by Trina Solet
Enzo's shirt came off next. Then Mack slowly slid his boxers down and watched Enzo writhe as his cock stood up proud and beautiful. Candlelight played over his skin. Its warm flicker teased Mack's imagination, showing him all the places he wanted to touch and lick. Chest heaving, Enzo pulled him down on top of him.
With Enzo under him, Mack felt so right. Grabbing hold of Mack's ass, Enzo held him closer. As their cocks rubbed together, Enzo's hands moved over his body more urgently all the time. When Mack kissed his neck, Enzo shuddered in his arms, breathing hard.
Mack kissed his mouth, and Enzo moaned into the kiss and clutched at his hair. A feral look came into Enzo's eyes. Who was this guy? Oh yeah, the same one who thrusts his hips up for more when Mack was already fucking him furiously on the kitchen floor. That was exactly the reason he couldn't do it again. Fucking his virgin ass twice in one day was out of the question.
As Mack was feeling him up, he couldn't get carried away again. He had to slow it down, not attack him like last time. But his blood was rushing too fast, heart thumping too hard and loud. All of him was too hard to wait. That painful ache inside him was growing, needing Enzo's body to be satisfied.
Enzo wasn't helping. He was egging him on. Mack couldn't let him though, not this time. He forced himself to slow down, then he stilled Enzo's eager, groping hands.
"Let's do this right. I want to give you something to remember."
"I'll remember it. I promise," Enzo said breathlessly, wanting it now.
Insatiable and sweet, how could Mack resist him? He was damn well going to try. If it was for Enzo, he could do it. Even as Enzo whimpered with impatience, Mack stayed firm.
"You are going to have a good time. I promise," Mack assured him. Mack took hold of his hard cock and stroked it. Enzo moaned, thrusting into his fist. "You trust me to satisfy you, don't you?"
"Yes. I trust you completely," Enzo said breathlessly, and Mack could see that trust in his eyes even if they were brimming over with lust and unsatisfied need.
To try and stay in control, Mack closed his eyes. While running his hands over Enzo's body, he listened and his body spoke to him. It said touch me there, yes, just like that. Every quivering muscle told Mack that he was doing it right when he skimmed his fingers over Enzo's taut skin like he had never done with anyone before.
His lips on Enzo's warm skin brought out shivers and hitches of his breath, sighs and moans, and most importantly, Mack's name and "please". It was music, and Mack move to it. He let it guide him over Enzo's body and inside it. Only his fingers this time, in and out very gently as his mouth made its way to Enzo's cock.
Pumping two fingers inside Enzo slowly, Mack started by kissing his way up his legs. He took his time going up one leg then the other. Enzo panted and shuddered. His hands clawed at Mack's shoulders.
Mack couldn't believe how much he enjoyed driving him crazy, exploring him or doing anything to him. Enzo was his wonderland. He planned to spend hours, no, days, on this body, worshiping and tormenting him to his hearts content.
With his free hand, Mack reached up to Enzo's chest. His fingers playing over his nipples making Enzo rise into his touch. Mack loved that he could do this to him, make him so flushed and horny. Mack nuzzled the base of his cock and gave his balls a lick as Enzo panted, needing more.
"Does that feel good?" Mack spoke with his lips against Enzo's sensitive skin.
"Yes, it's agony," Enzo gasped.
Mack ran his chin along the inside of his thigh, letting him feel the roughness of his stubble before turning his lips and tongue on the same spot. Enzo's hands were restless grasping at Mack and tousling his hair. When Enzo stroked his face, Mack took his fingers into his mouth and sucked.
Next he moved his mouth to his cock and one of his hands to his own. Neither of them would last much longer. They were so close. It was very different this time, not like when they fucked, but somehow the feeling was the same, the high incredible. It wasn't long before Enzo was yelling out his name, his hips rising right off the bed, his come shooting down Mack's throat, making him come too.
Mack was so spent when he finally collapsed in Enzo's arms. He wrapped himself around Enzo and kissed his way from his shoulder over his neck to his face. He showered him with kisses, feeling happy and satisfied. Finally with his face buried in the hollow of his neck, he just breathed and sighed.
"You took me up so high," Mack said in wonder.
"Me?" Enzo said still surprised at his own power over Mack.
"You're amazing," he panted in Enzo's ear.
"You are. You're my everything," Enzo murmured then moaned and held Mack so tight it hurt.
That little bit of pain was kind of nice. It reminded Mack that this incredible bliss was real. And all it took was a little courage. But the courage that made him say yes wasn't really his. It came from Enzo. Despite his shyness, no one could compare to him. As he raised himself on one elbow and looked into his eyes, Mack was amazed at the huge leap he took to be here.
If Enzo wanted him, who would dare say no. Not Mack. He might not be good enough for Enzo, but he would try. He wanted to have hope again. He might not have much faith, but he had determination. If Mack made up his mind that nothing would separate them, nothing would.
"You'll always be mine because I'm never letting you go," he vowed to Enzo, his voice raspy with emotion as tears filled his eyes.
"And I'll never stop telling you how wonderful you are, and then one day you'll believe it."
"And I'll do the same for you," Mack promised.
It was incredible that he could actually have something this good. With his head on Enzo's chest, he just waited for it to make sense, to sink in, but it didn't. The only thing that made sense was listening to the beating of Enzo's heart. A single one of his heartbeats was worth more to him than the whole world.
Eventually he could believe anything as long as Enzo murmured his name and his fingers played in his hair. His body and his voice hypnotized Mack.
"And since we're trying to save money, we should shower together too. Don't forget we're going to have Christmas together. You'll need money for my present. Save up so you can get me something good," Enzo was saying while Mack's eyelids grew heavy.
"OK. What about New Year's?"
"We'll see how Christmas goes. That present especially."
"No, we will not," Mack told him sternly, coming awake to glare at him. "You're booked for New Year's. You're booked for all the holidays."
"Even Valentine's?"
"Hell no. Valentine's sucks. We're sleeping through Valentine's," Mack said and wrapped his arms around Enzo, showing him what he had in mind.
On Enzo's narrow bed, Mack had the best night's sleep of his life. And when he woke up, Enzo was curled against him and it was the best damn morning of his life. The morning air was cool, but Mack didn't feel it. He had Enzo to keep him warm.
The sunshine coming through the small window showed him Enzo's room with books crammed everywhere. His small desk was piled with stuff while his clothes were neatly put away. A poster of the periodic table was on the wall with notes scribbled all over it. Mack couldn't believe he had never been inside this room before.
Waking up with Enzo in his arms made him so happy, he wanted to cry. He didn't even know there was anything like this, that being with someone could be so sweet that it turned painful. How was he supposed to believe that a crazy thing like that existed? Or that it came in the form of a timid, nerdy guy who couldn't wait to have him as his boyfriend.
Mack watched Enzo sleeping, his long eyelashes dark against his skin, lips parted. Seeing him so peaceful and beautiful, Mack knew he didn't need to worry about what came next and how to make things last. All he had to do was follow Enzo's lead. He was his light in the darkness.
The End
Books by Trina Solet
With Eyes Open
Jacob and his son, Toby, have just moved to a small town. Everything is going well so far, except for one thing �
� who is Toby talking to in the back garden? There's no one there.
Ian is wondering the same thing. He's taking time off from college to be with his dad. One day he sees the little boy acting strangely, and he decides to look into it.
While Ian is trying to solve the mystery of what Toby is seeing, he and Jacob grow closer. Jacob is a man Ian can trust and lean on at a difficult time. Jacob has some reservations about Ian, but his feelings are too strong to be denied. Even as unexplained events surround them, these two can't stay away from each other.
Good thing because when Ian finds the answers he's looking for, he's going to need Jacob more than ever.
Golden Days
How can a nerdy, young dad hope to attract his hunky new neighbor? And if he can get his attention, does he have any hope of making it last?
Kyle only recently became an adoptive father to a vulnerable little girl. He's a devoted dad, and Viv is a spirited and loving five-year-old. With the help of his little dog, Kyle worked hard to gain Viv's love and trust in record time. Now they are a family. That doesn't mean he has no room for a man in his life.
Luke has been working in a string of nightclubs for most of his adult life. It was an exciting life, but Luke had enough of it. A recent loss sends Luke into suburbia in search of a more peaceful life. The loss of his brother is still fresh, but spending time with Kyle and Viv brings him so much joy.
In the past, Kyle hasn't been lucky in love. He always goes for the wrong kind of guy. But with Viv in his life, he can't afford those kinds of mistakes.
When Luke moves into the neighborhood, Kyle ends up with two wounded souls on his hands. Good thing he has room in his heart for both of them. If Kyle can get past his fears, he might just get everything he has always dreamed of.
Where He Belongs
Jack thought he had everything only to end up without a wife, a best friend or a child. Now he is closed off and afraid to love. After despair nearly cost him his life, he can't afford another heartbreak. Burying himself in work, Jack has made business his whole life. Now a business opportunity has led him to Gus, the one man who can break down his defenses.
Gus doesn't know what he is getting himself into when he flirts with his new boss. The uptight younger man is irresistible to him. Is Gus being reckless when he falls for Jack despite all the warning signs? After all, Gus is a happy, single father to a little boy, and Josh is a happy kid.
As he is drawn into their lives, Jack finds that Gus and his little boy are everything he needs and what he is most afraid of. Jack can't risk his heart again, but he might be won over by these two goofballs despite himself.
His True Home
Alec has retreated to his childhood home after a life of too much fun. When a little boy is abandoned on the road leading to Alec's home town of Seaview Pines, Alec is the one who ends up taking care of him. Now Cory is on his way to join them. He was abandoned by his mother as well and wants to give Teddy, his little brother, the family he never had. As they spend time together, it's up to Cory to draw out the serious, silent little boy. He also has to convince Alec that his home town isn't just a temporary refuge. It's where all three of them belong.
Long Lost
Blake Adler is back in town on a mission. Years ago Blake's father cut him out of his life so completely that he never spoke of him. Now that his father has passed away, Blake finally gets to meet his younger brother and sister. But Blake didn't come back to Meadowview for a reunion with his lost family. He's desperate to find the man he can't live without and win back the love he threw away.
Blake and Reese were once best friends. They could have been more, but Blake screwed up the most important relationship of his life. Now he wants to fix things with Reese, if he can only find him.
Blake isn't the only one looking for Reese. No matter how far Reese runs, trouble follows him. Wild and vulnerable, he always had it rough. The one good thing in his life was Blake.
Now Reese is taking a big risk coming back to town. It might be worth it if he can reclaim the man he can't stop thinking about, the one who rejected him, the one he loves more than anyone.
Manny To The Rescue
Why would Owen be terrified of Connie and Maggie, his two adorable little nieces? Because he is about to be left alone with them. Owen thinks he is going to have to take care of his nieces by himself until Dan shows up. If Owen approves, Dan is ready to be the girls' manny. Right from the start, Dan is a big help and an even bigger temptation. And Owen isn't the only one being tempted. When he was younger, Dan had a crush on Owen. Now that he is living with him, Owen has never looked hotter. The crush is back in full force. Too bad Dan isn't the kind of guy Owen is into. But even a hint that he is interested might spur Dan to make a move. Unfortunately, Dan is bringing trouble with him, and he doesn't even know it. When Owen becomes a target, will Dan be there in time to save him?
His Winter Heart
Wes is living a lonely, stark existence when he meets Colin, a lively young guy in desperate circumstances. Wes is so taken with him that he has to have him. His decision to invite Colin to spend the night is going to turn his quiet life upside down.
Colin almost finds himself sleeping on the street. When the tall, blond man makes him an offer, he can't say no either to the money or to the man. Colin is impulsive and full of contradictions. He refuses to sell himself for money and ends up homeless because of it. But when Wes offers to pay him for sex, Colin jumps at the chance to go home with him. Something about Wes strikes a chord with Colin. He knows there is a warm heart under the serious, impassive exterior and an awesome body under all the layers of winter clothes.
Things don't go as planned when Wes decides that Colin is too young and inexperienced and refuses to sleep with him. That doesn't mean that he can stay away from someone who shakes up his world.
The more time Colin spends with Wes, the more he wants him. Colin isn't shy about getting what he wants. His relentless pursuit might pay off if Wes doesn't let family complications and his fears about the future keep them apart. Will Wes let go of his inhibitions and allow himself to love the younger man?
Poison Heart
Is there anything Vince and Cal won't do for each other? The two of them grew up together and fell deeply in love. They were poor but happy until Cal made a big mistake and ended up in jail. He did it for Vince. To get him out, Vince is willing to do anything. Roland Granger has the power and influence to make Cal a free man. All he wants in return is Vince. Even if Cal never forgives him, Vince is willing to sacrifice himself. Now he has to make sure that Cal accepts this unwanted help. And while Vince is trying to set things right in his own life, can he reunite Roland with a self-destructive young man who loves him?
And Manny Makes Three
Mark is a struggling college student who has been working as a nanny for a nice family, but they don’t need him any more. Zack has been raising his son, Al, by himself and needs help. Al is a funny kid, and Zack is a funny dad, but more serious issues lurk under the surface. Will Mark be able to deal with these two? And how will Zack and Mark deal with their mutual attraction?
Unexpected Dad
Tyler finds a big surprise waiting on his doorstep. Ready or not, Tyler is a dad. Tyler didn’t know he had a daughter until she suddenly dropped into his life. Whether he is ready for her or not, little Julie needs a father. Or maybe two. Tyler and Jake have been best friends, inseparable since college. Now they have to adjust to Tyler’s new role as a dad. As Jake helps him cope with being a new father to a little girl, Tyler might be looking at two big changes in his life.
More Than a Manny
A very young, rich widower needs a nanny, but a hot manny would be even better. That's where Nate comes in. Brent is a loving but irresponsible father to two young children from a marriage of convenience. He needs Nate in his life, but how will Nate, a first time nanny, fit into his unconventional household? The kids are a handful, especially little Georgie. Her big brother, Ricky, has a few issues
of his own. But Nate is more than ready to take on the challenge and let all three of them steal his heart.
Duncan the Third
Patrick and his little sister, Wendy, have just moved into Duncan's building and that means trouble. Patrick is exactly the kind of guy Duncan can't resist. Together he and his little sister might be the family Duncan has been yearning for but only if he takes a chance and lets them into his heart. Unfortunately, Duncan hasn't been lucky when it comes to relationships. After getting his heart broken too many times, he has sworn off younger men. While Duncan struggles against his attraction to him, Patrick is determined to win him over. As Patrick tries to change his mind, can he also heal Duncan's broken heart?
Make It Better
A favor leads to a life changing experience. Ray is willing to do anything for the man he considers his savior. His mission of mercy is Marcus, a young man who can’t overcome his guilt over a tragedy in his past. Is Ray making a terrible mistake giving his heart to him, or will his love for Marcus be strong enough to save him?
My Love Is Real: The Benson Brothers Story
For almost a year Sean and Brian thought they were brothers. Sean wants him more than anything, but will Brian ever accept his love? His pride is only one of the obstacles standing in their way. A dangerous man has a claim on Brian.
The Right Guy
They came together in paradise, but what will happen when they go back to the real world and their everyday lives?
Nathan and Paul never liked each other. Paul was a snob, and Nathan felt like he was always looking down on him. Nathan wasn't interested in him anyway. He had his sights set on Turner. Now that Turner is getting married to another man, Nathan's heart is breaking. That's when he finds that Paul is right there by his side. This gorgeous man is ready to distract him and help him get over his unrequited crush.