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by Jane Feather


  "I trust you are fe­eling bet­ter, my lord." His wi­fe spo­ke at his el­bow. Her eyes we­re mo­re gray than blue this eve­ning, ref­lec­ting the al­most opa­les­cent misty gray of her gown. The si­de pa­nels of the gown we­re drawn up over her ho­op to re­ve­al an eme­rald gre­en un­der­gown sewn with se­ed pe­arls. A ti­ara of eme­ralds nes­t­led in the black ha­ir, a mat­c­hing col­lar was clas­ped at her thro­at, and on her wrist she wo­re the ser­pent bra­ce­let; the di­amond slip­per, the sil­ver ro­se, and the eme­rald swan ca­ught the can­d­le­light whe­ne­ver she mo­ved her gra­ce­ful­ly ro­un­ded fo­re­arm.

  Elvi­ra had worn the in­t­ri­ca­te bra­ce­let with its stran­ge, al­most si­nis­ter me­di­eval de­sign with flam­bo­yan­ce. She had worn it con­s­tantly and flo­uris­hed it as she flo­uris­hed the ma­le ad­mi­ra­ti­on that flo­wed over her. Ad­mi­ra­ti­on that she had pla­yed up to with all her se­duc­ti­ve wi­les. Cor­de­lia was al­so ne­ver se­en wit­ho­ut the bra­ce­let. She to­uc­hed it fre­qu­ently but al­most ab­sently, as if it we­re a kind of ta­lis­ma­nic ri­tu­al.

  Whe­ne­ver he lo­oked at the bra­ce­let, he be­ca­me su­per­s­ti­ti­o­usly con­vin­ced that so­me dre­ad­ful mis­c­han­ce had bro­ught it in­to his li­fe. Both wo­men who wo­re it with such con­s­tancy we­re cor­rupt. Both we­re as de­vi­o­us, as fa­it­h­less, as ma­ni­pu­la­ti­ve as the Eve it rep­re­sen­ted.

  A wa­ve of diz­zi­ness was­hed over him, and he gras­ped the back of a cha­ir.

  "You are un­well, my lord. Per­haps you sho­uld re­ti­re." Cor­de­lia spo­ke aga­in, not that she ga­ve a damn whet­her he was on his de­at­h­bed. One thing was cer­ta­in, he was not go­ing to co­me to her bed to­night, not in his pre­sent sta­te. The re­li­ef ma­de her want to sing.

  And then he lo­oked at her and the fa­mi­li­ar na­usea and tre­mors be­gan anew. He lo­at­hed her. The ma­li­ce in his eyes was wor­se than she'd ever se­en it. He se­emed to lo­ok right thro­ugh her, in­to the dar­kest cor­ners of her so­ul. "I will re­ti­re in my own go­od ti­me, ma­da­me," he sa­id. "And I will co­me to you in my own go­od ti­me. You will awa­it me."

  Cor­de­lia tur­ned away, unab­le to be­ar tho­se eyes. She didn't think he was ca­pab­le of hur­ting her to­night, but she was no lon­ger cer­ta­in of it.

  Mic­ha­el's mo­uth twis­ted. He mo­ved aro­und the cha­ir he held wit­ho­ut re­le­asing his grip and sat down he­avily. Pas­sports. The child had prat­tled to Leo abo­ut pas­sports. A pro­mi­sed pre­sent from her un­c­le.

  Leo Be­a­umont had es­cor­ted Mic­ha­el's wi­fe all the way from Vi­en­na. Twen­ty-th­ree days in her com­pany. Mo­re than long eno­ugh to form a li­a­ison. Had she sin­ce con­fi­ded the dark sec­rets of her mar­ri­age? Of co­ur­se, she wo­uld ha­ve con­fi­ded in a lo­ver. And the im­pul­si­ve lo­ver wo­uld sche­me to ta­ke her away.

  The fat mag­gots of sus­pi­ci­on writ­hed in Mic­ha­el's he­ad as they had do­ne sin­ce he'd over­he­ard his da­ug­h­ter's qu­es­ti­on that af­ter­no­on. El­vi­ra had be­en de­ce­it­ful. El­vi­ra had be­en un­fa­it­h­ful. Why sho­uld her brot­her be any dif­fe­rent? Mic­ha­el had ne­ver li­ked El­vi­ra's brot­her. He had ma­de use of him, but he had ne­ver re­al­ly trus­ted him. And most par­ti­cu­larly not sin­ce El­vi­ra's de­ath. The­re was a slyness to him. And de­fi­ni­tely so­met­hing pe­cu­li­ar abo­ut his be­sot­ted at­ten­ti­on to a pa­ir of in­fants. What grown man wit­ho­ut an ul­te­ri­or mo­ti­ve wo­uld be so at­ten­ti­ve to such un­re­war­ding obj­ects?

  Sus­pi­ci­on on­ce aro­used grew and grew as it had do­ne over El­vi­ra. Mic­ha­el's he­ad be­ca­me fil­led with it, a gre­at gray mass of twis­ting, gut-chur­ning sus­pi­ci­on that in a few ho­urs had be­co­me con­vic­ti­on. It was per­fect lo­gi­cal re­aso­ning.

  Leo was plan­ning to kid­nap his sis­ter's chil­d­ren, and he was go­ing to run off with Mic­ha­el's wi­fe. Mic­ha­el knew he was right. He'd be­en right abo­ut El­vi­ra. He was al­ways right to trust his in­s­tincts. He knew in his blo­od when so­met­hing thre­ate­ned his ha­bits, his cho­ices, his dig­nity, his very self. He had known sin­ce he was a small child when so­me­one or so­met­hing me­na­ced his cho­sen path. And even as a small child, he had known how to fight back.

  He was al­ways right to act upon the­se in­s­tincts.

  His wi­fe had be­en vir­gin on her wed­ding night, he wo­uld swe­ar to it on his mot­her's gra­ve. But if she had not kept ex­c­lu­si­vely to his bed sin­ce then, she co­uld even now be car­rying Leo Be­a­umont's child. He wo­uld not gi­ve his na­me to anot­her's bas­tard. He wan­ted an he­ir, and the­re must be not the fa­in­test ta­int of sus­pi­ci­on as to its li­ne­age.

  To­night he wo­uld ma­ke su­re of it. Then he wo­uld ma­ke su­re of El­vi­ra's brot­her. His eyes clo­sed, his he­ad po­un­ded mer­ci­les­sly. He le­aned back aga­inst the cha­ir, res­ting his he­ad, but the tor­men­ting ima­ges of his wi­fe's pa­le body mo­ving aga­inst Leo Be­a­umont's si­nu­o­us flesh wo­uldn't le­ave his mind. They se­emed to ta­ke him over, fill him with an all-con­su­ming ra­ge, so strong he tho­ught he wo­uld vo­mit. His fin­gers cur­led over the arms of the cha­ir.

  "Prin­ce, you se­em un­well."

  Mic­ha­el ope­ned his eyes. One of the king's equ­er­ri­es was exa­mi­ning him with an air both con­cer­ned and dis­p­le­ased.

  "His Ma­j­esty no­ti­ced," the equ­er­ry sa­id in ex­p­la­na­ti­on. The mes­sa­ge was cle­ar. Eit­her the prin­ce be­ca­me his usu­al li­vely and dip­lo­ma­tic self, or he re­mo­ved his fe­eb­le and of­fen­ding car­cass from the king's sight.

  Mic­ha­el ro­se, unab­le to dis­gu­ise the ef­fort it cost him. "I find myself a lit­tle fa­ti­gu­ed," he sa­id. "I beg His Ma­j­esty to ex­cu­se me." He wal­ked to­ward the do­or of the sa­lon, con­cen­t­ra­ting on put­ting one fo­ot in front of the ot­her.

  Had that de­ce­it­ful wi­fe put a cur­se on him? He co­uldn't lo­se the sus­pi­ci­on ho­we­ver firmly he told him­self it wasn't ra­ti­onal. But wit­c­h­c­raft wasn't ra­ti­onal, and it was still a fact. That wo­man of Cor­de­lia's-that Mat­hil­de. The­re was a witch if ever he'd se­en one. Per­haps she'd put the evil eye on him when he'd dis­mis­sed her. He'd find her. She had to be aro­und so­mew­he­re, star­ving in so­me al­ley in the town. She co­uldn't ha­ve go­ne far.

  He stag­ge­red in­to his own apar­t­ments, sum­mo­ned Bri­on to bring him cog­nac, and shut him­self up in his dres­sing ro­om. He had so­me pre­pa­ra­ti­ons to ma­ke be­fo­re his wi­fe ca­me up­s­ta­irs.

  Leo, frow­ning, had wat­c­hed Mic­ha­el's de­par­tu­re from the sa­lon. The man was cle­arly still far from strong, and Leo fo­und him­self cur­sing Mat­hil­de's po­ti­on. Pa­ra­do­xi­cal­ly, sin­ce wit­ho­ut it, he wo­uldn't be con­tem­p­la­ting Mic­ha­el's des­t­ruc­ti­on. A des­t­ruc­ti­on he co­uldn't ef­fect un­til the man was well and strong aga­in.

  Co­uld Mic­ha­el ha­ve he­ard Ame­lia's bur­b­le abo­ut pas­sports? The child had spo­ken qu­ite softly, and why sho­uld Mic­ha­el ha­ve bro­ken the ha­bit of a li­fe­ti­me and ac­tu­al­ly lis­te­ned to her? It wo­uld be the sup­re­me irony that a man who ne­ver pa­id the slig­h­test at­ten­ti­on to his da­ug­h­ters' ver­bal fo­rays sho­uld ha­ve he­ard the one thing he didn't ne­ed to he­ar. But if he had…

  The­re was not­hing to be do­ne abo­ut it. Af­ter the play to­mor­row af­ter­no­on, it wo­uldn't mat­ter.

  "Leo, Mic­ha­el's go­ne." Cor­de­lia spo­ke bre­at­h­les­sly at his sho­ul­der. "I can't be­li­eve he wo­uld le­ave me un­wat­c­hed, but he has."

  "I saw." He lo­oked at her and he wan­ted to hold her. To snatch her up and tas­te the warm swe­et­ness of her mo­uth, fe­el t
he sup­ple slen­der­ness of her body, in­ha­le the frag­ran­ce of her skin. She re­ad his eyes and her own fil­led with hungry lon­ging.

  "Whe­re can we go?"

  He al­most la­ug­hed, it was so typi­cal of Cor­de­lia. No pre­li­mi­na­ri­es, no fo­ret­ho­ught, just the sim­p­le qu­es­ti­on that she as­su­med he was as­king him­self. But the ti­me for la­ug­h­ter and lo­ve­ma­king had pas­sed, and wo­uld not co­me aga­in un­til the­ir fu­tu­re was as­su­red.

  He sho­ok his he­ad and saw di­sap­po­in­t­ment van­qu­ish de­si­re on her open co­un­te­nan­ce. "My swe­et, we can ta­ke no risks now. Stroll with me along the gal­lery." He of­fe­red his arm.

  Cor­de­lia to­ok it, swal­lo­wing her di­sap­po­in­t­ment. "You ha­ve a plan," she sta­ted, as they mo­ved among the crowds. "For to­mor­row. Tell me abo­ut it."

  He pa­used by a de­ep win­dow em­b­ra­su­re and lo­oked out at­ten­ti­vely, mur­mu­ring in­to the air ahe­ad of him. "To­mor­row af­ter­no­on I want you to ta­ke the girls and go to Mat­hil­de and Chris­ti­an, as I sa­id ear­li­er." "But why?"

  "To see if it can be do­ne," he sa­id simply. "A tri­al run, if you li­ke." He tic­ked off items on his fin­gers, his vo­ice qu­i­et and aut­ho­ri­ta­ti­ve. "We ne­ed to be cer­ta­in that we ha­ve the go­ver­ness's co­ope­ra­ti­on. We ne­ed to be cer­ta­in that you can all le­ave the pa­la­ce wit­ho­ut dra­wing com­ment. And we ne­ed to be cer­ta­in that the chil­d­ren don't ma­ke dif­fi­cul­ti­es when it co­mes to the re­al thing be­ca­use they don't un­der­s­tand what's hap­pe­ning." He tur­ned his he­ad. "Is that cle­ar eno­ugh, Cor­de­lia?"

  "I sup­po­se so," she sa­id a lit­tle do­ub­t­ful­ly. Why did she ha­ve the fe­eling he was hi­ding so­met­hing from her? She lo­oked up at him. "You wo­uldn't lie to me, wo­uld you, Leo?"

  "Why wo­uld I do that?" He ra­ised an eyeb­row, his vo­ice slightly sar­do­nic.

  Cor­de­lia shrug­ged. "I don't know. But she still wasn't sa­tis­fi­ed.

  Leo re­su­med the stroll. He had be­en rac­king his bra­ins for a way to en­su­re that Cor­de­lia and the chil­d­ren didn't at­tend the play the fol­lo­wing af­ter­no­on. The chil­d­ren must ne­ver ever ga­in so much as a hint of what the­ir fat­her had do­ne to the­ir mot­her, and he co­uldn't risk Cor­de­lia's pre­sen­ce. One im­pul­si­ve mo­ve when she un­der­s­to­od what he was do­ing co­uld re­ve­al the­ir li­a­ison and to­tal­ly dis­c­re­dit his chal­len­ge to her hus­band. On­ce the chal­len­ge was is­su­ed, the ar­ran­ge­ments for the du­el in pla­ce, then she and the chil­d­ren must start for En­g­land with Chris­ti­an's es­cort… just in ca­se an­y­t­hing went wrong…

  But it wo­uldn't. Des­pe­ra­te de­ter­mi­na­ti­on sent a grim jolt to his belly.

  Cor­de­lia to­ok her hand from his arm. "You are lying to me," she ac­cu­sed, ba­rely ra­ising her vo­ice abo­ve a whis­per. "I can fe­el it. I can see it in yo­ur eyes."

  He sho­ok his he­ad. "You're ti­red, Cor­de­lia. You had lit­tle if any sle­ep last night and it's be­en a long and emo­ti­onal day."

  All of which was per­fectly true. And yet she knew she was right. "If you don't trust me, the­re's not­hing I can do abo­ut it." Hurt glis­te­ned in her eyes. "I'll do as you ask be­ca­use I hap­pen to trust you. I'll bid you go­od night, my lord." She cur­t­si­ed and wal­ked away.

  Leo swo­re un­der his bre­ath, won­de­ring if he co­uld ha­ve han­d­led that any bet­ter than he had. Cor­de­lia was so dam­nably in­tu­iti­ve.

  A gre­at wa­ve of we­ari­ness was­hed over Cor­de­lia as she wal­ked away from Leo. We­ari­ness, di­sap­po­in­t­ment, and now lo­ne­li­ness. She wan­ted Mat­hil­de with a pi­er­cing, tor­men­ting ne­ed. She wan­ted to go to bed and ha­ve Mat­hil­de bring her hot milk, and put a co­ol, la­ven­der-so­aked cloth on her fo­re­he­ad, and tuck her in, and tell her ever­y­t­hing was go­ing to be all right.

  Inste­ad the­re was only El­sie. Well-me­aning but clumsy, who didn't know how to brush Cor­de­lia's ha­ir with the so­ot­hing stro­kes that to­ok all the ten­si­on from her scalp;

  who didn't ha­ve the cle­ver fin­gers that un­k­not­ted the tight mus­c­les in her sho­ul­ders and neck.

  Oh, she was be­ing chil­dish! Cor­de­lia to­ok her­self ro­undly to task. Leo was right. She'd had no sle­ep the pre­vi­o­us night and the day had be­en over­lo­aded with emo­ti­onal ten­si­ons. She wo­uld go to bed and sle­ep off this pre­sen­ti­ment of do­om, this ri­di­cu­lo­us sen­se of inj­ury. Of co­ur­se he hadn't be­en lying to her. Why wo­uld he do that? She was ima­gi­ning things be­ca­use she was ex­ha­us­ted and over­w­ro­ught.

  With sud­den de­ci­si­on she tur­ned asi­de to­ward the sta­ir­ca­se le­ading away from the sta­te apar­t­ments. At le­ast to­night she was sa­fe from Mic­ha­el, and po­or lit­tle El­sie did her best.

  She gre­eted the girl with a de­ter­mi­ned smi­le as she en­te­red her bed­c­ham­ber and fell back on­to the so­fa. "Help me with my sho­es, El­sie de­ar. I can ba­rely mo­ve a mus­c­le."

  "La, ma­da­me! Wha­te­ver ha­ve you be­en do­ing to yo­ur­self?" El­sie rus­hed over so­li­ci­to­usly and, des­pi­te much fum­b­ling and self-rec­ri­mi­na­ti­on, fi­nal­ly ma­na­ged to ease her mis­t­ress out of her he­avy co­urt dress, un­la­ce her cor­sets, and help her in­to her nig­h­t­gown. "Shall I brush yo­ur ha­ir, ma­da­me?"

  "Yes, but very gently." Cor­de­lia sat at the dres­ser. Her scalp felt tight and so­re with ti­red­ness. El­sie tri­ed but she co­uldn't emu­la­te Mat­hil­de, and af­ter a mi­nu­te Cor­de­lia to­ok the brush from her and fi­nis­hed the task her­self.

  She clim­bed in­to bed with a sigh of re­li­ef, her body sin­king in­to the de­ep fe­at­her mat­tress. "Blow out the can­d­les, El­sie, and pull the cur­ta­ins."

  The ma­id had ba­rely do­ne so when Cor­de­lia fell in­to a black and dre­am­less sle­ep.

  Mic­ha­el wa­ited, do­zing in the ar­m­c­ha­ir in his dres­sing ro­om. He ne­eded his wi­fe to be as­le­ep be­ca­use to­night he wasn't strong eno­ugh to over­po­wer her wit­ho­ut res­t­ra­ints and she wo­uld fight him. With El­vi­ra, he had ad­mi­nis­te­red the ini­ti­al do­ses of po­ison in the bur­ned cham­pag­ne that she enj­oyed so much. Af­ter a co­up­le of days, when the mix­tu­re had star­ted its work and she was too we­ak to re­sist even if she'd known what he was gi­ving her, he'd ad­mi­nis­te­red it ne­at. But she still hadn't gu­es­sed what he was do­ing to her. Not un­til tho­se last ho­urs, when he'd se­en so­me daw­ning re­ali­za­ti­on in her hol­low eyes.

  But the­re was no re­ason to con­ce­al from Cor­de­lia what he in­ten­ded for her. In fact, he had no de­si­re to do so.

  He was be­gin­ning to fe­el that his dra­ining we­ak­ness was aba­ting as the ho­ur ap­pro­ac­hed two o'clock. Each ti­me he awo­ke from a short do­ze, he felt stron­ger and mo­re con­fi­dent, and to his gre­at re­li­ef the diz­zi­ness se­emed to ha­ve di­sap­pe­ared. His he­ad no lon­ger swam when he sto­od up. He must ha­ve ca­ught so­me mi­nor in­fec­ti­on, he de­ci­ded. It was ab­surd to ha­ve con­tem­p­la­ted wit­c­h­c­raft. The in­fec­ti­on had we­ake­ned his bra­in.

  The pa­la­ce was qu­i­et, his own apar­t­ments ab­so­lu­tely si­lent, the ser­vants long go­ne to the­ir beds. Cor­de­lia had be­en in bed for an ho­ur. She wo­uld su­rely be as­le­ep now.

  He pic­ked up the fo­ur lengths of thinly bra­ided ro­pe, tes­ting them bet­we­en his hands. They wo­uld hold Cor­de­lia's slight fra­me des­pi­te her sup­ple strength. He lo­oped them over his arm, then to­ok up a shal­low sil­ver cup wa­iting on the dres­ser. He snif­fed its con­tents. A bit­ter smi­le to­uc­hed his lips. The ju­ice of the herb sa­vin. Not for not­hing was it nic­k­na
­med Co­ver Sha­me in the un­der­world of pro­cu­rers and mid­wi­ves. It was well known as a "res­to­ra­ti­ve of slen­der sha­pes and ten­der re­pu­ta­ti­ons," and it wo­uld su­it his pur­po­ses this night.

  He wal­ked softly thro­ugh Cor­de­lia's dres­sing ro­om and tur­ned the han­d­le on her do­or. The ro­om was in dar­k­ness, re­li­eved only by the fa­int mo­on­light from the open win­dow. He pad­ded to the bed and so­un­d­les­sly drew the bed­cur­ta­in asi­de at the he­ad of the bed. Cor­de­lia was a still sha­pe wit­hin the whi­te co­vers, de­eply as­le­ep on her back, her arms thrown most con­ve­ni­ently abo­ve her he­ad.

  He mo­ved be­hind the bed and had se­cu­red her right wrist to the bed­post be­fo­re she awo­ke.

  Cor­de­lia strug­gled up from a de­ep sle­ep as the sen­se of so­met­hing ter­rib­le for­ced its way thro­ugh her un­con­s­ci­o­us­ness. She was only half awa­ke, di­so­ri­en­ted, strug­gling to dis­co­ver what was wrong, when the ro­pe went aro­und her ot­her wrist. It was fas­te­ned to the bed­post be­fo­re she co­uld open her mo­uth to scre­am.

  "Scre­am if you must. No one will pay any he­ed." Mic­ha­el's cold vo­ice ca­me to her as if from so­me long tun­nel. She strug­gled, writ­hed, and then he ca­me in­to vi­ew. He sto­od lo­oking down at her and his eyes we­re fil­led with in­des­c­ri­bab­le me­na­ce.

  Oh God, what was he go­ing to do? He was go­ing to kill her.

  She pul­led fran­ti­cal­ly at her im­p­ri­so­ned wrists, bro­ught up her legs to kick at him. He grab­bed one an­k­le and la­ug­hed, a harsh rasp of sa­tis­fac­ti­on, and she knew she was gi­ving him what he wan­ted. Bit­ter ex­pe­ri­en­ce had ta­ught her that her re­sis­tan­ce he­ig­h­te­ned his ple­asu­re.

 

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