by Paula Weston
Mya is behind him. She wasn’t there a second ago. Her blade flashes up, shining with his blood. She’s hamstrung him. Bel swivels from his waist, tries to strike out behind him.
Don’t think.
I change the grip on my sword, draw all my energy to my shoulders and swipe at his neck. Hard and fast. The blade is sharp: there’s almost no resistance. Bel’s head leaves his body and hits the floor with a soft thud. His torso stays in place, as if confused about what happens next. I stare at it. Blank. Not processing the horror of it. Mya puts her boot between his shoulderblades and pushes his body forward. I step sideways as it topples towards me.
I shake. Gag. Lean against the wall to steady myself. Don’t lose it now, we’re not out of this yet.
‘We need to go,’ Mya says and wipes her palm on her jeans. ‘Leon found the override for the door. It’s not opening again without a ram.’
Override?
Dazed, I look around at the corners of the room, all four smeared with her blood. There’s no time to work out what she’s done in here, but if she could get in, then she can get us out.
I drop back on the floor next to Rafa. My arms ache, my lungs burn. He’s watching me with his good eye. So fierce, it almost undoes me. Mya kneels on his other side and we each take an arm to support his weight. He grunts as we lift him. ‘Just to the cornfield,’ she says. I nod. I have a split second to visualise the spot where we left the Butlers before Mya’s taken control and the room is gone.
The shift is like nothing I’ve experienced before. It’s as if we’re in a protective bubble: I can feel the press of the wind but it doesn’t touch me. And then we’re in the cornrow. Both Butlers flinch at our arrival. It’s cold out here, but a cleaner, sharper cold. Seth falters when he sees Rafa, recovers, and rushes to help us lower him to the ground.
‘Help Jude,’ I say and catch my breath.
Mya disappears.
I sit cross-legged in the dirt, holding Rafa to me. ‘Hang on,’ I whisper to him. I can’t stop touching his face. He’s battling to stay conscious. ‘Where’s Taya?’ he rasps.
‘Malachi’s got her.’
He swallows, closes his eyes.
Through the cornstalks, I make out flickering movement. Rephaim striking and then shifting, frustrating their demon opponents. Dust kicks up next to me. Ez and Jones. Flushed and panting. Where’s Jude? Panic crushes me. And then I see him behind Jones. He’s bleeding above his ear and cradling his left arm but he’s intact. He searches for me and our eyes meet. Relief surges between us.
Rafa opens his good eye, spots Ez. ‘Love your work,’ he manages.
Ez lifts her hand up to cover a tiny sob, and then she kneels down and gives him an awkward hug. Jude limps over and squeezes my shoulder, says so much without words.
‘Get ready, boys,’ Seth says, and Rusty hoists the launcher onto Mick’s good shoulder.
‘Where’s Mya?’ I ask.
Ez stands up. ‘She’s clear of the house.’
‘You sure?’
‘She left with us.’
Zak appears on the roof of the farmhouse. He lifts his fingers to his lips and lets out a piercing whistle, then he disappears…and he’s next to Ez. He takes one look at Rafa. Turns to Mick and says, ‘Aim for the back of the house.’
Mick doesn’t need to be told twice.
There’s a muffled whompf, a puff of smoke, and a second later the rocket punches through the side of the farmhouse. Glass explodes: a shower of concrete. The corn shakes. I lean forward to protect Rafa but we’re too far away to get hit with debris.
‘Again,’ Zak says.
Rusty fumbles to load the second rocket. There’s a gaping hole in the side of the farmhouse now, the outer galvanised iron torn and jagged. Plumes of plaster dust roll out from inside. Mick sends the next missile into the belly of the house. Another ear-cracking explosion and the roof folds in. No way is that iron room still in one piece. A howl of rage inside confirms it. Or maybe Zarael just found Bel.
‘Nice shot.’ Zak says. He rests a hand lightly on my head to get my attention. ‘Let’s get out of here.’
SKIN DEEP
Brother Ferro is waiting, latex gloves, surgical instruments laid out on the infirmary bench. Taya is on a bed across the room, either unconscious or sedated. Another monk, at least two decades younger than Brother Ferro, tends to her injured hand. Brother Benigno.
Rafa gasps as Zak lowers him onto the gurney. He doesn’t look any different after the shift. Why doesn’t he look any different? His breathing is ragged, his eye still swollen shut. Blood still seeps through his shirt.
He spots Jude with his good eye, relaxes a little.
‘I don’t understand,’ Zak says to the older monk. ‘He shouldn’t still be bleeding.’
Brother Ferro waves him out of the away. ‘What are his worst injuries?’
‘Two stab wounds to the stomach, possibly more,’ I say.
‘Chest and thigh,’ Rafa croaks.
I glance down, see that his jeans are torn and stained dark too.
‘Gabriella, your help please.’ Brother Ferro’s Italian accent is even thicker under pressure. He shoves Rafa’s shirt up and places gauze over the wound on his stomach. He gestures for me to keep pressure on it while he cuts Rafa’s jeans. Rafa’s leg is still bleeding. Everything is still bleeding. It’s like he hasn’t even shifted. Rafa fumbles for my wrist, misses. Why is he so weak?
‘Out, out!’ Brother Ferro snaps at the others. Zak, Ez and Jude take a few steps back but nobody leaves.
Ez is holding the swords—hers and mine—all stained dark. Jones stands with the Butlers, blood dripping from his blade onto the floor. Mick’s still got the rocket launcher on his shoulder. Zak notices and takes it with one hand, puts it on the bench. He nods to Jones. ‘Can you check everyone made it back okay and then look in on Dani?’
Jones glances at Rafa, swallows. ‘Okay.’
I check Taya. Malachi is in a chair next to her bed, holding her good hand in both of his. His eyes meet mine, totally exposed.
Brother Ferro is trying to stop the bleeding from Rafa’s leg. ‘Here,’ he says to me, and I take over, putting pressure on that wound so the monk can get back to Rafa’s stomach. He cuts Rafa’s t-shirt and peels the fabric away from his sticky flesh. I can take it. I can—Oh my god. I turn away. My eyes lock on Ez. Her face crumples, but she nods at me to keep it together. The smell of antiseptic burns in the back of my throat.
‘That one I can stitch,’ Brother Ferro says, nodding at the gauze on Rafa’s lower stomach. ‘But this one has already closed over.’ The monk points to the older wound a little higher, where the demon sword went through him at the Butlers’ camp. But it’s not the stab wounds or the dark purple bruises across Rafa’s ribs that turns my stomach. Or even the thought of what that blade must have done to his organs. It’s the huge crescent moon carved into his chest with a thick, ugly line through it.
Rafa winces as Brother Ferro jabs him with a local anaesthetic.
‘Did Bel do that?’ I whisper. Was this Bel’s response to my taunt about his bullet wounds? Did I goad him into doing that to Rafa?
Rafa opens his good eye. ‘Yeah.’ He coughs, recovers. ‘And now he doesn’t have a head.’
All movement stops. Even Brother Ferro pauses, surgical needle in one hand, suture thread in the other.
‘How?’ Zak asks.
It takes a bit of effort, but Rafa turns his head to see him. ‘Gaby.’
Jude stares at me. The cut over his ear has stopped bleeding, but he still needs it dressed.
‘Mya hamstrung him,’ I say. ‘I finished him off.’
‘Mya? How did she get in there?’ Jude asks.
I jerk my chin in Brother Ferro’s direction, hope he takes the hint. I don’t want to talk about what happened in front of the monks; they’ll take the news straight to Daniel or Nathaniel. But whatever just happened with Mya is big. So big she hasn’t come to the infirmary yet—not even to see Rafa.<
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The door into the ward swings open and Micah’s head pops through.
‘Holy shit. What hap—’
‘Out!’ Brother Ferro snaps. ‘This is not the commissary.’
Micah disappears.
‘Keep that pressure strong, Gabriella.’
I do. With my free hand, I stroke Rafa’s cheek with the back of my fingers. His stubbled skin is hot and clammy. He lets out a deep sigh and my chest aches. He passes out again. Brother Ferro has me hold gauze on Rafa’s chest now too.
The monk is trimming the last suture on Rafa’s stomach wound when the main door opens again. The monk’s head comes up but the rebuke dies on his lips when he sees who it is.
Daniel takes in Rafa and then Taya. It’s a moment before he can speak. ‘How are they?’ The question is for Brother Ferro, not me.
‘Brother Benigno is working to stave off infection in Taya’s hand. She has a number of lacerations and bruises, and I suspect she had cracked a rib before Malachi healed her. She has also taken several heavy bumps to the head, but she will be awake again soon.’ The monk keeps working while he talks, unwrapping an antiseptic wipe. He nods for me to take the pressure off the chest dressing, and cleans the crescent moon gouged into Rafa’s flesh. Blood immediately pools.
‘And Rafa?’
Brother Ferro pauses. Sweat beads on his neck. ‘He didn’t heal in the shift.’
Daniel stares at him. ‘How is that possible?’
‘He’s lost a lot of blood. The first wounds were partially healed, but these others…’ He tosses the bloodied wipe aside, unwraps another. ‘I’ve never seen anything like this. Not even when Calista was hurt. It’s drained his strength. It’s made him, I don’t know’—he shakes his head—‘more human than Rephaite.’
I watch Brother Ferro carefully trace the outer arc of the crescent room with another wipe. ‘What does that mean?’
‘I don’t know, Gabriella. The trauma of these injuries would have killed a human long since.’ The monk wipes his forehead with the back of a latexed hand. ‘I don’t fully understand how your physiology works. If he can’t heal during a shift, then I don’t know if he will heal at all. And if there is internal bleeding…’
‘That’s not good enough,’ Ez says, stricken. ‘You have to do more than patch him up. You have to fix him. We need him.’
‘If he were human, I would give him a blood transfusion but we don’t have—’ Brother Ferro stops.
‘What?’ Ez and I say together.
‘We could try Rephaite blood.’
‘How?’ Daniel asks.
‘It would have to be person-to-person. It’s archaic, but we don’t have time for anything else—unless you want to shift to a hospital? I didn’t think so.’
Blood continues to seep from Rafa’s chest. The monk wipes it again. And again. The gauze I’m holding on Rafa’s leg is soaked through.
‘We’d need a match.’
Daniel goes to the computer next to the sterilising unit.
‘You know Rafa’s blood type?’ Ez asks.
‘The brothers have medical information on all of you.’ Daniel clicks through files. ‘Okay, Rafa is Type B. So is Malachi and—’
A chair scrapes over the lino. Malachi is on his feet. ‘Tell me what to do.’
‘Malachi, there are others with your blood type.’
Malachi places Taya’s hand at her side. ‘Rafa kept Taya alive in that house. Tell me what to do.’
BLOOD IS THICKER THAN ANGER
Malachi is propped on pillows on a gurney next to Rafa, tubes and bags hooked up between them. Rafa is out again, each breath short and laboured.
We stand there, impotent, watching dark red blood flow from Malachi into Rafa, while Brother Ferro stitches Rafa’s leg. The infirmary is quiet except for the muted voices from the ward next door: Mick and Rusty reliving the farmhouse attack.
‘All we can do is wait,’ Daniel says.
I’m still keeping pressure on Rafa’s bandages, my fingers sticky with his blood. His face is puffy and discoloured. Lips cracked and bleeding. Dark blond hair damp with sweat. God, he’s a mess.
A hand touches my elbow, tentative. ‘Gabriella.’ It’s Brother Ferro. ‘I don’t know how long this will take. You should clean yourselves up and get some rest. I promise I will get word to you if there’s any change. Brother Benigno can take over with these wounds.’
I don’t want to leave Rafa. I can’t. I—
‘Come on.’ Jude is beside me. He puts an arm around my shoulders. I can’t look away from Rafa, even while Jude wipes my hands clean. And then he’s steering me towards the door and out into the hallway. I put one foot in front of the other, numb.
When we’re outside in the cloister, he grabs me in a rough hug. ‘Fuck, Gaby, I thought I’d lost you again.’ I cling to his shirt. I don’t remember when I started shaking.
Jude walks me to the bench and I slump beside him. Light drizzle wets the grass in the piazza. The sandstone bleeds dark brown and the late afternoon sky hangs low; everything is close, quiet. I close my eyes and listen to the sound of rain.
‘Are you hurt?’
I open my eyes to find Daniel standing in front of us. Ez and Zak are behind him. Ez still has my sword.
‘No.’ It’s not really true: I’m sore and bruised from my fight with Bel, but what is that compared with Rafa and Taya’s pain?
Daniel studies me, his jaw working. ‘That was the most reckless thing you have ever done and the fact everyone came out alive owes more to good luck than—’
‘She killed Bel.’
Daniel’s head snaps in Zak’s direction. ‘Bel is dead?’
‘That’s what Rafa said.’
I bring my knees to my chest, lean against the wall. Exhaustion creeps up on me like warm water in a bath. Daniel is about to say something else when another thought strikes him. ‘Tell me you didn’t use the rocket launcher.’ I don’t answer and he rests his hands on his hips, focuses on the pavement. His shirtsleeves are rolled up; tendons stand out on his forearms. He’s strung tight, even with Taya and Rafa back.
‘Would you rather we’d left that room intact?’ I ask. ‘Do you want Zarael to come after us again?’
‘No, Gaby, I don’t. What I’d rather—’ He cuts himself off.
‘What?’ Anger flares. Faithful, reliable.
He gives me an impatient look. ‘I’d rather you weren’t still behaving so much like your brother.’
Jude gives a rough laugh. ‘One day, pal, you and I are going to have a long chat about this bug you’ve got up your arse about me. And about some of your decision-making regarding my sister.’
Daniel’s shoulders tighten. He’s standing with his back to the piazza, framed by falling rain.
‘The room’s gone,’ I say. ‘Deal with it.’ I think about those angel wings on the wall, Mya smearing blood over them. I touch my shirt, stained with Rafa’s blood. ‘Did Nathaniel tell you he’s seen the winged symbol before?’
‘He told you that?’ I know Daniel well enough to see this is news to him: the fact Nathaniel shared something with us that he hasn’t told the Five. ‘He said the symbol was used to confine Semyaza and the Two Hundred before they were sent to hell.’
Daniel watches me for a long moment, not blinking. Not seeing. Then he walks a few paces, shifts his attention somewhere towards the other side of the piazza. None of us speaks.
‘And the hits keep coming,’ Ez says eventually. ‘What does any of that mean?’
‘I don’t know.’ Zak holds out his hand for the swords she’s carrying. ‘I’m going to clean these. Do you want to check on Dani while I do that?’
I want to tell them to stay—they need to know about Mya—but I can’t tell them in front of Daniel. They walk off in opposite directions.
Daniel turns back to me. ‘Can I see the photo again?’ I hand him my phone and he enlarges the image.
‘He hasn’t said anything to you about any of this, has he?’ Jude says.
‘I guess he doesn’t want too many people thinking those women might really be getting messages from heaven.’
‘That’s impossible.’
‘Then how is it they have the exact same symbol on their wall as the one used by the Garrison?’
Daniel is still fixated on the screen. ‘This is an angel trap?’
‘No,’ Jude says. ‘Apparently angels can only be trapped using the blood of an archangel.’
‘If you’re so sure an archangel gave them instructions to create that room, why couldn’t they have given blood as well?’ There’s a brittle edge to him now.
‘Nathaniel says they’re forbidden from shedding their blood on Earth.’
‘Why would you believe him if you doubt everything else he says?’
‘Because by telling us, he’s admitting he broke the no-angel-bloodshed rule when he created the wards here. Why lie if all it does is put himself in the shit?’ Usually it’s the opposite for Nathaniel: he lies to keep himself out of it.
Daniel’s nostrils give a telltale flare. ‘Nathaniel explained the role of the blood in the wards to us this morning. That’s not a secret.’
‘Us being the Five, not the rest of the Rephaim, even though he had every chance to do that at the chapterhouse.’
‘It’s about free will—’
‘It’s about controlling information,’ Jude snaps.
Daniel’s chest expands as he takes a slow, steadying breath. Straightens his shoulders. ‘I trust Nathaniel will tell us what we need to know when we need to know it.’
‘Mate, there’s a point when loyalty becomes naivety. I think you just crossed it.’
‘It’s uncanny’—Daniel’s lips barely move—‘how easily you’ve slipped back into your old skin. It won’t be long now and you’ll be shouting down the chapterhouse, turning more Rephaim against Nathaniel.’
‘Hey, Daniel.’ It’s Micah. His hair is damp from the rain. Daniel moves away from us, runs a palm over the front of his shirt. ‘You’re wanted in the library. Nathaniel has reconvened the Council.’