by John Ringo
Of the four remaining Jews, Benjamin was the first one out of the water. He was met at the shore by Brasche and Sergeant Rosenblum, the two taking turns slapping the major’s back and shaking his hand.
“Oh, excellent job, David!” Hans exclaimed, pumping the Israeli’s hand. The Jew was too worn to do more than nod his head in thanks and submit to the fierce handshake. Some corner of his mind perhaps found amusement in the scene, the SS and the Mogen David meeting in friendship at the front. Mostly though, Benjamin’s mind and body wanted only a warm, soft bed, some decent food, and perhaps a stiff drink.
He might have added to that wish list, “And a woman,” but little Maria’s mother had made it clear enough, without words, that one woman, at least, was his for the asking. He thought he might just take her up on the offer made by her soft brown eyes, perhaps at some time in the not too distant future.
He managed to croak out his wish list to Brasche.
With a smirk Brasche brushed aside Benjamin’s immediate concerns. “Soon enough, my friend, soon enough. But you are a hero to three nations today and so, before you get to trundle off to your bed a little ceremony is in order.”
Benjamin raised a hand in protest but that too Brasche brushed off. “Achtung,” he ordered to the two dozen smiling men assembled. “Yes, you too, Major.”
Reluctantly, and maybe a bit shyly too, Benjamin stood to attention.
Conversationally, Hans mentioned, in German for all those assembled to hear, “It is not well known, you know, but the first Iron Cross won in the First World War was won by a German Jew. Sergeant Rosenblum, publish the orders.”
Rosenblum spoke just enough German to struggle through the recital, “In the name of the Kanzler of the German Republic, and by order of the Commander in Chief, Eastern Front, for conspicuous gallantry in action, and for the saving of human life… the Iron Cross, First Class, is presented to Major David Benjamin, Brigade Judas Maccabeus, German Federal Armed Forces.”
As Hans, smiling broadly, hung the simple, traditional medal around the Israeli’s neck, he spoke quietly, in Hebrew, “I could have given you the Second Class on my own authority… but I thought what you have done deserved a bit more. And, with the information you sent back, the Field Marshal agreed.”
David whispered back, “What are we going to do about the enemy’s plans?”
Still smiling, for what else was there to do, Hans answered, “My friend, we have not the first fucking clue.”
* * *
Watching on Anna’s forward view-screen, and listening with her electronic ears, Krueger simply could not believe his commander’s heresy. Stupid, clueless, Yid-loving bastard, he fumed. Traitor to the Fatherland and the Führer’s memory. Bad enough you saved the kike, but decorating him? For saving some fucking untermensch Slavs? It reeks.
The world would be a better place without either of them, the Pollocks or the Yids. And if it cost the lives of nine out of ten Germans to make the world so, the price would be fair.
Krueger would have been appalled to learn that, at the level of core philosophy, he, the Nazi fanatic, and Günter Stössel, the Reddish Green fanatic, were not so far apart after all.
* * *
Berlin, Germany, 1 February 2008
Everyone in Germany, from the chancellor on down, was pale with the weak winter sun. Even so, thought the chancellor, Günter looks palest of all.
“Prison life does not agree with you, I see,” commented the chancellor.
“Life as dictator seems to agree with you fully,” retorted his former aide.
The chancellor merely grinned and answered, “Let me see; I am a dictator because I would not let you and yours have your very undemocratic way with the fate of the German people? But you, and they, were not dictatorial even though you wished to flaunt the will of that people and wished to turn most of them over to an alien food processing machine? I must admit that I am at a loss to follow your logic, my former associate.”
To that Günter had no answer that did not sound hollow. Instead he retreated into an argument against the hated symbols. “You brought back the SS. That makes you nothing but another Nazi.”
“Bah! I resurrected a body of fighting men that we needed to survive, my doctrinaire friend. And good service they have done, too. If giving them their symbols back helps them fight one iota better, that it offends such as you seems a very small price to pay.”
The chancellor held up a hand to stifle further argument. “In any case, I did not call you here to bicker. I called you here to tell you that although your sentence was death, and a damned just sentence I deem it too, I have decided to commute your sentence to life in prison. But you will live out your days in Spandau Prison, Herr Stössel, you and the other four hundred and forty-seven seriously implicated traitors.”
Günter asked simply, “Why?”
“Because I think you are less dangerous, locked away and forgotten, than you might have been as martyrs.”
* * *
Headquarters, Commander in Chief-West, Wiesbaden, Germany, 2 February 2008
Mühlenkampf could not drive the image of the martyred, legless boy from his mind. Small recompense it must have been to the lad, even had he been able to understand, that I pinned a medal to his pillow. Small recompense too, to the girl he left behind him or the mother who bore him. Jesus, that is the part that I hate, the broken, crippled, dead and dying innocents that war takes.
I wish I didn’t love it so much, or feel like such a damned cheat that it is always the poor boys who suffer and die while I get away scot-free.
Still thinking upon the dying boy, Mühlenkampf mused upon a different kind of world, a different kind of war. Wouldn’t it be nice if only the real professionals, people like me, were the ones who fought and died? Ah, but would the politicians abide by the battlefield’s decision? Hah! Not a chance. As soon as they saw their own oh-so-precious hides at stake they’d be grabbing young ones like Gefreiter[47] Webber off the street and tossing them into the meat grinder.
The general shrugged. He hadn’t made the world the way it was. And it would not be one whit better for his dreams or for his pretending it was other than it was, either.
* * *
In his dream Thomas was little again. But little seemed no bad thing, not when one was warm and safe and pressed to his mother’s breasts. He had a full belly and the rosy glow of a glass of wine coursing through his veins. Life was good.
Outside of Thomas’ dream, however, life was one continuous nightmare of deprivation, hardship, and mind-numbing terror. The rare dreams now, stolen when he was able to catch some even more rare uninterrupted sleep, were all that remained to him of the lost world of… before.
The world of “now,” however, intruded on Thomas’ pleasant foray into the past. Stealthy as a cat, a new level of cold crept through his thin blanket, nibbling and biting at his consciousness, gnawing at his dream.
Thomas awakened with a shivering start.
* * *
Mühlenkampf, despite his heated headquarters, shivered himself.
Before him stood his staff meteorologist and his intelligence officer. Both looked as serious as they might have at their mother’s own funeral.
“We still have stations in Scandinavia,” explained the meteorologist. “And the Americans are still sending us data from Greenland. Iceland, too, reports confirming data. We are going into a deep freeze like we haven’t seen in fifty years.”
The general nodded, calmly, even tried to keep a confident gleam in his eye. “Will the Rhein freeze over?”
“Yes, likely, sir,” answered the meteorologist. “Within ten days at most. And yes, sir, it will freeze solid enough to support the weight of enemy bodies.”
“On the plus side, sir, the cold will not support either fog or snow, so if the aliens attack we will have clear fields of fire.”
“And that was what I wanted to talk to you about, sir,” said the intelligence man. “Clear fields of fire are all well and goo
d, but we have this rather frightening report from CInC East…”
* * *
Tiger Anna, Oder-Niesse Line, 2 February 2008
Hans still maintained, as he so often did, his lonely vigil atop Anna’s turret. This night was lonelier than most.
No fog today, so the reports say. No fog and the enemy on the other side is just waiting for daylight. Scheisse!
But cursing fate did Hans no good. Fate was as it was, he knew. In the dim mists of time some meddlers at godhood had played genetic games with a subordinate species. That species had resisted in time and been driven forth. Eventually it had reemerged into the Galaxy, spreading death and destruction across a path that the meddling had made inevitable.
The path had led that enemy species here. Here they had been thrashed enough, and badly enough, that they were forced to think for a change. They had thought upon their problems; they had seen a possible answer.
And now, inevitably… by fate, that answer was massing on the other side.
Some part of Hans accepted fate. Some other part rejected it. A large part just wondered at his own.
Am I then doomed? Is my soul forfeit for the part I once played in a great crime? Are my comrades’? Are those of the men I command?
And tomorrow? What will be the better part, to take the burden of evil upon myself by acting alone or to share it out among those who have no guilt for any past crimes?
Unconsciously, Hans spoke aloud, “Anna, I wish you were here to guide me.”
“I am here, Herr Oberst,” answered the tank.
For some inexplicable reason, Hans didn’t want to answer in any way that might offend the tank. Yes, he knew it was just a machine. Yes, he knew it was not so sophisticated as the Galactics’ AIDs. Yet, Anna the tank had been home all the long months of this war. He felt she had a spirit of her own, even if she could not articulate it. He had felt as much for the panzers that had carried him though so much of the last war, and they not only couldn’t talk, they couldn’t even heat coffee.
“Anna,” he asked, “what am I to do tomorrow?”
The tank answered, “My programmers would have called that one a ‘no-brainer,’ Herr Oberst. As you always have, you must do your best.”
* * *
Down below, in the battle cocoon, a jubilant Krueger poured schnapps for the rest of the crew. “A great day coming tomorrow, my boys, a great day.”
The crew accepted the schnapps. Facing what they soon must, how could they not? But not one of them shared the sergeant major’s plain elation.
“How can you do it, Sergeant Major? How can you just…” Harz turned away in disgust.
Krueger answered, “Ask Schultz here if it is so hard. Ask him what he felt kicking the barrel out from under that coward at Giessen. It is nothing, boys, nothing. Why I remember a place called ‘Babi Yar’… in the Ukraine, by Kiev, that was…”
* * *
The setting sun illuminated the golden onion domes of the great city to the southeast. Kiev, once home to one hundred and seventy-five thousand Jews, would see that population reduced by over thirty-three thousand in the course of two days.
Little seven-year-old Manya Halef, holding her mother’s hand, turned around from time to time as they walked. The golden domes looked very pretty, very wonderful in a little girl’s eyes.
Manya wasn’t sure why she and her mother had to leave their cramped Kiev flat. But she had seen the Germans and — much like her stern-faced teacher in school — they looked like men who had to be obeyed.
Sometimes, as they walked, Manya’s mother would pull the girl to her and cover her eyes. At first Manya resisted but, once she had seen what her mother was shielding her from, she sought her mother’s shelter. The road to the Jewish cemetery at the junction of Melnikovsky and Dokhturov Streets was lined with bodies of the dead.
Manya had been along this road before, twice. The first time she didn’t remember very well. But the last time had been to bury her ancient grandmother, here in Kiev’s old Jewish cemetery.
* * *
While cleaning his machine pistol, Krueger watched the Jews being herded into the makeshift, barbed-wire-surrounded camp dispassionately. What cared he for their cries? What cared he for their miserable whining? Were they not all enemies of the Reich? Did they not all deserve to die?
Less dispassionately, he watched them strip. Though the Jews had been instructed to come well clothed and with money in their possession, as if for travel, he knew they would not need clothing or money where they were going. It was a useful little lie designed to make them easier to dispose of.
The ad hoc strip show had Krueger’s rapt attention. A few of them Jew whores are lookers, he thought. Shame we can’t get some use out of them.
* * *
Manya just didn’t understand it. Here was Mama, always so proper Mama, taking her clothes off here in the open. It was just wrong, wrong, wrong and Manya knew it.
And then — unthinkable! — Mama began tugging at Manya’s own clothing, a short, light summer dress. The little girl resisted until someone came by and hit Mama with a stick for being too slow. Then, her face leaking tears, Manya submitted.
But she still didn’t understand; she was only seven years old.
* * *
The fucking Yids have no clue yet what is going to happen to them, Krueger chortled to himself. You would think that taking away everything would have been hint enough. But no, they are still in denial, can’t believe it is happening. Stupid pieces of shit; be a blessing to the world to rid it of them.
With a click, Krueger seated a full magazine into his Schmeisser.
* * *
Manya promised the Germans that she would be a good girl. She promised! So she could not understand why they were hitting her and her mother to drive them from the camp. Nor did she understand the two lines of soldiers wielding sticks who drove them forward.
Her mother tried to protect her from the blows as best she could. Even so, sometimes the soldiers hit her. And she had promised, too. Maybe the sticks wouldn’t hurt so much if only she’d still had her clothes on.
But she didn’t and they did and she just didn’t understand it at all.
All she could do was cry.
* * *
The Jewish whore wanted to keep her brat with her, did she? Well, orders were orders and Krueger was a man who obeyed orders. The Jews were to be shot in groups of ten, not eleven. He rudely pulled the squalling naked brat out of the harridan’s arms, tossed it to the ground, and then spent a few moments to cuff and kick them both into submission.
* * *
Manya was stunned by the German’s blow as even being forced to undress in public had not stunned her. She sat naked on the bloody ground crying for her mother; a little girl’s wordless, endless, wrenching cry. The mother too wept and shrieked.
* * *
The squalling brat’s noise was irksome. Nonetheless, Krueger enjoyed the mother’s shrieks as he raised the machine pistol and, like the professional he was… smiling, squeezed the trigger.
* * *
“That will be enough, Sergeant Major,” said Hans as he placed a firm grip on Dieter’s shoulder. “The men will be sickened enough as it is. There’s no need for you to sicken them further.”
“Yes, sir,” answered Krueger, will ill-concealed contempt. “They’re just fucking Slavs, after all. It isn’t like they’re real people. I thought the boys should know that.”
“Shut up, Sergeant Major,” said Hans, eyes flashing and one hand resting on his pistol. “Just shut the fuck up.”
* * *
The combat cocoon was silent now, as was that of every Tiger along the front, of every other armored vehicle, and every infantryman’s trench or bunker. Each soldier, German or Polish or Scandinavian — or on one other front, French — was left alone with his thoughts.
Equally alone, Dieter Schultz pondered on the morrow. He had killed countless nonhumans, and as part of an execution party, one human being.
After many weeks and months of thought, Dieter still didn’t know how he felt about that. At the time it had seemed… right, somehow. Later on, he had begun to question.
Truthfully, Dieter didn’t know what was right anymore. War… twisted things, made things inconceivable become real and present. Did that poor bastard of a panzer grenadier deserve to hang? Maybe not. But had what he deserved had anything to do with anything? Again, maybe not.
What was reality? Gudrun was dead. The panzer grenadier was dead. That was reality. There was no sense in wishing that things were any different, no sense in living an illusion.
And tomorrow, Dieter knew, his last illusions would be stripped. Tomorrow he would enter the ranks of the real Nazis, the murderers.
* * *
Tiger Brünnhilde, Hanau, Germany, 2 February 2008
“Driver Johann?”
“Yes Indowy Rinteel?” Mueller was so tall that the Indowy had generally avoided him to date. Perhaps it was that he was lying on his driver’s couch, bringing his eyes down to Indowy level, that made conversation possible now. Then again, that every other member of the crew was sound asleep may have had something to do with it.
“I have read your history, particularly from the last of your centuries. And I do not understand it at all.”