Alex and I both stared across the park at Mark and his conversation partner. I considered whether we should approach, but then I turned to Alex, and we both shook our heads no. I said, “There will be plenty of time for that. It’s best now to let the romance blossom on its own. There’s nothing better early in a relationship than the time you spend alone together without anyone asking for the details of the configuration of your bond.
30
Alex
Both Liam and I were wrapped tight in winter coats. The air temperature hovered around thirty-five degrees, but the wind was blowing at over twenty miles per hour, and a few drops of drizzle hung in the air. Liam parked the car in the beach parking lot, and we slowly walked toward the water. It was still mostly dark out.
Liam said, “It’s frigid down here.”
“But it’s still beautiful. Look at those waves. There are whitecaps, and they are crashing against the shore. I can hear them from here.”
“I do have to admit it’s still pretty, but most of my friends would think we’re nuts to be down here.”
I said, “Aren’t we both a little nuts? I’m sure when our story gets passed down in the family, they will remember us as the ones who did ridiculous things. Now take off your shoes.”
“Why do I have to do that part?” asked Liam.
“Because you’re humoring me.”
I don’t know where I came up with the idea, but I wanted to visit the Lake Michigan shore with Liam at least once in every season. I also wanted to dip our toes in the water in three of the four seasons. I agreed to eliminate that part from winter visits if there was ice along the shore.
I watched as Liam tugged off his sneakers and then wiggled his bare toes on the hard sand. He complained, “My feet are already cold. This sand is damp.”
While tugging off my shoes, I said, “It’s only going to take a few minutes, and we’ll feel connected. We’ll feel connected with each other and everything in the world. This water flows out to the Atlantic Ocean, and from there it goes everywhere.”
He said, “I was connected with you this morning when I cuddled up next to your naked body in bed where it was warm.”
I wiggled my bare toes on the sand, grabbed Liam’s hand and jogged forward splashing into the edge of the water. He wasn’t kidding about how cold it would feel.
“Oh fuck!” yelped Liam. “You could have warned me that we were going to move.”
As the water splashed around his ankles, I said, “It was easier that way. Now just give me about thirty seconds and look out at the horizon.”
I wrapped my arm around his waist, and we both stared over the waves just in time to see the first sliver of the bright red-orange morning sun peek up on the edge of the horizon. “Okay, yeah, I admit, Alex, that is beautiful.”
Liam leaned his head back to trace the streaks of purple, pink, and orange that spread across the morning sky. I said, “And it’s so beautiful that you forgot about the cold.”
He pulled one foot up, put it down, and pulled up the other saying, “No, I haven’t forgotten that. I think my toes are already numb.”
I said, “Okay, let’s go back to the beach.” I turned around and tugged Liam with me back to the dry sand.
He asked, “Can I put my shoes on?”
“You can put your shoes on. And I’m celebrating that I’ve made a little progress south. Just think how much warmer this would be if we were waking up in Arizona or New Mexico.”
“And during the day it would be downright hot.”
I asked, “Can we put the Southwest on our long-term agenda?”
“Do we have a long-term agenda?” asked Liam.
“I think we have one item on it.”
He gave up pulling on socks and tugged his sneakers onto his bare feet. “What would that be? I’m having a hard enough time keeping my schedule sorted out for the next month.”
I said, “Me with you. That’s the long-term agenda.”
He wrapped his arms around me, and we kissed with our heavy coats making a crunching sound as they pressed together. Liam asked, “How about we settle here in Milwaukee for a few months, and then we talk about the Southwest next year.”
We turned our heads to look at the horizon and see the sun even higher beginning to blaze and shimmer in the sky. I said, “I think I can handle that. Besides, I don’t think home is only one place. I figured that out when I decided not to go back to St. Paul.”
“Where is it then?”
“It’s wherever you are, Liam. It’s in the person, not the place.”
Epilogue - Liam
Dean Fetterson almost looked like a different person dressed in a navy blue suit and black leather wingtip shoes. He beamed when I walked up to him with my arm wrapped around Alex. I said, “Dean! It’s so wonderful to see you.”
“I’m happy you invited me, young man,” said Dean. “Are the two of you a couple now?”
Alex grinned and said, “We’re married.”
Dean said, “That doesn’t surprise me. You were comfortable with each other when you visited the homestead. Thank you for inviting me to the museum. I brought Amelia with me when the new wing opened, but I haven’t been to Milwaukee since she left.”
I said, “Today’s event is all due to the generosity of the Lintons. It’s also part of the museum’s celebration of spring. The Lintons wanted this special reception for the formal addition of your hearts to the collection. The piece will be in place when the museum opens to the public tomorrow.”
He stared at the glass case that held the work for viewing at the reception and shook his head. “It looks larger than life in that glass case. Amelia would be proud, and I think this is a piece of her and will help people understand what a work of art I had in my bride.”
Alex reached up and wiped at his right eye. He said, “That is beautiful, Dean. I’m sure she’s looking down at us with a big smile on her face.”
“As long as that’s where she went.”
Both Alex and I opened our mouths in shock at the comment.
Dean laughed and raised a hand with gnarled fingers saying, “Oh, it’s okay. She would be laughing. I’m sure my Amelia is up in heaven, but we often talked about our bad deeds through the years. Nobody is perfect, and neither were we.”
We heard a hush fall over the small gathered crowd and quickly situated ourselves on nearby chairs. Hubert Linton stood at a podium with Beatrice at his side.
He began by saying, “I would like to welcome you all to a joyful day for us. We’re able to celebrate the work of a man who is still with us through the installation of this stunning new piece representing the unique artistic talents of self-taught artists across the state of Wisconsin.” The small audience applauded.
Hubert detailed the story behind his first acquaintance with Dean. The comments about the Lake Michigan rescue elicited more than a few gasps from the audience. He spoke eloquently about the role of outsider art in a contemporary museum, and he mentioned me as a curator of the collection.
As Hubert wound down his comments, he gestured to Dean and asked if he would like to say a few words. Dean stood up to acknowledge applause from the gathered crowd, but he shook his head to turn down the offer of speaking.
Hubert said, “He’s a very humble man, too.” Hubert completed his remarks by praising the entire museum and its role in the community. I applauded heartily when his speech ended.
The crowd stood and continued social conversations. I turned toward the door while Alex excused himself to check out the refreshments. I saw a familiar figure rush past the security guard with a smile and an unfamiliar man at her shoulder. As she approached, Sarah exclaimed, “Liam! I made it. I wanted to meet the artist after everything you said about him.”
I smiled and said, “I’m sure Dean will be happy to meet you. Maybe you can introduce me to your guest.”
Sarah glanced over her shoulder at the tall, thin man and she said, “Oh, you know all about Scott even though you haven’t me
t each other yet.” As he reached out a long arm to shake hands, she said, “You already know all of his little secrets.”
While I shook his hand, I said, “She’s only kidding about that. Let me take the two of you to meet Dean.”
Sarah instantly struck up a cheerful conversation with Dean. Then she pointed across the room and asked, “Who’s that talking with Alex?”
I saw nearly ten heads turn and I whispered, “It’s not polite to point.”
Sarah and Dean both laughed. Dean said, “He’s having a grand time laughing with a teenager.”
I said, “Oh, that must be one of his students. I’ll be right back.”
Alex was trying to catch his breath from so much laughter as I stepped up close. He said, “Oh, Liam, let me calm down.” He stood up straight and rubbed a hand down the sports jacket he was wearing as if the gesture would calm everything. He said, “This is Ella Reynolds. She is one of my best students. We were just talking about a funny thing that happened when my predecessor taught To Kill a Mockingbird. It was a hilarious story.”
I politely introduced myself to Ella and said, “You must be a good influence. I rarely get to see Alex laugh so hard.”
Alex wrapped his arm around my waist and said, “But you get to see me smile every morning when I wake up next to you.”
I nodded in agreement and said, “I smile back because every morning I wake up next to you is a good day, and my first thought is that I have thousands of those good days to come.”
Ella spoke up saying, “I’m inspired. You’re a perfect couple. I hope someday I’ll meet the woman who is just as perfect for me.”
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