by J. L. Drake
“What are you talking about?” Sophia was in high school when we lived in Brooklyn. Did Dad know? He couldn’t have, not the way he talked about Vladimir after they met at the coffee shop last week. I mean, Dad was clear that he’d just met Vladimir, and that meant it wasn’t a coincidence Vladimir bumped into Dad at Starbucks.
Vladimir studied my reaction as if he could hear the Tilt-a-Whirl inside my head. “Sophia was my world. You look so much like her, Carter. Her golden eyes, silky blonde hair. I never married, never started a family, never found another woman who could compare. She was younger than you when we met and equally as beautiful.”
I fidgeted with the zipper on my coat, unnerved by the comparison.
He lifted my chin. “She talked about you all the time. Her spunky little sister Carter, always getting into trouble with her papa. Sophia would be proud of all your accomplishments. Helping you fulfill your dreams gives me great satisfaction.”
Oh, God.
***
That night, I lay in bed and wrestled with a devil on my left shoulder and an angel on the right. The angel—who I believed to be the spirit of Sophia—pleaded with me to tell Dad everything that had transpired between Vladimir and me. She’d always been my sensible voice of reason. Inside, I knew she was right, but over on the other side, the ornery little devil jabbed his pitchfork on my sense of duty.
If you tell your dad, you will incinerate his pride because you went behind his back and begged a stranger for money to cover up for your never ending trail of bad judgment calls.
Sheesh. The devil was right, too, but Dad had finally landed his dream job. Last week, I’d seen an official looking letter from the mortgage company on Dad’s desk. If Vladimir hadn’t hired him, we would’ve lost the house. Vladimir wouldn’t take it well if I walked away, and I couldn’t jeopardize Dad’s new CIO position. I convinced myself to stick with the plan, and if things got too weird I would tell Dad. Until that time, I’d been promoted from smoothie barista to Mr. Vladimir Ivanov’s indentured servant.
Chapter 5
Kill Shot
On Monday, I had a package waiting for me when I got to the club. I opened it and found a pair of hot pink Asics and a dozen pairs of cushiony athletic socks. My cheeks warmed with embarrassment, but I was grateful, yet slightly freaked out, by the forwardness of my new boss.
I changed into my new kicks, tossed the old ones in the can, and joined my teammates on the court. I was back in the club as if my conversation with Mr. Cusimano had never happened. He even met me when I got off the court, apologized, and welcomed me back—weird.
Not knowing what the plan was with Vladimir, I waited outside after practice and assumed he would magically appear like he had in the park. I looked around for the Ferrari or Range Rover, but he wasn’t there.
As I stood in the parking lot, still perspiring from a tough practice, a souped-up, black Cadillac with tinted windows crept up next to me. The glossy, after-market wheels glistened in the sunlight like black ice. The window came down and revealed the driver: Boris. There wasn’t a more perfect car in the world for that beast of a man.
I opened the passenger door and slid inside. “Nice ride.”
He had a stinky stogie between his teeth and was wearing a plaid pimp hat with a dotted feather tucked into the rim. As he rolled off the lot, I noticed his hair was pulled back in a ponytail, which revealed a tattoo of a black dagger inked on his neck. In his expensive-looking black suit, a fat gold chain around his neck, and an ominous expression that sneered, “Please give me a reason to kill you,” I mentally cautioned myself not to do anything to piss off the big guy.
Russian polka music reverberated through the car, and I sat quietly in the passenger seat and processed the Big Fat Mess I’d walked into when I accepted Vladimir’s offer. I was certain it was a gift, the problems I created for myself. Everyone had a talent; mine was doing the exact opposite of The Right Thing.
“What’s all that?” Boris pointed to the wad ’o crap dangling from the lanyard around my neck.
I let out a little snort and held it up. “This is a rape whistle, and this is a mini thing of mace. I walk everywhere. I have to protect myself. And this is my house key, another key to my best friend’s house, and a cherry-flavored ChapStick.”
“Why don’t you drive?”
Because Dad doesn’t trust me. I lifted my shoulders. “I like to walk.”
He let out a humph which I suppose meant he was satisfied with my answer.
A wooden cross adorned with faux jewels and bound in a lacy pink ribbon dangled from the rear-view mirror. It had Russian letters scribbled across it in a child’s handwriting. Boris tapped his rings on the steering wheel when he noticed me admiring it. I wanted to ask him who made it, but I didn’t think it wise to strike up a conversation with a snarling grizzly bear.
As we cruised down the hill past the church, I recognized the Chevy pickup driving past us on the other side of the road. The driver zeroed in on me as we passed.
“Shit.” I slunk down in my seat to hide—two seconds too late.
Boris turned off the radio. “What?”
“I’m so sorry.” I covered my hands over my face and sat up just enough to peek through my fingers and take a look behind. “Shit, shit, shit.” The truck turned around.
Boris glanced in the rearview mirror. “Who is that?”
“It’s too late. He saw me. Pull into the park up here on the right. I’m just going to let him shoot me and get it over with. I’m dead anyway.” I curled my legs up to my chest and watched the truck closing in on us. I lifted my tennis bag up to my lap and unzipped the side pocket.
I may not win this round, but I won’t go down without a fight.
Boris opened the glove box and pulled out a long black gun.
“Jeez. What the hell?”
He glared at me like I was the crazy one. I pulled my fat orange-and-yellow Nerf gun out of my bag and waved it at him. “Chill, Putin, it’s a game. Ever hear of dart tag?”
Boris eyed my toy and slid his gun back into the glove box. “You give up that easily?”
“The odds are against me. He and his buddies play video war games like it’s their religion. Plus, it’s stupid and not worth my time. I surrender.”
“Do what I say.” Boris sped through the lot and parked by the picnic shelter. “Hide behind the wall.” He pointed to the shelter. “Davai.” That meant, “Hurry the fuck up,” in Russian, I supposed.
The truck pulled in and parked next to the Caddy. My friend Ryan and his gun-toting buddy got out of the truck and tried in vain to conceal humongous plastic machine guns behind their backs. When they approached the Caddy, Boris leaned against the car and puffed on his stogie. Ryan stooped down and peeked inside the car.
“Good afternoon, gentleman,” Boris said. He exhaled a gray cloud of tobacco smoke.
The guys scrunched up their faces.
“Is there something I can help you with? You seem to have lost something.”
“Just looking for our friend Carter, sir. Happen to know where she went?” Ryan asked, widening his stance commando style.
Boris crossed his arms. “You want me to be a rat?”
I covered my mouth to stifle my giggle.
“Who are you?” Ryan’s buddy asked.
From my hiding spot behind the shelter I snuck up behind my unsuspecting victims. First, I popped Ryan’s friend in the back with my wimpy handgun and then took down one of my best friends with a kill shot to the head.
“Gotcha.” I lifted the gun to my lips and blew away imaginary smoke from my two perfect shots. When they turned to meet their assailant, their shoulders slumped in defeat as the realization sunk in I had outplayed them.
“That’s how you do it, boys.” I smacked Ryan on the ass.
He reeled me in for a hug and spanked me back. “That was hot, babe.” His muscles were strong and chiseled as if his body had been carved from petrified wood.
Ryan’s friend head
ed back to the truck, not at all as good a sport as his buddy. Boris watched their reactions with a glint of satisfaction in his menacing eyes.
Ryan wrinkled his forehead and sized up Boris. “You hired a bodyguard?”
I laughed. “Oh, right. Uh, this is Boris. He works for Dad’s new boss. He’s taking me to check out the office. Boris, this is my friend, Ryan.”
Ryan shook his hand. “Nice to meet you, sir.”
Boris didn’t return the sentiment.
“Hey, what’s our bet tonight, Cookie? San Francisco or Seattle?” Ryan asked.
I put my hand on my hip and twisted my lips as I thought it over. “Hmm, it’s going to be close. Both have great offenses, but I think San Francisco’s defense will dominate.”
“Yeah, but don’t forget, Seattle has the Twelfth Man factor at home.”
“True. It’ll be a tight game, so I’m going to have to go with my tried and true, no fail approach—hottest QB wins. I’ll take San Francisco.”
“That guy has nothing on me.” He flexed his bicep and kissed his bulging muscle. Ryan was a freshman running back on the UC football team and worked out more than I did.
“You wish.” I shoved him in the chest. “What do I get if I win—I mean when I win?”
“When I win,” Ryan said, “you have to wear my jersey Friday night, and I’ll treat you to dinner if you pull it off, deal?”
“Deal.” We shook on it. “What time are you coming over tonight?” I asked.
“We have an end-of-season team thing, so I probably won’t get to your house until the third or fourth quarter. Save me some pizza?”
“Yep.”
His cowboy boots clicked on the blacktop as he walked back to the truck. Over on the basketball court, I caught a glimpse of this super-hot Spanish guy, Leonardo, shooting hoops with his friends. He worked out at the club and had been hanging around the smoothie bar for a couple of weeks. He spotted me and tossed me an up nod.
I mouthed ¡hola! and then sucked in my bottom lip and turned away, embarrassed he had caught me checking him out. I leaned against the Cadillac next to Boris and held up a closed hand to initiate a fist bump. “That was badass, man.”
Boris studied my gesture and knocked his thick, tattooed knuckle into my pale boney fingers like an eighteen-wheeler crashing into a Smart car.
Ouch. I shook my fingers to relieve the pain. “I’m glad you’re on my team.”
Chapter 6
Hell One, Heaven Zip
When we arrived at the house, Boris ushered me to the kitchen and motioned for me to sit at the bar. He placed a teakettle over a gas flame.
“So, what’s my first assignment? I can compose letters, do research, bookkeeping, slide presentations, spreadsheets—”
“You will use vegetarian skills and make dinner for boss tonight.” He handed me a pad of paper and a pen. “Make list.”
Mentally, I prayed for guidance. “What happened to the chef?”
“He left us unexpectedly.”
There was no way I could pull it off. My idea of a weekday dinner was a jar of peanut butter and a spoon. What the heck did Boris expect me to do?
For our first course, Mr. Ivanov, I have opened a can of condensed tomato soup, added some water from the faucet, dumped it all into a microwave-safe bowl, and nuked it on high for a minute and a half. For crunch I have crumbled a handful of Goldfish crackers—
“Davai.” Boris tapped his finger on the counter next to the pad of paper. “Write down what you need. I will send runner to pick up groceries.”
I cocked my eye. “Can you give me a hint?”
He clicked his tongue like I was a moron. He held his hands out in front of the pad of paper. “Carrots, potatoes, beets, legumes, you know?”
I stuck a piece of gum in my mouth, chewed, and blinked at him like a dim-witted cow. He chuckled. Not like it was funny, more like he was stupefied by my ignorance. From behind the counter he pulled out a stack of cookbooks. He set them down in front of me and motioned for me to get to work.
In the spirit of going along with it, I opened one up. “What’s this, Russian?”
“Da, Russkiy.” He poured two cups of tea.
I could translate the Russian words into English on my phone—but still.
“What kind of vegetarian is Mr. Ivanov?” After a blank stare from Boris I elaborated. “For example, I don’t eat meat, fish, or eggs, but I do eat dairy. I’m a lacto-vegetarian.”
“He’s same vegetarian as you.”
“Why doesn’t he eat meat?”
“Why don’t you eat meat?” He slid a teacup on a saucer over to me.
“Thank you.” I spit my gum out into the trashcan. “I find dead things unappetizing.”
Boris sipped his tea and completely ignored my question. I gave up, rifled through the pages, and found a picture of a seemingly doable recipe for a vegetarian stew. As I scribbled down a list of ingredients, a guy pushed open the kitchen door and handed Boris a gym bag. With his slicked-back black hair and obnoxious swagger, the dude looked like a total player.
He conversed with Boris in their native tongue and pointed outside. I followed his gesture and snuck a peek out the window. There were two other shady looking guys in tracksuits smoking and shooting hoops down at the end of the driveway next to the guesthouse.
The whole time he was talking, the guy stared at my body, salivating, like I was some tasty morsel wrapped in bacon. He made a smooching sound and motioned for me to come to him. I sucked in my lips and looked to the big guy for guidance.
Boris reprimanded him and snapped his fingers at the dude—who smelled like he had been swimming in a vat of Abercrombie cologne and cigarette butts. The playboy held up his hands in surrender and backed out of the room with a grin on his face.
“How do you say ‘asshole’ in Russian?” I asked Boris.
His red face softened, but I could tell he was still irate. “Lapsha.”
“Lapsha means asshole? I’ll remember that.” The devil on my shoulder poked me in the neck: Get over yourself. It’s a cultural thing. Sophia said, Get the hell out of there!
If I had a car I would’ve listened to Sophia—damn the consequences. I shouldn’t have been in a house full of men who looked like they wanted to eat me alive. From outside, I heard the peacock alarm going off, and the orgasmic hum of the Ferrari engine. As I waited for the door to open, I wrestled with my conflicting emotions—excitement and fear.
The devil jumped over to the right side of my shoulder, grabbed Sophia by her wings, and shook her violently. She tried to fight back, but the devil overpowered her. Out of strength and resolve, Sophia flew away into the sky leaving a stream of silvery white feathers in her wake. The devil kicked back and leaned against the crook of my neck—hell one, heaven zip.
“Boss likes a drink after work.” Boris motioned for me to follow him to the bar. He lifted a bottle of vodka out of the fridge and turned over three shot glasses.
I heard the car door shut in the garage. The poodles cried, Papa’s home! from the other side of the kitchen door. When Vladimir came in, I expected him to flash me a crooked smile, have a drink, relax—no such luck. He burst through the door raging into his cell in Russian. He stormed through the kitchen and trailed off to his office on the other side of the house.
Boris listened and then excused himself to handle damage control. Toenails danced on the hardwood and then one of the poodles yelped. When Boris came back to the kitchen, he didn’t specifically say what had lit Vladimir up, just that there was a minor issue back home in Russia he needed to handle. Apparently he needed to handle it without me in the house. Boris took me home before I had a chance to screw up dinner.
Chapter 7
Whacked
Surprisingly, I’d slept soundly after The Situation on my first day at work. I shouldn’t have been so relaxed. I had a crucial, must-win match that afternoon. Our team was tied for first place in our division, and our opponents were the co-leaders.
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bsp; During warm ups, Coach fed the basket and pounded balls at us to keep us aggressive. “Be ready for anything, ladies.”
My statuesque partner Rakhi, who had the wingspan of a condor, and I were up first.
“Play like it’s for a trophy,” Coach said. “Three balls, no mercy.”
Coach nailed the ball down the middle on the first feed. I called Rakhi off it and sliced it crosscourt at Coach’s gut. He pounded it back. I got my strings on it but hit it into the net. He lobbed the next feed over my head.
“Switch!” I yelled.
Rakhi hustled back to chase it down, and I slid over to defend her spot. She popped back a floater right into Coach’s sweet spot. In a match situation, I would’ve shuffled back to the baseline to return the overhead on the bounce, but I didn’t want to look like a wimp in front of our opponents who were warming up on the court next to us. I should’ve adhered to my personal mantra: “Live to fight another day,” which meant don’t dive for shots you can’t reach or otherwise set yourself up for an injury when it’s not absolutely necessary, say match point or something. Stupidly, though, I held my position at the net not willing to give up on offense.
Coach had his arm up, racquet back as the ball came down. “It’s coming to you, Carter. Shuffle back.”
I bounced on my toes on the service line. No way would I back down.
Coach cranked the overhead shot. Wham! The ball nailed me on the right side of my cheek. The shock—more than the force of the blow—caused me to drop my racquet. It didn’t hurt that bad; it was a tennis ball not a baseball. Coach apologized. He thought I could defend it. I told him it was no big deal, but I was embarrassed I’d lost the point in front of our competition.
***
After our match was over, I jogged out of the club and slid into the Caddy. I said a cheerful hello to Boris, pumped that we’d creamed our opponents.