For once, she shed tears of joy. “I love you too, Colin. Thinking I would never be able to touch you again, kiss you, laugh with you, swim with you, it was the worse hell I’ve ever known. I don’t ever want to be without you again.”
“Marry me. Be my wife, Samantha, and make me whole again. I’m miserable without you.”
She laughed through her tears. “I’ve never wanted to belong to a family the way I want to belong to yours. I want to belong to you. Yes, I’ll marry you, Colin McCullough.”
He kissed her, and she knew that everything would finally be okay.
When they pulled apart they gazed at each other with unrefined lust in their eyes and unconditional love in their hearts.
He carefully unlaced her shoes and placed them beside his bed. Strong fingers plucked her socks from her feet and tossed them aside. She tried not to blush when he pulled her pants and panties away leaving her completely nude before him. She wasn’t sexy. She could barely pull off sexy when she wasn’t pregnant, but the way he looked at her made her feel more desired than she ever thought possible.
He placed both hands over her belly, forming a heart with his fingers and thumbs around her bellybutton, and pressed a kiss there. She watched, mesmerized, as his thumb traced the sign of the cross over the tight flesh of her abdomen as if he were anointing their child, blessing their baby.
He whispered promises as he spread kisses over her flesh, to their child, to her, and to God, and when the intimate moment had passed into something too large to voice he finally stood.
He never took his gaze from hers as he removed his pants and the last of his clothing. Her gaze strayed, the intimate moment pressing into parts of her still tender from losing him. The last time they’d made love it had been dawn. She hadn’t looked at him. When she finally saw him in all his naked glory she swallowed hard.
Yes, that would definitely get a girl pregnant.
He reached for her. “Come here.”
She let him help her to her feet and they stood toe to toe as he kissed her. His hands cupped her full breasts and she moaned into his mouth.
“Are you sensitive there?”
“Extremely,” she admitted.
His head dropped lower and he gently pulled one dark nipple into his mouth. His tongue flicked over the nub and her thighs pressed together. It seemed ergonomically impossible for them to actually make love in her condition, but she sure hoped Colin had a plan, because she never wanted him so badly.
“Do you think you can manage on your knees, Sammy?”
Liquid poured from her center, coating her swollen folds. She nodded. He turned her, swept her hair over one shoulder, and kissed the back of her neck. His soft, warm lips traveled down her spine and back again until she was trembling with desire.
“Please, Colin.”
He helped her onto the bed and carefully climbed up behind her. The touch of his hard thighs against her much softer ones was enough to make her come apart. Holding her hips supportively he fitted his knees between hers. “You’ll tell me if it is too much, Sammy.”
“It won’t be.”
“But you’ll tell me if it is.”
“Yes,” she agreed and his hard arousal nudged against her sex.
He parted her moist folds and began stroking slowly back and forth, making shallow dips into her wetness. His erection became slick with her cream. No barrier lay between them aside from Colin’s worry.
“Colin, the doctor assured me there isn’t a man alive large enough to do any damage to me or the baby. As long as you’re gentle everything will be fine.”
Her encouragement and the shared wisdom of her obstetrician seemed to be the only persuasion he needed. He pressed forward and filled her completely. It was incredible. Again she wanted to cry for how amazing it felt to be with him again, the touch of his skin to hers, his amazing warmth blanketing her.
He slowly moved in and out of her and they each moaned with pleasure. His hands held her lovingly and petted over her shoulders and thighs. Soft lips kissed the nape of her neck reverently and, again, he whispered his undying love for her. It wasn’t long before they were both coming apart.
They didn’t return to the rest of the family that night. Neither did they attend breakfast that following morning. It was the first time they could hold and openly love one another without shame or guilt and they reveled in the freedom of such gifts.
Aside from dozing a few moments between conversations, they had barely slept. By Sunday at noon Samantha’s stomach had begun to grumble. Colin insisted she stay in bed to get some sleep while he went downstairs to rustle up some food.
He didn’t have to go far. Someone, likely Maureen, had left a covered tray outside their door with muffins, orange juice, a jar of milk in ice, cereal, and even a pickle, which they assumed was intended for Sam in case she had some sort of clichéd craving.
They ate in bed and awoke sometime that evening long after the sun had set. “I need to call out of work tomorrow.”
Colin handed her the phone and waited as she left the message. It was wrong, taking off so close to her maternity leave, but there was no way she could make it back in time and be able to function in front of a class of thirty-five sixteen year olds.
After she hung up the phone Colin announced, “I’m driving you back. I want to meet your parents and ask your father’s permission to marry you.”
“What will you do if he says no?”
“Steal you away and make you my bride anyway, just like my father did with my mother.”
“Is this really what you want?”
“I’ve never wanted anything more, Sammy.”
She laughed. “Colin, do you have a name you always wanted if you ever had a son or a daughter?”
“I never thought I would have children, Samantha.”
“Oh, right.”
“Do you have names thought up?” he asked.
“Well, if it’s a boy, I think we should name him Colin. I never imagined naming him after you because I never imagined confessing who his father was, but now that the secret is out, I would really like to name him after you.”
“Never in my life had I imagined a son of my own blood bearing my name. I think that’s magnificent. Thank you.”
“And if it’s a girl…”
“If it’s a girl,” he prompted.
“I want to name her Tallulah Meghan and call her Lula for short.”
“Meghan for your sister?”
“Yes.”
“And where did you come up with Tallulah?”
“Well, I have this book that tells you the origin of names and their meanings. Tallulah’s Gaelic, which is fitting since she’ll be a McCullough, but I love it for what it means.”
He smiled at her sweetly. “And what does it mean, Sammy?”
“Water.”
She saw he too fell in love with the name as soon as he discovered its meaning. He kissed her softly and whispered, “I cannot imagine a more fitting name for my daughter. I love it.”
“I love you.”
“I love you too, Samantha. And I’ll never stop.”
Epilogue
Tallulah Meghan McCullough was born at three thirty-five that following Wednesday. She had her father’s dark hair and piercing blue-green eyes, but her mother’s nose and mouth. The entire McCullough clan had come to town to meet the newest McCullough. The fact that the Dougherty’s owned a bed and breakfast worked out perfectly, because there was actually a place to put them all.
Although Sam had surprised her parents by returning home with the father of her child, they welcomed Colin with open arms. Sam tried to explain how their situation had come about as tactfully as possible and her parents had gotten quite a chuckle out of the scandalous affair.
The Thorn Bird references never ended. For the rest of the night they referred to Sam and Colin as Meggie and Ralph, but they each took the teasing in stride. She wasn’t anything like Meggie. She’d found her happily ever after and in the end, Colin had
chosen her before all else.
Samuel, Samantha’s father, gave Colin his blessing and her mother was only slightly disappointed when they turned down her offer to have the wedding at the B&B. The property was beautiful, but Colin and Sam were already in agreement that there was only one place sacred enough to make their vows.
Labor had been terrifying, but in the end it was not as bad as she had assumed it would be. She was grateful Tallulah was a girl and not a ten-pound McCullough boy. They returned to the Dougherty home that Friday, mom and baby doing wonderfully well. Dad on the other hand was a bit of an old hen the way he clucked over the two of them, but Sam loved him all the more for it.
When they settled Lula into her bassinette and went to find the others, they walked right into a surprise shower, this time including the McCulloughs. The aunts doted over the newest female McCullough and Colin asked Sheilagh to be Lula’s Godmother, hoping it would soften the blow of losing her position as the female of the family holding the McCullough name. Braydon proudly accepted when they asked him to be Godfather.
A week later everyone traveled out to Saint Peter’s for the Christening. Colin’s dear friend Father Tucker performed the Mass and no one seemed to bat an eye that Lula’s parents still were not married. Everyone seemed to understand it was a result of the circumstances quite beyond their control.
The morning of the christening Colin did give Samantha her ring. It was a simple silver Claddagh with a diamond in the center of the crown. She loved it immediately.
Father Tucker accompanied the family back to Center County. Although Colin and Sam were not getting married in a church and therefore could not have a Catholic ceremony, it had been very important to Colin to have Father Tucker there to at least lead them in prayer.
On Tuesday morning Maureen and Karen, Sam’s mother, helped Sam dress in a gown that had belonged to Morai. It was stunning and Sam was flattered Colin’s grandmother had offered it. Once her hair was done and her last silk covered button was fastened, Sam slipped on a pair of warm white boots and a heavy white wool coat and followed the women out to the cars.
Thankfully it was only in the lower fifties that day and not overly blustery. The lake was calm and beautiful as always, but nothing looked as magnificent as Colin standing at its bank in his grandfather’s kilt and a formal tuxedo jacket.
Colin finally made his vows. They were not to an institution that would never love him back, but to a woman he knew would always care for him and hold his heart tighter than any other ever could.
His daughter looked almost as beautiful as his wife that day by the waters that had become so sacred to him and Samantha, those waters that taught them each how to love when, for their own different reasons, they thought they never would.
This was their lake. It held their secrets, their fears, and their most sacred memories of coming to know one another. It was a place of hope for them both, a place of peace, a place of escape. They were their waters and they were more sacred than any other place on earth.
*The End*
Expect to see more of the McCullough family soon.
About the Author
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Table of Contents
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