew and what had the most material, a school girl uniform. White shirt school tie mini pleated grey skirt which skimmed my tiny bum, no cellulite thank god for yoga and Pilates after my son was born. It came with a cute straw hat I looked good as I pulled on a pair of black lace stocking which briefly caught the top of my thighs and a brand new pair of white undies wee lace girlie ones. They put a lot of thought into all these costumes and outfits. Looking through them all trying to stall I guess I saw the school cane I began swooshing it up and down shit this thing could sure do some damage. Behind me I heard wow! Doreen said you were a looker, spinning round there stood who I presumed to be Susie. Five foot one at best and that was in heels, tiny petite figure with great big tits oh my god .she caught me glancing at them, I no huge aren’t they. Not real you know, really? God no I got them done out of my hooking money, guys were always complaining about my tiny tits used to be just 30aa! So work dried up and I saved up and got these monsters now all the dicks ever want to do is fuck my tits and come all over them. OH! Nasty I couldn’t help saying it out loud though I thought I said it in my head. No I don’t mind better than them fucking me all the time. Though I do get a lot of rashes. Can’t you get hepatitis b from that? What’s that? It can be really bad and shit it’s serious. It’s a form of hepatitis and not overall dangerous like the aids virus but can be pretty bad, I read it ages ago. Well it’s that true bit late as long as these beauties don’t fall off and keep making me money I’ll keep going she said nudging me with her elbow she said, first time? Yeah and a Threesome to? I think the blood must have drained from my face and entire body I felt myself stumble backwards. She reached out her petite hand and grabbed me it will be fine I’ll take over she said in her London accent and winked. I followed her back down stairs to where Doreen was taking calls and appointments for Susie, Doreen had an amazing sensual sexy telephone voice that she said she could get guys running here without saying very much of anything!
OK John when you get to the phone box I told you about you call me from there at two thirty and I’ll give you the address from there. I know hone she whispered so lingering but it keeps you and all the girls here safe. Ok she said hanging up. As soon as she placed the receiver on the hook it rang again instantly, she just clicked it at the side and the ringing was muted. My don’t you look the part, yeah it’s nice. Well you carry it off well they’ll come just seeing you in that! See you met Susie your threesome partner for the day. Yep we had a good old chat. What do you think of our Susie’s tits great aren’t they? They certainly are I think I’d topple over in those I can barely wear heels! Susie was busy taking out her stuff from her holdall. Well your both set”John”will be here in twenty minutes he’s your three in a bed. Ready Kara? No but I’m going for it. Wish I had a drink, what about some diazepam she said holding out her hand. I looked down, at her hand and there was a wee yellow pill I had no idea what diazepam looked like, I’d heard of it of course my mum used it from time to time, but looking at the pill then Susie I thought hell no this girl could be giving me anything and besides If I’m going to do this I do it sober 100% or I will become one of them and be no good for my son or myself. No taut thanks best I start as I mean to go on but you can bet it’ll be straight for the off licence after get a nice bottle of red wine the good stuff. Susie emptied the contents of her working briefcase as she called it onto the floor. It was “Ann summers “on the go take-away style. Three boxes of condoms, a box of ribbed and flavoured, I picked those up, flavo
ured I said like a big kid on the floor playing with her toys. Yeah banana flavour my favourite, really? Girl get these trust me I’ll let you into a few secrets when you’re sucking their cocks you do it with the condom on! As the taste of the rubber is foul, the flavoured ones help a lot and you don’t go around with breath like the Michelin man! OH! My god what the? It was shaped like a rocking horse and rubber but flexible with two cock shaped ends. It’s an anal tease, your both bum fuck at the same time or Goes up his ass and you cunt at the same time can be fucking tricky epically as most of them their brains only on sex so trying to get them to do anything is like leading a child. Doesn’t it come out with crap on it? Susie shot her Lucozade out of her nostrils! You would think of that, I like you and not wanting to scare you it does and yes it’s so gross and disgusting don’t know what to tell you I see it all but I don’t I walk in there and I’m not me, it’s that or drugs and I did drugs for a while but cleaned up. Buying my own house now so have to keep going. She took out a lovely red lace tie at the front teddy with fishnet stockings and a barely there g-sting. OH! That is so sexy, thank you I got it in Debenhams last night £65 quid worth it. They drool at these always have piles of stockings you can never go wrong there, She’s giving you pearls Kara tricks that take years for a lot of us to discover on our own the hard way. Thank you, invest in some solid undies but not white if they come on you , she stopped talking seeing the look of horror on my face They both laughed the look on your face, very funny so your joking I asked? Susie shook her head still laughing, no they do sometimes they miss. Doreen piped in the punters have been planning and thinking about this, coming here for months maybe even a year, they usually ring around over and over, getting up the nerve to visit, then by the time they actually get into that bedroom and in you walk well they can’t hold it any longer they just come, explode right there and then, the fantasy has come to a head. It’s not good when it happens why? I asked Doreen, girl you are green, I said nothing just sat on the floor listening to these words of wisdom, just sat there in my school girl uniform, taking it all in and just not believing any of this was actual happening. When they come and they have just paid their money they still want to have sex hone, which is harder work for you. You have the job of getting them rock hard again so you can fuck them and get them out for your next appointment the longer he takes to get hard the more money you lose. Remember in and out as quickly as possible. Some are so embarrassed when they come they run out of there walking into doors so ashamed not noticing the leak in the trousers. I howled but felt sorry for the guys, oh no said Doreen, I’ve seen that look now don’t you go falling for these guys and their stories none of them true and don’t give it away for free the house has to get paid. Understand? Yes you’ll harden to it. I don’t want to get hard, well you will or you’ll be used by them, we use them they think they’re using us no way we use them. You must always have the upper hand, the power in that room the control. It can get ugly in there and while there is always another girl while you’re in there it can turn bad fast and you need a plan, it can take a few minutes to get to you a lot can happen then and there’s nothing we can do if he hurts you. You understand, I take it you mean we don’t call the police? Pointless you’d be treated like a disease. Doreen saw the concern and panic on my face the thoughts racing. I’d never imagined being treated like less of a woman never mind a human being, yeah I read articles in newspapers read stories we all have how these girls, working girls hookers get raped and go to police and get laughed at, how can you rape a whore right? Doreen sensed my chain of thought, Your entering another world, where you not only become someone else but the people here live in ways outsiders can’t or don’t want to imagine it’s not an easy place, but if you stay smart keep your wits about you and stay of drugs you can survive and get out clean! She turned the phone back on and it instantly rang Doreen answered in that sexy drool voice “HI! John honey you are well? That’s wonderful she said as she walked over to the bay living room window, ever so carefully pulling back the closed curtains and looking across the street at the public phone box, whilst still talking to “John “she waved at me with her hand to come over .I did and she put her hand over the receiver, look there he is, she turned back to her call, hold on a min would you hone, placing the receiver in her ample bosom she said see hone we always take added precautions, we get the punters to come to this phone box, we never give them the address directly, we tell them to come here then we get a good look at them, also you can tell at lot from that, how he’s dressed is he alone does he have a bag, more importantly does he look like a cop and yes hone you can tell, well make a good judgement call. What do you think just by looking at him now tell me and always trust your gut .I looked over to the red phone box not more than twenty metres away, he was looking all around nervous yes, who wouldn’t be, well dressed in a really nice suit, young twenty five thirty at most, no bags no car by the phone box so my guess a punter. Doreen I think he’s genuine a punter good girl I get that to. She put the receiver back up to her mouth and told John the address of our street and the number of the house ten! He hung up and I watched him walk over towards us he could be anyone, thank fuck no one I knew then that hit me. Doreen what do I do if someone I know came, precisely why we do this if you recognise anyone unhook the phone or tell them your booked. Susie laughed yeah imagine your dad came!!No way not my dad, you don’t really know anyone it’s happened. The door knocked and it must definitely was not Avon calling!