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Wings Over Poppies
Copyright © 2015 by J.A. DeRouen
Cover Design by Regina Wamba at Mae I Design and Photography
Editing by Madison Seidler
Proofreading by Alexis Durbin
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Table of Contents
Title Page
Robert Frost Quote
Prologue
The Past
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
The Present
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Epilogue
Acknowledgments
About the Author
HER FOUR-INCH STILETTO heels click, echoing throughout the gallery with every step on the parquet floors. I’m beginning to wonder if today is a museum outing for the impeccably dressed trophy wife, or if she actually plans on purchasing anything. She’s made at least three laps around the showroom and outlasted all the other patrons, yet she’s expressed no particular interest in any piece.
“This painting is absolutely stunning,” she croons, standing in front of one of my newer works, Wind. I may have spoken too soon.
“Thank you.” I stay a respectable distance behind her, allowing her time to fully take in the painting.
“Are they meant to be angel’s wings?” She continues to examine the painting, facing away from me.
“Possibly,” I say noncommittally. “My focus while painting this piece stayed solely on the idea of flight. Wings outstretched. Soaring. I didn’t give any thought to who the wings belonged to … they could belong to anyone, given the right circumstances.”
Her expression makes it clear that she’s unsatisfied with my answer, but she lets it go. She steps closer, examining each brush stroke as her hand skims delicately across the canvas, without ever actually touching it. The action seems almost reverent, and I swell with pride. I may not need the validation of others when it comes to my artwork, but I’d be lying if I said it doesn’t feel good.
She leans forward to examine it more closely and turns to me with a confused look. I know her question before she opens her mouth.
“Why is this feather broken? Come to think of it, there’s something like this in each of your paintings. Why would you deliberately put flaws in your work?”
Her question feels curious without malice, which is the only reason I answer. If she didn’t like my previous answer, she’s sure to loathe this one. Her perfectly coifed hair, expertly applied makeup, and designer clothes assure me of that fact.
“Nothing in this world worth having is perfect.”
She laughs softly and raises her eyebrows. “Oh, I don’t know, Ms. Fontaine. Perfection has served me well in my life.”
A sad smile plays on my lips as I tell her the only truth that I know with any amount of certainty. “It’s been my experience that perfection is forgettable … expendable.”
I see equal parts pity and irritation in her eyes before she turns her attention back to the painting. I didn’t mean to offend her. However, while I appreciate the respect of others when it comes to my artwork, I won’t lie to achieve it.
She doesn’t cast a glance in my direction as she reaches in her clutch and produces a credit card. Never taking her eyes off the painting, she dismissively hands me the card.
“I’ll take it.”
“Enchanted” by Taylor Swift
MY LIPS TURN up in an uncontrollable grin the second my toes hit the dew-covered grass. I steal a quick look over my shoulder, making sure Momma doesn’t see me making a break for it. A lady should never leave home without looking her absolute best. Lipstick, Alexandra—never leave home without it. Whatever! She would just die if she saw me running down the fairway barefoot and in my nightgown. I tuck my sketchpad and pencils under my arm, pushing her antiquated notions to the back of my mind.
It’s Sunday morning, so Steeple and Plantation courses are closed until noon. Only Melrose is open because Daddy insists that one course is more than enough for the heathens who don’t attend Sunday service. That suits me just fine, because my oak tree will be deserted for the morning, and I’ll be free to sketch until it’s time for church.
Blades of fresh cut grass stick to my ankles and the rim of my cotton nightgown is drenched with dew and bright turquoise fertilizer, but that doesn’t stop me; however, Miss Anna hollering my name from the parking lot stops me in my tracks.
“Alexandra Marie Fontaine, what are you doing, girl? Your momma would tan your hide if she saw you out here like that. Practically naked, gallivanting down the fairway!” Miss Anna’s exasperation is nothing new when it comes to me. Her hands are on her hips, signifying she means business. Unfortunately, I see the small smile playing on her lips that she can’t hide from me.
“You know she doesn’t whip me, Miss Anna,” I taunt.
“Well, maybe she should. Cover yourself, girl!”
“I’ll be home before she knows I’m gone. I promise. I wanna draw the pond at sunrise. Please don’t tell,” I beg as I turn and run in the opposite direction. She mutters to herself as I giggle, knowing she’ll always keep my secrets. Miss Anna loves me—rebellious streak and all.
I climb my oak tree with little effort and settle on my favorite branch that stretches and curves as it kisses the ground, making it the perfect spot to recline and observe. The bark pinches my back and feet in a familiar and pleasant way as I settle in to draw. The sun hasn’t quite risen yet, and fog hovers along the surface of the pond. It feels heavy and dank, blurring my subject, but helping me see things in a different light. This is what I want to draw. An old stomping ground with a new perspective.
I quickly lose myself in the lines of the trees, the branches sagging under the weight of the Spanish moss and the shading of the fo
g. I’m completely oblivious to the crackling leaves behind me. I never hear his approach, and I jump as he passes right by me without noticing. I draw my knees tightly into my chest and duck my head in a ridiculous attempt to make myself invisible.
I’ve never seen him before, but he acts as if he belongs here. How can that be? I know everyone who works at my daddy’s golf course, and I certainly would have remembered him.
He walks to the edge of the pond and drops a backpack at his feet. He toes off his tennis shoes and reaches around to grab his shirt and pull it over his head. He bends down and grabs a net that I failed to notice sticking out of his backpack and slowly wades in the water. Suddenly, I feel like the trespasser, the Peeping Tom, but I can’t look away. Instead, I silently turn the page of my sketchbook and start a new project.
I can’t get a good look at his face, but his profile and back grab my attention all on their own. His hair is inky black and unruly, like he just rolled out of bed. Considering the time, that’s probably the case. His shoulders are broad, but his muscles haven’t quite caught up with his frame; like a boy on his way to becoming a man, he isn’t quite there yet. He’s deep golden tan, presumably from heritage rather than the sun, because he has no tan lines that I can see … and make no mistake, I’m looking.
I go unnoticed for a while as I draw, watching him collect golf balls from the bottom of the pond, tossing them on land. He’s amassed quite a pile when I feel a pesky tickle in my nose. Oh, please, no!
“Achoo!” I sneeze loud enough to wake the dead, and I hold up my sketchpad to hide myself from view. To my utter dismay, a small notebook does not have the ability to shield an entire human being from sight.
His body tenses at the sound of my sneeze. He whips his head around and his blaming eyes land firmly on me.
“Hey, what are you doing up there? Are you spying on me?” he shouts with an irritated scowl as he exits the pond and storms toward my tree.
“I was here before you, so how could I be spying? Maybe you were spying on me!” I holler back with an equal amount of irritation.
“I didn’t even know you were there. You could’ve let me know I wasn’t alone. What if I had taken off my pants?”
Well, that would have been interesting … and I don’t necessarily mean that in a bad way. I can’t help my smirk as I chuckle softly to myself.
“You think that’s funny, huh?” He glares indignantly.
“I don’t know, maybe. You tell me. Would I laugh if I saw you naked?”
My natural tendency toward smartass seems to break the dickhead dam this guy is attempting to build, and he lets out a sharp laugh. He looks down and shakes his head, continuing to laugh.
“A sassy Peeping Tom. I think I like it.” He smiles, and my heart drops at the sight. Seriously, this guy could stop traffic. His eyes are as dark as his hair, a complete contradiction to my crystal blue.
Staring into his eyes for much longer than appropriate causes an awkward silence to settle between us. It also gives him a moment to size me up and notice my sketchpad. He raises his eyebrows suspiciously.
“Well, what do we have here?” He shoots me a devious grin to distract me right before jumping up and swiping my notebook off my lap.
“Hey, give that back! That’s private.” I climb out of the tree as quickly as I can and race toward him, fists clenched. He’s running away, holding the notebook high above his head, well out of my reach. He stops and turns toward me. His laughter quickly dies in his throat as his eyes rake over my body.
“Fuck me.” He runs his hand down his face and gives his head a sobering jostle.
I glare at him and place my hands on my hips. “Hey, watch your damn mouth! I’m a lady.”
Laughter finds him again, and he throws his head back, completely overtaken. He finally catches his breath to find me still seething.
“Sweetheart, I have no doubt you’re a lady. In fact, all of your lady parts are on full display. I’m just enjoying the show.”
What the hell is he talking about? Realization washes over me like ice-cold water in the face. I look down, and my breath hitches in complete mortification. The sunlight filtering through the tree branches has turned my nightgown into full-on peepshow attire. I quickly raise my hands to cover my panties and my braless chest. Yes, braless.
“Polka dots become you.”
“Shut up! And stop looking!”
“I can’t help it. It’s kind of like a wreck on the highway. I just can’t look away. Well, not exactly like a wreck. This is good, where a wreck is bad … very bad … what were we talking about?”
“Oh my God! Just give me my sketchpad so I can go. This is embarrassing enough without you ogling me.” I stamp my foot for emphasis, but since he’s laughing again, I’m fairly certain I’ve missed the mark.
“Just hold your horses, Polky. I’ll give you my shirt to cover up, okay?” He grabs his shirt off the ground and tosses it my way. “See, I’m a good guy. Totally makes up for the ogling, right?”
“Not even close!” I shout.
“Hey, I could have kept my mouth shut and let you parade around like my own personal burlesque show, unbeknownst to you.”
“Well, there is that.” I shrug my shoulders, giving him that small concession.
Once I throw on his shirt and cover all my unmentionables, I peer up at him flipping through my drawings while calling out random compliments. He gets to what I assume is my last drawing and looks up at me questioningly.
“I’m right in front of you, shirtless … in all my glory … and this is what you choose to draw?”
“I didn’t realize you had glory,” I mutter sarcastically.
“Oh, I have glory, Polky. Or at least I thought I did before this crushing blow to my ego. I may never recover. Do you want that type of guilt on your hands?”
“I have no doubt you’ll recover just fine. Anyway, I wanted to draw the pond this morning, and when you walked into the water, you changed it.”
“Changed what?”
“The pond. The ripples started where you walked in, but they kept going, reaching out all the way to the edges.” I look over at the drawing, showing his hand reaching down, with only the tip of his finger touching the surface of the water. From that small touch, the pond is transformed. The waves, the mirrored light, the reflections—all exquisitely altered.
“So my presence changed things, huh?” His lips turn up into a conceited grin.
“Disturbed things is more like it,” I grumble under my breath.
“Whatever. I rocked that pond’s world.” I wonder if we’re still talking about the drawing.
“You know, there is something you can do for me. One small favor and I’ll forgive your pervy tendencies.”
“Oh, yeah? What’s that?”
“You could let me get a closer look at your hand. I mean, you were so far away when I sketched it I couldn’t get much detail. It’s no big deal if you don’t want to do it.” I shrug, trying to appear nonchalant as I roll my charcoal pencils in my hands.
“Hey, no problem. Small price to pay, right? Wait, that came out wrong. I didn’t mean to sound like I was paying for the show.” I roll my eyes and shake my head as I sit down on a patch of grass. “Anyway, I’m almost done with my work. The course pays me per ball, so I’m just making some extra cash. I just started working at the pro shop.”
Although I keep my focus on my drawing, I can feel him looking at me expectantly. I’m not in the sharing mood this morning, so I stay quiet and keep drawing.
“So that explains why I’m here.” He pauses, but I do my best to ignore his questioning tone. “Do you care to explain how you came to be here, on this morning, in your night clothes?”
“I live near here.” I never lift my head from my sketchpad. I’m purposefully vague, especially now that I know he works for my dad. “I like to come here to draw on Sunday mornings.”
Since my attention is divided between my drawing and our conversation, West does most
of the talking. Oh, that’s his name. West—not Weston—just West. I like it. One syllable. Direct and to the point. Strong. Anyway, since he’s carrying the conversation, I take the opportunity to soak up everything I can about my Sunday morning stranger.
He’s a year older than me, so he just graduated from high school. He grew up not far from here, but our paths never crossed, seeing as he attended public school, and I’m sentenced to a thirteen-year term at Riverside Preparatory School.
He’s starting school at Cedar Ridge Community College next month, and is one of the newest members of their golf team. That’s how he got the job at the club’s pro shop. His scholarship from CRCC and his job here at the club are helping to pay his tuition. Although he doesn’t offer many details, he implies his baby sister’s health is poor, and her medical bills eat up a big portion of his family’s money. He doesn’t specifically mention his father being absent, but I get the feeling that it’s just him, his mom, and his sister. He keeps his comments a bit vague.
I’m immersed in the curves and planes of West’s hand, completely focused on my task when his thumb brushes across my bottom lip, startling me.
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to surprise you. It’s just that you have something black on your lip.”
“Oh, it’s nothing. It’s a bad habit of mine.” I wipe my lips and turn away, embarrassed. “I tug on my lip when I’m drawing. I know it sounds stupid, but it helps me think. The black is from my charcoal pencils.”
What respectable young man wants to call on a young lady with soot on her face? Really, Alexandra, you look like Little Orphan Annie. My eyes shift downward, and I fidget with my pencils.
West gently touches my chin, raising my eyes to him. He smiles sweetly and flips a lock of my hair in his hand, leaning in closer. “I think it’s adorable. Wild, wavy blond hair, blackened lips, and unmentionables worth mentioning? That’s the stuff dreams are made of.”
Wow. Just wow. I nervously close my notebook and collect my pencils. With just a few words, he’s got me flustered and fumbling.
“It’s, um, getting late, and I have to go to church with my family.” I stumble on my words, as well as my feet, and I reach out to grab West’s shoulder for balance.
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